Taking five cubs to discuss life [entertainment circle]

Hearing the word "OK" from his mouth, Kang Yu's eyes widened in disbelief, as if suspecting that he had heard wrong, he murmured uncertainly: "What?"

"I said,? If you want to quit,? You can." Lu Yun's expression remained the same, but the words he said were more ruthless.

Kang Yu froze in place.

Lu Yun continued in a businesslike tone: "But I want to remind you,? We signed a contract. If you quit, then according to the contract, you have to pay me 1 million yuan in compensation. , and will not be allowed to perform in public for the next year,? and some other restrictions.”

"Would you really rather risk such strict conditions to terminate the contract with me than tell me the truth?" Lu Yun asked him.

Kang Yu gritted his teeth, and it could be seen that he was struggling in his heart.

Lu Yun looked at him for a while, then sighed softly: "Yuyu, even if you quit, will the problem be solved?"

He stood up, walked in front of Kang Yu, raised his hand and pointed at the other's chest, "Yuyu, you have a knot in your heart, you can't move forward unless you untie it."

Kang Yu lowered his head and looked at the place.

Lu Yun could feel the body under his fingers slowly tense up.

Then, slowly relaxed again.

He didn't say anything, but Lu Yun could sense the fierce struggle in his heart from this subtle change.So Lu Yun took two steps back, stood opposite him, looked directly at him, and asked, "Even so, do you still want to quit?"

Kang Yu suddenly raised her head to look at him, shaking her head in a panic: "No, I don't want to..."

"What do you not want?"

"I don't want to quit!" Kang Yu said loudly in a hurry, "I don't really want to quit, I just want you to stop asking..."

Lu Yun shook his head and sighed softly: "Yuyu, this is a threat, not coquetry."

"If you say that, it is indeed possible to achieve your goal, but it will also hurt my heart." Lu Yun said softly, "You would rather quit than tell me the truth, which means that I am not worthy of your trust. I let you Insecure."

"That's not the case!" Kang Yu denied, "I don't believe you, I just... I just..."

Halfway through his words, it was like a cassette tape, just repeating the three words "I'm just".

Lu Yun saw that his hands were clenched tightly, and they turned white from excessive force, which was enough to see how entangled he was at this moment.

"What are you just?" Lu Yun asked without letting him go.

Kang Yu was silent for a long time before uttering two words in a low voice: "...afraid..."

"Fear?"

Kang Yu buried her head very low, and her voice was vague and indistinct: "My story is too hypocritical, it's hard to tell. I'm afraid that after you hear it, you will..."

He stopped again, and Lu Yun frowned, guessing: "I will laugh at you?" For Kang Yu who is proud and arrogant, this is really unacceptable.

Kang Yu shook her head, then looked at him with a calm expression, but there was a hint of worry in her eyes.

"You'll have sympathy for me," he said.

Kang Yu took a deep breath, bit her lips, and said, "Brother, I can tell you about my affairs, but I only have one request."

"……you say."

"Please listen quietly, don't say anything, and don't show sympathy to me." Kang Yu whispered.

After a moment of silence, Lu Yun nodded: "I promise you. ——Go over there and talk."

The two sat down facing each other, Kang Yu was a little embarrassed, his hands were entangled, he clasped together for a while, and clasped them for a while.

He just kept silent, Lu Yun didn't rush, just followed his words, quietly waiting for him to speak.

After a while, Kang Yu seemed to clear her mind and spoke.

"Where should I start..." Kang Yu recalled, "Let's start with my childhood."

"Brother, you know that I am a single-parent family."

Lu Yun nodded.

"My biological mother abandoned me and ran away from home very early. I heard from adults that she ran away with another man and didn't want me and my father. It's nothing, anyway, I don't have a deep impression of her, Just pretend that I’ve never had this person before.” Taking a deep breath, Kang Yu continued, “My father raised me alone, and he treated me very well. The only drawback is that he loves to drink, and often At that time, he was terrible, and he would... beat people."

Lu Yun secretly held his hands.

"This is my family situation." Kang Yu nodded and made a summary.

"When I was a child, I didn't think such a family was so important until I went to school." Kang Yu's eyes dimmed, as if she was caught in deep memories, "I like school very much, there are many people there, very It is lively, and the class is also very interesting, much more interesting than staying at home alone and reading comic books. But the only unhappy part is that few people come to me to play."

"At a very young age, I already have the mentality of rejecting heresy. The difference between me and them is that I don't have a complete family. But it doesn't matter. The break time is only for a short time. It's good to read a book and take a break. There's no need to play with other people."

"My study is very good. Every time I take the exam, I am the first in the class and even in the whole school. The teacher also likes me very much. He often teaches me after-class remedial lessons and so on. He also cares about my life. Every time there is something in the school In the selection activities, the teachers also chose me to participate, and the certificates and prizes I got are almost piled up."

"I have always thought that I was excellent, and I always thought that the teacher was so kind to me because of my excellent grades. But once, when I went to the office to hand in something, I heard the teachers chatting, they were talking about me .they said……"

Kang Yu suddenly stopped.

Lu Yun saw his chest rising and falling, as if there was something injustice that made him worry about it.

After a while, Kang Yu calmed down and continued: "I heard them introduce my situation to the new teachers. They said that I am very poor. They should care and take care of me more in the future. Other teachers also do the same. ..."

The corner of Kang Yu's mouth curled into a self-deprecating arc, and said: "It's only here that I understand that I didn't get the teacher's attention because of my excellence, they just treat me well because they sympathize with me and feel sorry for me. "

"After this incident, I paid more attention to other people who were kind to me, those neighbors and relatives, and I heard the same words from their mouths... It turns out that in the eyes of other people, I am just A poor child who has no mother and is often subjected to domestic violence by his father."

"This incident was a blow to me. It turned out that my cognition all the time was wrong. I worked hard to be a good boy and wanted to be recognized by everyone, but then I realized that I didn't have to do anything. , As long as you rely on the sympathy of others, you can get the same result."

Kang Yu smiled, and said with self-mockery: "Then what are my hard work all the time? Why can't my hard work compare to the points for sympathy?"

"Yuyu..." Lu Yun finally couldn't help but speak.

With tears in Kang Yu's eyes, she shook her head at him.

Lu Yun was silent, and in the end he could only take out a tissue and give it to him.

Kang Yu took the tissue, wiped the corners of her eyes, and continued, "Since then, I have hated being pitied by others, because they don't really appreciate and pay attention to me, they are just looking for someone It’s just a way to vent excess compassion, I don’t need that kind of sympathy.”

"Later, I became Xinyu's trainee, and there, by virtue of my strength, I obtained the qualification to debut." Kang Yu sighed softly, a simple sigh, full of countless helplessness, "But in On the eve of my debut, the management of the company approached me for a discussion. They knew about my family situation and wanted to use it as a way to publicize that although I came from a difficult background, I still love life and love to sing... Heh, to put it simply, it’s a sellout Get someone's attention."

Is that why you hate selling miserably?Lu Yun thought in his heart.

"But this is different from what I have always believed in!" Kang Yu's tone became firmer, "I don't want to gain other people's attention in this way, I just want to use my own strength to conquer the audience, I want them because of my I like me only because of my talent and strength, instead of just thinking about my tragic life experience when I mention it."

"Because of my resolute refusal, that manager was furious. He felt that I was disobedient to the company's management and difficult to control, so he kept targeting me, swearing at me, and even..." Kang Yu pursed her lips, "Even using I insulted my mother with exaggerated words... Although I have never met her, I still can't accept people talking about her like that, so..."

"So I did it."

After Kang Yu finished speaking the last sentence, she let out a long breath of relief, as if she had unloaded a heavy burden from her heart, and her whole body relaxed a lot.

"This is the ins and outs of the matter." Kang Yu said, "Brother, I told you everything."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head, and after a while, he raised his head again to look at Lu Yun's expression.

To his surprise, the other party's face was full of calm, without sympathy, contempt, or harshness.

Lu Yun smiled at him and said, "So that's the case."

The tone is also very calm.

Kang Yu twisted her fingers, but still couldn't help asking, "Brother, don't you blame me?"

"Why are you to blame?" Lu Yun asked in a puzzled tone.

"If I hadn't been so impulsive and beat people up, I wouldn't be in this situation today, and I wouldn't give you such a headache..."

"Yes." Lu Yun nodded in agreement.

Kang Yu clasped his hands.

Lu Yun smiled and continued: "If you hadn't done anything, you wouldn't have been persuaded to quit by the company, and you wouldn't have come to me to form Goal5 with them. If so, you wouldn't be where you are today."

"But……"

"No but." Lu Yun interrupted him, "Do you remember what I told you before? The past is in the past, and the most important thing is the present, isn't it? Let's find a way to solve this matter in front of us together .”

Kang Yu was silent for a while, then nodded.

Lu Yun looked at him and suddenly said, "Yuyu, thank you."

"no need thank me?"

"Thank you for trusting me and telling me everything in your heart." Lu Yun smiled, "I feel like I understand you better."

Kang Yu shook her head suddenly: "No, I should thank you...Thank you for listening to me, thank you for not blaming my boring self-esteem..."

"How can you be bored?" Lu Yun stretched out his hand and placed it on the back of his hand.

His hands were very warm, and Kang Yu couldn't help but want to withdraw his hands, but in the end he still didn't take action.

Feeling that subtle little movement, Lu Yun's eyes softened, and he said, "It should be said that your dignity is priceless."

Kang Yu's eyes slowly gathered mist.