After coming out of the rescue room this time, Xu Yang fell into a coma for three whole days, and when he woke up, he felt a sense of collapse.Because he hadn't eaten well for a few days, Xu Yang's face was very pale, the corners of his eyes drooped, and he looked exhausted.He calmed down, and then forced his mouth to ask Gu Chuan: "You... don't have to go to work today?"

"asked for leave."

"Have you been in the hospital these days?"

"almost."

"..."

Xu Yang hooked his lips and revealed a slightly weak smile.The ward became quiet like this. After a while, Xu Yang said again: "I'm a little tired."

Gu Chuan nodded and said, "You have a good rest."

Xu Yang looked at Gu Chuan, he opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.After Gu Chuan left, he still couldn't express his thoughts.He sat quietly on the hospital bed, looking at his bony hands and the protruding blood vessels on the back of his hands, many thoughts emerged in his mind.It's just that these thoughts are too negative, so he doesn't know how to express them.

Xu Yang sat on the hospital bed blankly for a long time, recalling Gu Chuan's back when he left, he was a little dazed, was Gu Chuan so thin before?

A feeling of powerlessness welled up in my heart.

"You just woke up, why do you look so sad?" A little nurse pushed a cart into the ward, and seeing Xu Yang's sad face, she couldn't help but said, "You bless you!" Fate, shouldn't you be happy to wake up again?"

"I'm really happy." Xu Yang said softly, "But..."

"I see! You are worrying about your medical expenses, right!?" The little nurse interrupted Xu Yang, and she said with a frown: "I know you have been worrying about your medical expenses, but You don’t have to worry at all now, I heard that a few days ago someone put a large sum of money into your account, enough to support you for several courses of treatment.”

"……what?"

"You have money in your account now!" The little nurse thought that her description was too complicated for the other party to understand, so she said concisely, "You don't have to worry about Qian Er anymore."

"...Where did the money come from?"

"I don't know."

"..."

Seeing that the little nurse really didn't know, Xu Yang stopped asking.It was just that after he could get out of bed and walk around, he went to the nurse's station to check his medical records, etc., and noticed that there was a sum of money in his account.With doubts, he wanted to ask Gu Chuan directly, but before he could ask, he saw a video in the mobile website recommendation.

It was a recommended video of social hotspots. It told the story that everyone was donating money to a poor talented blind man recently. Through everyone's loving donation, the other party got a sum of money.Xu Yang looked at the donation amount typed out in the video, and thought of the money in his account, and suddenly froze.

At this moment, he realized where the money came from.

The video didn't end like this. It played a very long scene of Gu Chuan receiving the donation.It was a scene without any lines, like a still ppt, but it was played for a long, long time, so long that it seemed that people could clearly see his every move.Seeing this, Xu Yang's eyes instantly turned red. He refused to blink, and just looked at Gu Chuan in the video.Xu Yang watched this video over and over again as if masochistic, and suddenly his heart was relieved of pain, and he became extraordinarily peaceful.

Gu Chuan came to the hospital a little late that day, and suddenly his eyes darkened on the road, so he groped and sat down on the stone bench by the roadside.Gu Chuan sat quietly waiting for his vision to recover, but this waiting lasted for more than an hour. By the time his vision recovered, it was completely dark.

Gu Chuan stood up from the cold stone bench and was about to leave when his foot kicked something on the ground.He froze for a moment, and looked down to see a baseball cap placed by his feet at some point, with some hundred-dollar bills piled inside the cap.Probably in order to prevent the banknotes from being blown away by the wind, some stones were thrown inside to press them down.

Gu Chuan was stunned for a moment, he turned his direction away from the baseball cap and left.It's just that he didn't take a few steps when he heard someone shouting behind him: "Your things have fallen!"

Gu Chuan didn't look back, but the people behind him caught up and stuffed the baseball cap into Gu Chuan's arms, saying, "Your stuff! Keep it!"

"not mine……"

"Do you think we don't have enough money? That's why you refuse to accept it!?" The man's tone was not good, and he asked: "I watched the video, and you obviously accepted 10,000+ donations from others, and you still don't want to accept it! What are you pretending to do? If we are willing to help you, you just accept it, so why pretend to be so pitiful and poor?"

Gu Chuan was stunned, and ran away in a hurry after the other party finished.Only Gu Chuan was left alone, holding a baseball cap blankly, standing alone in the gloomy night.The cold wind blew, and suddenly there was a thunder in the sky, and then the rain fell sparsely.

It's getting cold.

In the end, Gu Chuan still didn't take the baseball cap away. He saw a street singer with a broken guitar selling and singing on the side of the road, so he put all the money in the hat into the other party's guitar case, and then left.With such a delay, when Gu Chuan arrived at the hospital, it was already very late.

"I'm sorry." Gu Chuan said when he saw Xu Yang, "I'm late today."

"It's okay." Xu Yang looked at Gu Chuan's thin body and said, "Actually, you don't have to come to see me every day..."

"Ah."

"Don't come tomorrow."

"Ah."

However, Gu Chuan still came the next day, not just the second day, but also the third day, the fourth day and the fifth day... Gu Chuan came every day.

Xu Yang looked at Gu Chuan and said, "You have lost a lot of weight."

"It's okay." Gu Chuan didn't deny it, he replied, "I lost a little weight."

Xu Yang pursed her lips, "I...I have dragged you down."

"No."

Xu Yang looked at Gu Chuan silently, and he didn't continue talking.He noticed that his body was getting weaker and weaker, and sometimes he couldn't even get up from the bed, so he could only lie on the hospital bed and stare at the white ceiling in a daze.Under such circumstances, he began to think about what is the point of this?If he can still recover, then he will definitely struggle to continue living, because he still has to take care of Gu Chuan.But seeing that he was about to become a useless person, and had become Gu Chuan's burden...he didn't want to.

After Gu Chuan left, Xu Yang stayed alone for a long time.After a long time, Xu Yang rang the bell on the hospital bed, and when the doctor came in a hurry, he said, "I don't want to continue the treatment."

"What do you mean?"

"I want to die." Xu Yang smiled and said, "I've checked, and I'm fully awake now, and I can sign an agreement to give up treatment."

The doctor was silent for a while, and he pointed it out: "But you cried."

"...Because I don't want to die."

The author has something to say: Thank you for the little angel who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:

5 bottles of Tingui; 2 bottles for show, not death; Kuimo, maybe 1 bottle; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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