Heard I'm Frail [Quick Transmigration]

Ji Yu's coffee shop seems to be doing very well. Even if there is a limited number of sales in the later stage, every time he counts his profits, it always makes people happy.After struggling for so many days, Ji Yu sold the small shop next door to the coffee shop and expanded the area of ​​the coffee shop.After a while, he sold the place upstairs of the coffee shop and renovated it into a place for daily living.

The expansion of the store did not increase Ji Yu's workload. He seemed to be very talented in management. He arranged everything easily, so that when his store expanded and sales increased, he felt more leisurely.He goes to the coffee shop to check in every day, and he no longer needs to be as busy as before. Every time Gu Chuan comes, he can have time to accompany him.

"I don't open a shop to keep myself busy." Regarding his workload, Ji Yu explained to Gu Chuan in this way, "I just want to live a simple life, which is fine. I Being a boss just wants to relax and have more time to chat with you."

——It was very uninspiring.

During this period, the laboratory that Gu Chuan applied for was approved, and he can conduct some experimental research.So in the usual time, he occasionally reads and rests in the coffee shop, but spends more time in the laboratory and conducts some experimental research.Gu Chuan thinks that he is not a smart person, and he has no idea about developing any powerful drugs or medical devices to save the world. He just feels that he can go in this direction, so he follows himself The mind went on.

The success of the experiment often needs to go through various researches and experiments. Gu Chuan is still a person who has just stepped into the academic world. Although he has published excellent papers, he is still a newcomer in the field of experiments.Therefore, for a long period of time, Gu Chuan’s experimental research was more like a daily check-in behavior. He repeated work every day, and occasionally there would be some breakthroughs. After many small breakthroughs accumulated for a long time, there was such a small breakthrough. harvest.

But Gu Chuan was already very satisfied.

Gu Chuan couldn't evaluate his own state, but he felt that this kind of life was probably what he yearned for.Living a simple life like this every day, without thinking too much, and being able to make a small contribution to society from time to time is to live up to this life.

"You have such a good idea, old cadre." Ji Yu forced Gu Chuan to talk about life, and finally got the words out of him, but he gave this evaluation: "You are so easy to be satisfied."

Gu Chuan glanced at him, "Well, I don't think as much as you do."

"I don't admit it, do I have too many ideas?" Ji Yu refused, and he felt that he couldn't be such an image in Gu Chuan's mind, "I'm also a person who easily feels happy, okay? ? Why do you think of me like this? Is it because you don’t know me well enough?”

Gu Chuan thought for a while, then nodded.

Ji Yu: "..."

— want to make trouble.

Ji Yu really broke out. He is obviously an adult, but in some respects he is still as childish as ever, with the arrogance of a teenager.But towards Gu Chuan, he was always thunderous and rainy. On the surface, he was angry, but in actual actions, he was quite soft.After he arrived, he felt that he was not taken seriously, so he went to Gu Chuan with his pillow in his arms at night.

Before Gu Chuan was about to go to bed, he saw Ji Yu standing at the door with his pillow in his arms, he was already a little used to it.After going through so many times, he can't say anything anymore - he seems to be used to it.So Ji Yu happily took the seat next to her, and then fell asleep sweetly.

That night, Gu Chuan woke up suddenly.

I don't know when Gu Chuan got used to waking up at night, occasionally standing in front of the window, looking at the outside world.It's just that Gu Chuan wakes up again on rainy nights most of the time.Gu Chuan got up slowly, only seeing the darkness in the room.He got off the bed, walked to the window, and pushed it open.A cool night wind blows in slowly, as if to shake the still air in the house.There was no strong wind or heavy rain outside. The city was sleeping in the middle of the night, but it seemed half asleep because of the lights on the roadside and some night pedestrians.

The other person in the same bed was sleeping soundly.

Gu Chuan stood in front of the window and didn't know what he was thinking. At this moment, Ji Yu, who was sleeping soundly, woke up at some point. He hugged the quilt and sat on the bed as if in a daze. For a while, he seemed unable to understand what Gu Chuan was doing now.Ji Yu opened his mouth and asked in a sleepy voice, "Did you have a nightmare?"

A dense pain seemed to appear in his mind, but soon Gu Chuan dispelled this feeling, he returned to the bedside, and said to Ji Yu: "No."

Ji Yu reached out and touched the quilt beside him, and after feeling the remaining warmth on it, he knew that Gu Chuan must have woken up not long ago.At this time, the night wind blew in from the window again, this time the wind became a little colder, but it made Ji Yu shiver on a midsummer night.

"The quilt is still warm, come in and sleep." Ji Yu pulled Gu Chuan back to the bed, wrapped him tightly with the quilt, "I'll sleep with you in my arms, so I'll feel safe."

"It's hot."

"The temperature dropped at night, I was frozen just now."

"..."

I don't know if it's Ji Yu's embrace or the thicker quilt, but Gu Chuan really feels warm and peaceful after returning to the quilt.After waking up unexpectedly, the feeling of hanging and erratic, seems to have gradually found the center of gravity and slowly returned to its place.But he always felt that he seemed to have forgotten something very important, and this kind of emptiness couldn't be filled by the bed.

Before going to sleep, Gu Chuan felt a strange but familiar, machine-like cold voice sounding in his mind - [The task is completed, whether to continue to the next task. ]

Gu Chuan felt that he didn't recognize this voice, and couldn't understand what it meant.But just when he was about to ask, countless memories suddenly flooded into his mind. He remembered that eternal winter and that black car, the silent world, and the The feeling of being deprived of freedom in a wheelchair, remembering... countless pains.

"What's wrong?" Gu Chuan vaguely heard Ji Yu's nervous voice.

Gu Chuan opened his eyes. It was clearly in the dark night, but he seemed to see Ji Yu's eyes clearly, and saw the tension, worry and uneasiness revealed in those crystal eyes.Gu Chuan closed his eyes, the pain seemed to be just his hallucination, because he was clearly in the warmth.

Seeing that Gu Chuan didn't speak, Ji Yu became anxious, and he immediately turned over and turned on the dim light by the bed.In an instant, the darkness of the whole room faded away, and the dim light was like the rays of the sun, shining in the room, only the warmth of the room could be seen.

"Nothing." Gu Chuan shook his head, "I just suddenly remembered something."

Hearing Gu Chuan's words, Ji Yu somehow remembered that day.At that time, the two of them were walking on the road, and Gu Chuan suddenly said thank you.So far, Ji Yu has not clearly grasped what Gu Chuan wanted to express at that time, so he panicked all of a sudden: "What's wrong with you?"

"Suddenly remembered a question you asked me."

"what?"

"the meaning of life."

"Have I ever asked you such a philosophical question?" Ji Yu was a little confused, "Why did you suddenly think of this in the middle of the night?"

"I suddenly thought of it."

"and then?"

"No answer."

"..." Ji Yu paused, and said dumbfoundedly: "You've been thinking about this in the middle of the night? Since you didn't answer it at the beginning, it's impossible for you to suddenly think about it now. Besides, life doesn't need special things. Give it meaning, no matter what, it’s there, whatever you live is life.”

"Ah."

"You actually agree with me?"

Gu Chuan nodded, "What you said is indeed reasonable."

"There is something really wrong with you tonight..." Ji Yu still felt very strange, he lifted his body halfway up with his hands, and looked down at Gu Chuan who was lying on the bed, "You must have something to hide from me."

"I have one more thing on my mind."

"what?"

"Longevity."

"Huh?" Ji Yu couldn't understand at all, he asked and answered: "Is this what you're thinking about?"

Gu Chuan looked at Ji Yu, as if talking to him, but also as if answering someone: "I choose 'yes'"

The cold and mechanical voice did not sound again, but Gu Chuan knew very clearly that this would not be his end.From the very beginning, he didn't know who he was, why he lived, and why he persisted in living, but he always insisted on his choice.

He has always just wanted to live.

Right or wrong.

The author has something to say: text end.

There may be many regrets, many of which were not clearly expressed. I have been writing this article for two years on and off, and I feel that I am really sorry for everyone.In the middle of writing this article, I have been unhappy all the time, and my body has played a big role. I feel that these two years are really terrible. Why did I become like this?I'm a bit self-absorbed now, and a little scared. In short, I feel that the whole person is particularly sad and wrong, and I have a lot of thoughts.

It's over, I hope the bad things can also come to an end.

I am very grateful to everyone who followed me, because the things I really conveyed here are relatively negative (I really wanted to write happy sand sculptures at the beginning), but I cried for a month in August 18, and then in 8 There were some small problems in March, and the whole person was bereaved. From June to July, there were some small problems again, and in October, there were some small problems again.Because it's really... I still suspect that it's because the name of the article is unlucky qaq.

Hope all is well.

ps:开了新文《我真的不会唱歌》主攻，小人物x大明星，尽量更新，不过工作忙起来就没办法了。希望这是新的开始。感谢在2020-07-0600:04:47~2020-07-1300:18:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 13 bottles of yo sauce; 10 bottles of speechless; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!