Heard I'm Frail [Quick Transmigration]

"I will do this operation."

"Can……"

"Now that science and technology are so advanced, there may be smart prosthetics in a short time." Gu Chuan smiled slightly, "Even if there is no smart prosthetic, there are other alternatives. It's just that the surgery removed both hands, and you can still live. Don't be too sad .”

"How could it not be sad!" Xie Changjiang roared, "Why do you have to bear this!?"

"It's normal to be sick and have surgery."

"But it's unreasonable!" Xie Changjiang regretted it after finishing speaking, and he slowly raised his head.The moment he saw Gu Chuan's face, his heart sank.There was an emotion welling up in his heart, spreading bit by bit, until it even tightly locked his throat, making it difficult for him to breathe.

Someone nearby noticed the movement on their side, and many people looked over quietly.Among them, a middle-aged man with glasses who stood closer to them seemed to be petrified, and stood there stupidly, his eyes a little shocked.Probably because he realized that his actions were not right, Xie Changjiang did not continue, but the group of three returned home quietly.

Xu Yan went straight into the kitchen, while Xie Changjiang and Gu Chuan stayed in the living room.The air was so quiet that even the sound of a needle falling to the ground could be clearly heard. Xie Changjiang didn't speak. He sat on the side silently with his hands on his knees, as if in a daze.But soon he felt that such quietness was not normal, and it seemed particularly strange, so he started chatting with Gu Chuan out of words: "Your operation today is very good. Blinded."

"Fortunately."

"Yu Qiu texted me just now. The doctor said his condition is okay and he should be able to catch up with the next game."

"That's very good."

"It smells so good... Do you want to eat Coca-Cola chicken wings tonight?"

"Maybe."

"Is the food Xu Yan can eat? If he doesn't like me so much, will he take the opportunity to poison the food?"

"will not."

"The weather will change in a few days, and it's almost time to buy new clothes."

"Ah."

"The temperature difference between day and night is a bit big now, do you feel cold sitting here?"

"will not."

"..."

Xu Yan's cooking speed was good, and when Xie Changjiang was about to bring the topic to outer space, he came out with the prepared dishes.Xie Changjiang ran to help, and Gu Chuan also went in to help, but the other two were faster than him, so he could only help take out the chopsticks when he went in.

Xu Yan's cooking skills have improved a bit during this time. Every dish looks ordinary, but the taste is absolutely top-notch.The three of them sat at a table to eat. Although the atmosphere was harmonious, it was still a bit strange.Gu Chuan looked at them, and wanted to say something, but every time before he could say anything, Xu Yan and Xie Changjiang chatted first.

Xu Yan and Xie Changjiang seem to have suddenly become good friends who can talk about everything tonight. They sit at the same table no longer treat each other as transparent as before, or use words to stab each other on purpose. Just like good friends who have been lost for many years, they can pick up the conversation no matter what kind of topic they are, and they can chat.Seeing them like this, Gu Chuan didn't bother them anymore.

After eating and packing up, Xie Changjiang didn't say goodbye, and Xu Yan didn't drive him away either.Gu Chuan took a change of clothes to take a shower, and when he came out, he saw two people still sitting in the living room chatting without saying a word.Gu Chuan didn't intend to join them, he checked the time, then turned and went back to his room to rest.

After Gu Chuan entered the room, the two people who had been chatting very enthusiastically became cold in an instant.Xie Changjiang was still sitting in a daze, while Xu Yan stood aside, not knowing what he was looking at or thinking.After a while, Xie Changjiang's muffled voice came: "I thought you would drive me away."

"I thought too."

"I thought you were going to say something."

"I thought too."

"What a coward you are."

"You're no better than me."

"..."

The atmosphere fell silent again, and after the silence this time, it looked particularly terrifying.Obviously there are only three people crowded in this small rental room, but for some reason, it seems so cold and unpopular here, quiet and eerie.

After an unknown amount of time, Xie Changjiang stood up.He didn't wear shoes either, so he walked two steps with his head down and bare feet. When he passed by Xu Yan, he paused: "Your hand is hurt."

"Yeah." Xu Yan didn't care too much, "I accidentally cut it while cooking."

"You didn't have this wound on your hand when you were eating." The wound looked particularly neat, as if it was straight across the board.

"Doesn't it hurt?"

"pain."

"Do you feel pain?"

"Ah."

"Since you feel pain..." Xie Changjiang suddenly turned his head and stared at him: "Why didn't you stop him?"

"It's something he decides."

"You feel pain when you cut yourself, what about him?" Xie Changjiang gritted his teeth, "His hand is fine, why did he decide to have an operation? Why did he have to suffer that cut? Now that medicine and science are so advanced, Why choose this way?"

"Doctors say it's the only treatment."

"You just want to—"

"Of course I don't want to!" Xu Yan tried his best to lower his voice, so his voice became hoarse: "But... if he doesn't have an operation, he won't be able to survive. His hands are actually hurting every day. I don't want him to be tortured every day. The pain is tormenting, and I don't want him to suddenly..."

Xie Changjiang was stunned.

……

Although Gu Chuan entered the room early, he didn't go to bed right away.He sat on the bed for a while, then got up and sat down at the desk.He had just finished a game, and he didn't really have anything to do now, but he still turned on his laptop.

The computer screen lit up, and quickly displayed the desktop with no files.Gu Chuan manipulated the mouse aimlessly, finally clicked on the browser, checked today's latest news, and after reading for a while, he turned off the computer.He looked at his hands, then clenched them into fists, trying to use his arms to make the bed little by little.

"what are you doing?"

Gu Chuan turned his head and saw Xie Changjiang came in at some time, he blinked and realized that he forgot to lock the door just now, and then replied: "It's nothing."

"Are you trying to get used to living without hands?"

"……almost?"

"Why are you so calm." Xie Changjiang strode forward, he grabbed Gu Chuan's wrist, and approached, "What are you thinking?"

Gu Chuan looked at Xie Changjiang, who was suddenly excited, and said, "Want to...make a bed?"

"..." Xie Changjiang suddenly felt discouraged, he held Gu Chuan's hand loosely, and sat down on the bed.He just entered Gu Chuan's room out of nowhere, occupied his bed, and then remained silent.

Gu Chuan opened his mouth to remind: "I'm going to bed."

"I want to sleep with you."

"..."

"I just want to cover the quilt with you and just chat." Xie Changjiang turned his face away. "I won the game today. I am so excited that I want to chat with people all night."

"I'd rather sleep."

"Then I said it myself, you can ignore me."

"..."

Gu Chuan felt that it would be a waste of time to persuade Xie Changjiang, so he didn't bother, but lay down after making the bed, closed his eyes and rested.Suddenly the bed sank, and he felt that there was an extra person beside him. "Actually, my family also cooperates with a company that manufactures prosthetics." Xie Changjiang said, "Prosthetics are indeed very developed now. I have seen a person manipulating a prosthetic and typing quickly on a keyboard."

"Ah."

"You're right. The technology is so advanced now that those things are made almost like the real thing. After installing them, as long as you don't tell them, others will not be able to see what's going on. Although occasionally Not working, but as long as it's checked regularly, then there's nothing wrong with it."

"I know."

"I went to their press conference with my dad last time. I heard that their technology has made a breakthrough. It seems that in a year or two, they will be able to produce better ones than they are now..."

"Ah."

"I think I can understand you."

Gu Chuan opened his closed eyes, looked at the dark ceiling, and replied softly, "Thank you."

"This is actually quite good. After all, you will always be in pain now, and you are afraid every day. You have made up your mind to have the operation. In the future, you only need to maintain it regularly. You will never be in pain like now, no Know when it's going badly..."

"Ah."

"You're right, it makes sense."

"Ah."

The sound faded away quietly, and the room suddenly became silent and deep.The dark room was a little cramped, so small that it made people feel vaguely uneasy.Gu Chuan stared at the ceiling for a while, then closed his eyes again, and when he was about to fall asleep, Xie Changjiang's voice sounded again in the air: "It's all reasonable, I can understand it, but——you are unreasonable. "

Gu Chuan paused for a moment, then responded, "How should I say it?"

"Just now Xu Yan accidentally cut his hand..."

"Are you okay?" Gu Chuan asked.

"After the incision, he burst into tears at that time, and he kept trembling during the disinfection... Gu Chuan, although the doctor said that it may be the only treatment, but it is only a possibility. Besides, the condition is still there It's not serious enough to require surgery, so you don't need to make up your mind so quickly. Didn't you say that the current prosthetic technology is developing very fast? We can wait, maybe..."

"I'm not afraid of pain."

"No one is not afraid of pain."

"..."

The two became quiet again, Xie Changjiang lay quietly on the bed, but his heart was always restless.As he himself analyzed, he actually fully understood Gu Chuan, and he knew the reason for his choice.Just like Xu Yan, he didn't want Gu Chuan to suffer so much pain and keep on being so fearful. Maybe if Gu Chuan didn't want to, in the end he might try to persuade Gu Chuan to have this operation and try to survive.

But it still wasn't right.

Xie Changjiang felt that all kinds of emotions were surging in his heart, which disturbed him so much that he couldn't think quietly.He repeatedly thought of Gu Chuan's every move, from the first recognition to the present, from the latest game to what happened in the hospital just now.It seemed that Gu Chuan's voice kept ringing in his ears, over and over again - "I will perform this operation", "I am not afraid of pain".

Why would you say such a thing?

Why……

When Gu Chuan was about to fall asleep, he felt his back wet.He closed his eyes and was silent for a while, thought for a while, and was quiet for a while, finally he turned around and looked at the person lying beside him, and asked, "Why are you crying?"

"I didn't cry."

Gu Chuan reached out and touched the clothes on his back, and felt a piece of dampness.Then he reached out to touch Xie Changjiang, but he blocked him: "I didn't cry."

"..."

"why……"

"Ok?"

Gu Chuan really didn't know why Xie Changjiang cried suddenly. He vaguely felt that it might have something to do with his operation, but he wasn't particularly sure.Gu Chuan was silent for a while, and he began to feel that he shouldn't say these things, and should keep quiet as usual.

"Why are you so calm?"

"It's not very peaceful either." Gu Chuan said.

"But you are clearly, clearly—" Xie Changjiang propped up his upper body, his eyes seemed to have a little light in the dark night, and he just stared at Gu Chuan: "...it doesn't matter!"

"..."

"I know that this may be the only option, and I know that if I am sick, I need treatment... I have thought about many ways, and I have shown your medical records to many well-known doctors, and each of them is persuading me to be mentally prepared. , I have said that amputation may be the best choice for me... I know! I understand! I understand too! I have also thought about prosthetics, and I have looked for those that suit you..." Xie Changjiang's voice became louder and louder. I got excited, "I really haven't known you for a long time, maybe I don't know you very well, so I don't have the right to say anything... But! Why do you want to do this—it doesn't matter!?"

"This is a terrible multiple choice question!"

"It's going to hurt a lot!"

"Your life may not be complete!"

"..."

"So?" Gu Chuan asked calmly, "Do you want me to cry like you? Sorry, I'm not a crybaby."

"This has nothing to do with crybabys!"

"Sorry, I don't understand what you said."

"I'm just—just!" Xie Changjiang roared, he felt thousands of words stuck in his throat, but his voice was hoarse, and he couldn't utter a single word.Even though the surroundings were so dark, there were only scattered lights from nowhere, but he felt that he could clearly see the expression on Gu Chuan's face—as calm as ever, as calm as still water.

Xie Changjiang didn't want to do this at first, he couldn't bear to get angry at Gu Chuan at all, but ever since he came out of the hospital, he felt that there was an emotion that seemed to turn into two hands ruthlessly grabbing his heart, making him unable to breathe in pain.But he didn't know why he was angry. At first, he thought that he hated fate's playing with Gu Chuan, and that he had such fatal injuries to his hands despite having given him supreme talent.Because he admired Gu Chuan's talent so much, he had watched Gu Chuan's game videos countless nights, excitedly thinking about what it would be like to meet his idol, but when something like this happened, he would naturally be angry.But Xie Changjiang knew that his anger was not because of this.

But because...

Because of……

because……

"Why do you have an expression of getting used to it." Xie Changjiang finally gritted his teeth and said, "Why do you seem to have experienced such things many times?" Furukawa acted calmly and calmly like a bystander.

"Unfortunately, I don't have a lot of experience." But I have died a few times, Gu Chuan said, "I have made enough mental preparations before this, so when I make a decision, I don't have the things you want Emotions—that's all."

The reason given by Gu Chuan was reasonable, but Xie Changjiang still couldn't accept it. His intuition was wrong.He approached further, and blurted out a sentence without thinking: "Do you—do you think that as long as you live, it doesn't matter what you become!?"

Gu Chuan froze for a moment, opened his mouth, and replied, "I just think that if this is the price of living, then I can accept it."

"But no one wants you to live like this at all... Living is not a task!" Xie Changjiang directly bent over and grabbed Gu Chuan's collar, and he pressed close to Gu Chuan's face, "Why can't you cherish yourself more? ?”

作者有话要说：失望，写了两天都没有破这个局。感谢在2020-02-1523:19:22~2020-02-2222:58:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: alder1;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Bianhuahuabuyaoxie; 3 bottles of her little tail; 1 bottle; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!