Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me
Chapter 85 I Don't Want to Be an Alpha
Time always seems to like to overlap when people are most inadvertent, and the same is true for memories. They like to start to occupy your waking brain at random moments when people are alive.
Zhou Yi has been reborn for so long, and it has been less than half a year now. At first, she thought it was just a dream, but later she realized that all of this was actually happening.
She actually wanted to see Song Xirang very much. Before she remembered those painful memories, she used to think about how to meet Song Xirang again every day.
It is best to have a wonderful first encounter.
When she was reborn, this world was extremely strange to her. Be it Zhan Xinjia or her parents, it was too far away for her.
She accepted the fact that they had passed away long ago, and the experience again was nothing more than opening the wound again?, and then slowly sprinkled salt on it.
Only the existence of Song Xirang was not.
Song Xirang is her wife and the mother of her child.
She wanted to get back to her side.
At that time, all her efforts seemed to be to reunite with Song Xirang. In the last life, their beginning was not so good, and their love was not equal enough. She remembered that Song Xirang always liked to lie on her bed in summer nights. She said on her shoulder that if only she was a few years younger.
"In this way, I can go to high school and university together with you." Song Xirang said this with a smile in his voice, as if for her, it was indeed a very serious matter. Romantic things, "Then I might be your first love."
What a humble but unfulfilled wish.
Zhou Yi was very sorry for Song Xirang, she actually knew everything in her heart during the years of marriage.
And Song Xirang, such a smart person, of course knew that there was always another person in his wife's heart, but she never asked about Zhou Yi's heart.
Some things are just like this, and the best choice is not to ask.
Only the understatement of the side is always the most touching.
That conversation made Zhou Yi almost lose his mind and run away.
She couldn't face Song Xirang's eyes full of affection, and couldn't pick up Song Xirang's topic to continue the conversation, because she never let go of Zhan Xinjia.
But Song Xirang's words really shook Zhou Yi's heart for a moment, flashing to him that it would be great if he could really get to know Song Xirang earlier.
It is undeniable that Zhou Yi is indeed a very ordinary person, obviously such an ordinary person, he is not affectionate enough and not too sentimental, but when he was young, he met such an amazing person as Zhan Xinjia. It's unreasonable to like each other too much while getting along.
It's nothing more than a creation to trick people? That's it.
It is undeniable that the separation from Zhan Xinjia back then had dealt a great blow to Zhou Yi, as if he had lost his soul. Only when Song Xirang appeared later, the day-to-day gentleness finally soothed him. The loneliness in her heart.
She has never regretted it? She liked Zhan Xinjia, but that liking exhausted all her love and made her not know how to respond to his wife's friendship.
If she doesn't regret liking Zhan Xinjia, she naturally doesn't regret it? Marrying Song Xirang, even after she remembered the later memories, she didn't regret marrying Song Xirang.
Zhou Yi is so ordinary that she is inconspicuous. She knows that there may always be people who say something insincere, and there are always arguments about love. Every choice is her own choice, and she has no regrets.
But they don't want to see each other again? Song Xi resigned.
But Song Xirang just showed up.
This happened without warning.
The moment Zhou Yi saw Song Xirang, the sourness in his heart almost overwhelmed him. In the years after the last life, all the emotions that could not be vented escaped with this time reunion.
She understands the reason why yesterday's death is like yesterday's life, but that's Song Xirang...
It was Song Xirang who pulled her out of the quagmire.
She looked at the person who suddenly appeared at the door of the ward. Time hadn't changed much on her face. She was still wearing a black professional suit, with a straight and elegant figure, and her long black hair was tied behind her head. Zhang Zhang's face somewhat similar to Ji Liang's is gentle and elegant.
This kind of Song Xirang is not much different from when they met for the first time in their previous life, only the angle was reversed.
Back then when she went to the Song Group for an interview, it was too late because of the traffic jam. When she entered the interview room, she opened the door in such a hurry and panic, and the interviewer Song Xirang sitting inside was just like in a dream. The most beautiful appearance, smiled and raised his head: "Is that Zhou Yi?"
"Don't worry, we can start slowly." She said looking at the young and vigorous Zhou Yi.
But now that they have returned to their lives, when they met, Song Xirang pushed open the door in a panic, and his eyes flicked across her face like nostalgia, as if not daring to look at her more. There is no calm and demure look on his face, only the tension when his beloved is threatened: "Mother—!"
As soon as she entered the door, she called out to Ji Liang who was in the room.
The bodyguards outside the door finally arrived late. They seemed to have nothing to do with Song Xirang's intrusion. They could only bow their heads to Ji Liang and apologize: "Boss... sorry, we didn't stop the eldest lady."
There are two tall male alphas, but when they face Ji Liang, they always have a look of panic on their faces.
They are very afraid of Ji Liang.
But Song Xirang was not afraid.
In front of Ji Liang and Zhou Yi, Song Xirang's expression was stern and serious, he stretched out his hand to push away the bodyguards blocking him, and then walked towards Ji Liang slowly, panting slightly.
She seemed to be flying over from somewhere, her face was flushed after exercise, and a few strands of hair were scattered on her forehead, but her steps were so firm.
Ji Liang didn't seem too surprised by her appearance, but said to the bodyguard at the door: "Go out."
"Yes, boss."
The bodyguard backed out with relief, and closed the door behind him.
There were only three of them in the house.
Zhou Yi thought for a long time, and suddenly remembered the last time he was with Song Xirang and Ji Liang in the hospital? It was time.
It was the day she was about to return to the workplace, and Diandian suddenly had a fever, and Song Xirang pushed off work and took the child to the hospital. After she got the news, she rushed over, so she heard Song Xirang talking to Ji Liang. The words of backing down.
All for her.
But looking at Ji Liang now, did the person who once expressed concern for his daughter and daughter-in-law in the ward really come from Ji Liang's heart?
No, definitely not.
It's just that Ji Liang didn't want her to get rid of the shackles, so he and Song Xirang had a good show.
Otherwise, the timing wouldn't have been so ingenious, just a second before Zhou Yi came back, they had said those too high-sounding things in the room.
At that time, Song Xirang was not so obedient to Ji Liang.
But now the young and slightly jerky Song Xirang is so humble in front of Ji Liang, as if he is yielding to something: "...I have something I want to talk to you about."
When facing his only daughter, Ji Liang didn't seem to have much warmth: "Yes."
She had no intention of letting Zhou Yi go, so naturally she wanted Song Xirang to have an interview with Zhou Yi.
Song Xirang knew that she should obey Ji Liang at this time, but she couldn't do it.
I can't bow down to Ji Liang in front of Zhou Yi...
But Ji Liang held Zhou Yi's life, Song Xirang experienced it? The appearance of Zhou Yi's death was a nightmare that she would never get out of for the rest of her life.
She didn't want to go through it again, that's why she ran here so desperately after knowing that Ji Liang had kidnapped Zhou Yi.
"I want to talk to you alone." Song Xirang said neither humble nor overbearing.
Hearing this, Ji Liang was surprised twice.
She knows her daughter very well. She knows that Song Xirang is too strong but not very capable. She has always wanted to be her. In order to get her and Song Zhongxian's approval, she worked hard to learn from her.
Can you learn? No matter how similar you are, it is just "like", and you will never have a self.
But in the past two or three months, Song Xirang gave Ji Liang some surprises. She could see that Song Xirang no longer blindly worshiped and imitated herself as before, and even started to build a new life behind her back. His own power... If it were someone else, he might feel a little offended, but to Ji Liang, it was extremely pleasant.
There is even a trace of appreciation.
She knew very well how strong her authority was, but Song Xirang dared to challenge her in her early twenties.
That's right, maybe this is what her Ji Liang's daughter should look like.
Thinking of this, for the first time in his life, Ji Liang chose to accommodate himself because of others, agreed to Song Xirang's vague request, and turned to Zhou Yi: "You go."
Zhou Yi was startled for a while.
Seeing Ji Liang? He didn't care about it, he just said, "Zhanxinjia will wait for you at the hotel."
After getting an affirmative reply, Zhou Yi nodded, then turned his head, looked towards the door, and then picked up his own pace and walked out. Mingming and Song Xirang passed by with raglan shoulders. The distance was only [-] centimeters, but her gaze didn't shift the slightest bit.
He didn't look at Song Xi for another second.
Miss?, stay away, and then the gate divides the world in two.
There was a sound of closing the door, and Ji Liang found a trace of loss and regret on Song Xirang's face as expected. She observed all of this as if she had the eyes of God, and then said with a smile: "You See, she won't thank you."
"She doesn't even know you."
She taunted Song Xirang, who was bearing Zhou Yi's indifference, as if this was something worth remembering. She looked at her daughter and inserted the sharp knife into Song Xirang's heart again and again: "I told you a long time ago that the most unforceable thing in this world is love."
"But you want to."
What a stupid thing, that day when Zhou Yi and Zhan Xinjia got married, her daughter Ji Liang even tried to snatch her in a wedding dress.
How? How stupid.
"..."
Song Xirang didn't answer her, but asked, "What are you bringing Zhou Yi here for?"
As soon as Zhou Yi left, she didn't even want to pretend to Ji Liang, she completely lost her superficial politeness, and she didn't even want to say a single honorific.
Hearing the dissatisfaction in Song Xirang's words, Ji Liang slightly raised his eyebrows, not understanding: "This is what you need to know?"
She likes Song Xirang a little bit now, but it doesn't mean she allows Song Xirang to be presumptuous in front of her.
"I think, are you going to extract her pheromone?" Song Xirang was not surprised by Ji Liang's attitude, but said bluntly.
Hearing this, Ji Liang was really surprised this time.
Her plan was very thorough, with so many details that no one else knew what she was doing except herself. However, Song Xirang revealed her purpose of finding Zhou Yi, so she was a little surprised and a little "sure enough" so" is clear.
She had discovered it probably since March, and found that the current Song Xirang seemed to have changed slowly, as if she had changed into a different person overnight, and no longer obeyed her arrangements, nor Everything is dominated by her.
"Since you know, why bother to ask?" Ji Liang propped his chin with his hands, and said slowly, "What you want will be realized soon."
"Don't worry too much, there are always gains and losses in life."
Hearing this, Song Xirang was silent for a while, while Ji Liang had been waiting patiently, waiting for Song Xirang's final purpose of coming to her this time.
About a few minutes later, or more than half a century later, Song Xirang, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke. She looked at Ji Liang with a calm expression, and said, "I don't want to be an alpha anymore. "
She chose to say so.
Zhou Yi has been reborn for so long, and it has been less than half a year now. At first, she thought it was just a dream, but later she realized that all of this was actually happening.
She actually wanted to see Song Xirang very much. Before she remembered those painful memories, she used to think about how to meet Song Xirang again every day.
It is best to have a wonderful first encounter.
When she was reborn, this world was extremely strange to her. Be it Zhan Xinjia or her parents, it was too far away for her.
She accepted the fact that they had passed away long ago, and the experience again was nothing more than opening the wound again?, and then slowly sprinkled salt on it.
Only the existence of Song Xirang was not.
Song Xirang is her wife and the mother of her child.
She wanted to get back to her side.
At that time, all her efforts seemed to be to reunite with Song Xirang. In the last life, their beginning was not so good, and their love was not equal enough. She remembered that Song Xirang always liked to lie on her bed in summer nights. She said on her shoulder that if only she was a few years younger.
"In this way, I can go to high school and university together with you." Song Xirang said this with a smile in his voice, as if for her, it was indeed a very serious matter. Romantic things, "Then I might be your first love."
What a humble but unfulfilled wish.
Zhou Yi was very sorry for Song Xirang, she actually knew everything in her heart during the years of marriage.
And Song Xirang, such a smart person, of course knew that there was always another person in his wife's heart, but she never asked about Zhou Yi's heart.
Some things are just like this, and the best choice is not to ask.
Only the understatement of the side is always the most touching.
That conversation made Zhou Yi almost lose his mind and run away.
She couldn't face Song Xirang's eyes full of affection, and couldn't pick up Song Xirang's topic to continue the conversation, because she never let go of Zhan Xinjia.
But Song Xirang's words really shook Zhou Yi's heart for a moment, flashing to him that it would be great if he could really get to know Song Xirang earlier.
It is undeniable that Zhou Yi is indeed a very ordinary person, obviously such an ordinary person, he is not affectionate enough and not too sentimental, but when he was young, he met such an amazing person as Zhan Xinjia. It's unreasonable to like each other too much while getting along.
It's nothing more than a creation to trick people? That's it.
It is undeniable that the separation from Zhan Xinjia back then had dealt a great blow to Zhou Yi, as if he had lost his soul. Only when Song Xirang appeared later, the day-to-day gentleness finally soothed him. The loneliness in her heart.
She has never regretted it? She liked Zhan Xinjia, but that liking exhausted all her love and made her not know how to respond to his wife's friendship.
If she doesn't regret liking Zhan Xinjia, she naturally doesn't regret it? Marrying Song Xirang, even after she remembered the later memories, she didn't regret marrying Song Xirang.
Zhou Yi is so ordinary that she is inconspicuous. She knows that there may always be people who say something insincere, and there are always arguments about love. Every choice is her own choice, and she has no regrets.
But they don't want to see each other again? Song Xi resigned.
But Song Xirang just showed up.
This happened without warning.
The moment Zhou Yi saw Song Xirang, the sourness in his heart almost overwhelmed him. In the years after the last life, all the emotions that could not be vented escaped with this time reunion.
She understands the reason why yesterday's death is like yesterday's life, but that's Song Xirang...
It was Song Xirang who pulled her out of the quagmire.
She looked at the person who suddenly appeared at the door of the ward. Time hadn't changed much on her face. She was still wearing a black professional suit, with a straight and elegant figure, and her long black hair was tied behind her head. Zhang Zhang's face somewhat similar to Ji Liang's is gentle and elegant.
This kind of Song Xirang is not much different from when they met for the first time in their previous life, only the angle was reversed.
Back then when she went to the Song Group for an interview, it was too late because of the traffic jam. When she entered the interview room, she opened the door in such a hurry and panic, and the interviewer Song Xirang sitting inside was just like in a dream. The most beautiful appearance, smiled and raised his head: "Is that Zhou Yi?"
"Don't worry, we can start slowly." She said looking at the young and vigorous Zhou Yi.
But now that they have returned to their lives, when they met, Song Xirang pushed open the door in a panic, and his eyes flicked across her face like nostalgia, as if not daring to look at her more. There is no calm and demure look on his face, only the tension when his beloved is threatened: "Mother—!"
As soon as she entered the door, she called out to Ji Liang who was in the room.
The bodyguards outside the door finally arrived late. They seemed to have nothing to do with Song Xirang's intrusion. They could only bow their heads to Ji Liang and apologize: "Boss... sorry, we didn't stop the eldest lady."
There are two tall male alphas, but when they face Ji Liang, they always have a look of panic on their faces.
They are very afraid of Ji Liang.
But Song Xirang was not afraid.
In front of Ji Liang and Zhou Yi, Song Xirang's expression was stern and serious, he stretched out his hand to push away the bodyguards blocking him, and then walked towards Ji Liang slowly, panting slightly.
She seemed to be flying over from somewhere, her face was flushed after exercise, and a few strands of hair were scattered on her forehead, but her steps were so firm.
Ji Liang didn't seem too surprised by her appearance, but said to the bodyguard at the door: "Go out."
"Yes, boss."
The bodyguard backed out with relief, and closed the door behind him.
There were only three of them in the house.
Zhou Yi thought for a long time, and suddenly remembered the last time he was with Song Xirang and Ji Liang in the hospital? It was time.
It was the day she was about to return to the workplace, and Diandian suddenly had a fever, and Song Xirang pushed off work and took the child to the hospital. After she got the news, she rushed over, so she heard Song Xirang talking to Ji Liang. The words of backing down.
All for her.
But looking at Ji Liang now, did the person who once expressed concern for his daughter and daughter-in-law in the ward really come from Ji Liang's heart?
No, definitely not.
It's just that Ji Liang didn't want her to get rid of the shackles, so he and Song Xirang had a good show.
Otherwise, the timing wouldn't have been so ingenious, just a second before Zhou Yi came back, they had said those too high-sounding things in the room.
At that time, Song Xirang was not so obedient to Ji Liang.
But now the young and slightly jerky Song Xirang is so humble in front of Ji Liang, as if he is yielding to something: "...I have something I want to talk to you about."
When facing his only daughter, Ji Liang didn't seem to have much warmth: "Yes."
She had no intention of letting Zhou Yi go, so naturally she wanted Song Xirang to have an interview with Zhou Yi.
Song Xirang knew that she should obey Ji Liang at this time, but she couldn't do it.
I can't bow down to Ji Liang in front of Zhou Yi...
But Ji Liang held Zhou Yi's life, Song Xirang experienced it? The appearance of Zhou Yi's death was a nightmare that she would never get out of for the rest of her life.
She didn't want to go through it again, that's why she ran here so desperately after knowing that Ji Liang had kidnapped Zhou Yi.
"I want to talk to you alone." Song Xirang said neither humble nor overbearing.
Hearing this, Ji Liang was surprised twice.
She knows her daughter very well. She knows that Song Xirang is too strong but not very capable. She has always wanted to be her. In order to get her and Song Zhongxian's approval, she worked hard to learn from her.
Can you learn? No matter how similar you are, it is just "like", and you will never have a self.
But in the past two or three months, Song Xirang gave Ji Liang some surprises. She could see that Song Xirang no longer blindly worshiped and imitated herself as before, and even started to build a new life behind her back. His own power... If it were someone else, he might feel a little offended, but to Ji Liang, it was extremely pleasant.
There is even a trace of appreciation.
She knew very well how strong her authority was, but Song Xirang dared to challenge her in her early twenties.
That's right, maybe this is what her Ji Liang's daughter should look like.
Thinking of this, for the first time in his life, Ji Liang chose to accommodate himself because of others, agreed to Song Xirang's vague request, and turned to Zhou Yi: "You go."
Zhou Yi was startled for a while.
Seeing Ji Liang? He didn't care about it, he just said, "Zhanxinjia will wait for you at the hotel."
After getting an affirmative reply, Zhou Yi nodded, then turned his head, looked towards the door, and then picked up his own pace and walked out. Mingming and Song Xirang passed by with raglan shoulders. The distance was only [-] centimeters, but her gaze didn't shift the slightest bit.
He didn't look at Song Xi for another second.
Miss?, stay away, and then the gate divides the world in two.
There was a sound of closing the door, and Ji Liang found a trace of loss and regret on Song Xirang's face as expected. She observed all of this as if she had the eyes of God, and then said with a smile: "You See, she won't thank you."
"She doesn't even know you."
She taunted Song Xirang, who was bearing Zhou Yi's indifference, as if this was something worth remembering. She looked at her daughter and inserted the sharp knife into Song Xirang's heart again and again: "I told you a long time ago that the most unforceable thing in this world is love."
"But you want to."
What a stupid thing, that day when Zhou Yi and Zhan Xinjia got married, her daughter Ji Liang even tried to snatch her in a wedding dress.
How? How stupid.
"..."
Song Xirang didn't answer her, but asked, "What are you bringing Zhou Yi here for?"
As soon as Zhou Yi left, she didn't even want to pretend to Ji Liang, she completely lost her superficial politeness, and she didn't even want to say a single honorific.
Hearing the dissatisfaction in Song Xirang's words, Ji Liang slightly raised his eyebrows, not understanding: "This is what you need to know?"
She likes Song Xirang a little bit now, but it doesn't mean she allows Song Xirang to be presumptuous in front of her.
"I think, are you going to extract her pheromone?" Song Xirang was not surprised by Ji Liang's attitude, but said bluntly.
Hearing this, Ji Liang was really surprised this time.
Her plan was very thorough, with so many details that no one else knew what she was doing except herself. However, Song Xirang revealed her purpose of finding Zhou Yi, so she was a little surprised and a little "sure enough" so" is clear.
She had discovered it probably since March, and found that the current Song Xirang seemed to have changed slowly, as if she had changed into a different person overnight, and no longer obeyed her arrangements, nor Everything is dominated by her.
"Since you know, why bother to ask?" Ji Liang propped his chin with his hands, and said slowly, "What you want will be realized soon."
"Don't worry too much, there are always gains and losses in life."
Hearing this, Song Xirang was silent for a while, while Ji Liang had been waiting patiently, waiting for Song Xirang's final purpose of coming to her this time.
About a few minutes later, or more than half a century later, Song Xirang, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke. She looked at Ji Liang with a calm expression, and said, "I don't want to be an alpha anymore. "
She chose to say so.
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