Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

Zhan Xinjia’s words? Zhou Yi seems to understand, “…don’t have to sacrifice yourself for whose ideal?”

she murmured.

It seems that some can't believe it? The meaning is inside.

This is the first time Zhou Yi has heard such a concept. Although she has lived for two lifetimes, she has very little love experience? Poor, the only thing she has ever had? The serious relationship is with Zhan Xinjia. ?.

It's a pity that it ended without a disease.

Not to mention that at that time, Zhan Xinjia was too reticent because of various reasons, and Zhou Yi, who was his girlfriend, also rarely talked? Naturally, he would not say anything to her. from these.

As for the story with Song Xirang...Zhou Yi really can't jump to conclusions.

Because the two of them didn't come from being in love at the beginning, and they were even full of lies and deceit.

In fact, when we talk about Song Xirang's name, Zhou Yi's heart is still calm. She knew very well that it all belonged to her previous life and had passed away.

It's really hard to say clearly whether to love or not to love in this world, so Zhou Yi couldn't find any mood to describe Song Xi.

Is Song Xirang treating her well?

it is good.

Did Song Xirang ever like her?

Maybe there was?

But Zhou Yi also knew everything? It was all because of her and Zhan Xinjia? That relationship? In the beginning, Song Xirang’s approaching her later was actually just for “fun”? .

Compared to Zhan Xinjia, Song Xirang is indeed a very resourceful woman. She never voluntarily asked Zhou Yi to leave the workplace in front of Zhou Yi, and she never forced Zhou Yi to do something she didn't want to do. ?, all? Everything is what she wants, she voluntarily.

She voluntarily married Song Xirang, resigned voluntarily and went home to take care of the children, and also voluntarily gave up all her plans to be a good wife of Song Xirang.

At that time, was she admiring Song Xirang? Was she being stared at every word and deed? People were talking about her everywhere, and people were embarrassing her everywhere. Song Xirang was rich and beautiful, what happened? The industry is already in full swing, she can't help much, only the family? The warmth is what she can bring, so she works hard? Do her best.

Then lose yourself step by step.

No one ever said that her choice was right or wrong, but only Zhan Xinjia would say that she didn't have to sacrifice herself for someone's ideal.

Yeah...why sacrifice your own? Worth?

Just because she doesn't earn as much as Song Xirang, so it should be taken for granted that all her value will be erased?

She is used to hearing too many people from the Song family, or other people in the society say that she is not good enough for Song Xirang. In fact, she was unwilling at first, but Song Xirang was too kind. , so good that it was almost "perfect", she was slowly let go of her defenses, began to live in seclusion, and began to go with the situation?

Do you blame Song Xirang?

Did Zhou Yi think about this issue after rebirth? She complained, but maybe she didn't complain that much.

In all fairness, she did have many reasons to hate Song Xirang, but in fact, generally speaking, it was just because of resentment after being cheated, more because of Diandian, and also because of Zhan Xinjia.

There are many things in this world that have no results, and there is no absolute right or wrong. Zhou Yi understands this truth very well, but perhaps it is because he understands too much that he is so unable to forget the past pain.

Zhou Yi doesn't remember how he fell asleep that night. He only knows that Zhan Xinjia pushed the door in early the next morning and told her something about going out to buy groceries.

"Do you want to eat steamed pork ribs? Try it today." Zhan Xinjia said.

It was calm and breezy, with the same expression as saying how the weather is today. She didn't joke about her anxiety because of the college entrance examination last night, and she didn't mention anything about Song Xirang, even last night. When Zhou Yi took the initiative to mention Song Xirang's name, Zhan Xinjia just said indifferently: "Something? You need to cross it by yourself."

In the face of Zhou Yi's past, Zhan Xinjia never thought of being a savior. This may be the best consolation for Zhou Yi, because all that? Open up your own ugly? Scars.

Zhanxinjia? Isn't it a kind of thoughtfulness not to ask?

***

After tidying up and getting herself in a good mood, Zhou Yi wore the clothes selected by Zhanxinjia for her, and then went out with the other party and went to the supermarket near the community to buy vegetables.

Maybe it's because of the morning, and it's the weekend, so there are more middle-aged and elderly people in the supermarket, in twos and threes, all talking about recent events together.

After entering the supermarket, Zhan Xinjia went to the vegetable and fruit area first, while Zhou Yi went outside to look for a trolley. When he found it and went in, the LED display next to the supermarket was playing the morning news, saying that Lincheng had added a few more The incident of the missing case is being investigated by the police.

The footage of the camera was taken unconventional, and there were many spectators at the scene of the crime.

Zhou Yi glanced twice, the camera swept over, she suddenly paused, looked at that flashing back figure, felt a little familiar in a trance, and was frowning trying to remember? When the camera turned, the news The broadcast also talked about the new admissions rules for this year's college entrance examination.

The front is still a declaration of various high schools in the United Kingdom, followed by the new regulations issued by the Education Bureau: In order to adjust the gender ratio appropriately, the majors of teachers, finance, public security and law will reduce the admission of alpha candidates as appropriate .

"Only in this way can our nation and our country be great again." The news announcer finally said.

Zhou Yi stared blankly, and suddenly realized that the world 10 years later was not suddenly changed in the blink of an eye.

Was it before that? Over the years, this society has learned to slowly start to hold prejudices.

Compared with the weak omega and the mediocre beta, alpha does have an absolute advantage in gender, and does not need to bear more than 80% of the fertility of society? They are indeed the top of society? That group of people is rational and rich strength.

This world is biased? Betas don't have enough concentration, and omega will basically be troubled by monthly estrus since adulthood, and will give up their? position due to childbirth after marriage planning.

From the government's point of view, those omega and beta can't provide more contributions to society like alphas after occupying society's resources—it is indeed a waste.

Instead of this, it would be better to give resources to the managers of the future society from the very beginning: alphas.

This is understandable? It is also not allowed to be refuted.

If Zhou Yi hadn't seen so many excellent omega and beta, as a member of alpha, she might think so too.

***

When I was looking for Zhanxinjia in the vegetable section of the supermarket with a trolley, the latter was seriously comparing the difference between special price potatoes and selected potatoes.

What she was wearing today was a white dress. Her hair was not tied up, but scattered on her shoulders. Her side face was as cold as a sculpture, and several passers-by?

This innocent dress and long black hair are indeed very beautiful.

After graduating from high school, Zhan Xinjia seldom used to tie her hair into a ponytail. Zhou Yi once asked her why. She thought she would get some philosophical answers, but it was Zhan Xinjia who never expected Jiahui is expressionless? Tell her "Compared to Goddess".

Zhou Yi was stunned: "..."

Just, it feels weird to say such a thing in a serious manner.

Zhou Yi was blocked so tightly that he didn't dare to answer for a long time.

Later she found out that it was Zhan Xinjia who thought that he had to wash his hair at night after he tied his hair up with a scrunchie, otherwise the hair would be wrinkled by the scrunchie.

But if it was washing her hair, Zhou Yi would forcefully dry her hair with a hair dryer like an old woman.

The thing that Zhanxinjia hates in his life? Not too many, but the top three? It must be something like the hair dryer that keeps buzzing in his ears, so in order to avoid this situation as much as possible? If she was born, she would rather reduce the number of times she washes her hair.

how to say…

Pretty cute.

After living together with Zhan Xinjia for half a month, Zhou Yi discovered that Zhan Xinjia did not put on the airs of a goddess most of the time. Although she still seldom spoke, Zhou Yi always asked her. Answer, but sometimes the language is not astonishing and endless.

After finding Zhan Xinjia, Zhou Yi pushed the trolley, walked over with a smile on his face that he didn't notice, and asked the woman who was seriously choosing vegetables: "Is there any difference between these two kinds of potatoes?"

Before Zhou Yi came over, Zhan Xinjia could smell her alpha's approach through pheromones, so she wasn't surprised at all when she heard Zhou Yi's words.

"There is a difference." After choosing for a long time, Zhan Xinjia finally made his choice. He took the bag and chose three potatoes with not so good shape among the special potatoes, packed them, and then replied.

周颐看了一下?价格，特价土豆1块9毛9精选土豆3块9毛9。

...it seems that the difference is not very big.

The selected potatoes are worthy of being selected. All of them are round and smooth, with a bright color. Let’s look at the special potatoes, one by one?

...No matter how you choose, you will not choose special potatoes, they are not short of this money.

Zhou Yi asked strangely, "Why don't you get selected potatoes? They're not that expensive, and they seem to sell relatively well."

Zhan Xinjia squinted at her, "You said it too, it's just 'appearance'."

Zhou Yi: "...?"

Seeing that Zhou Yi really didn't understand, Zhan Xinjia casually took a selected potato and handed it over, "The appearance looks good, but it's a little green, and the taste won't be very good, and it's grown in a greenhouse. .”

She looked very experienced: "It's not affordable enough to buy it."

It is two yuan more expensive than the price of potatoes per catty.

Zhou Yi: "..."

Since when did this guy know how to buy groceries?

Zhou Yi asked the doubts in his heart, and Zhan Xinjia said lightly: "I learned."

After finishing speaking, I took the potatoes I picked to set the price.

Zhou Yi was left alone to ponder when Zhan Xinjia learned it? These things are too homely, right?How did I meet her before? That Zhan Xinjia is so different.