Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

After hearing Zhou Yi's firm answer, Zhan Xinjia's eyes were inexplicably red. She may have sensed Zhou Yi's sudden changes in the past few days, and also noticed Zhou Yi's subtle emotional gap. Just a second before the question, a thought suddenly popped into her mind... Zhou Yi, have you remembered everything?

Do you already know those past events?

Didn't she miss it? Zhou Yi's silence for the past few days didn't mean that she didn't see Zhou Yi looking at her in a daze from time to time.

That look made her both sad and throbbing, too familiar and too strange.

That's why she had such an inexplicable question.

It's always time to ask, maybe the answer has changed, maybe she has become unbearable again, but she still wants a trial.

But Zhou Yi is still her Zhou Yi, still the Zhou Yi who loves her, told her the answer without the slightest hesitation, no matter when, she is still willing to marry her and marry her.

I can't tell what kind of mood I felt when I heard this sentence, Zhan Xinjia only felt how lucky he was to be able to meet Zhou Yi who loved her so deeply when he was young...

"... That's good." After a long time, Zhan Xinjia finally showed a smile, obviously smiling, but Zhou Yi felt that she was crying.

My heart still feels uncomfortable, even after such a long time, I still can't bear to see any Zhan Xinjia's fragility.

Because she still loves her.

Zhou Yi remembers what happened to her many years later, how she stood in front of Zhan Xinjia’s tomb and repented. She may not have fully recovered all her memories, but she never needs to explain that she was ashamed of Zhan Xinjia. of.

When confronting Song Xirang, Song Xirang's words told her so clearly, it was all because she was Zhan Xinjia's favorite, and because she hated Zhan Xinjia, so she wanted to take Zhan Xinjia away All, including her presence.

Loving her, raising her, admiring her, killing her, everything comes from her desperate admiration for Zhan Xinjia that year, she even suddenly understood that if it wasn't for herself that year, Zhan Xinjia or? It doesn't have to end like that.

Obviously she loves her, but she always seems to be hurting her.

Zhanxinjia, Zhanxinjia... It turned out that it was all because of me.

Zhou Yi gently held up Zhan Xinjia's face, looked at his lover with tears in his eyes, and smiled, or? This is really God gave her a chance to make up for everything, so that she can be so close To touch the person she dared not even dream about again.

She smiled softly, her brows and eyes were full of tenderness, her face was delicate and gentle, and she had countless youthful spirits. She told her lover seriously, and told the person in front of her everything she had never had time to say: "Zhan Xinjia , I love you, I love you very much... I have loved you for ten years, do you understand?"

In the following years, I wished countless times that you would return to my side.

I exiled myself, exiled myself, so many days and nights that I wanted to die but not die, and I wanted to live but not live, all to punish myself, to punish me for being so affectionate with that person, and to insert a knife into your chest with my own hands .

"——Are you asking about Zhan Xinjia? You are asking me about Zhan Xinjia?!" She couldn't forget how crazy Song Xirang's expression was when talking about Zhan Xinjia during that confrontation, "She is all because of You died because of you, do you think she never loved you? No, Zhou Yi, you don't know anything like a fool.

You don't know she loves you, just like you don't know how much I hate you.

do you know?She was pregnant with your child and was forced to leave the country. Because her heart couldn't bear it, she chose to give up that child. "

Song Xirang told her this way, "Then I practiced for two full years. I spent two years lying on the hospital bed relying on the nutrient solution, neither human nor ghost. I actually don't hate her, and I even pity her. Pity her, such a high-level omega, was tortured into that ghost because of her innocence and so-called love love."

"She is suffering from depression, but more of it is because her nanny fed her the schizophrenic drugs that she took day after year, year after year. No matter how powerful or perfect an omega is, it can't match the drugs for more than [-] years. The one who prescribes the drug is her most trusted nanny, who was left behind by her mother... Oh, it should be my mother, Ji Liang."

"I never liked her, because everyone thought she was good, and we are the daughter of the same person, but it is because she is a double S-level omega, and I am only a B-level, so under my father's acquiescence, I The glands were dug out by my mother."

Zhou Yi had never seen Song Xirang like that before. She always thought that her wife was gentle, considerate, and kind, but they tore up the last pretense at that meeting: "You know that being dug up by a raw Does it taste like having your glands removed, Zhou Yi?"

Song Xirang asked her with a smile like that: "Do you know the pain of facing the person you like but not being able to share with him?"

Zhou Yi stared blankly at the person standing in front of him, Song Xirang's appearance hadn't changed in any way, but she couldn't recognize him anymore, "These...what does it have to do with Zhan Xinjia? "

She doesn't understand.

Since everything started because of her, why not retribution on her head?

"Yes, of course." Song Xirang smiled softly, her eyes were as cold as frost, "Because she likes you, for you, she is willing to be a waste, willing to be forgotten by the Song family."

Song Xirang looked at her, her eyes no longer had her familiar friendship, but she was full of unwillingness: "Why, Zhou Yi, why do I treat you so kindly, so tenderly and considerately, but you always treat me at night? What about Dozhan Nobuka's name?"

"Do you love her that much?...Is it that you can't forget it?"

Song Xirang didn't understand, she didn't understand.

Obviously she was the one who married Zhou Yi, and she was the one who was together, but in Zhou Yi's heart, Zhan Xinjia's shadow always remained, or? Zhou Yi really pretended to be very good, and really tried his best to make up for it. I'm responsible, I like her, but those... those are not love.

It's not the love that makes Zhou Yi sleepless every night, tossing and turning, wanting to forget but can't forget, Zhou Yi likes her, but Zhan Xinjia is the only person she loves from the beginning to the end.

Song Xirang was not reconciled, and did not understand why everyone was always like this.

Obviously she is the only heir of the Song family, but everyone prefers the child of a woman who got involved in someone else's marriage.

She hates it.

But what is even more hateful is that so many years have passed, she has not done anything, and it is Zhan Xinjia who gave up on Zhou Yi and the happiness that is at hand. It is Zhou Yi who chose to forget and let go of Zhan Xin. Jia, but she just gave Zhou Yi a chance to come to the capital, and she just put Zhou Yi under her nose.

But in the end they felt that all the wrong things, all the bad things were all done by her alone. Could it be that she put the knife on Zhou Yi's neck and forced her to marry her?

No.

She didn't even do anything about Zhou Yi and Zhan Xinjia's breakup. It was Zhan Xinjia who cared about herself, but she was in a panic. Because of a few small accidents, she panicked and abandoned Zhou Yi in a panic. All eachother.

But in the end Zhou Yi still did not forget.

Even if they are married, it's still the same...

——How could she be content with this?

***

Hearing this, the wetness in Zhan Xinjia's eyes could no longer be concealed, and she burst down the embankment. She suddenly reached out and hugged Zhou Yi forcefully, holding Zhou Yi tightly, as if she wanted to rub him into her own. The same in the body.

"Thank you..." she murmured, "Thank you for loving me..."

Zhou Yi also hugged her back, and said softly: "Thank you for loving me too, so Zhanxinjia... let me participate in your operation."

Probably the only thing I'll be able to use is all those pheromones in the glands... I was so resentful, but if they could save you, I think I'd appreciate it.

Zhan Xinjia shook his body, and suddenly withdrew from Zhou Yi's embrace: "——What did you say?"

She couldn't believe it: "What are you talking about!?"

Zhou Yi's expression remained the same, he was still smiling, but his fingers gently rubbed her earrings, "Huh? That's it."

She said exactly what she said.

Zhan Xinjia looked at her steadily, and for some reason she suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness in her heart. She knew Zhou Yi so well, so just by looking at Zhou Yi's expression, she knew that Zhou Yi had already made a decision on this matter. , It doesn't even matter whether she remembers those past events or not.

"Do you know..." Zhan Xinjia opened his mouth, wanting to ask Zhou Yi if she knew that if she allowed others to extract her pheromones, she would fall into emotions caused by insufficient pheromones for a long time Disorder, memory loss, degeneration of neuronal brain cells? ——After all, it is to extract the most important pheromone to maintain AO's body function from the gland.

She... how could she be so stupid?

Zhan Xinjia's eyes were red again, Zhou Yi sighed softly when he saw this, "Why do you cry so much today?"

She knew what Zhan Xinjia was worried about.

It is true that the lack of pheromones will have a considerable impact on ordinary alphas or omega, but she will not.

She couldn't say how she knew, but she always remembered someone telling her about her pheromones, or? Her glands were special.

Just draw some? Well, it won't matter.

Back then, Song Xirang slapped her time and time again...

Zhan Xinjia kept his face sullen and did not speak, his brows were furrowed, and at first glance, he disapproved of Zhou Yi's decision.

Zhou Yi sighed softly, took her hand, and comforted her: "Don't worry, I'll be fine."

"Zhan Xinjia, I want you to be well and live well..."

Her gaze was so focused and affectionate, as if she was looking at a lost treasure last time, she took Zhan Xinjia's hand and touched her jumping chest:

"I want you to live a good life. We will grow up together, get married, and have a... a lovely child." Her voice choked up, and tears were about to flow from her eyes.

She thought of their unborn child, an existence she never knew existed. She always thought she was the one who was abandoned in those years, but she never thought that in a foreign country, such a thin one like Zhan Xinjia Alone with their common child.

It is extremely simple to have a child between AO, but both the omega and the child need to be accompanied by enough alpha pheromones during pregnancy.

But at that time, she didn't know anything, she was only blaming everyone, only blaming the past.

She still remembered what Zhan Xinjia said when he kissed her forcibly that day. Zhan Xinjia asked her, what if she really had an abortion?What if she's not as good as she thinks...

Will she still like her?

…why not?

Zhan Xinjia... Where am I?

What can I do for such a mediocre and hypocritical person to make you worth everything?I keep saying that I love you, but when you need me the most, I have never been by your side. All the love I thought was the bondage I imposed on you.

In those years, you were tens of thousands of kilometers away... When you heard that Song Xirang and I got married and had a child, how painful and sad it must have been for you...

This is what Tian Zhouyi never dared to think deeply about. She once thought that she was frank and frank with this relationship, and even thought that she loved herself much more than Zhan Xinjia. , but after reliving her life, she realized that her mistakes were so outrageous.

It turned out that Zhan Xinjia had loved her in such an unknown way for so many years that she didn't know, guarded her, and accompanied her.

Zhou Yi couldn't bear the heat in her eyes. In order not to let Zhan Xinjia see it, she turned her face away, so naturally she didn't see the sadness on Zhan Xinjia's face.

She knew... her Zhan Xinjia had also come back, before she came to this world again, and waited for her for a long time.

"...Okay." After a long time, Zhou Yi heard the woman in his arms reply softly.

"Let's start again..." Zhan Xinjia raised her head, and a passionate kiss fell on the corner of Zhou Yi's sad mouth. She murmured, coaxing everything about her sweetheart, and sacrificed herself, "Zhou Yi, I promise you, I will live well."

"Grow up with you, get married, and have a lovely child..."

What responded to her was alpha's uncontrollable throbbing and affection.

***

Zhou Yi asked for leave at the surgery on the 9th, and Zhan Xinjia had surgery at two in the afternoon. She went to the hospital early in the morning, because she was afraid that Zhan Xinjia would be nervous if her friends came to express their condolences, so Zhou Yi said hello in advance. Let everyone wait until after the operation to come and visit.

When we arrived at the hospital ward, there was already someone in Zhan Xinjia's room, and it was Song Zhongxian.

Seeing Song Zhongxian, Zhou Yi was not surprised at all, and even generously stepped forward to shake hands with Song Zhongxian, and took the initiative to talk about her marriage with Zhan Xinjia in front of Zhan Xinjia.

"If Mr. Song doesn't mind, Xinjia and I want to register for marriage after the college entrance examination. As for the wedding, we want to hold it after we graduate from university."

Song Zhongxian was a little surprised by Zhou Yi's sudden openness, and even mentioned it in front of Zhan Xinjia.

He was a little hesitant, afraid that Zhan Xinjia would feel that he was too meddled in their affairs, so he turned his head to look at the expression of Zhan Xinjia lying on the hospital bed, but Zhan Xinjia looked very calm, with a slightly surprised expression None, just talking to Zhou Yi.

The two people look like an old married couple in it:

"Didn't I ask you to come back after class in the morning?" Zhan Xinjia asked.

Zhou Yi walked to Zhan Xinjia's bed, helped him get out of bed, and smiled: "I'm worried, so I came earlier."

Zhan Xinjia let out a "huh" without saying anything, and there was some invisible joy on his face.

Song Zhong watched it first? Looked? Those two people were a little hesitant. He didn't know if Zhan Xinjia knew that Zhou Yi was going to accompany him to the operation. Xinjia asked Zhou Yi: "Do your parents know about your operation?"

Zhou Yi was very calm: "I don't know, I just smoke a pheromone, and it will be done in an hour or two."

Hearing this, Zhan Xinjia squinted his eyes and said in a muffled voice, "You know me well?"

Zhou Yi was startled for a moment, then smiled a little embarrassedly: "Hey..."

Song Zhong watched it for a long while: "..."

Well, see? Lai Xinjia and Zhou Yi really have a good relationship.

At 12:[-] noon, the team of doctors and nurses came to prepare Zhan Xinjia's preoperative examination. Zhou Yi held Zhan Xinjia's hand all the time. The two of them didn't talk too much about some things, but they knew each other well.

"Don't be afraid," Zhou Yi said to Zhan Xinjia, "I'll be with you."

In this life, she must take good care of Zhan Xinjia.

Zhan Xinjia looked at his young lover, his eyes fell on the hands they were holding, and he also smiled: "Okay."

With Zhou Yi, she has never been afraid again.

At 2 o'clock in the afternoon, the operation started. Zhou Yi turned his head and looked at Zhan Xinjia lying beside him. The anesthetist was pushing the anesthetic for Zhan Xinjia.

Unlike the previous life, Zhan Xinjia in this life received the best medical treatment at the best time, so they will definitely change their fate.

At least...they won't be separated like they used to be.

The glands on the side of the neck were injected with anesthesia. Zhou Yi was very conscious at first, and she could feel how the doctor used instruments to extract her pheromones from her glands bit by bit.

It's so familiar, she's done this before, for Diandian, for the child she thought she had with Song Xirang, she's been pumped too many pheromones, but she never knew, so these? The same is the case with Zhan Xinjia.

At the last moment of consciousness, a tear suddenly fell from the corner of her eye. In a trance, she seemed to see again? In the rainy season of that year, she stood in front of Zhan Xinjia's tomb without any mistakes, without any tears.

She has always hated herself, and she has been unable to let it go since Zhan Xinjia left. She knew that the reason for everything was just because of her intrusion in that summer, but she never knew that there would be so many twists and turns.

She only understood at this moment when she was lying on the operating bed.

It turned out that she had missed so much, so much...

It is densely packed, and there are all kinds of things, all of which are engraved with the words "insincere".