Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

In the ward? Suddenly fell into a dead silence.

And Zhou Yi didn't seem to notice the astonishment of the person in front of him, still knelt on one knee, holding up the ring and quietly waiting for Zhan Xinjia's reply.

Devout like a loyal knight.

But Zhan Xinjia's cold and white face looked a little dazed, his eyes were out of focus, and his whole person seemed to be trapped in a very long memory.

It took a long time for Zhan Xinjia to come back to his senses, and then? Looking at the person in front of her who was waiting for her reply with a serious and devout face—she really didn't expect Zhou Yi to take what she said last night seriously. He has lied to her many times, but Zhou Yi always has to trust her again and again like this.

Zhanxinjia, Zhanxinjia, how can you be able to get Zhou Yi's love?Compared to Song Xirang, how much better are you...?

The other party? The long silence finally broke Zhou Yi's expression. Her originally clear eyes were soaked in water marks, and her black and white eyeballs were also a little dazed. She didn't know why? Why did Zhan Xinjia keep silent? , but somehow she seemed to feel that she should know why Zhan Xinjia? Why should she refuse? Was she too fast? ——Did she scare Zhan Xinjia?

"I..." Zhou Yi opened his mouth, stuttered a bit, and twisted the doubts in his heart around his throat, and then he came out again, "Did I... frighten you?" ?”

Her voice was inexplicably aggrieved.

She remembers what happened last night clearly, she doesn't want to be so casual? It's over, Zhan Xinjia is so good, she can already have it? It's a very lucky thing, she can't let Zhan Xinjia down, so Before dawn, Zhou Yi took a taxi to her mother's work unit to ask her mother for a ring. Her mother once said that when she was going to get married, she would give her the wedding ring that her grandma gave her back then. .

Although it is not too expensive, it represents the blessings of the elders to the younger generation.

For this reason, Zhou Yi went there before dawn.

She felt that she should give an explanation to Zhan Xinjia, or give an explanation to her once? That first love that ended without a disease.

When people are impulsive, their brains are always not very sensitive. They don't think so much at all. They look like a ten-year-old Lengtouqing. The whole person is floating. Regardless of his care, he ran to find his mother and told her mother. After the explanation? Her mother, who is so good-tempered, directly twisted her ears: "—Zhou Yi! How did I educate you?!"

Why didn't Li Ruan think that her daughter who seemed so well-behaved and sensible would make such a big mess for her, is it really possible? Ah!

This is still in high school! ! !

Wait a few more days, is she going to be a grandma? !

Really? I couldn't be more angry, and I didn't care that I was at the door of my unit now. There were people coming and going. Li Ruan twisted Zhou Yi's ears with his hands, gritted his teeth and said, "Your father and I are Did I teach you this way?! You are like this, have you ever thought about the future of that girl?!?"

She knew that Alpha was always so unreliable!Thanks to Zhou Mo, who patted his chest and promised her that he would educate their daughter well - good guy, this is the daughter he educated! ?

Having sex with someone while still in high school after being educated? ? ?

Li Ruan wasn't too rigid a person, but that couldn't hold back after Zhou Yi ate the forbidden fruit? He dared to ask her for a wedding ring. He was so responsible and accomplished.

"What are you going to do?!" Li Ruan said angrily.

Fortunately, Zhou Yi's father was not here, otherwise Li Ruan would have a place to vent his anger.

Zhou Yi knew that what she did was a bit out of line for her age, but she had already done it, and she didn't want to deny it, and she didn't regret it, so she just stood obediently in front of her mother and endured it. Seeing her mother's scolding, what did Li Ruan say? She didn't say anything, only heard this? She finally raised her head and said to Li Ruan: "Mom, I want to marry her."

Her expression was very serious, she didn't look like a child at all, and Li Ruan was a little dazed for a while.

——Did her daughter grow up overnight? !

"...Do you know what marriage means?" Li Ruan rubbed her eyebrows, let out a long breath, and said.

Don't be angry, don't be angry, and there is no one to replace you when you get sick.

Li Ruan comforted himself in his heart.

"I know." Zhou Yi's black eyes glowed silently, especially when Zhan Xinjia's name was mentioned, her eyes were frighteningly bright, "I just like her, so much that I can't help myself."

Li Ruan: "..."

You are quite honest in front of your mother.

After being silent for a while, Li Ruan still took off the ring that his mother gave him once, and put it in Zhou Yi's palm, "Zhou Yi, you are an adult now, you have to remember what you said You have to be responsible for what you do.”

Perhaps the child has really grown up and made his own decisions. Li Ruan looked at her daughter with such a serious and joyful expression, and couldn't bear to reject her, so she could only say so.

Alas... I heard from Zhou Yi's father that the girl's family? The conditions seem to be pretty good?But their family has to have a suite to marry a wife, right? ——Is it too late to buy now...

There are also dowry gifts and so on, what are you going to do in this short period of time?

Li Ruan was a little broken.

However, Zhou Yi's eyes turned red suddenly after listening to her mother's words. In the last life, her mother never had time to say these words to her, let alone the opportunity to pass this ring to her. hand.

"I will, Mom." Zhou Yi clenched his palms tightly, as if grasping his own future.

This time, I won't let go of Suga Kai's hand.

"—No." Hearing this, Zhan Xinjia shook his head lightly, and said, "I just didn't expect you to be so sudden."

Although Zhou Yi was very serious when he said that he wanted to marry her last night, she was very excited and at a loss when she heard it, and even had a faint desire in her heart, but...but that was just words in bed.

As an adult, after growing up? The first thing to learn is to distinguish whether something should be counted as true or false in some occasions.

It's already been a night, and she thought that Zhou Yi had already forgotten about the confusion of that night, the truth and falsehood of that night... after all, she once "treated him like that".

But he never thought that Zhou Yi was still like a teenager, and he still held a sincere heart for her - he ran out before dawn just to get the wedding ring.

Zhan Xinjia really wanted to smile generously at this time. She had encountered many moments when she couldn't help herself in the past many years, but she was always able to face it with a smile, but she was facing Zhou She couldn't even laugh when she was young, and her eyes were even red.

"Zhou Yi..." She covered her eyes with one hand, refusing to let the tears flow out, fearing that Zhou Yi would discover her fragility.

She called out the name of the female alpha who was kneeling in front of her.

...if you knew what I've done? Would you still choose me?

Zhou Yi was a little overwhelmed by Zhan Xinjia's sudden fragility, she realized that the timing was wrong, she hurriedly stood up, stepped forward to Zhan Xinjia, and held Zhan Xinjia clumsily in both hands. He wanted to wipe away tears for the other party, but Zhan Xinjia always tilted his head and refused to let her touch it.

"I, I... I scared you." Zhou Yi apologized indiscriminately, and hurriedly made amends for his actions, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said hello in advance...I, I just... "

She suddenly felt a little frustrated, "I just... like you so much."

I like it until dawn every day, and I am afraid that this is another dream.

The rebirth is too unreal, and the result is that people worry about gains and losses.

To this day, Zhou Yi still can't remember how she died in her previous life, let alone what happened to her later? She only remembers what happened in her memory? The rain that never stopped, I remember the appearance of her when she went to Zhan Xinjia's tomb again many years later.

The grass in front of the stele has become messy and withered, and the words on it have lost their color. The photo that bears the best memories of her childhood has been corroded by the years, and she can't see the original appearance. With her left finger Gently caressing the three words engraved with "Zhan Xinjia", so nostalgic and so reluctant, but still want to say goodbye.

"Xinjia..." Zhou Yi put his arms around the woman who was crying silently, and said in a low voice, "I had a dream a long time ago..."

"Dream? You died by jumping off a building."

In fact, she has been avoiding this topic all the time, and never wanted to bring it up again, but at this moment, she suddenly wanted to tell Zhan Xinjia all the stories.

Speaking of the good and the bad in the years that followed.

Probably did not expect Zhou Yi to suddenly bring up the matter of his previous life at this time, Zhan Xinjia leaned against her arms and shook slightly, as if he was afraid of hearing what happened later, but Zhou Yi Did not find out, and continued, "And I... married someone else, I have a good life, and the person I married... is also very good to me, it may be too many years in the past, so later? Come to my side again No one will mention your name, and I will rarely think of your appearance again."

"It's been a long time, and it seems to be like that." Zhou Yi said without any emotion.

"What's next?" After a long time, Zhan Xinjia finally plucked up the courage to ask.

"Later? Come? I don't remember..." Zhou Yi gently stroked the ends of her hair, his eyes lost focus, and murmured, "I just remember... I remember a long time later? How did the grass in front of your tombstone turn yellow?" , How did the photo become blurred."

Zhan Xinjia started to tremble, and suddenly understood which future story Zhou Yi was talking about.

She wanted to stop, but she opened her mouth? But no sound came out of her throat.

No... Zhan Xinjia, you should remind her... Zhan Xinjia told herself in the bottom of her heart that only when she remembered everything would she know what kind of person you are and how much you really are Ruthless, how insidious and cunning.

As she thought this way, the hand hanging by her side subconsciously sank her fingertips into the flesh?

Zhou Yi didn't find anything abnormal about her, maybe she was pretending too well, or maybe Zhou Yi was immersed in the memory? Too absorbed, "Maybe I was really in a dream? After a long time, maybe I really There are people who have tried to spend their whole lives with others, but I will always regret..."

She summed up those past events, and finally said softly:

"It's a pity that the person who accompanied me was not you."

Zhan Xinjia's body shook violently, and finally she couldn't hold back her tears, "But Zhou Yi..." She choked up and said, "Maybe one day you will find out...I'm not that good. "

She grabbed Zhou Yi's clothes, like a child who was about to lose her favorite toy, with such reluctance, regret, and sadness: "In that case...will you leave me again?"

Just like leaving Song Xirang and Gu Ye...

Because we are not pure love, our love is always mixed with too many interests, such me... Will I still be forgotten by you like before?

"No." Zhou Yi squatted down, and gently held Zhan Xinjia's face with both hands, letting the other party's eyes look at her. She paused, "Zhan Xinjia, I The feeling for you is innate, as long as you don't give up on me, I will not leave you."

Zhan Xinjia was stunned for a moment, and then his vision blurred.

But Zhou Yina, if you remembered everything and knew all the secrets...would you still be so firm?

She was thinking like this, but Zhou Yi seemed to be sighing in her ear, "...why do you cry so much?"

Speaking of that, the gentle female alpha leaned forward and kissed her tears away.

"Zhan Xinjia, I still like you very much..." Zhou Yi said.

***

Winter 3057

It was already evening when Zhou Yi was fished out of the frozen lake, and the sun was about to set. The rescuer used clumsy techniques to wake her up again. When she opened her eyes, she saw ? A short boy squatted in front of her and patted her face with his hand, "Hello—are you okay?"

The boy was wearing a bloated padded jacket, as if it was pulled out of a garbage dump. It was dirty. His hair hadn't been washed for many days and was tied into a knot. His body was very thin. I don't know if it was due to malnutrition or age. Not enough, Zhou Yi couldn't smell any pheromones from the other party's body.

But that face is very mature, that's why Zhou Yi thinks that the other party is just a precocious teenager, not a child.

Maybe a beta, she thought.

"...Where is this?" Zhou Yi was very dizzy, and finally got up from the ground with great difficulty. She had done such a simple movement for a long time, and it was very difficult, and the panting sound was very rapid, which represented Affected the fragile physical condition of the owner.

She was drenched all over, and she was a little bit chilled by the evening wind, her lips were pale and bloodless, but this was not the most serious thing, the most serious thing was the injury on her body:

On the palm of her right hand and on her arm, there is a somewhat "burned black wound", which looks like the muzzle of a gun, because it has been soaked in water for too long, so the area around the wound has been soaked and turned white I can't do it at all.

And there was also a wound on the calf of the left leg, a prick, with black blood flowing from it.

If it were an ordinary person who suffered such a serious injury and was soaked in the water for so long, she could only breathe in but not out, but she could still sit up again and talk to people with a normal expression.

The little boy probably didn't think that Zhou Yi would still look like he was going to die at that time, but now he still has the strength to ask him, and even his consciousness seems to be very clear.

"... Zong, Zonghe Bend." The boy replied.

Zhou Yi was a little stunned when he heard this place name. He felt like where? He had heard it before, but he couldn't remember it after thinking about it for a long time, so he asked again, "Here? How far is it from Fujiwara City?"

Fujiwara City is a small city [-] kilometers north of Kyoto. Zhou Yi's last memory before closing his eyes is in an underground warehouse in Fujiwara City.

It took her a lot of effort and a lot of money to find it? Is it there? I saw Song Xirang, whom I hadn't seen for more than a year, but she got nothing, and still didn't see a little bit, even Song Xirang. They also shot at her.

...Song Xi asked.

When she read that name in her heart, she knew that many things could not be changed, but she still couldn't forgive that person's cruelty.

Dian Dian, perhaps as the person in the text message said, is no longer in this world...

"Fuji...wara City?" The boy tilted his head and thought for a while, then asked her, "From the United Kingdom?"

"Yes." Zhou Yi sat on the ground and rested for a long time. She really wanted to stand up, but the bullet in her left leg hadn't been taken out yet. .

"It's far away." The boy stretched out his finger to the opposite glacier, and said, "It's a long, long time by boat... three days."

Zhou Yi was taken aback. Do you want to go down this river and take a three-day boat?

Just as he was thinking about it, the boy took out a dagger from his back waist. The blade was very sharp and seemed to be used frequently.

"Can you catch fish?" the boy asked her.

Zhou Yi shook his head.

The young man frowned, looking a little unhappy, and asked again, "What about killing people?"

Zhou Yi paused, and carefully looked at the young man in front of him. The young man was really young, he looked only about twelve or thirteen years old, but those eyes were very numb and empty, nothing? Extra emotion, as if the words just now were just a random sentence.

But if Zhou Yi still said "no", then in the eyes of that young man, she would be a useless person.

What would happen to a useless person in this kind of place... Zhou Yi didn't dare to think deeply.

After a moment of silence, Zhou Yi nodded: "Yes."

She has passed a stable age long ago. Since the war in 56 years, every alpha in the United Kingdom has been forcibly included in military service. She escaped at a high price, but in the army? Those? Things she did not forget.

For example, how to quickly kill the enemy.

Hearing this, the young man was finally a little happy. He threw the dagger to Zhou Yi, then pointed to a forest covered in snow in the distance, and said, "Go there."

Zhou Yi looked over and saw that the forest had a large area, there was no smoke rising from the kitchen, and no birds or animals chirping. It was a virgin forest. It was cold winter, she was injured, and she didn't have any food to go in. Whether the words can come out is another question.

"No."

She refused.

The boy blinked, a little confused: "Zonghewan, you have to go in when you are here."

Zhou Yi looked at the boy's earnest expression, thought for a while, and finally remembered why? She always felt that this place name was so familiar.

When she was in the army? She heard from a veteran who took her with her, saying that alphas like them who committed crimes and joined the army would be good if they could survive normally, but If it is not normal, it will be thrown to a far away place.

That place? It is Zonghe Bend.

In the northernmost part of the United Kingdom, relying on the angle between the North Pole and the Eurasian continent, it is a small uninhabited island.

Zhou Yi didn't understand the meaning of "normally survived" in the old soldier's mouth at first, until the young man in front of him pulled his clothes away, revealing his thin body, and then she saw him ?The chest is densely packed with sutures and exposed catheters.

"You..." Zhou Yi gasped, looked at the boy, and was stunned.

"You have a high rank." The young man seemed a little strange, "Have you not been taken away?"

Zhou Yi came to her senses in a flash, and understood why like a knife and a flint. She always felt that the young man was out of harmony. She had grown into such a mature face, and there was even a blue beard on the chin, but it happened The stature is so thin? And there is no pheromone... Is it because the "thing" was taken away?

"...You were..." Zhou Yi felt that her lips were very dry. She licked the corners of her lips and asked, "Picked... what? What?"

"I don't know." The boy thought for a while, "I don't remember."

Zhou Yi was silent for a while, then asked again: "Then you...were you an alpha before?"

The juvenile's tiger's mouth? There are thick calluses, which look like they have been worn out with weapons all year round.

"Yes." The boy nodded, numbly, "A+'s alpha."

Zhou Yi paused again.

Although she knew from the boy's words that she was of a high grade? The grade of the boy should not be too low, but she never thought that the boy would be an alpha of A+ level.

The alpha of A+, when in the army, such a grade is at least the rank of colonel?

But the boy stayed in this place? He lost a lot of memory, and some... organs were harvested alive.

The young man stretched out his hand towards her, and pulled Zhou Yi's clothes away. After seeing Zhou Yi's perfect body? He seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and frowned, "You were not thrown here."

The young man was a little irritable, he stood up, looked down at Zhou Yi who was sitting on the ground, surviving, and said, "—Get lost."

he said.

Zhou Yi was a little unresponsive. She had been soaking in the water for too long, and now that she was picked up, she was still dripping with water. The weather was so cold, and the place where the water dripped had already froze. The function of the body continues to decline.

She didn't understand why the boy suddenly changed his attitude towards her. Just as she was thinking about it, the boy raised his leg and kicked her on the shoulder, as if he wanted to kick her into the river again.

"Go away." The boy said grimly, "—go back."

Zhou Yi was a little irritable. After feeling the danger, the glands on the back of her neck couldn't stand beating. She didn't have much strength in her body, but she couldn't hold back when being kicked by the boy one after another. Picking up his intact left hand, he accurately pinched the boy's instep in the air, and then threw it away, "Why do you want me to go?"

The boy was thrown on the ground by her, probably because he realized that the person in front of him was a bit dangerous, so Zhou Yi still struggled to stand up with one foot and asked.

"..." The young man looked at her sullenly.

Zhou Yi also turned cold, the alpha's nature made her feel that the other party had murderous intentions.

But after a while, the boy said, "You are not food."

food…?

After Zhou Yi heard this sentence, he finally understood why he was picked up from the lake by the boy and saved her.

He thought she was food.

In such bad weather? Only living food can provide as long a supply as possible, so he fished her up and asked her if she would catch fish or kill.

The purpose of catching fish is to allow the young man to have more food. After finally finding a living one of the same kind, he probably didn't want to kill her so quickly.

And ask her if she will kill... it should be in this place? There are other people, they will eat the boy and her as food.