Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

Soon Zhan Xinjia covered up his emotions, and calmly reached out to take the school uniform jacket Zhou Yi handed over, and then put it on himself.

After the alpha rain, the pheromones of the grass and light fragrance slowly covered her through the school uniform. After so many years, she smelled this light pheromone again.

This is the smell of Zhou Yi, the smell of the living Zhou Yi, the smell of Zhou Yi who spent the autumn night with her, temporarily marked her and then was cruelly abandoned by her.

No one knows, the pheromone of this warm female alpha like a little sun in front of me will be peaceful, stable and unbearably addicted to the grass and light fragrance after the rain, like a torrential rain? Dawn after the rain? A photo, the touch of being sent into the nose of pedestrians by the wind, is the beauty that people can't help but pursue.

Zhou Yi.

Zhou Yi...

This time, I will never give up on you again, Zhan Xinjia swore secretly in his heart with lowered eyebrows.

But all this is unknown to Zhou Yi. Even if she can't bear Zhan Xinjia, it doesn't mean that she can allow herself to pay too much attention to Zhan Xinjia, so After giving the other party his own clothes, Zhou Yi put his hands in his pockets, and once again distanced himself silently from the other party.

Zhan Xinjia sees all of this? In his eyes, but he never thought about changing anything. Some things cannot be rushed. In the last life, maybe she was too anxious, and the two of them... Zhan Xinjia lost his mind Thinking of the scene when they parted for the last time, suddenly, an unspeakable pain swept over her whole body, especially the temple, which throbbed uncontrollably, as if reminding her Stupidity ever committed.

...It took a long time to get over it.

It's over, she told herself in her heart that it's all over, she looked at the awkward girl walking beside her at a long distance away from her corner of her heart, and she couldn't help chuckling silently:

You see, God always treats her kindly. After giving her two chances, he gave her the opportunity to meet again.

How dare she give up her life again?

The two were silent all the way, and neither of them spoke first to break the calm, until Zhou Yi sent Zhan Xinjia back to the gate of the community and had to say goodbye.

"Here we are." Zhou Yi stopped in his tracks, motioned to Zhan Xinjia the direction to go home, and said, "I won't go in."

Hearing this, Zhan Xinjia nodded, and then stretched out his hand to take off the outermost school uniform. It seemed that he was planning to return it to Zhou Yi, but Zhou Yi quickly took a step back when he saw it, and stopped him, saying, "Keep your clothes..." If I remember correctly, the building Zhan Xinjia lives in is the innermost building, and it takes about ten minutes to walk from the community. If you return the clothes to her, Zhan Xinjia's small body , and then freeze it out? It will be interesting if it comes anyway.

...It's just that as an old classmate, I just care about it. There is no other meaning. Zhou Yi silently persuaded herself in her heart, but her face became more and more uncomfortable. Look at Zhan Xinjia's expression, "I'm not cold..."

After hearing what Zhou Yi said, the movements of Zhan Xinjia's hands paused for a moment, silent, she raised her head and stopped being polite to Zhou Yi, "Okay, then I'll clean it up, and return it tomorrow? for you."

Zhou Yi murmured twice, did not agree but did not refuse, because she was thinking about this dream after tonight? Maybe she was about to wake up, and when she woke up from the dream, the past was like smoke, a school uniform in a dream It's just a coat, so what does it matter if you don't return it?

The two stood at the gate of the community and were silent for more than ten seconds. They didn't know what to say next. In the end, Zhan Xinjia looked at it? Zhou Yi was wearing short sleeves and fluttering in the wind. She offered her farewell first, and without waiting for Zhou Yi's response, she turned around and walked into the community step by step, and then slowly merged into the night.

Seeing Zhan Xinjia go far away, Zhou Yi's little heart that had been beating wildly calmed down a little bit. She stood there shaking her head, covering her chest with one hand and scolding herself for not being firm. After being comfortable with Yi Yi's scolding, he turned around and went to the intersection to greet him. He rented a car and prepared to go home.

Since this dream is so real, then her former home should also be there, right?

Lin Cheng's car still took the taxi, and the car came without waiting for a while. When I got into the taxi, the driver, Big Brother, turned around and asked Zhou Yi where he was going.

Zhou Yi dutifully reported the address of his home in memory. The driver got the destination, put the gear on, and restarted the car. Zhou Yi sat by the rear window, watching the scene outside the window. Slowly becomes faster, the scenery and thoughts of falling backwards gradually become a little drifting away.

The chaotic and complicated day is finally coming to an end, and Zhou Yi, who has been alone for a while now, has finally taken some time to think about something. If it wasn't for this dream, she might not have the courage to start again. Are you back in this city?

After graduating from high school that year, she was admitted to a university in a neighboring province with a score that crossed the line, and stepped into the campus full of countless visions for the future.

She has a lot of ideas and dreams, and she enters the society with countless youthful spirits. All of them have one thing in common: Zhanxinjia, but it is a pity that only A year has passed, and the unclear relationship between her and Zhan Xinjia has come to an end.

The farewell was too hasty, too much? I haven't had time to say the words? After graduation, perhaps because of unwillingness or resentment, she resolutely went to Kyoto alone with some inexplicable persistence after graduation. .

The city that no longer has Zhan Xinjia was undoubtedly strange at first, and it took her a long time to get used to it, what’s more? later.

Then I stayed for four full years.

Lin Cheng is a sad place, every street corner is filled with her unspeakable thoughts on Zhan Xinjia, if she had a choice, she would certainly not rub salt on her wounds.

Compared with Lincheng, Kyoto is a big city, and everyone is very busy. At the beginning, she would occasionally return to Lincheng to revisit the old places. Later, her work became more and more busy, and her time became more and more busy. Fewer and fewer visits, coupled with the sudden death of her parents, Lin Cheng, who is so sad, has no reason to come back... Now I watch it again through the night, and the scenes are all about her past youth.

Wang Mansen, Xiang Ling, Du Chen, Xu Lian, and Zhan Xinjia...they are all the best in memory, Zhou Yi slowly closed his eyes.

There is actually a thought that has surfaced in her mind for a long time, but she is unwilling to think about it, and still insists that she is only in a dream, because perhaps only in a dream can she calmly think of something that she has never dared to think about for a long time. remembered.

"It's here—" Her thoughts were interrupted by the taxi driver's voice, and the car stopped at the entrance of the alley with a yellow light. The alleys inside were too narrow, and the rental car could not enter up.

Zhou Yi came back to his senses, took out a few dollars from his pants pocket and handed it to the master, then got out of the car, and stood in a daze at the entrance of the alley.

As long as she can remember, she has always lived in the old building in this alley. Her parents, one is a policeman and the other is a prosecutor. We are assigned to the family building of the public security agency in this area. Because it is government land and has nothing to do with commerce, so? The development of this area is not very good. What was it like a few decades ago, and it is about the same now? It still looks like that , except that the new building of that year has become the old building of today.

Zhou Yi's home is on the third floor of Unit 3 of Building 1. Later, after her parents passed away, she refused to return to this sad place. It was her wife who decided to sell her parents' former residence so that she would no longer have contact with this place.

Looking back after that farewell, nearly five years have passed.

Zhou Yi collected his thoughts, turned on the sensor lights in the stairwell, walked up step by step while holding onto the handrail, and went up to the third floor. Then he took out the key of the house from the water tank in 3, inserted it into the lock, and opened the door. The lock snapped open.

The house was pitch black.

For a moment, Zhou Yi hoped that this was not just a dream, she hoped that it was real, and even more that she hoped that she could see her parents sitting on the sofa in the living room, embracing each other and watching. The famous but old? Toothless TV series, and greeted her happily after seeing her come back.

But the door opened, and no one was in the room.

It was clear and cold, and there was no longer the warm atmosphere in memory.

She stood in the hallway of the house in silence for a long while, then reached out and pressed the light on the shoe cabinet. Looking at the house that was placed in line with her memory, she finally sighed softly: Maybe it was just a dream...

After changing her shoes, she entered the house, went to the bathroom to wash up, and then returned to her room.

Her room was almost the same as in memory. A large bookcase on one wall occupied most of the space in the room, and it was filled with books on psychology, criminal investigation, crime, and public prosecution.

Of course, there are also novel magazines she bought back in the rows of bookshelves below.

Looking to the left, the goal is the large desk connected to the bay window. On the desk are high school review materials and opened comics. In the center of the room is a 1.5-meter-wide bed. Next to it are two open wardrobes.

——This is where she lived for more than 20 years.

Zhou Yi entered the house, and then sat at the end of the bed in a daze. In fact, she also regretted it after her parents' former house was sold that year. It was her home anyway, and it was full of traces of her life with her parents. Without the old house, without emotional support, when she thinks of her parents at night, she always feels like a child without a home.

"From now on, I will be your home." Later, when his wife found out about her sad past, she held her hand and promised her so reverently.

She opened her mouth, and finally gave a wry smile.

After marriage, she did have a good relationship with his wife and lived a good life, especially after the child was born, Zhou Yi, who had lost his family, had a home again in a sense, but Zhou Yi knew very well in his heart that It's always different...

She would have been a good wife and a good mother, but she would never have the chance to be a good daughter again.

A drop of tear dripped from Zhou Yi's chin and hit the wooden floor with a soft sound. Zhou Yi's eyes turned red. Sitting in this familiar room, she couldn't help but think of her premature death. deceased parents.

They left too fast and too suddenly, and she didn't have time to say anything to Zhou Yi, she didn't have time to show her filial piety, and she didn't have time to bring the person she liked home to show them? I went out for a trip, and when I came back, the family was separated from each other.

All the pain in the world can be healed slowly over time, Zhou Yi believed in this, so? After a long time, the memory also began to become a little blurred. After almost five years, Zhou Yi has I almost don't remember what my parents looked like.

Just remember him? They were nice and nice and treated her nice and nice...