Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

——Without Zhou Yi, she would have a better life.

This is the first time someone has expressed this point of view so bluntly in front of her.

Except for the momentary anger at the first moment of hearing, Zhan Xinjia calmed down and thought about the answer to this question seriously.

...perhaps yes.

Otherwise she didn't want to admit it, but it was true.

But that's just a hypothesis, and it can even be said to be a hypothesis that has already happened.

Ji Liang's patience is very good, she is the best hunter in the world, she can always defeat her enemies with one blow.

"You're right." Zhan Xinjia finally spoke after a long silence. This was the first time she agreed with Ji Liang's words after her rebirth, "I'm the same person as you, but not the same. Too much the same."

It is actually not a very simple thing for a person to admit the darkest thoughts in his heart, but Zhan Xinjia forced himself to do it.

No matter how difficult it is to say, as long as you start with a head, the rest of the words can be said well.

She moved her gaze out of the window, looking at the two-to-two pairs of geese at sunset. The ice and snow in her eyes melted away from the indifference that people often think, and turned into the most gentle smile: "I have thought about it before, If I hadn't fallen in love with someone, if I hadn't fallen in love with Zhou Yi, what kind of story would I have."

This sentence is not just talking, because she really had that choice.

In the life when she became Gu Ye, she gave up all her love and locked herself in a prison of desire.

Since feelings will affect a person's judgment and make oneself weak and incompetent, then let it go.

No one in this world is inseparable from anyone. The earth will continue to revolve and rotate without anyone. She thinks so, and she does so. In the first life, she longed for the appearance of love because of loneliness, and then appeared She has also experienced it, but what she got was the ending that she died in a foreign country and her lover married another beautiful wife.

—What's the point?

So from the day when she was reborn as Gu Ye, she was determined to take revenge on everything. Love makes people soft, but in reverse, does it mean that as long as there is no love, people will exist without fear?

She thought so, and then she did so.

She did it, and she succeeded, but at the end of the story, when she watched Zhou Yi desperately appear in front of her to save herself, she still regretted it.

She always thought that she was the most innocent person, but she never thought about how unfair all this would be to Zhou Yi.

Before she died in the first life, she imagined that in the next life, she could become a fish growing in the sea, free and easy, with only seven seconds of memory. When she stood in front of her and smiled brightly at her, her heart beat at that moment.

Don't think about those grievances and grievances, complain about right and wrong, don't care about gains and losses, and always keep only the beauty of the first meeting?

Life does not meet, moving like participating in business.

This is the simplest and most extravagant wish.

But people always change. When she was reborn as Gu Ye, she chose to break her promise, especially when she knew that Zhou Yi's married life was so happy, she began to complain.

Jealousy changes people beyond recognition.

So she ruined Zhou Yi at all costs, and she ruined herself at all costs.

She succeeded and got what she wanted.

But when she was stepped on by Song Xirang and pointed a gun at her temple, she regretted so much. She didn't cherish this hard-won opportunity to reunite with Zhou Yi, and she didn't hug or get along well. , let alone sit together and think about tomorrow.

She heard that Zhou Yi's cooking skills were very good later on, and the other party thought about asking him to cook a good meal for her, but she always rejected all the other's overtures because of the resentment in her heart.

She never did anything for each other, the only reunion was to destroy each other.

In that life, she had indeed obtained all kinds of "wealth" in the worldly sense, but what she wanted most was Zhou Yi.

...That's it, she finally understood the truth after being reborn twice.

"When I was young, even now, I have always admired you." Even at this time, Zhan Xinjia couldn't completely turn against Ji Liang, but he couldn't be as young and ignorant as before. I opened my heart to him like that, "You will always be such a powerful existence, because you have never loved anyone, so you probably will never be able to understand what it is like to toss and turn alone? What kind of feeling, I also think Just be like you."

"Without Zhou Yi, I might be able to live a better life than I am now, and get a lot of things in the worldly sense, but that can only go so far."

Her tone was very steady, and she didn't feel any regrets when she talked about the things she should have been given up. On the contrary, the smile on her face became more real.

"I don't cherish this world, I don't know how to see the mountains and see the sea, I don't know how to appreciate the flowers and the moon, I don't know how to grasp every minute of the moment. But after having Zhou Yi, this world suddenly becomes different for me Now, I suddenly had a close connection with this not-so-good world, and I learned to love this world and learn to observe this world by loving her."

"A shower cap apron is not petty, and the same suit and leather shoes are not glory (Note)."

"I like my life now. Staying with her, going to and from class, shopping and cooking, and taking a walk-this may be a waste of time and life for you. I used to think so, but again ? After coming here once, I realized that this is the most difficult and precious thing.”

This is her true words, and also her truest portrayal.

Hearing this, Ji Liang's expression finally showed a hint of bewilderment: "...Loving someone, will it change you so much?"

It's hard to say that Ji Liang is not disappointed with such Zhan Xinjia. In her heart, although this illegitimate daughter named "Zhan Xinjia" looks like a cunning fox, she has always regarded her as her successor. of.

——As for Song Xirang?

Ji Liang never thought about it, because in her opinion, it is impossible for a person who wants to put all his hopes on the illusory dream of "becoming an alpha" for the sake of the eyes of the world to achieve great success. ? Just.

If Song Xirang wasn't his daughter, Ji Liang might have just shot him in the room as early as the year when the other party split up, when he was dying in the room.

She wouldn't bother to do this or that.

Zhan Xinjia smiled and said nothing to Ji Liang's question, but fortunately Ji Liang didn't think about asking for it? When Zhan Xinjia answered, it was like she didn't understand why Zhan Xinjia loved someone. Jia also couldn't understand her choice of not loving anyone, "But it's not important? It's important, I came to you today because I want to transfer the shares of the Song Corporation to you."

Ji Liang finally talked about her purpose of coming to find Zhan Xinjia.

"Song's shares?" Zhan Xinjia was taken aback for a moment, he hadn't expected that Ji Liang came to her for this matter.

"Yes." Ji Liang casually took out a thick document from his file bag, "The above is the share transfer letter, and the bottom is Song's financial statements for the past ten years."

She paused, and added?: "The real financial statement."

"Why?" Zhan Xinjia didn't reach out to pick up the document in her hand, but just asked.

"Why? Of course it's because the current Song Corporation is about to become a mess. If your sister is a capable person, your shares may be valuable, but if she is not capable, it will be a pile of paper." Ji Liang tilted his head and said like this.

Zhan Xinjia said without expression: "So you transfer it to me to avoid the so-called risks."

Hearing this, Ji Liang had a few traces of smiles on his face, it was hard to tell whether it was genuine or fake, but it could be seen that it was a very relaxed smile. For Zhan Xinjia, she really loved Zhan Xinjia from the bottom of her heart. "Indeed it is."

"...You don't believe Song Xirang?" Zhan Xinjia asked indifferently.

"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not, it's just that I don't like to make bets. Besides, these are what I promised your mother to give you. I didn't give them before, just because I needed them? Use them to do something else." She In fact, Zhan Xinjia also knew what the "other things" she was talking about.

"Now..." Ji Liang's eyes were dark, but his tone was very flat, "It's no longer necessary."

Zhan Xinjia was silent for a moment: "..."

Ji Liang didn't care about her attitude, he just put the document next to her seat, but before getting out of the car, Ji Liang suddenly said to her, "You like that little alpha very much, and I have lied to you, so As compensation, let her father send someone to lurk beside me as an undercover agent."

"The little alpha who told you, don't need to worry about me anymore, if I'm just the opposite...Don't say that Zhou Mo is a small policeman, it's this huge United Kingdom, do you think I'll take it seriously? "

If this sentence was said by someone else, it would be extremely arrogant, but the person who said it was Ji Liang, the Ji Liang who once turned his hands into clouds and his hands into rain.

Can't help but others don't believe it.

"...You want to? Abandon the 'replication plan', right?" Zhan Xinjia is not stupid. Ji Lianghui suddenly transferred Song's shares to her after a few months of silence, and recently joined forces The series of changes that have taken place at the top of the kingdom all show that things are moving in the best direction.

This is actually the best, with the least damage and cost, but for some reason, Zhan Xinjia felt that everything was so sudden.

...It's Ji Liang, reining in from the precipice, has he suddenly come to his senses?

It seems that this is the only reason, but it is not the reason.

"That plan..." Ji Liang was not surprised that Zhan Xinjia would know about it, because she had extracted glandular pheromone from Zhan Xinjia's body three times.

Sitting in front of the car window, she smiled softly, "Giving up is the best choice. Science that violates the laws of nature and human ethics will eventually lead mankind to extinction."

After saying this, she rolled up the car window and ended the conversation.

Zhan Xinjia was stunned for a moment, and almost instantly understood Ji Liang's contradictory and deliberate actions.

She always knew the consequences of every decision she made, and it was only because of Song Xirang that she became an enemy of all mankind.

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