Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

Zhou Yi's subconscious answer undoubtedly surprised Zhan Xinjia, because she always felt that she had resorted to such means at the beginning and ruined Zhou Yi's comfortable life in the most ruthless way. It's very shameless, so after the matter subsides, if the other party blames her more or less, she also?

But she never? Never imagined? How many years later, when Zhou Yi mentioned that matter, there would be a trace of nostalgia and gratitude in his words.

"...Don't you blame the person who told you all this?" It's no wonder Zhan Xinjia would ask such a question. In the previous life, Gu Ye's distrust of Zhou Yi caused the two of them to be so helpless in the end. salvageable ending.

She used to hate so righteously and with a clear conscience, but the fact gave her a resounding slap in the face.

But after rebirth, when Zhan Xinjia returned to the age of 15 and met Zhou Yi for the first time, she suddenly realized that what she was wrong was so outrageous.

There are things she has been avoiding in this life, to prevent them from repeating the same mistakes.

She should believe in Zhou Yi, believe in the good and the bad of the other party, and believe in the involuntary actions of the other party, instead of judging Zhou Yi based on one-sided words.

"Why? Why? Blame the other party?" Hearing this, Zhou Yi smiled. When he looked at Zhan Xinjia, his expression was indescribably calm. She was really different from the previous Zhou Yi? I have learned to tolerate the right and wrong in the past, also? I have learned to face my own failures and unwillingness. "Things have already happened, even if you want to blame them? Then you blame yourself and the person who did everything. , instead of blaming someone who kindly reminded me."

Is it really let go, or? Is it really not? There is no need to worry about it.

Hearing this, Zhan Xinjia was stunned for a long time and didn't say a complete sentence: "..."

"Don't vent your anger" is easy to say, but it is very difficult to practice, at least Zhan Xinjia has never done it in all fairness.

She had so much resentment back then, even getting close to Zhou Yi? It was to destroy Zhou Yi, including the child they had so hard to get, and she got angry with them all.

Ming? Ming? That was the most innocent life, but she gave it up because of hatred.

That was indeed an accident, because Gu Ye had undergone subcutaneous contraceptive surgery from the moment he planned to get close to Zhou Yi. In other words, the arrival of that child was undoubtedly a gift of fate.

But Gu Ye didn't choose to accept, but chose to give up, and even gave up to the extreme—she didn't intend to keep that child, and from the moment she knew she was pregnant, she regarded it as a matter of choice The key to the twisted relationship between Zhou Yi and Song Xi.

Song Xirang is a person with serious personality flaws, especially after becoming an alpha. Everything she wants will be obtained at all costs, whether it is through strong means or through soft feelings, she will do it.

As long as Zhou Yi is willing to return to her side, she won't mind being low-key or directly washing Zhou Yi's memory.

She has always been a person who is ruthless to herself and even more ruthless to others, including her favorite Zhou Yi.

Although Zhou Yi is an alpha, he is a very sensitive, emotional and indecisive person. Such a person is destined to have nostalgia and reluctance for his old love. Zhan Xinjia is too familiar with human nature. She has such a clear understanding of her temperament, that's why she acted like that when she was Gu Ye.

Because she thought that Zhou Yi at that time was untrustworthy and had fantasies about Song Xirang, so she used the most direct way to let Zhou Yi see clearly what kind of person Song Xirang was. .

She just wanted to destroy that high-ranking Song Xirang who took everything away from her, and just wanted to end Zhou Yi's unrealistic thoughts about Song Xirang, but she never thought that Zhou Yi would meet her. Really dead?.

She really hadn't thought about it, but when she knew that Zhou Yi was also reborn, she understood that everything that happened at that time was actually pushing Zhou Yi to... die.

There is a limit to what a person can bear. If it exceeds the range that she can bear, then perhaps the only thing she can do is die.

This may be the fact that Zhan Xinjia will never be able to face it. From the moment Zhou Yi was reborn, she was doomed to be sorry to Zhou Yi.

But these, but she has no way to explain.

... What can I say? What?It turns out that she is not the perfect cinnabar mole in Zhou Yi's heart, is she just a touch of mosquito blood with too many selfishness in this big? Thousand worlds?

Then what would Zhou Yi think? What about her.

***

Zhou Yi didn't care about Zhanxinjia's unnaturalness. The omega's ability to disguise is already good. It's normal that the big, careless alpha didn't notice it for a while.

If Zhou Yi didn't remember those things, maybe it would be the best ending. With this idea, Zhan Xinjia kept making compromises in his heart.

When the two of them were sleeping that night, they still had a tacit understanding as always. After finishing the work, Zhou Yi said before going to bed? He also mentioned that he planned to find some time to visit the high school.

"Go visit the teacher." Zhou Yi gave this as the reason, but in fact she wanted to meet the beautiful school doctor in their high school more.

I don't know why, but Zhou Yi always feels that the other party's identity is a bit too suspicious. If she doesn't meet, she will feel uneasy.

And Zhan Xinjia also had something on his mind, so he didn't take what he said to Zhou Yi too much, and nodded in agreement.

Just like that, the two people shared the same bed and dreamed differently, each with their own secrets and entered the dreamland.

Perhaps because of returning to the familiar hometown, Zhou Yi slept soundly that night, and even had a bizarre dream afterwards. In the dream, she was entangled in a bar with a female omega whose face could not be clearly seen. It is always so familiar to her, and it will always remind her of a person she has not seen for many years.

But the breath on the other party's body, especially the cloying? Gardenia fragrance, made her extremely strange.

She is confused and contradictory, longing and afraid, wanting to approach but also wanting to escape, she is so entangled, and the other party is like the best animal trainer in the world? an empty heart.

Occupied her heart with the strongest posture.

They seem to be just bed partners. When they met for the first time, there was only firewood. There was no beautiful encounter. After they got together, they never talked about the love that lovers should talk about.

Didn't even hold hands like a normal partner.

Most of the time, the two of them kept silent, each doing their own thing, and then each night they met each other to death? Lingering.

The purely physical/physical attraction of an alpha and an omega is irresistible, like a slideshow? All the scenes with that person emerge in a dream?

She probably liked that omega before, because her heart would hurt so much when the omega died in front of her eyes.

But she probably hated that omega a little bit, because she saw herself in the dream several times, stretching out her hand when the other party was asleep and trying to...choke off the other party's neck.

Love and hate are alternate.

Surrounded by the fragrance of gardenias in the darkness, she surrendered time and time again, and couldn't help but want to admit defeat over and over again.

Just one night's dream made her quickly pass by the last two years of her previous life. She was on the lookout, and she was on the scene again. Everything gave her a dreamlike sense of reality.

Except that he couldn't remember what the omega in the white dress and exuding gardenia scented pheromones looked like? and who was his last name.

At the end of the dream was the intersection of pheromones, and as the memory began to blur, she heard someone saying goodbye to her in the distance.

After saying goodbye that time, they may really never see each other again in the future.

She wanted to keep that person, but the other party refused to stay for her.

Her short life seemed to be always being abandoned, always being put down.

But there was someone who was willing to lower his noble head for her, begging her humbly:

"Zhou Yi...you live well."

"Live..."

It was dawn, the dream woke up, and everything came to an end.

But when she sat up from the bed, she realized that the world today is so ridiculous.

...How much memory does she have? She hasn't recovered yet.

***

On the ?4th day? of Golden Week, Zhou Yi finally found time to go back to his high school after gathering with his classmates and friends.

I went alone, and Zhan Xinjia was resting at home, and in the evening he said he would have dinner with Xiang Ling.

This also suits Zhou Yi's wishes.

After going there, Zhou Yi first went to see his high school class teacher. The other party was obviously surprised and surprised by her arrival, and the smile on his face couldn't be hidden. Zhou Yi gave some instructions to her, to the effect that she should study hard, and that she should not relax when she goes to college, but more importantly, should be with Zhan Xinjia and so on.

To a certain extent, their high school class teacher really regarded Zhan Xinjia as his daughter and protected her like an eyeball, so he took this opportunity to give Zhou Yi a good blow? It's not too surprising thing.

After listening to the old class's teachings, Zhou Yi adjusted his mood, and finally went to his ultimate goal of returning to high school: the school doctor's office.

In fact, it may have been three or four months since he came back, but when Zhou Yi stood at the door of the school doctor's office, he suddenly felt as if he was in the world.

Perhaps by pushing this door open, she will be able to solve some doubts.

For example, that gardenia-scented omega... Could she be that mysterious school doctor?

Thinking of this, she took a deep breath, raised her hand, and was about to knock on the door, when suddenly she heard a lazy female voice from the room: "You have been standing at the door for a long time, why not?" Are you going to open the door? Come in?"

"..."

Zhou Yi was startled, and before he could react, he followed his hand as if he had self-awareness? He landed on the doorknob, then unscrewed it, pushed the door, and went in.

As soon as he entered, Zhou Yi met the female beta who was wearing a serious and abstinent white coat on the outside, but on the inside was a black suspender skirt with slits to the bottom of her thighs.

With flaming red lips and a flamboyant face, she doesn't look serious at all? She is still working in a middle school, but she doesn't care at all. She even has a cigarette between her fingertips and is lazily drying herself by the window. looking at the sun.

Not at all what a social animal should look like.

Zhou Yi: "..."

This Dr. Wang is really as usual that people can't help but look sideways.

"Long time no see, little alpha." Seeing her coming, Dr. Wang didn't seem surprised at all. Instead, he greeted her with a smile, as if he knew that Zhou Yi would come to see her.

"...How do you know it's me?" Zhou Yi asked expressively.

Hearing this, Doctor Wang twitched her red lips and said with a smile, "Why don't you take a guess?"

Zhou Yi: "..."

boring.