Cinnabar mole said she was determined to win for me

But even with the mentality of getting along with old classmates, Zhou Yi still couldn't help her heart beat faster when Zhan Xinjia approached. This was something she hadn't experienced in many years, but she couldn't think about it.

Some things can fool the brain, but some things cannot fool the heart.

Zhou Yi is 26 years old and knows why her heart beats so fast, but unfortunately she can't think about it.

Sometimes people deviate from their original intentions because they think too much. Zhou Yi is not very ambitious or dedicated, but she really can't do it with other omega during the continuation of her marriage with his wife. too close.

Even if that person is the first love of the past.

"Ah, no..." Thinking of this, Zhou Yi uncomfortably distanced himself from Zhan Xinjia again, and a car could pass between them.

It's not that Zhan Xinjia didn't notice it, but she didn't say anything, she just hooked the corners of her mouth, and continued to walk the way she was going to go next with a calm expression.

Zhou Yi felt that the current atmosphere was very awkward. To be precise, the atmosphere between the two of them had been awkward since Zhan Xinjia came to her seat after her evening self-study.She is very unaccustomed to get along with Zhan Xinjia again after many years. She has long been used to forgetting Zhan Xinjia, and she is even more used to blanking all the stories between herself and Zhan Xinjia. Zhou Yi, the person he admired when he was young, was really... panicked.

It is true that she has only had one relationship in the past 26 years - it's not that no suitable person appeared, but she never thought about falling in love after breaking up with Zhan Xinjia.

In fact, love is just like that. She has already lost the person she wanted most, so there is nothing wrong with continuing to live alone.

That's what she thought, and she also did the same. She thought that she would be single to the end, but she never thought that she would have an unexpected development with her boss.

Thinking of his wife, Zhou Yi calmed down a little, and his heartbeat was no longer in a mess because of Zhan Xinjia's appearance.

"You look very bad." Zhan Xinjia glanced at her, and then said.

But the footsteps seem to be approaching Zhou Yi unintentionally.

"Ah... is there? Maybe... Maybe it's because I didn't sleep well last night." Zhou Yi touched his face with his hands, and then explained indiscriminately. He didn't notice that the distance between the two people had shortened at all. I just want to get out of school quickly.

"The third year of high school is stressful, so you should pay more attention to rest." After hearing what she said, Zhan Xinjia said with a normal face and let it go. It seemed that he didn't intend to ask in detail, which made Zhou Yi heave a sigh of relief. Quicken your pace and walk towards the school gate.

She evaded so unnaturally, as long as Zhan Xinjia was not blind, he would have found out, but Zhan Xinjia didn't ask any more questions, just walked to the school gate with Zhou Yi, and talked about the things in the class while walking. Question: "Ms. Wu is very angry with you this time, and she will probably ask you to answer questions again in class tomorrow."

When she said this, she paused for a moment, and then she said in a calm tone, but when she listened carefully, she sighed: "I'll return the notebook to you, you can take a look at it some time."

"Ah... yes, yes." After so many years, Zhou Yi couldn't remember whether he had ever lent Zhan Xinjia's notebook, but since Zhan Xinjia said he had borrowed it, he must have borrowed it. After Xinjia's words, she agreed immediately.

In fact, at this moment, she is not quite sure whether she really traveled to the age of 18 or it was just a dream, but no matter what it is, she doesn't want to experience being called by the teacher's name in class again. The embarrassment of getting up.

"If you don't understand anything, you can ask me." Zhan Xinjia was the study committee member of their class at the time. Although he looked indifferent, he was very friendly to his classmates, so it was not too strange to say this to Zhou Yi .

"Oh, okay." Zhou Yi was so embarrassed that she was afraid that others would see that she was walking with Zhan Xinjia. When she walked, she kept her head down. She and Zhan Xinjia walked towards the school gate together. While talking, she was afraid that Zhan Xinjia would bring the topic to herself again, so she took the initiative to ask her former friends, "Did Chen do well in the art exam this time?"

In my memory, Du Chen was admitted to CAFA after that, and he also went to Kyoto. He was the only one among them who stayed in the same city as Zhan Xinjia.

Later, after Zhou Yi and Zhan Xinjia broke up, they went to Kyoto to find Zhan Xinjia, and it was Du Chen who accompanied her.

It was Du Chen who told her what made her forget Zhan Xinjia.

"She may have many things that she can't tell you, but at least she didn't hide the breakup from you," said Zhou Yi, who was sitting at the main gate of Kyoto University on the day he learned that Zhan Xinjia was going home to go abroad as an exchange student. The opposite street was crying like a child, and it was Du Chen who kept comforting her, "Forget Xinjia, so that when we meet again in the future, it won't be too uncomfortable."

Zhou Yi shook his head, always wondering what he did wrong, obviously Zhanxinjia celebrated her birthday when he came last month, and had a drink with her with a smile in that hotel, and even in the hotel Spend a beautiful night with her on that big bed.

But not long after she went back, she received a text message from Zhan Xinjia to break up. There was no superfluous explanation in it, and she just broke up with her in a straightforward way.

When I called, the phone was turned off, and I couldn't get in touch with Zhanxinjia.

She skipped class, went crazy and bought the nearest train to go to her city, but what she saw was her classmate saying that Zhan Xinjia had dropped out of school.

"Why did she break up? Why! Aren't we on good terms? Why...why? Did I do something wrong?" From the initial disbelief to the later collapse, Zhou Yi seemed to have aged ten years overnight. Years old, there is no star in his eyes that would light up when he saw Zhan Xinjia.

"She dropped out of school...I don't even know where her home is...Can I, can I see her again." She asked her friend, more like asking herself.

Du Chen patted her on the shoulder, sat beside her, and sighed softly: "... I don't know, maybe... I can."

I didn't dare to give her a positive statement, because no one could contact Zhan Xinjia.

At that time, she didn't know that Zhan Xinjia was so determined to break up with her. In order to break up with her, she recklessly left that city, and even left that piece of homeland. She lost contact with her, and it took her a long time to let go, and it took countless nights to forget, but everything about Zhan Xinjia became a secret in her heart that she could never bring up again.

After a long time, maybe there is really no regret.

So when they returned, Zhou Yi could calmly talk about friends with Zhan Xinjia, and talk about some past events.

"You did well in the exam, and you have passed the professional course of CAFA." Zhan Xinjia always said very little, even if he only told some necessary information to his friends, Zhou Yi is used to it, so he only clicked on it when he heard the words Head, didn't say anything more.

The two fell into an awkward silence again.

She is no longer the Zhou Yi who would pester Zhan Xinjia to talk endlessly. Now she lives in her body a 26-year-old Zhou Yi who has grown up and matured.

She will no longer impose her ideas on Zhan Xinjia, let alone make the same mistakes she made back then.

Later, after Zhan Xinjia passed away, she thought about it many times. If she hadn't confessed to Zhan Xinjia back then, Zhan Xinjia hadn't accepted her... Then in that year, Zhan Xinjia would not have been with all of them. Cut off contact, went to the other side of the ocean alone, and then died alone?

In fact, it all stemmed from her wrong confession in early summer that year, and it was because of that mistake that the fates of all of them were changed.

Do it all over again, she won't do it again.

Zhou Yi was firm in his thoughts and determined to change that period of history.

"That's good. I don't know if that guy Du Chen gained weight when we met this time." Zhou Yi's memory of those friends still stays after he grew up. It's easy, and she got blessed within two years. Every time she saw him, Ji Xiangling would tell him how important a good figure is to an omega.

"He has always been thin, how could he be fat." Zhan Xinjia looked normal, as if he was just chatting with her.

Zhou Yi smiled, and was about to say something, but suddenly someone rushed towards her behind her back, which made her tremble and almost lost her footing. At this moment, a boy's arm came from behind her neck, Pulling her up, she shouted, "Son! I'm your father!"

After being rushed from behind by his friend, Zhou Yi felt weightless for a moment. At that moment, a very strange memory suddenly popped up in Zhou Yi's mind:

Under the dim light, a beautiful woman in a white dress with suspenders and floor-length drapes her shoulders and kisses her with lowered eyebrows. The warmth within reach and the fragrance of gardenias blooming close at hand are so breathtaking. She was nostalgic, she remembered what the woman said to her, but when she thought about it again, the memory of that moment disappeared like the wind.

"Son? Are you stupid? Call Dad quickly." Her friend punched her on the shoulder, pulling Zhou Yi out of her memories.

The memories that came out of that brief moment disappeared without a trace like a flower in the epiphyllum.

Zhou Yi was stunned for a moment: "..."

As soon as he heard this voice, he knew that it was the only male alpha among them, Wang Mansen.

"Son?" the boy called again.

After Zhou Yi came back to his senses, he turned his head and punched him. The boy sideways dodged it and smiled, "Seeing your father being so enthusiastic?"

"Your uncle Wang Mansen!" Zhou Yi didn't care about thinking about the accident just now, but turned around and scolded his friend.

Zhan Xinjia at the side walked away silently for two steps, staying away from the two alphas who were fighting together, so as not to involve her, but her eyes kept falling on the young female alpha. Never moved away.

It's just that no one will know.