The whole world is begging for my debut
Chapter 85
It's July again, the midsummer is scorching hot, and people's hearts are impetuous.
The city center is full of people and cars, the yellow light flickers on the light pole, and finally goes out, turns into a red light, and the traffic flow stops.
The driver who almost drove past stepped on the brakes in time, and irritatedly honked the horn, and the honking sound added to the irritability.
The red light is long, the driver is bored and wants to do something to pass the time, but he doesn't know what to do.He glanced at the rearview mirror. The passenger wearing a baseball cap with the brim pulled down was sitting quietly in the seat, not at all bothered by the congested traffic.
This guest was brought by him from the airport, and his destination was the high-end villa area of Nanhu. It has been three or four ten minutes since he drove this way. The other party has been sitting there quietly, without saying a word. As soon as he got in the car and reported the location, the driver thought he was dumb.
Just as the driver was thinking about it, he saw the passenger move—the other person opened the window.
In an instant, the noise from outside poured into the car.
Seeing the passenger staring at a certain place outside the window, the driver also looked there. After watching for a while, he found that what the other party was looking at might be the boy playing and singing with a guitar on the edge of the square. He stopped and listened for a moment, then turned and left.
The driver said: "There are always people coming here to sing on weekends, and the singing is pretty good."
"Yeah." The passenger replied, "I've sung here before."
"Ah?" The driver was taken aback, and blurted out, "Are you a singer?"
"It's just a hobby." The passenger said lightly.
Listening to what he said, the driver thought to himself that maybe he didn't make a name for himself, so it's better not to continue this topic, it's really hurtful.
So after thinking about it, the driver decisively changed the subject: "By the way, guest, you came back from country A, right?"
"Yes."
"Then what are you doing here? Visiting relatives?"
The passenger was silent for a while before answering: "It is."
"Oh." The other party obviously didn't want to talk about this topic, and the driver was also interested, so he didn't say anything more, just as the green light was on, he decisively started the car and continued to drive towards Nanhu.
It was silent all the way again, but fortunately, the road afterwards was smooth, and it didn't take too long to reach the destination, so it wouldn't be embarrassing for too long.
"Here we are." The driver stopped the car and said.
"Thank you." The passenger handed him the money, "There's no need to look for it."
The driver was about to lower his head to get change, but when he heard that he didn't need to change, he was taken aback for a moment, and when he recovered, the other party had already got out of the car with his luggage.So the driver opened the car window and said to him: "Guest, I wish you a good reunion with your family!"
The passenger turned around, his lips curled up slightly: "Thank you."
Because of looking up, the driver finally saw the other person's face clearly. It was a young and beautiful face, and more importantly, it seemed familiar.
Where have you seen it?
The driver was thinking in a trance, suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he slapped his thigh, isn't this Wen Shi!
He quickly looked at Wen Shi, who had already walked a long way, and the scorching sun of midsummer was pouring down on him, as if it had merged with him, dazzling too much to look at.
No one bows their heads and bows their heads.
Wen Shi walked in the villa area that he had walked past countless times, just as he remembered, the place was still empty and quiet as always.
He is back.
Back to the place where the dream started, and then, whether to wake up or continue to immerse in the dream, there must be a decision.
His footsteps stopped suddenly, and he raised his hand to rub his forehead. In fact, he was still a little timid, so what would happen if he ran over so recklessly?
I'm at a loss.
There was a rustling sound from the grass beside the road, as if something was inside, Wen Shi stared closely at the grass.
"Meow~"
A kitten emerged from the grass and flicked its tail at him.
Seeing the kitten, Wen Shi opened his eyes wide in surprise: "Xiao Hua..."
Responding to the name, the kitten came over, rubbed its head against his ankle, and let out a soft cry: "Meow~"
Wen Shi stared at the kitten beside his feet without blinking. This is a tabby cat that can be seen everywhere, but what is different is that it is disabled and has no left forelimb. It is almost exactly the same as the little flower he lost .
Is it a coincidence?Wen Shi was not sure, he knelt down and reached out to the kitten, the kitten rubbed against his hand obediently.
The soft fluff rubs against the hand, and it feels very comfortable. It can be seen that this is a well-cared-for cat, and the owner must love it very much.
Wen Shi touched its head, lowered his head and asked it: "Did you run out by yourself? If you don't go back, the master will be in a hurry."
"Meow~"
The kitten seemed to understand what he said, turned around and ran forward, but after running a few steps, it stopped, turned around and barked at him, while flicking its tail.
Looking at its appearance, Wen Shi wondered if he was telling himself to follow?So he tentatively took a step forward, and the kitten immediately continued to move forward with satisfaction, but stopped and meowed again when he saw that he hadn't kept up.
Wen Shi had no choice but to go with it.
The kitten is very familiar with the terrain here, and took Wen Shi all the way to the inside. The further he walked, the more familiar the surrounding scenery became.
"So you ran here."
When Wen Shi was in a trance, amidst the cat's meowing, a man's voice suddenly sounded.
Very familiar, Wen Shi looked up, not far from him, Shang Siyan was leaning over to pick up the kitten, and softly scolded it for its bad habit of running around. .
Wen Shi mentally simulated the situation where they met again, but he never expected that it would be such a surprise. It was actually a cat guiding them to meet. The reunion came so unexpectedly that he didn't know what to say for a while.
The two of them just looked at each other from a distance, and neither of them made any next move.
"pat".
Suddenly, a drop of water fell between the two of them, and the sky that was still sunny just now was suddenly overcast. The water vapor in the air quickly condensed, turned into raindrops and fell, and soon poured down like beads with a broken thread.
In just an instant, the two of them were soaked through.
Shang Siyan grabbed Wen Shi's arm and said, "It's raining, go hide from the rain first!"
Wen Shi had no objection, and the two trotted forward. Fortunately, this location was not far from Shang Siyan's villa, and the two entered the house before they were completely soaked.
The kitten has been hugged and protected by Shang Siyan, but it hasn't been exposed to much rain, so when it is put down, it shakes its body vigorously to shake off the water droplets, and returns to the nest lazily. I went to play by myself.
Shang Siyan looked at Wen Shi and said, "You have to change your wet clothes. You go to the bathroom first. There are towels in there. I'll get your clothes for you."
"it is good."
The two moved separately, Wen Shi was no stranger to the layout here, and found the bathroom with ease, as Shang Siyan said, there was a towel hanging in it, Wen Shi took it off, and could smell the refreshing laundry detergent on it.
It's the same smell as when he was here a long time ago.
Shaking his head, clearing away the excess thoughts, Wen Shi wiped himself.
Although the body is almost wiped, the effect of the towel is limited after all. The wet clothes stick to the body, which is extremely uncomfortable. At this moment, there is a knock on the bathroom door, and Shang Siyan brings the clothes.
"Thank you."
After Wen Shi thanked him, he went back to the bathroom and changed his clothes.Obviously there are no clothes suitable for him here. The suit that Shang Siyan brought should be his own. At this time, it was too big on Wen Shi's body, and the shoulders slid down loosely, but the incident happened suddenly. , Wen Shi didn't have room to be picky, stuffed the clothes that should be stuffed and rolled up, and opened the door to go out after a brief tidying up.
As soon as the door opened, seeing Shang Siyan who was still standing outside, Wen Shi was taken aback: "Why didn't you change your clothes?" The other party was still wearing the wet clothes, but just took a towel to wipe it off.
Shang Siyan didn't think there was anything wrong with this, and said, "I'm afraid you still need anything——is the clothes okay?"
As if cooperating with him, the collar slid down at the same time as his voice fell, exposing most of Wen Shi's shoulders.
"Sorry, I only have this at home, so let's make do with it." Shang Siyan's tone was a little helpless.
"It's okay." Wen Shi pulled back the collar, looked back at him, frowned and said, "Go and change quickly."
"Okay, I'll go back as soon as I go." Shang Siyan said.
Wen Shi went back to the living room to wait for him, sat on the sofa, and he looked around carefully. Although he had glanced a few times when he came in, he was too hasty to look carefully. Compared with the appearance of memory, nothing has changed, as if time has stopped here.
Has he lived here alone for more than two years?
Wen Shi had mixed feelings in his heart for a moment.
"What are you thinking?" Shang Siyan came back at some point, with two cups of hot tea in his hand, "Have some tea, don't catch a cold."
Wen Shi took the teacup and held the warm water cup in his hand, feeling a burst of warmth.He took a sip, the hot tea dispelled the chill all over his body, and eased the discomfort after being drenched in the rain.
"Congratulations." After a brief silence, Shang Siyan said, "You have won the WBD Best Song Award again and again."
Wen Shi put down his teacup and looked at him: "Thank you. But the award is also thanks to your help at that time."
"Yes." Shang Siyan nodded, "I heard everything you said at the awards ceremony."
Wen Shi didn't say a word, but pursed his lips, and heard it, and then?
"Meow~"
A meow broke the silence, and the kitten, who was tired of playing alone, ran over, jumped lightly, and landed on Shang Siyan's lap, and Shang Siyan also touched its head immediately, causing trouble. The kitten meowed again.
It can be seen that this is an interaction that this person and cat are accustomed to, and it is very natural to do it. However, in Wen Shi's eyes, all of this feels a little incredible. In his impression, Shang Siyan has never been so pleasant to anything, let alone is a cat.
Pinching the palm of his hand hard, feeling the pain, Wen Shi stabilized his emotions, and asked, "Is this cat... you raised?"
"Yes, it's called Xiaohua." Shang Siyan looked straight at him, "It's exactly the same as the little flower you failed to save."
His eyes were scorching hot, as if they were hotter than the scorching sun.Wen Shi's eyelids moved, he glanced at the kitten squatting obediently in the other's arms, and said, "Even if they look exactly the same, it's not that little flower."
"Yes." Shang Si replied, as if sighing, "A unique thing is lost if it is lost, and it cannot be made up by 'exactly the same'."
Listening to what he said, Wen Shi closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, the light in his eyes dimmed a lot. "If you lose it, you lose it", so it means that there is no chance.
He got up suddenly and said: "The rain has stopped, I should say goodbye." The shower came and went quickly, it just fell so fast, and now it is sunny again.
"Huh?" Shang Siyan obviously didn't expect him to propose to leave suddenly, so he was just stunned for a moment, and Wen Shi had already left quickly, he quickly put down the little flower in his arms, got up and chased after him.
"Wen Shi!"
He called Wen Shi, but the other's footsteps became more and more hurried.
Wen Shi had already walked to the door and held the doorknob. Shang Siyan immediately took two steps to catch up, raised his hand to support the door, and put all his strength on it——the door was motionless under the pressure.
"You—" Wen Shi's voice was depressed, "what are you doing?"
Shang Siyan put both hands on the door, while Wen Shi turned his back to him and was trapped between his arms. This posture seemed as if the other party wanted to hug him from behind.
Shang Siyan lowered his head, the oversized blouse couldn't cover too much of the scenery, Wen Shi's fair neck was completely exposed in front of him, as if tempting him to take a bite.
He sighed softly, and the hot air he exhaled brushed over his neck, Wen Shi couldn't help but tremble slightly.
"I haven't finished my words yet." Shang Siyan's voice was very low, "I hope you can finish listening to it."
Wen Shi was silent, still trembling slightly.
"Since you left, I've lived here alone, and everything here remains exactly the same as when you left." Shang Siyan said slowly, "But it's exactly the same, and it can't fill the emptiness in my heart. What's really important , not 'exactly the same', but 'unique'."
"To me, you are the only one in this room," he paused, "and the only one I want."
"It's ridiculous to say that I was attracted to you very early, but I kept pretending that nothing happened. What you don't know is that every time you get closer to me, I want to hold you in my arms even more, and never let go. When you said you liked me, I was so happy that I was going crazy." He smiled lightly, with a self-deprecating tone in his tone, "However, I dare not accept you, dare not apply those words to I told myself that this was for the sake of the overall situation, but in fact I was just making excuses for my cowardice, I am not as brave as you."
"After you left, I was actually relieved. Because I finally don't have to face you anymore, I don't have to suppress my feelings anymore, and I don't have to worry about those feelings breaking out uncontrollably."
"But I was wrong. The isolation of space can only be suppressed for a while. When I see you again, that feeling will be more vivid, stronger and more irrepressible. Everything is repeating itself. Wen Shi, you made me lose control. "
"You," Wen Shi's voice sounded softly, trembling slightly, "what exactly do you want to say?"
"I want to say..." Shang Siyan paused, "Wen Shi, you are a scourge."
Hearing this, Wen Shi turned around slowly, the distance between the two of them was very close, almost nose to nose.He lowered his eyes and asked, "so, do you want to avoid me?"
"Do not."
Shang Siyan denied decisively, then withdrew his hand on the door, and under Wen Shi's gaze, slowly knelt down in front of him on one knee.
"I can't avoid it, I can only surrender to you and offer you everything I have."
His voice was low and serious, as if in a pledge of unswerving allegiance.
Wen Shi didn't seem to understand what he meant, and stared straight at him.
Shang Siyan smiled at him, held his right hand in his hand, and said, "Wen Shi, are you willing to be with me and be unique to me?"
Wen Shi didn't answer, but bent down, put his arms around Shang Siyan's neck, and kissed him on the lips.
This kiss was no longer as calm and reserved as before, but received a warm response from the other party.
All the thoughts are submerged between the intertwined lips and teeth.
Wen Shiwannian's unused social account posted a new post, a sentence and a picture.
In the picture, Wen Shi is leaning against the window, holding a lazy raccoon cat in his arms. He is looking directly at the camera, with a faint smile on his lips, looking extremely happy.The warm sunshine in midsummer shines in through the glass, making everything full of vitality.
Wen Shi: I have a cat.
The author has something to say: It's over!
Reveal the meaning of the stalk that I don’t have a cat, it’s actually [I and my cat miss you...I’m lying to you, I don’t have a cat, and I don’t have you] This stalk, until now, I finally have Cats also have Shangsi words, let’s spread flowers~
The city center is full of people and cars, the yellow light flickers on the light pole, and finally goes out, turns into a red light, and the traffic flow stops.
The driver who almost drove past stepped on the brakes in time, and irritatedly honked the horn, and the honking sound added to the irritability.
The red light is long, the driver is bored and wants to do something to pass the time, but he doesn't know what to do.He glanced at the rearview mirror. The passenger wearing a baseball cap with the brim pulled down was sitting quietly in the seat, not at all bothered by the congested traffic.
This guest was brought by him from the airport, and his destination was the high-end villa area of Nanhu. It has been three or four ten minutes since he drove this way. The other party has been sitting there quietly, without saying a word. As soon as he got in the car and reported the location, the driver thought he was dumb.
Just as the driver was thinking about it, he saw the passenger move—the other person opened the window.
In an instant, the noise from outside poured into the car.
Seeing the passenger staring at a certain place outside the window, the driver also looked there. After watching for a while, he found that what the other party was looking at might be the boy playing and singing with a guitar on the edge of the square. He stopped and listened for a moment, then turned and left.
The driver said: "There are always people coming here to sing on weekends, and the singing is pretty good."
"Yeah." The passenger replied, "I've sung here before."
"Ah?" The driver was taken aback, and blurted out, "Are you a singer?"
"It's just a hobby." The passenger said lightly.
Listening to what he said, the driver thought to himself that maybe he didn't make a name for himself, so it's better not to continue this topic, it's really hurtful.
So after thinking about it, the driver decisively changed the subject: "By the way, guest, you came back from country A, right?"
"Yes."
"Then what are you doing here? Visiting relatives?"
The passenger was silent for a while before answering: "It is."
"Oh." The other party obviously didn't want to talk about this topic, and the driver was also interested, so he didn't say anything more, just as the green light was on, he decisively started the car and continued to drive towards Nanhu.
It was silent all the way again, but fortunately, the road afterwards was smooth, and it didn't take too long to reach the destination, so it wouldn't be embarrassing for too long.
"Here we are." The driver stopped the car and said.
"Thank you." The passenger handed him the money, "There's no need to look for it."
The driver was about to lower his head to get change, but when he heard that he didn't need to change, he was taken aback for a moment, and when he recovered, the other party had already got out of the car with his luggage.So the driver opened the car window and said to him: "Guest, I wish you a good reunion with your family!"
The passenger turned around, his lips curled up slightly: "Thank you."
Because of looking up, the driver finally saw the other person's face clearly. It was a young and beautiful face, and more importantly, it seemed familiar.
Where have you seen it?
The driver was thinking in a trance, suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he slapped his thigh, isn't this Wen Shi!
He quickly looked at Wen Shi, who had already walked a long way, and the scorching sun of midsummer was pouring down on him, as if it had merged with him, dazzling too much to look at.
No one bows their heads and bows their heads.
Wen Shi walked in the villa area that he had walked past countless times, just as he remembered, the place was still empty and quiet as always.
He is back.
Back to the place where the dream started, and then, whether to wake up or continue to immerse in the dream, there must be a decision.
His footsteps stopped suddenly, and he raised his hand to rub his forehead. In fact, he was still a little timid, so what would happen if he ran over so recklessly?
I'm at a loss.
There was a rustling sound from the grass beside the road, as if something was inside, Wen Shi stared closely at the grass.
"Meow~"
A kitten emerged from the grass and flicked its tail at him.
Seeing the kitten, Wen Shi opened his eyes wide in surprise: "Xiao Hua..."
Responding to the name, the kitten came over, rubbed its head against his ankle, and let out a soft cry: "Meow~"
Wen Shi stared at the kitten beside his feet without blinking. This is a tabby cat that can be seen everywhere, but what is different is that it is disabled and has no left forelimb. It is almost exactly the same as the little flower he lost .
Is it a coincidence?Wen Shi was not sure, he knelt down and reached out to the kitten, the kitten rubbed against his hand obediently.
The soft fluff rubs against the hand, and it feels very comfortable. It can be seen that this is a well-cared-for cat, and the owner must love it very much.
Wen Shi touched its head, lowered his head and asked it: "Did you run out by yourself? If you don't go back, the master will be in a hurry."
"Meow~"
The kitten seemed to understand what he said, turned around and ran forward, but after running a few steps, it stopped, turned around and barked at him, while flicking its tail.
Looking at its appearance, Wen Shi wondered if he was telling himself to follow?So he tentatively took a step forward, and the kitten immediately continued to move forward with satisfaction, but stopped and meowed again when he saw that he hadn't kept up.
Wen Shi had no choice but to go with it.
The kitten is very familiar with the terrain here, and took Wen Shi all the way to the inside. The further he walked, the more familiar the surrounding scenery became.
"So you ran here."
When Wen Shi was in a trance, amidst the cat's meowing, a man's voice suddenly sounded.
Very familiar, Wen Shi looked up, not far from him, Shang Siyan was leaning over to pick up the kitten, and softly scolded it for its bad habit of running around. .
Wen Shi mentally simulated the situation where they met again, but he never expected that it would be such a surprise. It was actually a cat guiding them to meet. The reunion came so unexpectedly that he didn't know what to say for a while.
The two of them just looked at each other from a distance, and neither of them made any next move.
"pat".
Suddenly, a drop of water fell between the two of them, and the sky that was still sunny just now was suddenly overcast. The water vapor in the air quickly condensed, turned into raindrops and fell, and soon poured down like beads with a broken thread.
In just an instant, the two of them were soaked through.
Shang Siyan grabbed Wen Shi's arm and said, "It's raining, go hide from the rain first!"
Wen Shi had no objection, and the two trotted forward. Fortunately, this location was not far from Shang Siyan's villa, and the two entered the house before they were completely soaked.
The kitten has been hugged and protected by Shang Siyan, but it hasn't been exposed to much rain, so when it is put down, it shakes its body vigorously to shake off the water droplets, and returns to the nest lazily. I went to play by myself.
Shang Siyan looked at Wen Shi and said, "You have to change your wet clothes. You go to the bathroom first. There are towels in there. I'll get your clothes for you."
"it is good."
The two moved separately, Wen Shi was no stranger to the layout here, and found the bathroom with ease, as Shang Siyan said, there was a towel hanging in it, Wen Shi took it off, and could smell the refreshing laundry detergent on it.
It's the same smell as when he was here a long time ago.
Shaking his head, clearing away the excess thoughts, Wen Shi wiped himself.
Although the body is almost wiped, the effect of the towel is limited after all. The wet clothes stick to the body, which is extremely uncomfortable. At this moment, there is a knock on the bathroom door, and Shang Siyan brings the clothes.
"Thank you."
After Wen Shi thanked him, he went back to the bathroom and changed his clothes.Obviously there are no clothes suitable for him here. The suit that Shang Siyan brought should be his own. At this time, it was too big on Wen Shi's body, and the shoulders slid down loosely, but the incident happened suddenly. , Wen Shi didn't have room to be picky, stuffed the clothes that should be stuffed and rolled up, and opened the door to go out after a brief tidying up.
As soon as the door opened, seeing Shang Siyan who was still standing outside, Wen Shi was taken aback: "Why didn't you change your clothes?" The other party was still wearing the wet clothes, but just took a towel to wipe it off.
Shang Siyan didn't think there was anything wrong with this, and said, "I'm afraid you still need anything——is the clothes okay?"
As if cooperating with him, the collar slid down at the same time as his voice fell, exposing most of Wen Shi's shoulders.
"Sorry, I only have this at home, so let's make do with it." Shang Siyan's tone was a little helpless.
"It's okay." Wen Shi pulled back the collar, looked back at him, frowned and said, "Go and change quickly."
"Okay, I'll go back as soon as I go." Shang Siyan said.
Wen Shi went back to the living room to wait for him, sat on the sofa, and he looked around carefully. Although he had glanced a few times when he came in, he was too hasty to look carefully. Compared with the appearance of memory, nothing has changed, as if time has stopped here.
Has he lived here alone for more than two years?
Wen Shi had mixed feelings in his heart for a moment.
"What are you thinking?" Shang Siyan came back at some point, with two cups of hot tea in his hand, "Have some tea, don't catch a cold."
Wen Shi took the teacup and held the warm water cup in his hand, feeling a burst of warmth.He took a sip, the hot tea dispelled the chill all over his body, and eased the discomfort after being drenched in the rain.
"Congratulations." After a brief silence, Shang Siyan said, "You have won the WBD Best Song Award again and again."
Wen Shi put down his teacup and looked at him: "Thank you. But the award is also thanks to your help at that time."
"Yes." Shang Siyan nodded, "I heard everything you said at the awards ceremony."
Wen Shi didn't say a word, but pursed his lips, and heard it, and then?
"Meow~"
A meow broke the silence, and the kitten, who was tired of playing alone, ran over, jumped lightly, and landed on Shang Siyan's lap, and Shang Siyan also touched its head immediately, causing trouble. The kitten meowed again.
It can be seen that this is an interaction that this person and cat are accustomed to, and it is very natural to do it. However, in Wen Shi's eyes, all of this feels a little incredible. In his impression, Shang Siyan has never been so pleasant to anything, let alone is a cat.
Pinching the palm of his hand hard, feeling the pain, Wen Shi stabilized his emotions, and asked, "Is this cat... you raised?"
"Yes, it's called Xiaohua." Shang Siyan looked straight at him, "It's exactly the same as the little flower you failed to save."
His eyes were scorching hot, as if they were hotter than the scorching sun.Wen Shi's eyelids moved, he glanced at the kitten squatting obediently in the other's arms, and said, "Even if they look exactly the same, it's not that little flower."
"Yes." Shang Si replied, as if sighing, "A unique thing is lost if it is lost, and it cannot be made up by 'exactly the same'."
Listening to what he said, Wen Shi closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, the light in his eyes dimmed a lot. "If you lose it, you lose it", so it means that there is no chance.
He got up suddenly and said: "The rain has stopped, I should say goodbye." The shower came and went quickly, it just fell so fast, and now it is sunny again.
"Huh?" Shang Siyan obviously didn't expect him to propose to leave suddenly, so he was just stunned for a moment, and Wen Shi had already left quickly, he quickly put down the little flower in his arms, got up and chased after him.
"Wen Shi!"
He called Wen Shi, but the other's footsteps became more and more hurried.
Wen Shi had already walked to the door and held the doorknob. Shang Siyan immediately took two steps to catch up, raised his hand to support the door, and put all his strength on it——the door was motionless under the pressure.
"You—" Wen Shi's voice was depressed, "what are you doing?"
Shang Siyan put both hands on the door, while Wen Shi turned his back to him and was trapped between his arms. This posture seemed as if the other party wanted to hug him from behind.
Shang Siyan lowered his head, the oversized blouse couldn't cover too much of the scenery, Wen Shi's fair neck was completely exposed in front of him, as if tempting him to take a bite.
He sighed softly, and the hot air he exhaled brushed over his neck, Wen Shi couldn't help but tremble slightly.
"I haven't finished my words yet." Shang Siyan's voice was very low, "I hope you can finish listening to it."
Wen Shi was silent, still trembling slightly.
"Since you left, I've lived here alone, and everything here remains exactly the same as when you left." Shang Siyan said slowly, "But it's exactly the same, and it can't fill the emptiness in my heart. What's really important , not 'exactly the same', but 'unique'."
"To me, you are the only one in this room," he paused, "and the only one I want."
"It's ridiculous to say that I was attracted to you very early, but I kept pretending that nothing happened. What you don't know is that every time you get closer to me, I want to hold you in my arms even more, and never let go. When you said you liked me, I was so happy that I was going crazy." He smiled lightly, with a self-deprecating tone in his tone, "However, I dare not accept you, dare not apply those words to I told myself that this was for the sake of the overall situation, but in fact I was just making excuses for my cowardice, I am not as brave as you."
"After you left, I was actually relieved. Because I finally don't have to face you anymore, I don't have to suppress my feelings anymore, and I don't have to worry about those feelings breaking out uncontrollably."
"But I was wrong. The isolation of space can only be suppressed for a while. When I see you again, that feeling will be more vivid, stronger and more irrepressible. Everything is repeating itself. Wen Shi, you made me lose control. "
"You," Wen Shi's voice sounded softly, trembling slightly, "what exactly do you want to say?"
"I want to say..." Shang Siyan paused, "Wen Shi, you are a scourge."
Hearing this, Wen Shi turned around slowly, the distance between the two of them was very close, almost nose to nose.He lowered his eyes and asked, "so, do you want to avoid me?"
"Do not."
Shang Siyan denied decisively, then withdrew his hand on the door, and under Wen Shi's gaze, slowly knelt down in front of him on one knee.
"I can't avoid it, I can only surrender to you and offer you everything I have."
His voice was low and serious, as if in a pledge of unswerving allegiance.
Wen Shi didn't seem to understand what he meant, and stared straight at him.
Shang Siyan smiled at him, held his right hand in his hand, and said, "Wen Shi, are you willing to be with me and be unique to me?"
Wen Shi didn't answer, but bent down, put his arms around Shang Siyan's neck, and kissed him on the lips.
This kiss was no longer as calm and reserved as before, but received a warm response from the other party.
All the thoughts are submerged between the intertwined lips and teeth.
Wen Shiwannian's unused social account posted a new post, a sentence and a picture.
In the picture, Wen Shi is leaning against the window, holding a lazy raccoon cat in his arms. He is looking directly at the camera, with a faint smile on his lips, looking extremely happy.The warm sunshine in midsummer shines in through the glass, making everything full of vitality.
Wen Shi: I have a cat.
The author has something to say: It's over!
Reveal the meaning of the stalk that I don’t have a cat, it’s actually [I and my cat miss you...I’m lying to you, I don’t have a cat, and I don’t have you] This stalk, until now, I finally have Cats also have Shangsi words, let’s spread flowers~
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