The whole world is begging for my debut

Xue Li returned to the room after answering the phone, just about to speak, but saw Wen Shi leaning on the sofa with his arms supported, his chin resting on his palms, resting with his eyes closed, so she closed her mouth in time.

She just went to answer the phone, and it took him ten minutes to fall asleep. It seems that he didn't have a good rest last night.

So Shirley sat on the sofa on the other side, waiting quietly, while planning the next itinerary.

In the afternoon, they went out to buy special products for Mr. Schiess, and after they came back, they had a short rest, and it was almost time to leave for the awards ceremony.After the award ceremony, there will be a celebration banquet, but according to Wen Shi's temperament, there is a high probability that he will not join in the fun.Rest for another night, and you can go back home tomorrow, and this trip is over.

If all goes well...

Shirley couldn't continue to think about it, and the quiet room was filled with rapid panting sounds, mixed with weak whispers of pain.

"No...no...don't..."

Shirley looked up and saw that Wen Shi's forehead was covered with sweat, and his expression was in pain, as if he was experiencing some kind of nightmare, but no matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't wake up.

"Wen Shi! Wen Shi!" Shirley immediately called out to him.

Wen Shi was still immersed in the nightmare, and the babbling was even more painful: "Don't...don't!"

Shirley immediately got up and went to push the other party: "Wen Shi, wake up!"

The strong intervention of external forces finally awakened Wen Shi's consciousness and liberated him from the nightmare. He opened his eyes in a daze, and there were still tears in them that he hadn't had time to shed.

"I..." Wen Shi blinked, as if he didn't understand the current situation, "What's wrong with me?"

"You're having a nightmare," Shirley stated.

Wen Shi lowered his head, and it took him a long time to reply in a low voice: "Oh... I'm fine."

Shirley didn't ask any more questions, but said: "It's almost time, you should go change your clothes, we are leaving."

"En." Wen Shi replied, but still sat there without moving.

After waiting for a while, seeing that he still didn't intend to change clothes, Shirley frowned and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I don't want to go." Wen Shi's voice was very soft and weak.

Shirley didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

"I don't want to go." Wen Shi repeated again, "Can I not go?"

"Of course." Shirley replied.

Wen Shi raised his head in surprise.

Shirley looked directly at him with a serious expression: "But I want to know why you didn't go."

silence.

Shirley sat beside him and waited patiently, but Wen Shi remained silent as time passed.

Sighing softly, Xue Li said, "It's because of Shang Siyan, right?"

Wen Shi remained silent.

"That nightmare you had was about him, right?" Shirley continued.

Wen Shi's shoulders shook violently when he heard this question, such an attitude is self-evident.

Shirley then asked: "Why? Why are you still haunted by nightmares all day long, even though you have seen him intact?"

"Because..." Wen Shi took a breath before continuing, "He will be injured, he will be on the verge of life and death, and it's all because of me..."

Hearing the self-blame in his words, Xue Li frowned and comforted: "Wen Shi, it's not your fault, don't think too much."

"How could it not be my fault!" Wen Shi roared in a low voice, his chest heaving violently, showing that his current mood was extremely restless.

He took a deep breath, calmed down slowly, and continued, "If I hadn't left alone that day, left the bodyguard behind, and gone to that garden, maybe none of this would have happened...Obviously you all told me I was asked to be more vigilant, but I still acted willfully and let myself be alone, giving others an opportunity..."

"Obviously the consequences should be borne by myself, but let others bear it for me... If he really hasn't woken up..."

He didn't continue, but bit his lips slowly, very hard, and there was a faint smell of blood in the air.

Shirley looked at him and knew what he hadn't finished saying. If the other party really didn't wake up, then he would never be able to feel at ease for the rest of his life.

"But he finally woke up." Shirley said, "Isn't he very good now? Everything is going well. In tonight's awards ceremony, if nothing else happens, he will be the best album producer."

Wen Shi nodded: "yes, he's fine...after staying away from me."

"What?" Shirley didn't quite understand what he meant.

Wen Shi answered irrelevantly: "Xue Li, you said before that you hope I won't run away."

Shirley recalled that she did say that, it was the time when she persuaded Wen Shi to attend the GLM Awards Ceremony, and her original intention was to hope that Wen Shi could get out of this shadow.

He shook his head and said softly, "But I'm not running away, I'm afraid."

Shirley frowned: "Afraid?"

"Yes, I'm afraid." Wen Shi nodded, "As long as I see him, I will think of him lying in my arms covered in blood, even if he appears in front of me intact now, I will I will never forget that scene.”

"I even feel... as soon as I get close to him, he will immediately fall down covered in blood..." His voice began to tremble, as if he was experiencing great panic.

Shirley held his hand, his hand was cold, but the palm was full of sweat, which was also cold.

Feeling the warmth from the other person's palm, Wen Shi shook his head at her, indicating that he was fine, so Xue Li let go of her hand.

After another moment of silence, Wen Shi pulled a self-deprecating wry smile on his lips, and continued: "Whenever I like something, it always makes things worse."

He liked SOZ, but caused harm to Ed and the others; he liked Xiaohua, but failed to save that young life; he liked Shang Siyan, but brought distress to him, and even almost died.

His liking cannot bring happiness, only misfortune.

"So..." Wen Shi closed his eyes gently, and a low and weak voice came out of his mouth, "Don't get involved with me, stay away from me... that's the best choice."

Shirley fell silent completely. She, who has always been eloquent, didn't know what to say at this moment. From these few words, she could feel that Wen Shi's confidence had been completely shattered, even if he was talking to Shang Si in his heart. There is still a lot of reluctance, but the past experience made him choose to stay away.

She couldn't evaluate whether this was right or wrong, but maybe this was the best choice Wen Shi said.

In the end, she said: "I see. I will explain the situation to the organizer on the grounds that you are unwell. Take a good rest tonight, and we will go back tomorrow morning."

"Thank you." Wen Shi thanked her.

"It's nothing." Shirley got up, "Then I'll go out first."

"Ah."

After Shirley left, Wen Shi was the only one left. The room was large and quiet, which inexplicably made people feel panic.

Wen Shi turned on the TV, and the sound of the lively TV program immediately dispelled the panic.He pressed the remote control aimlessly, switching through the channels one by one, and finally, he stopped.

It's a live broadcast of the awards ceremony.

The award ceremony has not yet started, and the screen is showing pictures of the glamorous guests walking the red carpet, the flashes are constantly on, and the reporters ask questions one after another. The atmosphere on the scene is very friendly, and everyone is polite and dignified in front of the camera grace.

Time was both long and short, and after an hour passed, the awards ceremony finally began.

Wen Shi watched quietly, nonchalantly.

Awards were announced one after another. Whenever someone won an award, there would always be warm applause at the scene. If you were in it, you would definitely feel very noisy.

The camera swept across the auditorium below the stage, and Wen Shi saw many familiar faces, and the four people from SOZ were sitting in prominent positions in the front row. In this situation, even if they jumped like Chris, they tried their best to tighten their nerves. , seriously. Sierra was sitting next to SOZ. Originally, that seat should be his, but because of his absence, the organizer temporarily adjusted the seat.

Later, he saw Yin Lian and Shang Siyan.

Yin Lian looks very excited, because now the winner of the best album award is about to be announced.After whetting everyone's appetite, the award presenter announced the winning album—it was Yin Lian's new album.

Hearing that her album had won the award, Yin Lian was overjoyed and threw herself into the arms of Shang Siyan who was beside her. After being comforted by him, she smiled embarrassedly at the camera and went to the stage to accept the award.The award presenters praised the album without hesitation, and then Yin Lian delivered his acceptance speech, polite and restrained.

After all, this is a formal occasion, even Yin Lian with such a flamboyant temperament has restrained himself a lot here.Also, no one dares to make any mistakes under the attention of the whole world, because it will be beyond redemption.

No one would joke about their own future and reputation.

The award ceremony is still going on, and it's the turn of the Best Album Producer award.

As usual, the award presenters whetted everyone's appetites, and then announced the list of winners: "I announce that the winner of the GLM Best Album Producer Award this time is—Shang Siyan! Oh, this is really not surprising at all, even It can be said that it deserves its name, please come on stage, Shang!"

There was warm applause at the scene, and the guests congratulated Shang Siyan one after another. Indeed, as the award presenter said, Shang Siyan deserved this award. After all, all his albums won the best album award. , then it is logical that he, the producer, also won an award.

Shang Siyan thanked the guests who congratulated him with a polite smile. Although behind the scenes, he was not well known to ordinary audiences, he was quite familiar with these industry insiders.He walked onto the podium calmly, and the award presenters immediately gave him a big hug.

"Hey, Shang, congratulations on winning this award!" said one of the female guests.

"Thank you." Shang Siyan nodded with a smile and a personable demeanor.

"To be honest, I really didn't expect it. Before that, I never thought that you would win the award." The male guest said.

The female guest was puzzled: "Huh? Why? Isn't Shang's ability very strong?"

"You don't know about that." The male guest explained with a smile, "Although Shang is very capable, he has never produced an album for others. This is the first time, right?"

The female guest was surprised: "Wow, this is so cool is it true, Shang?"

Shang Siyan smiled and said, "That's right, but it's just because I'm too busy with work, so I don't have much chance to make an album."

"Yes, yes." The male guest continued to explain, "In fact, Shang is not only a musician, but also a very outstanding manager. He runs the largest entertainment company in Huaguo and has trained many excellent artists. Now Guangzhou Wen Shi, who is known to everyone, actually trained under Shang's men."

"Wow!" The female guest exclaimed again, "Wen Shi? I like him very much, Shang. I want to thank you for training Wen Shi to be such an excellent singer!"

"You're flattering, it's Wen Shi himself who is excellent, and I didn't do anything." Shang Siyan said.

Watching Shang Siyan's gentle smile on TV, Wen Shi bit his lip, as if trying to clear up their relationship.

But in fact, they have nothing to do with each other, do they?

Wen continued to read.

After chatting for a while, it was Shang Siyan's turn to give his acceptance speech: "I am very honored to receive this award. I am very grateful to everyone who likes and supports this album. I am very grateful to the behind-the-scenes staff who participated in the work together. I am very grateful. Thanks to Yin Lian for his outstanding performance, I am very grateful to the organizer for recognizing my music concept..."

Shang Siyan talked eloquently, which was similar to other people's acceptance speeches, and it was the same. No one would, and no one would dare to make a mistake on such an occasion.

"...Finally, let me once again thank everyone who loves this album, and hope this album can bring you a wonderful music experience."

After finishing speaking, Shang Siyan bowed deeply to the camera.

The male guest laughed and joked: "You know, this is the longest thing I've heard from him since I've known Shang for so long. It seems that he will have to win several more awards in the future."

The female guest covered her mouth and smiled.

Shang Siyan also laughed, and said, "It's very simple if you want to listen to me."

"Oh?" The two guests came together with interest.

Shang Siyan turned his head and glanced at the auditorium. He didn't know what he was looking at, but soon he said again: "What I said just now was my acceptance speech. Next, I have something private to say, and I hope I can borrow it Is it okay to use this stage to convey to someone?"

The guests looked at each other. This kind of unexpected situation is not common. The two didn't know how to answer for a while, but soon the director's voice came back from their ears.

"Of course." The female guest smiled, "Please feel free to say what you want. On this stage, you can speak freely."

"Okay, thanks—"

The picture disappeared in an instant, and the TV screen was pitch black. Wen Shi held the remote control tightly, and his chest heaved violently.

Shang Siyan, what do you want to do?This is a place that attracts the attention of hundreds of millions of people. Don't you want your future and reputation? !

Wen Shi's face was unpredictable, his heart was beating fast, thumping, almost jumping out of his mouth, and the hand holding the remote control was trembling uncontrollably.

After hesitating again and again, he still turned on the TV.

Turning on the TV, it was still Shang Siyan's gentle face.

"I, have to apologize for hurting someone, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry to tell you the words in this way. Although you may not want to listen to me, I still want to tell you my heart."

"I used to be so self-righteous and always felt I was right and took the liberty to draw boundaries in our relationship. I ignored your feelings and broke your heart and made you so sad. I'm sorry."

"You once said that my methods are brilliant, but you can't do anything about me. In fact, I want to say that I didn't use any methods. I was just fascinated by you. It was you who conquered me, and I couldn't help but want to treat you. You are so courteous. I am deeply attracted to you, but I am afraid that I will cover your light, so I choose to stay away. I thought that my staying away was to protect you, but I was very wrong. Not only did I not protect you, It even hurt you, which cannot be made up with countless apologies."

"I don't want to use a sorry to make up for you, I hope I can use my whole life to make up for my mistakes."

Speaking of this, Shang Siyan smiled and said: "Whether you accept it or not, please don't feel pressured. No matter what choice you make, it is your freedom, but I will always wait for you, I swear."

"I'm done talking. Thank you very much for giving me this opportunity." After Shang Siyan finished speaking, he bowed to the camera again.

The camera cut to the two stunned guests, not only them, but also the guests in the audience.

I don't know what the director was shouting in the background, but the award presenter finally came back to his senses, and the female guest opened her mouth and asked, "Is this a confession?"

"you can say it this way."

"Who is the other party?" the female guest asked.

Shang Siyan shook his head: "I can't say, I don't want to cause him unnecessary trouble."

Although she didn't ask anything, the female guest still nodded: "Okay, as you wish. However, you are really brave to choose to confess your love on this occasion."

Shang Siyan smiled softly, his smile seemed a little lonely.He said: "Be brave now because you were not brave enough in the past."

The female guest wanted to say something more, but the male guest pulled her back, signaling her not to say anything, and said to himself: "But no matter what, it's already amazing to be able to muster up the courage to say what you want. Let us bless you You can get that person's forgiveness."

"Thank you for your kind words." Shang Siyan thanked him.

Wen Shi turned off the TV, all pictures and sounds disappeared in an instant, and then he leaned weakly on the sofa.

Don't want to bring unnecessary trouble to the other party?

Wen Shi slowly clenched his fist, and his nails dug into his palm, causing pain that couldn't be ignored.

In fact, he has always known that it is not this person who can't see the light.

but him.