The whole world is begging for my debut

The air is full of the smell of disinfectant.

When Wen Shi opened his eyes, what caught his eyes was white, cold and dazzling.

Is this a hospital?

Wen Shi recalled it, he remembered that after the end of the encore, he didn't even have the strength to stand alone, and he managed to get over with Yin Lian's support, but when he got off the stage, he couldn't hold on any longer. Passed out.

So, he was taken to the hospital.

Sensing the presence of someone beside him, Wen Shi twisted his neck to look over, and found that it was actually Shang Siyan sitting beside his bed, but the other party seemed to be thinking about something, his brows were slightly frowned, his face was solemn, as if he was very distressed, Didn't realize he had woken up.

"you……"

Wen Shi tried to speak out, but the burning sensation in his throat forced him to give up.

But this sound also brought back Shang Siyan's mind. He looked up and found that he was already awake. He immediately stretched his brows and said, "You're awake—don't move around, you're in the middle of an infusion."

Wen Shi followed his gaze, and sure enough, a needle was stuck in his right hand, and the medicine in the infusion bottle was being infused into his body drop by drop, more than half of it had been injected.

He moved his right hand slightly, and a slight stabbing pain hit him.

Shang Siyan simply raised his hand and pressed it on his wrist, with a slightly reproachful tone: "I told you not to move, but you still move."

Wen Shi's eyes fell on his hands.

Realizing his inappropriate behavior, Shang Siyan immediately let go of his hand: "I'm sorry."

Wen Shi shook his head: "It's okay."

Hearing his hoarse voice, Shang Siyan frowned and said, "Is your throat uncomfortable? Drink some water."

After all, he didn't wait for the temperature to answer, so he raised the hospital bed on his own, and then poured a glass of water and handed it over.

"Thank you."

Wen Shi took the water glass with his left hand and drank it in small sips. The warm water flowed down his throat, which relieved the discomfort a lot.

I always feel that this scene is somewhat familiar.

A long time ago, he was bedridden because of illness like this. When he woke up in the middle of the night, he found Shang Siyan sitting on the head of his bed.That time, his voice was also hoarse like now, so Shang Siyan fed him water, as if even the temperature of the water was the same, but the difference was that this time he drank the water himself.

Also, after all, the behavior of feeding water is too intimate, and they don't have any special relationship.

It was before, and it is now.

After drinking half of it, he returned the cup when it was warm.

"No more?" Shang Siyan confirmed to him.

Wen Shi shook his head and said politely, "No, thank you."

So Shang Siyan took the cup and put it back.

Wen Shi took the opportunity to scan around the ward, it was a luxurious single ward, and there were only him and Shang Siyan in the room.So he asked, "Where's Shirley?"

Shang Siyan paused for a moment, and then said nonchalantly, "Manager Tang is outside, do you want to call her?"

Wen Shi saw all his actions, lowered his eyes and pondered for a moment, then shook his head: "No need."

"Ah."

silence.

After an unknown amount of time, Wen Shi pulled the quilt and said, "You... have something to say to me?"

"Ok?"

Wen Shi looked into his eyes, and said with a firm tone, "Otherwise you shouldn't be here——Is it Shirley who asked you to say something?"

Listening to what he said, Shang Siyan couldn't help but smile wryly. Should he be sensitive or know them too well.Indeed, as Wen Shi said, if she hadn't something to say, it was Shirley who should be here now, not him.

Wen Shi passed out immediately after stepping down, and after sending him to the hospital, Shirley came to look for him.Shang Siyan was not surprised by this. This is a shrewd manager. Judging from her previous attitude towards herself, she must have sensed something, and this time she must have come here with a purpose.

Looking at Shang Siyan's gloomy expression, Wen Shi already understood, he nodded and said, "Just tell me what you have."

His attitude was straightforward, but when it came to Shang Siyan's side, he didn't know how to speak. The purpose of Shirley's coming to him was very simple, which was to ask him to make a deal as soon as possible.

It's over, between him and Wen Shi.

While waiting for Wen Shi to wake up, he has been thinking about how to make this decision. He has thought a lot, directly, euphemistically, long-winded, concise, but no matter how he organizes the language, as long as one Facing Wen Shi's peaceful sleeping face, he felt speechless.

No high-sounding reason could resist the fullness of his heart that he wanted to confide in.

Therefore, he contradicts, hesitates, and remains silent.

The sound of the liquid medicine flowing was infinitely amplified in the quiet space, replacing the relative silence.

Wen Shi waited quietly, and finally, he let out a soft breath.

"Since you don't say it, then let me say it." He said so.

Shang Siyan looked at him.

Wen Shi didn't look at him, but stared at his right hand for the infusion. The medicine was transported into the body at an appropriate speed, relieving his high body temperature and making his consciousness gradually clear. Come to mind, vividly in mind, still fresh in memory.

Suddenly, he moved.

Wen Shi raised his right hand, and the excessive movement caused the needle stuck in the blood vessel to deviate, causing a tingling pain, but he didn't care, and stretched out his hand to Shang Siyan.

Seeing his movements, Shang Siyan immediately shouted, "Don't move—"

Wen Shi grabbed his tie and pulled him towards him with all his strength. Unexpectedly, Shang Siyan was pulled over by him.

Then, cover the lips with a piece of warm and soft.

It is a very nostalgic touch.

It was too late to taste it carefully, and the touch disappeared.

Wen Shi let go of him, and wiped his lips with the back of his hand.

"You..." Shang Siyan looked at him gravely.

"This is the second time." Wen Shi pulled out a self-deprecating smile, "You are still so indifferent."

After all, he pushed Shang Siyan's chest to distance him from him, stared into his eyes, and said, "Shang Siyan, how long are you going to hang me?"

It wasn't questioning, nor aggressive, and didn't even show much emotion, as if it was just asking an innocuous question like the weather, but Shang Siyan knew that this question was not innocuous, like a gangrene. go hand in hand.

Shang Siyan didn't say a word, and this question was a difficult one for him.

He knows what is the right thing to do for himself. Reason has been regulating his behavior from beginning to end, but sensibility drives his eyes to stay on Wen Shi. If one side has a slight upper hand, it will be counterattacked immediately, and it is impossible to fight.

Wen Shi waited for a while, but did not wait for his answer. He pursed his lips and continued, "Don't you think you are very contradictory? While rejecting me, you do things that please me..."

"Your method is too clever, I admit that I am helpless. I surrendered to you, but you don't even need my surrender." Wen Shi paused for a moment, took a breath, and continued, "What do you want me to do?" Do you want me to give up, or do I have hope?"

"I hope..." Shang Siyan hesitated.

Wen Shi looked at him, his eyes were full of watery light.

Shang Siyan avoided his gaze and said, "You can shine forever."

"As a star?" Wen Shi asked.

"Yes." Shang Siyan nodded, and added, "Your light should not be covered by any shadow."

"shadow……"

Wen Shi muttered these two words, and suddenly laughed. He shook his head and said with a smile, "So your feelings are so shady."

Shang Si was silent.

"It's because of this that you carefully concealed your feelings, and you didn't dare to approach or accept them." Wen Shi closed his eyes, "You only dared to withstand the pressure from the top and reached an agreement with Ed to let me Terminate the contract and go to country A; you only dare to accept everything when Shirley is picking things up, and revise the plan by yourself all night long; Dare to ask Yin Lian to come and assist me when I insist on returning...you only dare to give silently in secret."

Wen Shi twitched the corners of his mouth, and there was sarcasm in his smile: "But, are you satisfied with this?"

Shang Siyan's expression gradually became tense.

Seeing all the subtle changes in his eyes, Wen Shi said again: "Just giving and not taking, that is not selflessness, but arrogance. For those who passively accept it, it is pressure and a burden."

"You pretend that you are doing it for my own good, but in fact—"

He shook his head.

"I'm not good."

As if a layer of frost had condensed on Wen Shi's face, his expression gradually became indifferent.

"Do you think you are selfless? No, you are selfish. You selfishly ignore my thoughts, make decisions for me, interfere in my affairs, and have no regard for my feelings."

Wen Shi gritted his teeth, and when he spoke again, his tone had become quite sharp: "Shang Siyan, why are you? What is your identity? Who do you think you are to me? Do you think that as long as I like you, I will Will you fully accept your self-importance? Hurry up and put away your self-impression!"

The successive questions were aggressive. Under such an offensive, even if Shang Siyan tried to explain, he was speechless.

"Since your wish is for me to shine forever, then I will do what you wish."

As Wen Shi spoke, he raised his right hand, the back of his hand was already swollen due to previous actions.He tore off the needle and said coldly to Shang Si, regardless of the blood flowing out, "Now, please disappear from my presence immediately."

He threw the needle: "Get out!"

The needle was thrown and hit the back of Shang Siyan's hand. It didn't hurt, but the blood left on the needle stained the back of the hand. Even though it was only a little bit, it was so eye-catching that it couldn't be ignored.

Shang Siyan looked over, Wen Shi had already turned his face away from looking at him, his eyes moved down and landed on the back of the opponent's hand, because of the rough way of pulling out the needle just now, the blood rushed to overflow, the amount of bleeding was not big, but look It's shocking.

Shang Siyan closed his eyes for a moment, shook his head, and then stood up.

"sorry."

In the end, he left only three words, then turned and left the ward.

Wen Shi kept staring at the white wall in front of him, until he heard the sound of closing the door, then he slowly curled up and rested his chin on his knees.

The door opened again, and the sound of footsteps came towards him.

"Wen Shi." Standing still beside his hospital bed, the man called out to him.

Wen Shi didn't look back: "Xue Li, we've made it clear, you can rest assured."

"……Feel sorry."

"Don't feel sorry, it's a matter of time... The sooner it's resolved, the sooner I'll be relieved. After all, I've had enough of being played around by him."

His voice was soft, tired, and weak.

Shirley was silent for a moment, then said, "If you want to cry, just cry."

Wen Shi shook his head: "No. It's obviously my victory, if I cry, wouldn't it be like losing?"

"Don't be brave." Shirley sighed softly.

Wen Shi suddenly buried his face in his knees, his shoulders trembled slightly, but no sound came out.After a while, I heard his trembling voice: "Let's go back, right away...I don't want to stay in this place for a second longer!"

Xue Li patted him on the back lightly, and said in a warm voice: "Okay, when you recover from illness, go back right away."

"Um……"

Choked sound, like crying.