The whole world is begging for my debut

Although Edmund's sudden visit caused a little confusion in the situation, it did not disrupt the original plan.After Wen Shi talked with him, he went back to the rehearsal site with him and continued the rehearsal.

His state is still the same as before, and he can't see what happened to them during this alone time together.

Shang Siyan sat under the stage with his arms folded, while Wen Shi was making detailed adjustments under Flender's guidance. He was completely unconcerned and unaffected by Edmond's fiery gaze.

He glanced at each other and frowned.

He has already learned from Flender that Edmund is his invited guest, but the other party only came to participate in this event as the spokesperson of MOO in Europe and America. It is obvious that Flender did not know that Wen Shi would actually There is an intersection with this international superstar, even the legendary Aries.

Anyone who has a little understanding of SOZ, an international sky group, knows Aries, although to most people, it is just a name.

Yes, the name Aries only comes up when members of SOZ talk about their previous experience as an underground band.In their mouths, this is a singer with extremely high musical talent, brilliant and stunning, an existence comparable to the lead singer Edmond, and Edmond's strength is recognized by the music industry, However, it is a pity that this talented singer did not debut with them, and even left the band.

Powerful and mysterious, this is the public's entire impression of this talented singer with extraordinary strength but no one knows his true face.

Shang Siyan knew about Aries, but he thought it was just an exaggeration, it was the image of SOZ members beautified by filters, so he didn't take it seriously.

But now, when he learned that the Wen he had cultivated with all his strength was Aries, he didn't know whether to be pleasantly surprised or lament the impermanence of the world.

He used to be quite proud that he discovered a buried genius, but he didn't know that his talent had long been known and even publicized.

At this moment, he just felt that he had never really understood Wen Shi.

Flender is right, there are too many things about Wen Shi that he doesn't know about, but should he explore it?

The more he knows, the more he can't take his eyes off Wen Shi's body.

And this shouldn't be.

Shang Siyan's eyes darkened.

Countless pictures related to Wen Shi suddenly flashed through Shang Siyan's mind, and each frame was extremely clear, whether it was the confidence when they first met on the street, the helplessness when they met again at the bar, or the embarrassment in the torrential rain, The sadness of the lost life, the indifference and frankness after drunkenness, all of them are so attractive to him, so that he is so excited that he can't stop.

When Wen Shi lay on the sofa and expressed acquiescence to him with his eyes closed, he exhausted all his self-control to suppress the impulse.

Then, he saw the disappointment on Wen Shi's face, saw his grievances, but pretended to be strong as if nothing happened. He couldn't tell his feelings at that time, maybe he had some regrets, but he didn't think it was wrong.

His star has not yet shown his light to the world, and it should not be tarnished and cast a shadow—even if that shadow is him.

If you can't restrain the urge to hug him, then stay away from him. If your eyes want to chase his figure, then don't see him again. If this relationship has sprouted, then ruthlessly kill it.

He did nothing wrong, it was all for Wen Shi's sake, and he was responsible for Wen Shi's future.

Shang Siyan secretly clenched his fists.

After the rehearsal, although Edmund was reluctant, he could only bid farewell to Wen Shi and leave with Flender. They still had things to discuss.

Wen Shi politely rejected Flender's proposal and planned to take the subway back by himself, but he also had a little bit of trouble. Recently, too much exposure had caused him to be recognized by people when he went out, and then he was surrounded and asked questions. of.Although those people didn't have any malicious intentions, and they all expressed their blessings to him, and they would let him go if he had something to do, and they would let him go without entanglement, but always encountering such situations still made him a little upset.

Just as he put on his baseball cap and was about to walk to the subway station, a black luxury car stopped in front of him.

Wen Shi recognized it as Shang Siyan's car.

The car window lowered slowly, and Shang Siyan's face appeared in front of him: "Get in the car, I'll take you home."

"No, I can take the subway by myself." Wen Shi said lightly, then nodded to him, and turned to leave.

Shang Siyan frowned.

"Huh? Is that person Wen Shi? It looks like it!" A passer-by shouted excitedly across the road.

Wen Shi raised his eyes and saw that a man and a woman seemed to be a couple. The girl pointed at him excitedly, jumping and jumping, and pulled her boyfriend to run over, and other passers-by looked at him one after another.

"Get in the car!" Shang Siyan frowned, and his tone became more determined, "Do you want to be surrounded by people like a monkey?"

Wen Shi pursed his lips, stretched out his hand and opened the car door, and sat in.

The car door closed, and the car drove away immediately, leaving passers-by all over the place with dazed faces.

After Wen Shi sat down firmly, he turned to Shang Siyan and said softly, "Thank you. Just let me go at the intersection ahead."

There was no emotion in his tone, but he was as calm as ever.

After hearing his words, Shang Siyan's frown furrowed again immediately: "Will the situation get better at the next intersection? You are no longer that little transparent person who doesn't know anyone. You should pay more attention. "

"Yes, I understand." Wen Shi lowered his eyebrows and said obediently, "I will disguise myself more thoroughly when I go out in the future—please let me get off at the next intersection."

Shang Siyan frowned even tighter, "Wen Shi, don't lose your temper, this matter is very serious."

"I didn't lose my temper." Wen Shi raised his head, looked straight into his eyes with a serious expression, "I just don't want to cause you any more trouble."

Shang Siyan was speechless.

After a while, he said, "Wen Shi, I don't think you're causing me any trouble. You don't have to think too much."

"I didn't think too much about it." Wen Shi shook his head, with a firm tone, "Our relationship is not close enough that I can cause you infinite trouble, so we should keep a distance."

Another moment of silence.

When Shang Siyan looked at Wen, there was a deep surge in his eyes, and then he closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, the surge had subsided.He said in a deep voice: "Our relationship is between the boss and the artist, so you should follow my arrangement. Instead of making claims."

"In the future, I will arrange a special driver to take care of your trips. Let Lanqing contact you about this matter." Shang Siyan said in a businesslike tone.

There is no room for change in the decision he made.

Wen Shi looked at him for a while, then nodded: "Okay, I will follow the arrangement."

Shang Siyan didn't respond anymore, turned his head and looked out the window.

Wen Shi waited for a while, seeing that he had nothing to say, so he also turned his head and stared out the window.

The two looked at each side, seeing different scenery on the same road, even the colors of the flashing neon lights on the roadside were different.

The car drove all the way to the villa in Nanhu. It was a long journey, but the two people in the car didn't say a word.

About half an hour later, the car stopped in front of the villa.

Wen Shi got out of the car, and just wanted to thank Shang Siyan, but saw him get out of the car too.

Wen looked at him.

"You should explain to me about you, Edmond, and SOZ, Aries." After Shang Siyan finished speaking, he walked towards the door.

Wen Shi clenched his fist before saying the name he had used before, and followed him.

Aunt Wang opened the door and was a little surprised to see Shang Siyan standing at the door. In her impression, Mr. Shang hadn't been here for a long time, why did he suddenly come today?

She looked at Wen Shi on the side, and seeing the indifference on the child's face, she felt even more puzzled. When they were together in the past, although Xiao Shi would not be too happy, at least it felt so cold. What's the matter? ?

Although she was puzzled, she also knew that this was not something she could intervene, so she quickly stepped aside and let two people in.

"Uh, have you eaten yet?" Aunt Wang asked after thinking about it.

Wen Shi shook his head: "Not yet."

"My meal is ready, but it may not be enough. I'll cook two more dishes!" Aunt Wang wanted to go into the kitchen to work, but was stopped by Shang Siyan.

"No need." Shang Siyan said, "I just came to discuss something with Wen Shi, and I'll leave in a while, so there's no need to prepare my share."

Hearing this, Aunt Wang nodded and said, "Okay. Then I'll go and warm up the food, so it won't get cold in a while."

When Shang Siyan turned to Wen: "Go and eat first."

"No need." Wen Shi refused, "Let's finish talking first before eating."

Shang Siyan looked at him for a while, and agreed: "That's fine. Let's talk in the study."

"it is good."

The two went upstairs and entered the study room, facing two large bookcases, which were neatly filled with books, discs, etc. The categories involved were enough to make people dazzled.There are still a few books stacked on the desk, all of which have been turned over.

Shang Siyan walked to the edge of the sofa and sat down first, then pointed to the single sofa and told Wen Shi, "Sit down."

Wen Shi obeyed and walked over.

There was a sudden silence in the room.

Neither of them spoke, as if neither of them knew what to say, and the second hand of the wall clock on the wall sounded rhythmically, like an unknown song.

"You can talk." Finally, it was Shang Siyan who broke the silence.

"Say..." Wen Shi took a deep breath, looked up at the ceiling, "Where should I start..."

Shang Siyan could hear the bewilderment in his tone, and felt his heart tighten.

Wen Shi looked at him and said, "Please let me think about it."

"it is good."

Silence again.

The second hand turned round and round, and at the fifth round, Wen Shi finally spoke.

"It probably started when I was studying abroad."

Wen Shi spoke slowly, looking at Shang Siyan, but the focus was not on him.

"When I was 14 years old, I went abroad to study. It was M University in country A. It was a world-renowned university. The classmates around me were also very talented, but I was always out of tune with them. "

"It's not just the difference in nationality and race, it's also related to age." Wen Shi shrugged his shoulders, "I'm 14 years old, I'm probably a kid in their eyes, although they're not a few years older than me, but they I am an adult. In fact, they treat me well, but because of my age, I can't participate in many social activities. For this reason, I spend most of my time studying."

"My mentor is also very good to me. He is an old acquaintance of my parents and has received requests from my parents to take care of me, so he always pays special attention to me."

After Wen Shi finished speaking, he paused for a long time before continuing: "You should be able to understand that when a person is treated specially, he will be treated specially by other people..."

"Squeeze out."

Shang Siyan completed the unspeakable words for him.

Wen Shi bit his lip and shook his head: "It can't be said that you are excluded, but you will be rumored."

After speaking, he let out a breath slowly, as if there were many knots in his heart.

Listening to what he said, Shang Siyan was able to fully comprehend Wen Shi's situation at that time. He was studying abroad alone at a young age and had no relatives. Because of his age, he couldn't integrate into the environment. favoritism led to his isolation.

Perhaps, he has always liked to emphasize the fact that he is an adult, but he just doesn't want to be ignored and abandoned again.

"I was 17 when I met Edmund and the others. Actually, nothing happened that day." Wen Shi said again after a short break, "It was just when I was handing in my homework. I praised a few words and said that my homework was of high quality. When class was over, someone asked me if I had asked my parents for my homework."

"I knew that the other party probably didn't have any malicious intentions, but at that moment I suddenly felt that all my efforts were in vain. I spent two weeks collecting and sorting out the information for that homework. direction, but I did not seek their help, I did it entirely by myself." Wen Shi said, with a wry smile on his lips, "But in the eyes of others, all my achievements are inseparable from The aura of my parents, I'm just an incompetent kid who relies on my parents."

"At that moment I was very depressed, I was thinking..." Wen Shi's hands on his knees slowly clenched into fists, his voice became slightly agitated, "I don't want to have anything to do with my parents anymore, I'm going to something else Professional, go to other fields, I want to get rid of their aura!"

Wen Shi finished speaking, shook his head, and lowered his voice again: "Thinking about it now, that idea is naive and boring. I've always come here like this, and it's always been like this since I was a child. Behind the grades, there will always be such a voice—it’s just good luck, it’s just relying on my parents. After listening to it a lot, I should be used to it, but that time, I suddenly felt very boring, so in the following classes I Escaped. It was the first time in my life that I skipped class."

"After leaving school, standing on the street, I didn't know where to go, and I was aware of my impulse, but I didn't want to go back. I just walked aimlessly, and then, in a certain block, I met The street bands, I watched the whole show, and I gave them all the money I had."

"They sang very well, but I didn't give them money because of that. They were very down-and-out, but very happy and unrestrained. I think they must not be affected by their parents' halo, which makes me very envious."

"Because I listened to it for a long time and gave them a lot of money, they came over to talk to me after it was over. They were very enthusiastic and thought that I must also be a music lover, so they invited me to an underground concert on weekends. Said there would be better bands there. Then we parted ways."

"I didn't plan to go, but on weekends, I was doing my homework at home, and I suddenly wondered if I would be questioned again this time, so I couldn't write any more. I remembered that they invited me to an underground concert, so I wrote I did. I was late, just in time for the last band to come on stage."

"It's SOZ?" Shang Siyan observed his expression and asked.

Wen Shi nodded and said, "It's SOZ, but they weren't called Signs of Zodiac at that time."

A slight smile suddenly appeared on his lips, as if thinking of something funny, "They are called Nameless, an anonymous band, because they always have differences, so they didn't decide on a name."

Looking at his smiling face, Shang Siyan was taken aback for a moment, this was the first smile he saw on Wen Shi's face today, it was a sincere and happy smile.

For a while, his mood was a little complicated.

Wen Shi didn't know what he was thinking, his eyes became nostalgic, and he was recalling the past: "Although the name is very random, their performance is not ambiguous at all. It was the first time I participated in an underground concert. I didn't think of a The fact that underground concerts have such high-quality performances really shocked me, so shocking that I wanted to integrate into them. So, after the end, I didn’t leave immediately, but stayed there.”

"The band member I met before discovered me, greeted me warmly, asked me how I felt, and when he knew that I was interested in Nameless, he took me to them. That was the first time that I and the future SOZ members A formal meeting, the first time I saw Ed."

Shang Siyan frowned at the intimate nickname.

"After that, I often went to the show, got to know those people, and gradually got to know them. They are all like-minded people in music, so they gather together. Although they belong to different bands, they often get together Communicate." The smile on Wen Shi's lips became deeper and deeper, and he seemed to be in a good mood, "People with different nationalities, races, genders, ages, education, and family backgrounds, but they gather together without barriers. Work hard for the common music dream."

"Ed told me that music has no threshold and no limit. If I want to join, he will welcome me very much." Wen Shi raised his hand and stared at his soft palm, "Ed stretched out his hand to me, so I took his hand and joined them."

"At that time, it was summer vacation. I didn't go back to China, but I found a reason to stay. My parents thought I was studying, but in fact, I just learned various music-related knowledge from Ed every day and practiced with them. It was like this. Moon, they..."

Wen Shi raised his hand to cover his lips, seemingly embarrassed, but at the same time happy, Shang Siyan's eyelids moved, he had never seen Wen Shi like this before, the expression on his face was vivid and bright, screaming People don't want to take their eyes away when they look at it.

Finally made up his mind, Wen Shi coughed lightly and said, "They let me go on stage...so I performed with them under the name of Aries, which I picked up at random because I'm an Aries. When they heard When it came time to name it, they finally agreed and decided to call the band Signs of Zodiac, Zodiac. Hehe, it’s a joke and casual, but they said it’s handsome and mysterious, so they decided to call it this.”

"For the first time on the stage, I thought my performance was not good, but the audience's response was very enthusiastic. I was a little unbelievable, but Ed told me that I performed very well, and everyone applauded me from the bottom of their hearts. , screaming, I used my strength to conquer the audience."

"At that moment, how can I describe my mood..."

Wen Shi put his palm on his heart, felt the disordered heartbeat, and slowly organized his thoughts.

"I feel like I made the right choice, I'm finally being recognized, I'm finally getting rid of my parents' halo."

"I would love to be 'aries,' that's who I really am."

"I was really happy, so I continued to play with them, as Aries. In just one summer, Aries has also become a little famous in the underground band, and Edmond is the double lead singer of SOZ."

Having said that, the smile on Wen Shi's face slowly disappeared, and his tone returned to his previous calm, calmly narrating what happened afterwards.

"After school started, although I went back to school, my heart was still on the band. After class and on weekends, I went to practice and perform, and I often skipped classes." Wen Shi shook his head, "It's so serious to skip classes. Of course the mentor wanted to talk to me, but he didn't tell my parents, and kept it from me for now. He asked me what happened and if I needed help, and I made excuses and promised him that I would never do it again Do."

"This conversation made me realize one thing - I was out of control."

"My life is like a train deviating from the track, farther and farther away from my destination. I came to study, not to sing, and not to rebel against my parents. I must finish my studies. I must let My life is back on track. So..."

Wen Shi bit his lip.

"I abandoned them, I abandoned SOZ, I abandoned the identity of Aries."

"Aries is not the real me, the real me is 'Wen Shi'. Aries is just the confused, unconfident me, the mask on my face, it's time to abandon it and welcome back to the identity of 'Wen Shi'. "

"I have never been to SOZ's base again. I don't know how they reacted to my sudden disappearance. I told them that my name is Wen Shi, and I am a student. I didn’t even give them my contact information, and everything was agreed in advance... Maybe I knew in my subconscious that there would be such a day, so I kept avoiding any conflicts with them. I’m really a complete egoist, as long as I’m happy, when I want to get back on track, I will leave them without mercy and leave.”

"What a horrible person..."

He whispered softly, mocking himself.

"I think they should hate me, at least they shouldn't miss me." He said, shaking his head slightly, "It's not worth it."

Flender said before that he and his mother are very similar, in fact, they are very similar, they are both very selfish people, Flender's mother left her husband and children for her dream, divorced and returned to China, but in order to prove himself, They used SOZ, and when they proved they wanted to get back on track, they mercilessly abandoned them.

"After that, I quickly returned to my previous life, studying, studying, studying, and finally graduated smoothly with a degree." Wen Shi raised his eyelids and looked at Shang Siyan, with the corner of his mouth raised, "This is me and SOZ the whole story."

"Okay, I've already told you everything." He said, "I shouldn't have violated any rules in these past events, have I?"

Shang Siyan was silent, he knew that Wen Shi was joking, but he couldn't laugh, Wen Shi was not a joking character, and he just wanted to relieve his depressed mood by saying this.

So he said, "No."

"Then is there anything else you want to know?" Wen Shi asked.

Shang Siyan hesitated, but finally shook his head.

It's better not to ask too much about the matter between him and Edmond.

Hearing this, Wen Shi nodded and said, "If that's the case, then this conversation can come to an end."

"Okay. You go to eat."

"Okay, please go ahead." After Wen Shi finished speaking, he stood up.

"and many more."

"Huh?" Wen Shi stopped and looked at him suspiciously.

Shang Siyan looked at him, something was flowing in his eyes.

"Since you are back on track, why did you return to China and join Yi Entertainment?" he asked.

Wen Shi was taken aback for a moment, and then said: "Because although Aries is fake, but I..."

He paused and chuckled softly.

"I really like singing and I like being on stage."

The author has something to say: Nobody's past is easy, sigh.