He with my second personality

Yao Qi remained ill for three days.

On the third day, his fever still persisted. Qiu Nan couldn't stand it anymore, ignored his refusal and struggle, and took him to the hospital by force.

Yao Qi still had a shadow of the hospital, and when he saw the nurses and doctors in uniform, he began to tremble slightly for no reason.

"What's the matter?" Qiu Nan tried the temperature on his forehead, although it was indeed still burning, but compared to the previous few days, it had receded a lot, "Why didn't I see the shivering before, but it got better and the situation is wrong? "

He was wondering in his heart when suddenly a man approached.

"Yao Qi?"

It's Dr. Song Yi.

Seeing that Yao Qi was ill and still shaking, Song Yi immediately frowned: "What's wrong with him?"

"Fever, I've had a fever for three days." Qiu Nan replied instinctively, paused, and asked uneasy after all, "Are you...?"

"I'm his...a friend." As a doctor with very good professional ethics, Song Yi helped him conceal his illness very considerately, "Are you his friend? A neighbor? Or... a classmate?"

"A classmate, and also a roommate in the same bed." Qiu Nan replied, "I was looking for him to play with, but it turned out that he had a fever."

The two briefly exchanged information, and it happened that Song Yi had nothing to do, so they helped him take him for an infusion.

Yao Qi's spirit was very bad, and he fell asleep on his side just after the infusion.

Not having to think about going to the hospital in his sleep also allowed him to let go of his tension and guard for a while.

While Yao Qi fell asleep, the two chatted quietly.

During the process, Song Yi revealed his profession, and Qiu Nan quickly realized that he might be Yao Qi's psychiatrist.

"So I told you about his illness?" Song Yi still felt a little surprised by this.Logically speaking, most people who have had this disease are unwilling to face this fact. When they arrive in a new environment, they will try their best to erase the experience that made them sensitive and disturbed, so as to be careful. Cover your wound so that no one else can see it.

Like Yao Qi, he would even bring it up... Song Yi is a little confused about his routine.

"What did he tell you?" Song Yi asked tentatively.

"Actually, I didn't say anything." Qiu Nan said vaguely, "Just because we are in the same dormitory, he might be worried that I would mind, so he simply said that he was sick - I didn't care at all, just It's okay to comfort him, he will still be a good brother in the future."

Song Yi nodded. It would be reasonable if he brought up his condition because of the vaccination.

"You don't have to worry too much. His illness is basically under control. As long as there is no too much stimulation, there will be no more problems." Speaking of this, Song Yi paused, "But I haven't Meet him and have a good chat, you live with him every day, have you noticed anything wrong with him? For example, his temperament will suddenly change, like... a different person? "

Yao Qi slept soundly this time.

When he woke up, the fever basically subsided.

On the hospital bed for his infusion, Qiu Nan sat at the end of the bed with his elbows on his knees, wondering what he was thinking.

"It's over."

Yao Qi glanced at the infusion bottle, the liquid inside had almost bottomed out.

Qiu Nan came back to his senses when he heard his voice: "Oh, I'll call the nurse."

Yao Qi sat up with one hand and pushed the pillow behind his back with difficulty.

He didn't pay attention when he was lying down, and only when he sat up did he see a book at the end of the bed.

is a book about dissociative identity disorder.

This book looks familiar, and I have seen it at Dr. Song Yi's place before.

The nurse was found by Qiu Nan.

Quickly pull out his needle.

"how do you feel?"

Yao Qi burned for three days and slept for a long time, unable to use any strength in his body.

"My mind seems to be much more relaxed than before, but I still don't have much strength in my body."

Qiu Nan took the bag from the small table next to him: "There is food in it, and Doctor Song bought it for you."

Yao Qi gave the hand that was about to pick up the bag: "Doctor Song?"

"Doctor Song Yi." Qiu Nan reminded, "Did you forget? When we came for the infusion in the morning, we met him."

Yao Qi remembered that when he first came to the hospital in the morning, he really seemed to see him... But at that time, he was not in a good mood, his brain was burning in a daze, and he instinctively resisted the hospital, and he couldn't control it at all , So half-truth, half-false, I thought I was dreaming.

Since Song Yi really came here, then that book...

"Oh, this is also left by Dr. Song." Seeing him reading the book, Qiu Nan walked over to pick it up, flipping through it casually, "Yao Qi, you didn't tell the truth to Dr. Song, did you?"

Yao Qi clenched his hands hidden in his sleeves tightly.

"...Did he say anything to you?"

"I said that your illness has been cured, and now you are in a good condition, so that I don't have to worry about getting in touch with you, and it also allows me to spend more time with you and make more friends with you." As a good brother in the same dormitory, Qiu Nan said to him Without reservation, he told everything frankly, "But you didn't tell him the truth—you didn't tell him that Yao Chen was still alive, did you?"

Yao Qi lowered his head, pursed his lips and did not speak.

After a long time, he confided softly: "Yao Chen is my family. The only family I have left."

"For so many years, I have been depressed, suffering, suffering, and sad. I can grit my teeth and persevere through all the sufferings I have suffered. It is not because I am so strong, but because I have Yao Chen."

"I know that I shouldn't hide my condition. Perhaps for the general public, I should cooperate with the treatment and completely 'kill' Yao Chen from my consciousness...but I can't do it." Yao Qi bit down sadly Fingers, eye circles are red because of too much pain, "He is my only strength and persistence in this world, without him, I really have nothing."

I don't know if it's because of the recent illness, but Yao Qi's emotions are more fragile than usual.

He tried his best to restrain himself for a long time, but in the end he couldn't hold back and burst into tears.

But he immediately wiped away the tears with the back of his hand.

In the military management school before, his teacher told him that boys should not cry casually, and tears should not flow casually.

Usually he can control it very well, but today, he can't control it no matter what.

The more you wipe it off with the back of your hand, the faster the tears will gush out, and the faster they will fall.

Qiu Nan exhaled lightly, pressed his broad palm on the top of his head, and stuffed him with a pack of fragrant tissues.

"Crying, it's good to vent your emotions." He said, "I didn't tell him about Yao Chen, and he didn't ask too much—remember to eat after crying, I'll wait for you outside, and go home together .”

Qiu Nan left, and closed the door intimately for him before leaving.

The moment the door closed, Yao Qi's suppressed emotions finally broke out of control.

However, the sudden loss of control this time did not make him feel any more pain.

Yao Qi unexpectedly discovered that after crying, she felt relaxed.

In the evening, Yao Qi and Qiu Nan walked home together.

"Thank you for helping me hide it today." Yao Qi's face was a little pale because of crying, but emotionally he was more at ease than before.

"You don't need to thank me. They are all my brothers, so you don't need to be so polite." Qiu Nan waved his hand, not taking it seriously at all.

Yao Qi: "But there is one thing, I'm a little curious."

Qiu Nan: "What?"

Yao Qi took out the pack of tissues that Qiu Nansai gave him from his trouser pocket: "Why do you, a man, use tissues so fragrant?"

Qiu Nan was stunned for a moment, and grabbed his own tissue: "Shouldn't the hunk use the fragrant tissue? Isn't the hunk allowed to have a girlish heart?! Yao Qi, you are so unlovable!"

In a blink of an eye, the year is over.

Say goodbye to the old and welcome the new year.

During the Spring Festival in the past, Yao Qi was always at home alone.

However, this year, early in the morning, Qiu Nan appeared at the door of his house with five or six big bags.

"Happy New Year!" Qiu Nan rushed into the house with a smile, first put the bag in his hand into the kitchen, then came out, and took out two red envelopes from his pocket, "Here, I'll give it to you, it's not worth much, you Don't be disgusted, just join in the fun as a festival."

This is the first time Yao Qi has received a red envelope.

Just, "Red envelopes...you gave me two?"

"It's yours and Yao Chen's." Qiu Nan pointed to one of them, "It's Chinese New Year, and I'll buy some food and clothing for the children."

If Yao Chen was present at this time, he would definitely show his teeth and claws at him again.

Yao Qi put the two red envelopes together on his chest. Although it was cold winter, he seemed to feel the warmth through the red envelopes.

"Thank you, Qiu Nan."

Qiu Nan felt embarrassed when he thanked him so formally: "We are all brothers, can you stop being so polite?"

Yao Qi smiled and nodded to him: "What shall we eat tonight? Let me help!"

Qiu Nan rolled up his sleeves and walked to the kitchen: "It's Chinese New Year, don't make it too complicated, just let's eat hot pot."

Qiu Nan has already bought all the base and ingredients for the hot pot, and Yao Qi can handle the rest of the cooking utensils and side dishes.

While chopping the vegetables, Yao Chen kept lying on the side watching.

The kitten came to watch, wagging its tail when it smelled the scent.

"We'll serve dinner later, and I'll lend you my body." Yao Qi whispered to Yao Chen while preparing the plate.

He still remembered that Yao Chen said that he likes to eat hot pot.

Unexpectedly, Yao Chen shook his head at him and rejected his application for number switching.

"Why? Don't you like hot pot?"

"I like you." Yao Chen said bluntly, "I like to eat hot pot because every time you eat hot pot, I can feel your happiness."

"It doesn't matter whether I like it or not." Yao Chen smiled and turned sideways, squeezed between Yao Qi and the table, held his face and kissed him lightly, "Because I like you, so I like everything you like .”

Yao Qi was almost fainted by his love words.

He bounced back and forth between happiness, shyness and happiness, and he was planning to reveal his heart to him on this special day.

suddenly

"Yao Qi! The toilet is out of paper!! Help!!"

The author has something to say: The little expert who destroys the atmosphere√

感谢在2021-02-0221:19:04~2021-02-0320:56:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 5 Li Gou Hei; 3 hoops; thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: 2 bottles of spoons;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!