He with my second personality

"Qiu Nan, this is a new classmate, please take care of me."

In the golden autumn of October, Yao Qi entered a new university through various procedures.

The school staff in charge of receiving him had other things to do, so they only led him to the new dormitory, gave him a few casual instructions, and left.

Yao Qi was a little embarrassed, and a little panicked when he first came to the new environment.

"What's your name?" The classmate named Qiu Nan was tall and tall, with a hairstyle that looked a bit messy.

"Yao Qi." Yao Qi avoided his gaze and subconsciously clutched his luggage tightly.

"Okay, I'll remember! My name is Qiu Nan, that of Qiuer, that of Qiu, and that of Nan in the southeast and northwest. From now on, we will be brothers under the same roof, don't be restrained, don't be restrained!" He laughed heartily a few times, "Oh you Let’s pack your luggage first——Your bed is here, and there is a cabinet here, where you can put your daily necessities. After you pack your luggage, you can put it there. Did you see mine? Just put it with me. Others ...The bathroom or something, I'll take you there after you clean up later. "

Qiu Nan is very enthusiastic, and even if Yao Qi is a little skeptical, he can still be moved by his fiery sincerity.

"Thank you, I, I'm a little introverted." Yao Qi confessed cautiously, and when he said it, he first built a high wall in his heart to be treated with disdain and indifference.

"I can tell." Qiu Nan said with a smile, "But it doesn't matter. I used to have a lot of introverted friends, but in the end they all became more talkative than me. Get along just fine."

Yao Qi couldn't understand his fallacies, tried to put on a smile, and turned around apprehensively to pack his things.

He didn't bring much, and the 16-inch suitcase took up less than half of the space.

"Wow, there are so few things, do you have enough?" Qiu Nan opened a can of Feizhai Happy Water, and handed Yao Qi a can, "When you finish packing, I will take you to the supermarket for a big purchase! You can have supper."

Yao Qi wanted to say no, but the new roommate in front of him had already raised his legs and began to list the category and store name of the late-night snack.

Yao Qi: Kindness is hard to turn down, so let's go.

At 09:30, all of Yao Qi's belongings were tidied up.

Qiu Nan had already changed his clothes to go out and waited aside: "Let's go! Supper and supper!"

Before eating supper, he didn't forget to take Yao Qi to the supermarket.

The supermarket near the school is not big, but it has a fairly complete range of products.

The two carried the shopping basket back and forth twice, and Yao Qi only took some consumables such as tissues.

After paying the bill, Qiu Nan took the initiative to help Yao Qi carry the shopping bags.

"You are too thin, and I am afraid that this bag of things will crush you down. I can just get the things, because I have nothing to do with my strength anyway."

Yao Qi opened his mouth, wanting to say that it's too troublesome, and he wants to get the things back.

But Qiu Nan had already walked away humming a song.

After leaving the supermarket, after two streets, there is a snack street that has become a night market paradise for local students.

Before he got close, Yao Qi was covered in the aroma of all kinds of greasy junk food.

"What do you want to eat?" Qiu Nan pointed to several places to ask for his opinion, "Although the best food here is the small hot pot and skewers, but this place is definitely full of people, and we eat supper, and eat too much at night." Too much is not good."

The other party recommended three restaurants to him, one for hot pot, one for skewers, and one for Malatang.

He was the first to rule out hot pot and skewers.

Yao Qi: "Mala Tang."

Qiu Nan: "You are so good at picking! The Mala Tang on this street is also awesome, especially the dipping sauce made by him, which is different from those coquettish and cheap ones outside! Let's go, Brother Qiu treats you today! "

Entering the store, Qiu Nan put down the bag and asked Yao Qi to sit first: "Are there any taboos?"

This was the first time Yao Qi was confronted with this kind of question.

No one had ever respected his taste before, whether at home or at school.

And he himself was also worried that his taboo would spoil the interest of others, so he never took the initiative to speak out.

"I..." Yao Qi was a little hesitant, not knowing whether he should say it, for fear that if he said his taboo, the other party would find him troublesome.

"Why, are there many taboos?" Qiu Nan saw his embarrassment and embarrassment. He took out his mobile phone and opened the notepad. My brain is not good, in case I miss it in the future, or forget it temporarily one day, please bear with me!"

Yao Qi's nose was acidic, and his heart felt a little warm.

"Just... try it once." He said in his heart, "It doesn't matter even if you get rejected again."

Qiu Nan kept the notes he had taken, and by the way, he did not forget to complain: "Looking at how difficult you were just now, I thought you had so much food that you couldn't eat, but that's it? That's it?!"

"Wait!" Qiu Nan put away his phone, gearing up, "Brother, go and order food first, and feed you, little famine victim."

Qiu Nan got up to leave, and Yao Qi found that Yao Chen sat on the opposite chair at some point.

"Brother is so happy. What should I do? I'm so jealous." Yao Chen looked at Yao Qi aggrievedly, and slowly put his hand on the back of his hand, "Will my brother one day abandon me for others?"

Yao Qi clasped his fingers with his backhand: "We agreed that we will always be together."

Yao Chen squeezed his fingers tightly: "Brother, are you willing to tell others about me? If one day, my affairs are exposed again, will those people who treat you well be willing to treat you really well?" good?"

During the meal, Qiu Nan kept looking for topics to chat with Yao Qi.

However, for some reason, Yao Qi's mood suddenly became very cold.

Qiu Nan was a little confused, and he seemed to have said or done wrong things in his impression.

Back at the dormitory at night, each of them washed and lay down.

In the completely dark environment, Qiu Nan endured it again and again, but he still couldn't hold back and said, "Yao Qi, are you asleep?"

Yao Qi wanted to pretend that he was asleep, and stared at the opposite bed with his eyes wide open.

Qiu Nan tossed and turned several times, and couldn't help but sit up: "Well, if I offend you in the future, you must tell me! I have this kind of personality, sometimes when I talk and do things, Maybe it doesn't go through the brain, it's a bit straight, if you accidentally hurt you, you must point it out to me. I... I don't want to hurt others without knowing it, and I don't want to lose friends without knowing it. "

"Yao Qi, although we have only known each other for a few hours, I like you very much. I, I have unilaterally declared that you are my brother!"

After saying this, Qiu Nan shrank into the quilt with a whoosh as if being besieged by hungry wolves, not daring to show his head.

"Damn, I'm so disgusting." Qiu Nan blushed and thought, "I hope he's already asleep and didn't hear my hypocritical speech."

"Sleep and sleep! Amnesia after waking up!" Qiu Nan brainwashed himself silently.

Then I heard a soft sound coming from the bed opposite.

"It's not unilateral, thank you, Qiu Nan."

In a blink of an eye, Yao Qi has been in school for more than a month.

Before joining the new group, Yao Qi was very conflicted and scared, always worried that he would not fit in with the group and that he would be annoying in the original school.

But what he didn't expect was that during the whole month, including the first week of coming to school, he and his classmates got along fairly well.

Of course, the most harmonious one is Qiu Nan.

"Yao Qi, watch a movie tonight, do you want to go?"

Yao Qi felt itchy in his heart, and wanted to agree.

But without saying a word, he suddenly saw Yao Chen sitting on the window sill, shaking his feet.

"I... that... I still won't go." Yao Qi lowered his eyes and said a little apologetically, "I have something else to do, I'm sorry."

Although Qiu Nan was disappointed, he didn't take it seriously: "It's okay, let's make an appointment next time."

After eating alone in the evening, Yao Qi cleared away the plate and was about to turn around when suddenly a hand wrapped around him from behind.

"Brother, are you blaming me?"

The people behind put their chins on his shoulders, their mouths and noses were very close to his neck, and hot air could not stop pouring in from his collar.

"How could I blame you." Yao Qi twitched the corner of his mouth, turned his head to meet his gaze, "You are my most important person, if you don't like me being with others, then I won't go."

"Really?" Yao Chen was pleased, "Then let's go to the movies together? I've grown up so much, I haven't been to a movie theater yet."

Yao Qi readily agreed: "Okay, what do you want to see?"

"Let me decide." Yao Chen kissed him.

Leveraging Yao Qi's daze, he occupied Yao Qi's body.

At [-]:[-], the movie "Split" opened on time.

Qiu Nan fumbled in the dark and secretly turned his phone to silent, tilted his head, and was surprised to find Yao Qi on the seat next to him.

"Hey!" He lowered his voice to express surprise, "Didn't you come here because of something?"

In the darkness, the pale light of the screen shone on Yao Qi's face. He turned his head slowly and raised his lips with a smile: "Don't you understand? I just don't want to come with you."

Qiu Nan was very hurt, and his voice was lowered: "Why? Did I provoke you?"

Yao Qi sneered: "What should I do? I feel physically uncomfortable when I see you. Maybe it's you who make me uncomfortable."

Qiu Nan was silent.

On the screen, the movie has already kicked off.

In the theater, everyone was watching the movie seriously, and as the plot of the movie continued to advance, they either gasped nervously or suffocated.

Yao Chen, who occupied Yao Qi's body, didn't want to watch any ghost movies at all. Seeing that his goal had been achieved, he immediately evacuated first.

Unexpectedly, just as he was about to move, Qiu Nan suddenly pressed his wrist.

"After watching the movie, I'll talk to you about our problems when I get back later."

Yao Chen was a little impatient and was about to say no.

Suddenly, he felt a trace of grievance and sadness flashing through his heart.

Yao Chen was a little dazed.

"Do you want to see it?" he murmured to himself.

Naturally no one answered him.

In the second half of the movie, Yao Chen watched it for the first time.

The film is about two boys who met by chance in childhood.

They have the same family environment, and have similar parents. Since childhood, both of them lacked love.

But one of them chose to suppress their hearts, try hard to please, and digest the negative emotions by themselves.One turns grief and indignation into strength, engages in sports, keeps fit, plays games, and uses all kinds of things to transform internal emotional consumption.

Later, one of them suffered from severe depression, even bipolar disorder, and split into aggressive personalities.One has broken through the darkness and lived under the sun.

The sick little boy is constantly being manipulated by a dangerous personality, step by step towards crime and death.

Before dying, the two returned to the original place.

The boy who was already standing in the sun told him that although their lives were not happy, but when the two of them were together, they could offset their burdens, create happiness, and possess happiness.

Hearing this, the boy who was tortured by the disease regretted his past and wept uncontrollably.He wanted to hug that former best friend, but just as he was about to hug him, a gunshot shot him to death.

The police followed his trail to find him, because they saw the two were too close, and preconceived that he was going to harm the other boy.

At the end of the story, the sunshine boy is still standing in the sun.He became a successful man, in the limelight, loved by all.A bumper harvest in career, life, and love.

But in his heart, there was a person who occupied a small place forever, and poked a small hole in his heart.

A certain midnight dream, the sunshine boy woke up from the night.Facing the bathroom mirror, he saw a man with his own face, but with the sinister grin of a dead boy.

The movie ends here.

When the lights came on, the audience gasped.

"Let's go." Qiu Nan's voice was not as energetic as usual. If you listen carefully, you can still hear a slight nasal sound.

The two walked out of the theater following the flow of people. For a long time, neither of them spoke to each other.

After walking out of the bustling pedestrian street and coming to the remote Xueyuan Road, Qiu Nan's muffled voice sounded again.

"Do you know why I want to watch this movie?"

Yao Chen glanced at him inexplicably.

"The childhood experience of the protagonist in the story is a bit similar to mine." Qiu Nan grinned at him when he said this, "Can't you see it?"

Yao Chen put his hands in his pockets and snorted lightly.

"Since I was very young, my biggest wish and dream is to be successful, leave home, and leave my parents." Qiu Nan didn't care whether he liked it or not, sighed, and said to himself, "My dad is sick. , The body and mind are not normal. When I get sick, I drink alcohol, and beat people when I drink too much. At first, my mother still protected me, but after a long time, she stopped protecting me, because my father beat people too hard, and she couldn't bear it. .But my mother won't divorce—is it outrageous? She is beaten every day, takes care of a dying person, and still refuses to divorce. She told me it was because of me and because of money."

"My family was poor when I was young," Qiu Nan paused for a moment before adding, "By the way, my father is not my real father. My real father ran away when I was born. Having a child, I was afraid of being tied up by the child’s marriage... Ha! Awesome? Then my mother took me alone. She had no money and couldn’t support me. At first she thought about throwing me away, but then she couldn’t bear it , picked me up, and later committed himself to my current dad for money."

"It was not easy for my mother. She endured the beatings from my stepfather and forced me to grow up. But I didn't appreciate her too much, because she found such a man, which left a deep shadow on my childhood." Qiu Nanchang sighed , as if really satisfied and relieved, "Fortunately, I've survived now, and I don't have to take care of the little things at home."

He turned his head and glanced at Yao Chen, "I used to have a personality similar to yours, introverted, timid, reserved, cautious in everything I do, and have no friends around me—it's not that they don't want to be friends with me, it's that I build a relationship with you first." Build a high wall and keep others out."

"I'm too scared." Qiu Nan said, "I'm afraid of contacting others, and I'm worried that the people I treat with sincerity will bite me back. So I protect myself very well at all times, force myself, and order myself to stay only in myself." In my comfort zone, I don’t lean out for more than one step.”

"Later, when I was in junior high school, one of my teachers saved me." As soon as the teacher was mentioned, Qiu Nan's eyes became gentle, "I never thought that the first true friend I made in my life, He will be my teacher." He raised the corner of his mouth and looked at the people beside him with a smile, "Do you know the feeling of being dragged up for the first time by someone who is desperate and in the abyss? It's really great It's like a person who has been suffocated for a long time, struggling to die, and suddenly one day can breathe, and the air inhaled is very comfortable-oh, I'm stupid, I can't describe the feeling, anyway, it's... very good, very refreshing, very good Carefree, it's the first time I've lived for so many years, I feel that I didn't live in vain, and that I can continue to grit my teeth and live for such a person."

"Later, under the guidance of my teacher, I worked hard to become friends with others." Qiu Nan said, "My teacher told me that the first step in becoming friends with others is to open your heart to them. Tell the other party your true feelings without reservation, and don’t be afraid of being rejected—there are so many people in the world, it’s impossible for everyone to reject me, and I’m not a Renminbi. Just... try to like everyone, like myself, and work hard to make others not hate me so much."

"Yao Qi." Qiu Nan said, "When I saw you for the first time, I felt that I had hit it off with you. I saw myself in you in the past-maybe I will offend you again by saying this, maybe you Not so deep into the abyss, but I really want to be the one who pulls you up. Because it's so cool to be pulled up, I want you to know, and I want to share this joy with you. So... Yao, Yao Qi ? You, you, what's wrong with you?"

Yao Chen's heart was burning hot, and he couldn't hold back the tears streaming down his face.

"...You really talk too much." Yao Chen complained fiercely, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "Wait—"

Qiu Nan was a little dumbfounded, staring at him blankly, not knowing what he asked him to wait for.

After a while, Yao Qi opened his eyes again.Qiu Nan found that although his appearance hadn't changed, the expression in his eyebrows and eyes seemed to be different from before.

"Strange..." Qiu Nan scratched his head, but still asked in a low voice worriedly, "Are you, are you all right? Did I make you feel sick and cry because I talk too much nonsense?"

Yao Qi, who regained his body sovereignty, was amused by him.

"Thank you for telling me about you." Yao Qi had tears in his eyes, but the corners of his mouth were raised, "The most important exchange of information can be regarded as... Opening up between friends, I also want to tell you something about My secret."

Qiu Nan stared hard, looking forward to the moment when the secret will be revealed.

Yao Qi took a deep breath. He thought it would be very difficult and repulsive to tell others about himself, but at this moment, he felt a kind of relaxation and relief that he had never felt before.

"I, actually..." He smiled and rolled his eyes, "Psychologically, or spiritually, I'm sick."

Qiu Nan: "..."

Qiu Nan: "..."

Qiu Nan: "...What???"

The author has something to say: a new story line has been opened!

The front is depressive, now I have to start to heal~

Qiqi will be liked by more and more people, and Chenchen will also be happy because of his happiness.

I've been watching Mantras recently, and I really like dog rolls.Every day when I feel depressed when I write, I go to brush the dog scroll and brush the curse back. I was a little dazed when I wrote that chapter yesterday. At the end of the writing, Yao’s mother went crazy and fought with a female colleague. Qiqi said a word recall.The subconscious is like letting Qiqi use a spell.

【come back--】

Fortunately, I restrained 23333~

Let’s add a chapter first, I don’t know if I can pick out another chapter later, so don’t wait~ I will try my best to write! fight~

感谢在2021-01-3123:51:01~2021-02-0119:46:15期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

感谢投出地雷的小天使：冉倾2个；Caml1个；感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：挽寞10瓶；灰度2瓶；三余1瓶；非常感谢大家对我的支持，我会继续努力的！