He with my second personality

Yao Qi leaned on the window of the glass room and looked out.

Here is the 19th floor, about 60 meters above the ground.

Standing here, you can clearly see the mountains in the distance, and the houses, buildings, cars, and people you usually see become small all of a sudden.

The window is completely closed, and it cannot be pushed or pulled, and naturally it is impossible for the wind to come in.

But Yao Qi could tell that there was wind outside through the swing of the trees outside the window.

Is the wind strong, is it cold on the face?

Yao Qi didn't know.

It would be nice if the windows could be opened.

Yao Qi thought to himself.

He also wanted to know what it would be like to jump from here and face the wind head-on.

He had read in the trees before that the birds were flying in the sky, and he felt very free and happy.

He wondered if he would feel as happy as those little birds if he "flyed".

The clouds in the sky are unpredictable, sometimes they will cover the sun, and sometimes they will let it out.

Yao Qi stared at the ever-changing sky for a long time, thinking that his parents would not come to pick him up again.

So after kindergarten, elementary school, high school, and university, are they going to throw themselves in this place again?

He knew it was a psychiatric hospital--not a mental institution for crazy people.

Every patient receiving treatment here has his own glass room.

The glass of the glass house is one-way perspective glass.Those on the outside can see the inside, but those on the inside cannot see the outside.

If he lived here in the future, would he be like a monkey in a zoo, letting the doctors and nurses outside watch and admire him?

Then clap and laugh where you can't see it.

Some people even pointed at themselves in the glass and commented loudly to the companions beside them: "Look at that one! It's amazing that it can still do XXX!"

Thinking of that funny scene, Yao Qi also laughed.

Laughing and laughing, but a little bit like crying.

The clown is actually me, so what right do I have to laugh?

The light outside the window was once again blocked by clouds.

Yao Qi's eyes were dry and tired.He retracted his gaze from a distance, and he blinked vigorously a few times, and when he raised his eyes again, he saw a face exactly like himself through the reflection of the glass.

"Yao Chen!" Yao Qi's eyes lit up and he said excitedly.

"Let's run away, brother." He hugged Yao Qi from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder, "Get out of here, find a place where no one knows us, and start over, okay?"

Yao Qi looked at his shadow, confused and perplexed: "Where can I escape? My home and family can't accommodate me. What's the difference between fleeing elsewhere and being here?"

The arms around his waist gradually tightened, and Yao Chen kissed his side neck: "Isn't it good to be with me? Your parents don't love you, but I love you. The family can't accommodate you, so I'll build a home for you. Build a home that only belongs to the two of us. It doesn't matter if others don't like you, you don't need others to like you, you just have me!"

He turned Yao Qi around and made him face himself: "No matter how many people come and go, I will always be with you and will never leave you, so... Yao Qi, brother, will you leave with me? "

"That's all about the hospitalization." The doctor pushed open the door of the consultation room, and while leading them to the glass room, he said to Yao's parents, "Whether you want to stay here, you two can discuss it carefully when you go back. From my point of view I suggest that he stay here. First, it is more convenient to take care of him and treat him. Second, you two should be very busy at work, so you don’t have time to watch over him, right? You really left him alone at home, what can you do? I don’t know anything—especially for a seriously ill patient like him, who will be accompanied by a certain tendency to commit suicide, and it is very dangerous to leave him alone.”

Yao Chengze understood the doctor's kindness: "Okay, okay, then... Let's go back and discuss it, and call you after we make a decision."

The three arrived outside the glass room side by side.

The doctor took out the key to open the door, glanced at it inadvertently, frowned suddenly, and then pushed open the door of the glass room.

The inside of the door was clean and white, and there was no one in sight.

"Doctor Qi, what's the matter?"

Yao Chengze was blocked by the doctor's tall figure, he couldn't see anything, and he didn't know anything.

"Yao Qi is gone." The doctor simply left a sentence, turned around and contacted the nurses on this floor and the monitoring center of the entire hospital building.

Yao Chengze and Yao's mother looked at each other, and it took a while to realize what the phrase "Yao Qi is missing" meant.

Yao's mother immediately took out her mobile phone, and after looking through it for a long time in a panic, she found Yao Qi and called him.

Sure enough, no one answered.

"The monitoring downstairs is being adjusted." Dr. Qi also rushed back at this time, looking at the two of them, "One of you will follow me to check the monitoring, and the other should go to the place where he might go first."

The two nodded in succession.

Yao Chengze followed the doctor to watch the surveillance, and Yao's mother drove home directly—except for going home, she couldn't think of where else Yao Qi could go.

At the back door of the hospital, at the corner of a hidden alley, Yao Qi hid himself, watched the familiar car drift away, and then leaned out most of his body in peace of mind.

"Where are we going next?" He asked Yao Chen who was beside him without any idea.

"I definitely can't go back home. They will find this place sooner or later through the surveillance." Yao Chen squeezed Yao Qi's hand, "Let's take a taxi directly to the train station."

There are many people at the train station, which is more likely to confuse people than going to the airport.

The two quickly took a taxi, went through a series of security checks, and bought a ticket for the nearest departure.

The destination of the ticket is City Z.

It is a small third-tier city that Yao Qi has never heard of.

For a person who is extremely socially phobic, he feels terrified to go out of the house, let alone go to a strange city that he has never heard of.

He thought he would feel fear, but at this moment he was embraced by Yao Chen, holding hands, all the suffocating terror of facing the unknown disappeared.

Yao Qi looked up at him slightly, and held him back with great force.

"You said you would stay with me forever, and you would never leave me in this life." He said a little unsteadily, "You keep your word, you are a puppy!"

Yao Chen was amused by him, and pampered his cute little nose: "If I were a puppy, wouldn't it be the same for you?"

After pinching, he held up his face, with an extremely serious and serious expression: "I promise you, it will count for the rest of my life, if I break my promise..."

He drew a long note, raised his eyebrows and looked at Yao Qi, then rubbed his thumb against his lips, and leaned over to press a kiss on it.

"If I break my promise, punish me and watch you disappear."

"After all..." He lowered the corners of his eyes in pain, and then pulled him into his arms with heartache, "There is nothing more sad than letting me lose you."

"Brother." His voice was hoarse, covered with a shallow nasal sound, "You are not the only one who depends on me and needs me...I also depend on you and need you."

Yao Qi was hugged by him, his warm breath swept over his neck, slipped into his clothes, and his whole body seemed to be warmed by his breath.

"The sky belongs to the little birds." Yao Chen leaned into his ear and whispered, "You don't have to wonder what the wind smells like, you just need to remember how I feel and what it smells like—I repeat, I rely on You, I need you too, since you provoked me, you have to be responsible to me to the end - if you think about jumping off the stairs again in the future, I will punish brother ♂!"