family of doctors

Hearing Shao Changgeng's explanation, Zhu Mo suddenly realized, looked at Shao Rong and said, "So it's your father!"

"..." Shao Rong lowered his head and did not speak, neither admitting nor denying it.

On the other hand, Shao Changgeng remained calm, looked back at Zhu Mo, and asked, "You are Yufeng's son, Zhu Mo, right?"

Zhu Mo nodded, "Yes!"

——According to my father, this elder brother was so kind to him back then, and he extended a helping hand many times when he was in trouble. Under his father's exaggerated description, even Zhu Mo had a feeling for this senior A deep sense of adoration.

Standing in front of Shao Changgeng, like a student accepting a teacher's question, Zhu Mo's attitude was respectful and respectful, and even the posture of standing at attention was very correct.

Shao Changgeng looked at his friend's son, the original displeasure caused by disturbing the warm atmosphere between father and son gradually dissipated, his gaze became much gentler, he nodded approvingly and said, "Zhu Mo, you look quite alike to your father." of."

Zhu Mo smiled and said, "Yeah, that's what they all say."

Shao Changgeng also smiled, "My Xiaorong is at school, thank you for taking care of me."

Zhu Mo quickly shook his head and said, "You're welcome, it should be."

However, Shao Rong was a little embarrassed by Shao Changgeng's "protective" tone. He always felt that the more he said "my Xiaorong", the more he said it, the more fluent he was. Hearing him say "my family Xiaorong" in front of others seemed to be announcing "He's mine".

Shao Rong suddenly wanted to ask, when did I become your family?

Wasn't it still in the Cold War?He didn't care about it for a whole year, and now he suddenly fell from the sky, and said "my little Rong" very naturally... What was he thinking in his heart?

Before Shao Rong could analyze the answer, Shao Changgeng turned around and asked in a low voice, "Xiao Rong, are you hungry?"

"..."

I didn't eat all day yesterday, and I had my stomach washed in the hospital in the afternoon. Now my stomach is empty, so it's no wonder I'm not hungry.

Shao Changgeng said: "Your stomach bleeding is not serious, and you have fasted for more than 12 hours. You can eat now. I'll go downstairs and buy you some food." After a pause, "What do you want to eat?" ?”

Shao Rong looked up at him, then lowered his head in embarrassment, and said after a while, "Well... whatever."

——Such an honest and obedient Xiao Rong always makes people feel soft-hearted.

Shao Changgeng stretched out his hand, patted his head lightly, and said softly, "Then you talk to the senior first, and I'll go buy food for you."

After finishing speaking, he stood up, turned around and walked out, completely oblivious to the sudden flushing of Shao Rong behind him.

Watching his back disappear at the door, and seeing Zhu Mo's shocked gaze, Shao Rong wished he could slam himself into the wall.

It's so embarrassing...

Touching his son's head like petting a pet, and talking in such a gentle and loving tone, normal father and son wouldn't be so nasty, right?Is he so unscrupulous and not afraid of outsiders' jokes? !

However, the nervous "outsider" Zhu Mo obviously didn't notice anything wrong between father and son. Instead of laughing at him, he gave Shao Rong an envious look and said, "Your father is so handsome, Shao Rong."

"..." Shao Rong was speechless.

"I just received the news yesterday and flew over today. He is too fast."

"..." Shao Rong was a little puzzled, isn't he on a business trip?

Zhu Mo continued to admire, "If it were my father, he would definitely let me take medicine to solve it without frowning when he heard that I was sick. Alas, people are more angry than others. They are all fathers. The gap is really big."

Zhu Mo commented on Shao Rong's father in a very envious tone, but Shao Rong couldn't answer at all.

This father is better, yes.

But the problem is, this father doesn't treat him as his son...

Thinking of this, Shao Rong's mood became very tangled.

When Shao Changgeng came back, Zhu Mo had already left. Shao Rong lay alone on the bed and looked out of the window quietly. His thin side face looked even paler under the light, his black hair looked messy, and there were still holes under his eyelids. There is a thick layer of dark circles.

Although the condition is not serious, but the long-term mental stress is too high, and the nutrition cannot keep up with the consumption of the body. After such an illness, the whole person looks very haggard, making people want to hold him tightly in their arms.

Shao Changgeng suppressed the urge to hug him fiercely, walked into the ward calmly, and sat by the bed.

"You, you're back." When Shao Rong saw him, his back tensed up, and his gaze was deliberately avoiding his direct gaze.

Shao Changgeng knew that his current mood must be very contradictory, and Xiao Rong, who was still sick, made people feel very distressed...

Although I wanted to make it clear to him, but now is obviously not the right time, let alone force him to make a decision. This kind of ambiguous relationship is actually quite easy to get along with if you don't talk about it.

It's just that Xiao Rong is pitiful, and he doesn't know how to address the person in front of him. It's too strange to call Mr. Shao, and it's too strange to call him Dad, so he has to bite the bullet and call him "you" directly.

Seeing you at a loss and what you call yourself, Shao Changgeng felt an indescribable tender emotion welling up in his heart.

"Come on, let's eat."

Shao Changgeng helped Shao Rong up and let him lean against the head of the bed. Afraid that he would be uncomfortable, he took a pillow and put it on his back, then turned around and took the packed lean meat porridge.

As soon as the lid was opened, there was a tempting aroma.

"You can only eat liquid food now. I bought you a meat porridge. The porridge in this store tastes pretty good."

Shao Changgeng took a mouthful of the fragrant meat porridge with a spoon, blew it on his lips, tasted it, and felt that the temperature was not so hot, so he handed it to Shao Rong's lips, signaling Shao Rong to open his mouth.

——This, is this a kiss, feed yourself? !

Shao Rong glanced at him in shock, then lowered his eyes to look at the spoon on his lips, and stammered after a long while, "I, I eat by myself."

Shao Changgeng frowned, "You still have needles on the back of your hand, and it's easy to fall off when you move around. I'll feed you."

"..." Is this reason really a reason?

"Come on, open your mouth." His hand moved forward another inch.

"Hmm..." Shao Rong opened his mouth half-forced, and he gently sent a spoonful of meat porridge to his mouth.

The meat porridge was obviously boiled just right, and the rice grains were boiled, so they could be swallowed without chewing. Obviously, it was the best liquid food for digestion.The taste is smooth but not greasy, fresh and delicious.

……Delicious.

Shao Rong swallowed the rice porridge, and seeing that Shao Changgeng stopped feeding him, he looked up at him with some doubts.

Facing Shao Rong's dark and moist eyes, Shao Changgeng suddenly thought of a small animal begging for food from its owner, and couldn't help but smile and ask, "Is it delicious?"

Shao Rong nodded: "Yes."

"Then eat more." Shao Changgeng took another spoonful of rice porridge, let it cool down, and gently brought it to Shao Rong's lips.

Shao Rong obediently opened his mouth and swallowed it.

After going back and forth like this, the bowl of rice porridge was all fed, and the warm atmosphere seemed to return to a long time ago.

Shao Rong remembered that he liked to feed himself like this when he was very young. Although all these years have passed, his gentle movements and subtle habits when feeding have not changed at all.

It's really awkward to be fed at such a big age...

But when the target was changed to him, Shao Rong found that he didn't seem to be disgusted.

When he fed the rice porridge spoonful by spoonful, his heartbeat suddenly became very fast. Several times, when he looked up and met his gentle gaze, Shao Rong almost bit off his tongue...

I don't know what's wrong with me, how can I explain the complicated mood that I want to see him but dare not face him?

Shao Rong vaguely felt that from the moment he woke up from illness and saw him, something seemed to be quietly changing between the two of them.

After eating, Shao Changgeng asked Shao Rong to get out of bed to move around, while he went to Zhu Yufeng to check Shao Rong's examination results.

"All the examination data are normal, and there is no sign of bleeding in the stomach, and he will be discharged from the hospital in two days." Zhu Yufeng paused, and then said, "However, Shao Rong's psychological problem is more important."

Shao Changgeng took the inspection sheet in his hand and glanced carefully, and he breathed a sigh of relief because the data was normal.

Zhu Yufeng said: "I heard that he spends almost every day in the library at school and does not eat on time. It is really hard to study medicine here, and it is also very important to maintain a good attitude. You should persuade him not to give yourself Too much pressure, although he is young, his body will collapse sooner or later if he continues to consume like this."

Shao Changgeng nodded, "I know, psychologically, I will find a way to communicate with him well."

"That's good, he's still young, don't force him too much."

"Ah."

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a while, and then said: "By the way, your father's side..."

"I will go to see him in person." Shao Changgeng stretched out his hand and patted his shoulder, "Thank you this time, I will treat you to dinner another day."

Zhu Yufeng smiled and said, "You're welcome."

After returning to the ward, I saw Shao Rong walking back and forth in the room. Sure enough, he really got out of bed and moved after being asked to do so. He listened to the doctor's father very much.

Shao Changgeng couldn't help but smile slightly, his eyes became gentle, "Xiao Rong."

Shao Rong turned to look at him.

Shao Changgeng said: "Sleep in the hospital tonight. If the test results are normal tomorrow morning, you can leave the hospital."

"Oh." Shao Rong nodded.

"Go to bed early, and remember to ask Dr. Zhu if you have any questions."

Seeing him turn around to leave, Shao Rong couldn't help asking: "Are you leaving?"

——Sounds a little reluctant?

Shao Changgeng was in a good mood, looked back at him and said, "I have something to deal with, you are alone in the hospital, is it okay?"

"Yeah." Shao Rong smiled and said, "Go and do your work."

It wasn't until Shao Changgeng turned and left that Shao Rong breathed a sigh of relief, turned around and lay back on the bed.

After calming down, he stared at the ceiling with his eyes wide open, recalling the plot of the day in his mind, as if it was a gorgeous dream.

The person I miss the most suddenly falls from the sky, and treats me so tenderly...

Such a scene has never even appeared in a dream.

Although he really didn't want to admit it, Shao Rong couldn't ignore it—the moment he woke up, he was excited and happy when he saw him, and he was nervous but happy when he took care of him gently...

Living in London this year, when I am alone, I always think of him involuntarily.

Whether it was him who rushed to the hospital when he was six years old and hugged himself and said, "I won't let you be wronged"; or the him who thoughtfully bought clothes and mobile phones for himself in high school; even on his birthday night, he tied himself up because of anger He had cold eyes on the bedside.

Whether it is good or bad, his words and deeds have left clear and deep traces in his memory.

This person has unconsciously become the most important existence in his life.

This person's strong sense of existence cannot be ignored at all. Later, Shao Rong couldn't even tell what kind of feelings he had for him.Is it love, is it hate, or is it simply missing or being grateful?

Shao Rong only knows that no matter what kind of feelings he has for him, it is the only one that cannot be replaced by others.

Only he will occupy my mind for a long time, only he will frequently appear in dreams, and only he will make my mood fluctuate.

Shao Rong suddenly thought, if he died in a foreign country in an accident yesterday, he would be the most sad person, right?

He must feel very uncomfortable that the child he had raised for so many years died like this.

Similarly, if something happens to him one day, the most sad person must be himself... he will be sad to death.

The grace of nurturing is greater than the sky, and the relationship of being dependent on each other for more than ten years cannot be broken just by saying it.

In fact, Shao Rong is also very grateful to him for taking care of him for so many years, and also wants to be filial to him and repay him, but the way Shao Changgeng wants to repay him is not easy to accept...

He said, "I don't want to restore this father-son relationship." "What I want, you know."

Shao Rong didn't know what he wanted before, but after that night, he knew, clearly and deeply...

However, doing that kind of thing, ignoring the moral guilt, will also hurt physically.After all, he is not born gay, and it is indeed difficult to accept him...

Lying on the bed and thinking wildly for a while, Shao Rong finally couldn't resist the drowsiness, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

I didn't realize at all that the direction I was thinking about the problem had reached the level of "whether my body can accept being with him"...

As for whether he could accept it in his heart, it was miraculously ignored by Shao Rong.

The author has something to say: Dad Shao: Dad treats you very well, right?

Shao Rong: Yes.

Father Shao: It feels good to be taken care of by your father, right?

Shao Rong: Mmmm.

Father Shao: So, what you have to do now is to give yourself to Dad as food, right?

Shao Rong: Mmmm.

Shao Rong: Wait, this is wrong...

Papa Shao: I have already agreed, no regrets.

Shao Rong: ...

Poor little Rong, you are still too tender compared to your black-bellied father >_