family of doctors

After enrolling, Shao Rong officially started his medical study career together with international students from all over the world.

At the opening ceremony, all freshmen stood in front of the square of the teaching building and solemnly read the oath of medical students——

Healthrelated, lifeentrusted.

The moment I step into the hallowed medical institution, Ipledge solemnly: I will volunteer my self to medicine with love form my mother land and loyalty to the people.

I will scrupulously abuse by the medicalethics...

Hearing the sound of the students around him swearing their oath neatly, Shao Rong's heart suddenly surged with the blood and energy of young people.

While clenching his fists to make an oath, Shao Rong also vowed secretly in his heart that he must endure the pressure of his studies, work hard to get a degree, and become a good doctor in the future.

Even if the original intention of studying medicine was for Shao Changgeng, even if this original intention has become ridiculous now...

But at the moment when he clenched his fists and made an oath, Shao Rong suddenly felt that his choice was not wrong.

Rather than being a policeman dealing with criminals all day like the Su family, or entering the business circle like the An family and calculating money gains and losses all day, he really wants to be an ordinary doctor.In the near future, he will get a doctor's license, sit in a hospital office in a white coat, calmly deal with various diseases, and help those patients who need help.

——that was what he wanted, a full and peaceful life.

Perhaps under the subtle influence of Shao Changgeng, Shao Rong has a special affection for work clothes like the white coat.

But so what?

No matter what the so-called original intention is, since he has chosen this path, he should stick to it.

Just as Shao Changgeng expected, Shao Rong, who lost his father's protection, began to grow up rapidly in England.

In just a few months, he has almost completely changed. The chick, which was originally protected in a warm nest, finally spread its wings. Although it was broken and bloody when it took off, at least he When he grows up, he is no longer the kid who only knows to stand behind his father and enjoy protection.

He is stronger and more independent than before, the youthfulness that remained on his body has gradually receded, and he has even grown a few centimeters taller. He has changed from a handsome boy to a handsome young man. Although he looks a little immature, he is obviously more mature than in high school Quite a lot.

He doesn't like to communicate with people, and always stays alone quietly, which inevitably leaves people with the illusion of indifference and pride.Only those who are familiar with him know that he is just introverted and not good at communication.

Shao Rong still didn't have many friends during his stay in England, and the only one who got close to him was Zhu Mo.

When leaving home alone, it is easy to recall the peaceful and warm life by Shao Changgeng's side.

In many dreams, he would dream of some beautiful episodes from the past.

The scene of sitting in Dad’s arms and reading storybooks when I was a child, the scene of going to the playground with him on Children’s Day, the scene of going to the mall to buy clothes with him in middle school, the scene of the two walking hand in hand on the winter street when I picked him up at the airport Scenes……

Those fragmentary memories, like the black and white fragments in a movie stained with memories, are played back and forth clearly in my mind.

Every time he wakes up, lying on a cold bed in a foreign country, Shao Rong can't help but miss the warm little nest at home.

I can't help but miss the gentleness of that person.

Even occasionally when waking up from a dream, I find that the corners of my eyes are moist...

Shao Rong still doesn't understand why Shao Changgeng treats him in such a tough way, but why can't he really hate him?On the contrary, after a long time after the incident, the hurt and pain gradually fade away, but what remains in my mind is the goodness of that person.

What he clearly remembers is that during the ten years of getting along with him, he took good care of him and cared for him in every possible way.

His gentle gaze, his smiling face, his occasional frown...

Everything about him is so deeply etched in my mind, and as time goes by, it seems to be integrated into the blood and bone marrow. Even if the relationship is broken and separated in two places, it is still...unforgettable.

Miss him very much.

I miss him deeply.

Uncontrollably, I miss him crazily.

When the mind is idle, he can't help but think wildly, so Shao Rong tried every means to reduce the chance of thinking wildly.

He spends almost all his time and energy on his studies, and rushes back and forth across the campus with a large medical book in his arms every day.

People often see a thin oriental boy sitting in the corner of the campus early in the morning, holding a thick brick book and reciting words. His face is always expressionless, but his eyes never leave the textbook in his arms.

The boy was often seen reading in the library, with a thick stack of reference books at hand, which could almost bury his face.He always buried his head in the sea of ​​books, taking notes seriously while flipping through the books, and would not leave until the library closed at night.

The serious Chinese student has almost become a unique landscape in the school.

Some people laughed at him as a nerd who only knew how to read books, and some admired his seriousness and persistence. No one knew that he just kept himself busy in this way.

Because, only when people are busy, will they not have the extra mood to think about other things.

Only in this way, he will not toss and turn because of missing that person.

For medical students, human anatomy is the most basic course. Before understanding all diseases, one must first understand the structure of the human body, and clearly know the direction of various blood vessels and nerves and the distribution of bones and muscles.

Before entering the anatomy room, Shao Rong had read the anatomy atlas no less than ten times.

He knew that he didn't have Shao Changgeng's bright mind and solid foundation, so he was extra serious when flipping through the atlas.

He spent twice as much time reading books as others, and memorized all the structures of key parts.The direction of twelve pairs of nerves in the brain, the Chinese and English words of 206 bones and 639 muscles in the whole body, the positions of various organs in the body and the branches of arteries and veins...

The vast amount of knowledge and memory kept Shao Rong's brain in a very exhausted state.

The professor gives lectures in English, and many things that he doesn’t understand need to be self-studied after class, and he has never been used to eating abroad. Shao Rong often eats a few bites of bread on the way to the classroom to solve his breakfast, and sometimes he can’t have lunch and dinner on time. eat.

The heavy study pressure and poor diet made him lose weight quickly within a few months.

When taking a shower, I can count the ribs on my body by the way.

Most of the foreign students around are working so hard, and Shao Rong doesn't feel particularly hard. As long as he improves the quality of sleep and takes a good rest every day, he can still persevere.

However, what really frustrates him is...

He couldn't adapt to the environment of the dissecting room at all.

Before entering the dissection room, he had made all the psychological preparations, but when he got there, Shao Rong found that his fingers would tremble involuntarily, and he couldn't even hold the scalpel.

He is afraid of dead bodies.

The deep memory of sitting on the bedside with his mother's cold body all night when he was six years old gave him a very fearful escape from the freezing temperature and stiff human body.

The moment his fingers touched the corpse, he almost reflexively thought of the cold temperature of his mother's skin and her pale, bloodless face.

The students around were all wearing white coats and preparing for the autopsy, but Shao Rong's face was pale, and the hand holding the scalpel was shaking uncontrollably.

Under the light, the corpse covered by the sterile cloth, the pale skin exposed in the field of vision, overlapped with the appearance of the woman in memory when she died...

The breath of the cold dead body made him almost out of breath...

Shao Rong felt that his heartbeat seemed to be out of control, the beating sound echoed in his ears repeatedly, his chest seemed to be pressed by a heavy stone, and he couldn't breathe fresh oxygen with all his strength.

The face of the teacher on the podium and the appearance of the students wearing masks on the opposite side gradually became blurred in the field of vision.

Before he lost consciousness, he heard the shocked screams from his classmates——

"Avrin—"

At this time, the domestic time is already eleven o'clock in the evening.

Shao Changgeng just came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, when he heard the phone on the table ringing. The ringtone was Zhu Yufeng's call that he specially set up to answer the call immediately.

Picking up the phone, I heard Zhu Yufeng's voice, clearly anxious: "Senior, your Shao Rong..."

Shao Changgeng took a breath, and his fingers holding the phone suddenly tightened.

"What's up with him?"

"He fainted in the dissecting room and has been sent to the hospital. The diagnosis was acute gastric bleeding, and the bleeding was just stopped under the microscope in the operating room..." Zhu Yufeng obviously just came out of the operating room, and he was a little out of breath.

Shao Changgeng frowned, "Why did you suddenly have stomach bleeding?"

"According to his classmates, Shao Rong seemed very nervous during the anatomy class today. For some unknown reason, he kept shaking and his face was very pale. He seemed to have thought of something terrible, and he didn't respond to it. He suddenly fell into a coma."

"..." Shao Changgeng fell silent.

Zhu Yufeng said: "It should be the stress reaction caused by excessive psychological pressure, and he has been eating irregularly during this period, which led to acute gastric bleeding."

Shao Changgeng asked in a low voice: "How is the situation now?"

"A blood vessel in the antrum of the stomach ruptured, and the bleeding has stopped. It's just that his nutritional status is very poor, and his blood sugar is too low. I hung a bottle of rehydration solution for him, but he hasn't woken up yet."

Shao Changgeng nodded, "Well, thanks, help me take care of him first."

"Don't worry, I arranged for him the quietest ward upstairs." Zhu Yufeng paused, "By the way, I always feel that there is something wrong with his mental state. Do you want to come and see him?"

Shao Changgeng said lightly: "Let's talk about it."

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a while, "Then I'll call you again if he needs anything."

"Ok."

After hanging up the phone, Shao Changgeng breathed a sigh of relief.

The indifference pretended in front of outsiders has been completely replaced by worried and distressed expressions.Frowning tightly, the palm of the hand holding the phone was covered with cold sweat due to nervousness.

Xiaorong actually passed out in the dissecting room?

This is simply unimaginable.

He never thought that the incident with Anfei would have such a serious impact on him. If he had known this, he should never have agreed to let him study medicine.

If it hadn't happened today, Shao Changgeng would have almost forgotten that poor Xiao Rong once watched his mother die with his own eyes in his childhood, and even sat there all night holding her dead body in a daze.

Shao Changgeng still remembered that the child who was afraid of the cold and the dark fumbled his way to his room, threw himself into his arms and said in a trembling voice, "Dad, I'm afraid..."

At that time he was still too young, Shao Changgeng thought he was just afraid of being alone, so he held him in his arms and softly coaxed him to sleep.For many years after that, he could only sleep peacefully in his arms, and he never mentioned this matter again.

However, not mentioning it doesn't mean he forgot it.

He didn't forget it, but forcibly suppressed the deep fear in his heart. He didn't seem to care about it on the surface, but when the cold corpse appeared in front of him again, the memory that had been suppressed for many years would instantly wake up.

That's why he was so scared that he trembled in the dissecting room...

Only because of excessive psychological fear can cause the body to have a strong stress response and even cause stomach bleeding.

Shao Changgeng suddenly felt that he was such a jerk as a father!

After that innocent child had gone through such a severe blow, he forgot to take him to see a psychiatrist?

We only bring him around to take good care of him, but ignore that children who do not have strong willpower must undergo formal psychological treatment after experiencing some serious accidents, otherwise they will leave sequelae.

Those children who have experienced earthquakes and car accidents will be taken to a psychiatrist for professional psychological intervention. Although Shao Rong’s situation was not as serious as witnessing the earthquake, seeing his mother die with his own eyes is a big deal for a 6-year-old child. Beyond the range of psychological tolerance.

As a doctor himself, as his father, he hastily ignored this point.

It's a miracle that Shao Rong didn't suffer from depression when he was a child, right?

Thinking of him studying so hard in England alone, but fainted in the dissection room at a critical moment...

While Shao Changgeng blamed himself, his heart ached terribly.

I can't wait to fly to his side immediately and hold him tightly in my arms.

The original cold treatment plan was completely shattered.What playing hard to get, what waiting for him to take the initiative to figure it out and return to his side... All of these plans in execution at the moment when Shao Rong fell ill, suddenly nothing counted.

The pretended indifference can no longer be pretended, and there is no way to keep calm.

——It has been expected for a long time that she will soften her heart to him in the end.

Shao Changgeng sighed helplessly, picked up the phone again, and dialed the airline number——

"Hey, I'd like to book a ticket to London, um...the sooner the better."