What should I do if I am always rejected by my wife!

The heavy curtains blocked most of the light outside, and the shadows of the trees outside the window were mottled, dancing with the cool night breeze.

The air conditioner in the room was still "humming", becoming the only sound in the room.

Lin Luo huddled up on the bed under the thin quilt, unconscious.

His cheeks were flushed abnormally, his forehead was slightly wet, his brows were tightly frowned, his beautiful features were all wrinkled together, and there was a sense of uneasiness in his scorching breath.

In a daze, the door seemed to be gently pushed open, and a person was attached to his bed with a warm breath.

This breath made him feel familiar and comfortable, as if his tense nerves were relieved for a moment, and he couldn't help but relax his body.

Lin Luo wanted to open his eyes to see who this person was, but the upper and lower eyelids seemed to be glued together and could not be opened, and only white light could be seen in his vision.

There seemed to be a thick layer of fog in front of his eyes, no matter how he waved it, it would not reduce it at all.

The man's figure was indistinct, against the light, he couldn't see his face at all, the light cast blurred and rough edges, and there was a soft warmth around him, making Lin Luo feel as if his limbs were soaked in warm water Like water, every pore is relaxing.

But Lin Luo could feel a sense of oppression from it, as if he would be out of breath in the next second.

But he didn't feel uncomfortable, and even wanted to get closer to this person.

Even if it is beyond redemption.

Lin Luo stretched out his hand and grasped randomly in the air, only touching the air.

A chuckle suddenly came from the bedside, and a warm hand took Lin Luo's hand, and slowly rubbed along his knuckles, over and over again, with a sense of comfort, soothing Lin Luo's tension. Nerves that have been strained for a long time.

"Don't go...I'm sorry..." Lin Luo murmured with his eyes closed.

The figure seemed to say something, the tone was very gentle, like the March wind blowing by his ears, with the fragrance of green grass.

But Lin Luo couldn't hear clearly no matter what, he couldn't help panting heavily like drowning, but it was still useless.

"I don't want to drag you down...you...you go where you want to go...I'm not worth it..."

"I'm sorry... it's been delaying you for half a month..."

Lin Luo said some nonsensical words, and felt that the hand holding him was getting weaker and weaker, and gradually lost its warmth.

A drop of warm water dripped on his hand, and then a few drops, one after another, like light rain.

But that hand still refused to let go.

Lin Luo felt flustered in his heart. The consciousness of a person with a high fever seemed to be a mess, and he couldn't sort out his thoughts, but he subconsciously spoke out what was buried in his heart.

"I'm not worthy...not worth it...you go..."

"I'm sorry... I will be your stumbling block..."

Lin Luo took the initiative to wrestle away from the cool and comfortable palm, his heart seemed to be empty, and the cold wind rushed in, making his whole body uncomfortable.

Lin Luo turned over and covered his heart, turned his back to the person beside the bed, and fell into a deep sleep in no time.

As if to escape the same.

Escape from reality or escape from dreams?

should be……

"bell--"

The alarm clock rang for the first time, and Lin Luo woke up.

He was dreaming again.

He had this dream again.

He dreamed of this scene countless times, and almost felt that this had really happened.

He raised his hand to turn off the alarm clock, and the phone screen lit up for a moment. The screen saver showed two teenagers smiling happily on the beach, and there were two big hearts behind them.

It was already very cold in November, especially in this city.

I just don’t know where that person is, is it very cold in winter there, did you wear a scarf properly, did you remember to bring a hand warmer, did you remember to heat the milk before drinking it, did you...

Does anyone warm his hands...

Lin Luo took a handful of cold water and splashed it on his face, which made him shiver, even his heart was cold.

It's just that my heart still hurts, and that pain has lasted since a year ago, and it hasn't diminished by half.

Lin Luo looked at himself in the glasses, and his expression was not bad.

I took some extra medicine last night and slept half an hour longer than usual.

There was morning class today, Lin Luo quickly washed up, tidied up the room, took a piece of bread from the refrigerator, opened the milk, carried his schoolbag and ate while walking to school.

His school is located in city A, not far from his hometown city C.

It was ridiculous to say that he wanted to stay away from there, but he refused to stay too far away.

Xia Anli is like an invisible thread, pulling Lin Luo's nerves, and Lin Luo himself is willing to be led away.

But now, he has completely lost contact with Xia Anli, and he cannot be contacted by any means.

He tried to ask Xu Fan if he had Xia Anli's contact information, and Xu Fan asked in shock: "You don't have Xia Anli's contact information? How is it possible?"

Lin Luo smiled wryly, and flicked the screen of the mobile phone. The boy on the screen squinted slightly, and the corners of his mouth were raised, which was his favorite appearance.

Xu Fan was stunned for a long time, and muttered: "Speaking of which, I don't know where Xia Anli went to university... I asked him a few days ago..."

Lin Luo's breathing stopped for a moment, he unconsciously grabbed the phone, and asked under his throat, "Do you know where he is?!"

Careless Xu Fan was unaware of Lin Luo's ups and downs, and continued: "He didn't tell me clearly... I forgot about this since he didn't reply to my message... But didn't he say before that his family planned to send him abroad! It should be Go abroad! Hey, speaking of it, An Li is so disrespectful, and he doesn’t tell me where he has gone... Oh, no! You have such a good relationship with An Li, and you lived in his house, so you should know better than me What about his current situation! Haven't you been in touch with him recently?"

Lin Luo on the other end of the phone slowly lowered his head, with suppressed emotions in his eyes, as if hiding a violent beast.

He took a deep breath to suppress the choked feeling in his throat, and said slowly, "Can you send me An... An Li's contact information?"

"Of course!" After a while, Xu Fan sent a message.

Lin Luo looked at the phone number lying in the dialogue box, and called without a moment's hesitation.

When pressing the number, my fingertips trembled.

But what trembled more violently was the heart.He hadn't heard Xia Anli's voice for more than a year.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is out of service area, please try again later...sorry..."

The mechanical female voice was like a bucket of cold water, cooling his joy in this cold winter day.

That's right, if you break contact, you have to break it completely.

It should have been expected that Xia Wan and Li Jin'an would never allow him to have any more involvement with Xia Anli.

Lin Luo threw away the bread that he had just eaten a few bites, his stomach was cold, and this coldness spread to his limbs, Xia Wan's disappointed face seemed to appear in front of his eyes again.

The palm seemed to still have the warmth from when Xia Anli held him tightly, with a clammy chill.

Lin Luo, you have failed too much.

……

At the intersection, at the red light, Lin Luo stopped.

The trees on both sides of the street are almost bare, without any vitality.

A biting cold wind blew by, rolling down the few dead leaves on the branches.

The girl on the opposite side of the zebra crossing stomped her feet in the cold, and the boy smiled and put the girl's hand into his warm pocket and wrapped it tightly.

Lin Luo stared into the distance, looking at the gray sky, missing the sunshine in June and... the warm smiling face of the boy.

Enough to melt away all winter.

But the winter in this city seems to never end.

……

When we got to the classroom, people came one after another.

Lin Luo chose a seat not too far away and sat down.

During the break, Lin Luo was sorting out the notes of the previous class, when his roommate Wen Jiefan came over and asked, "I heard that some exchange students from country J came to our school in advance to familiarize themselves with the campus, and there will be a related lecture , are you going?"

Lin Luo replied lightly: "I'm not interested."

Wen Jiefan is used to his character, his roommate is very cold, he said that he is not used to school life, so he rented a house around the school.

I live in a rented house at night, and I rest at school at noon when classes are tight.

This roommate is sometimes absent, and he doesn't like to pay attention to school news.

But he is very good at studying and ranked among the top, and he is handsome and eye-catching. He is needed for many things in the class.But the other students had little communication with him, so the counselor handed over this important task to Wen Jiefan.

Wen Jiefan asked again with a little hope: "I really don't want to go, an exchange student from country J! The foreign lady! It's very beautiful!"

Lin Luo lightly threw a heavy thunder: "I'm not interested in women."

Wen Jiefan's head was running extremely fast, and after comprehending Lin Luo's meaning and digesting it quickly, he choked out a sentence: "The little brother from country J is also pretty!"

Lin Luo was amused by his staring expression, and the girl sitting next to him whispered excitedly with his best friend because of this smile.

Lin Luo ignored it.

"I'm not interested in other little brothers." Lin Luo continued to refuse.

But...he was reminded by Wen Jiefan's words, and remembered something hidden deep in his memory...

Then, he may have to go to country J in the near future.

He wanted to confirm one thing.

About a person, very important thing.

The author has something to say:

Well... 28 is locked all the time and I can't help it...

Weibo @小小花巷子zhiding posted the deleted 26 and the locked 28!

I'm going to cry orz

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