I don't know why, but when I went shopping with Song Zhixi, I felt that the time passed quickly. Although Zhou Han was not interested in Wenqing shops all around here, he just found it very interesting.

So much so that I wandered until it was dark before thinking of going back.

But when he thought that there was no bus going up the mountain at night, and he had to walk back, Zhou Han was very depressed. He really didn't have the strength to walk back.

"Stay in a hotel outside, anyway, you will stay in a hotel when you go back."

But Song Zhixi still insisted on going back, and stopped the car casually, but only let the driver drive to the foot of the mountain, because ordinary taxis don't go up the mountain, and they don't go up for any money.

In fact, that section of the mountain road is not easy to walk, the road is dangerous and rugged, and it is estimated that only the bus can drive more smoothly.

What's more, it's still night, and the way up the mountain will be even more dangerous.

Zhou Han was forced into the car by him, and began to complain non-stop, "Why do you have to go back, that part of the road is not easy to walk, it's still late at night, and it's already midnight when we go back!"

"I'm so tired, I don't want to climb the mountain~"

But after complaining all the way, Song Zhixi ignored him.

It wasn't until the car drove to the foot of the mountain and saw the two of them getting off the car that the driver said to Song Zhixi in a bit of embarrassment, "I have to spoil my daughter-in-law in the future. You see, the resentment is so big. My brother is someone who has experienced it. Otherwise, chasing his wife in the crematorium will be a mess in the future." Some of you have suffered!"

"Yes, I see." Song Zhixi didn't reply coldly, but smiled slightly.

After he finished speaking, he turned around and took Zhou Han's hand and walked up the mountain.

There was a small yellow light in the surrounding bushes, and it was the warm color of fireflies that lit up the surrounding area, and the stars flashed across the night, more dazzling than the stars in the sky.

But Zhou Han was not in the mood to watch the fireflies either. He was tired and sleepy, and wanted to continue complaining, but seeing Song Zhixi walking in front with his back turned to him, he suddenly bent down, "Come on, I'll carry you."

"Back... ah..."

Zhou Han was a little hesitant. The mountain road is so difficult to walk. It is still difficult to go up the mountain alone. He still has to carry it?

"Aren't you tired?"

"but I……"

"Come on, I know you are serious, and I have never disliked you."

Zhou Han had no choice but to listen to his words, lying on his body like an octopus, with his legs wrapped around his waist, being dragged up from his thighs by his hands.

As soon as he recited it, Song Zhixi's expression changed instantly, "Why are you so heavy, it's time to lose weight!"

"You—you just said you didn't dislike me?"

"If I had disliked you, I would have lost you long ago. It's not because I don't dislike you that I carry you."

"Then you still ask me to lose weight... I'm not fat at all, okay? I just have a little flesh on my stomach, and I can't see it when I put on clothes!"

"What about taking it off? What about the sex scene?"

"Who wants to make a sex scene? When did I agree to make a sex scene?"

"Sooner or later, we have to shoot."

"Take a picture, don't even think about it, I won't do it!"

Song Zhixi didn't know why he was so resistant to sex scenes, but he didn't want to continue to dwell on this issue, anyway, he had plenty of ways to get him to agree.

In fact, when he said that Zhou Han was heavy, he was just talking about it. He walked for a while with his back on his back, and he was still able to handle it with ease, and he wasn't too tired.

It's much more comfortable than hugging.

It was quite boring not to talk all the time, Zhou Han was not sleepy now, so he asked on a whim, "Hey, can you sing?"

"……meeting."

"Oh, you also took the music test before, you must have studied vocal music... self-taught?"

"Well, self-study."

Really can't find anything he can't do, except cooking.

"Well... sing me a song, I haven't heard you speak yet, have you never sung to others?"

"No." Song Zhixi paused, "Which song do you want to hear?"

"You can sing whatever you want, I can sing whatever you want."

Song Zhixi thought for a long time in silence, because he hadn't sung for a long time, only during the art test, and never again.

So the only song he remembers now is the one he sang during the art test. After seven years, the words are still not forgotten.

He lowered his voice and sang softly——

【lyrics

Open the diary to sort out the broken mood,

Somehow you can't remember anything,

But I believe that as long as there is love, there is magic,

But in exchange for frustration again and again,

You and my love are like melting ice cream,

Although it is very sweet, it does not have the kind of crystal,

I will review it for you over and over again every day,

Find that lost exclusive sweetness,

How can I forget love,

let me lose you

Foolishly thought we could be together,

across the meteor,

without you by my side,

It's meaningless even if the dream comes true.

——"Picking Up Memories"]

Zhou Han has heard this song before, it's a very old song, but Song Zhixi's voice is not as soft as the original one, it's more of a low-pitched magnetism.

I have to say that it sounds really good, and the ears are pregnant.

He couldn't help but praise, "What kind of actor do you think you are? If you become a singer, you will definitely be popular. Isn't singing better than acting?"

"I don't know... I'm just like you. This path is inexplicable. It's not the original intention, but the more I walk, the more determined I am."

"Yeah... It's inexplicable, I never thought that my half-baked guy could be an actor."

Song Zhixi went on to say, "They all said that I depended on my wife to eat soft meals. At first, I really felt that all this was all your fault. My self-esteem told me that even if I really depended on you Zhou for my status and fame Home, you forced me..."

"It's only now that I realize how hypocritical I am... This infamy is not wronged at all."

"You've never been wrong. It's all my fault. I thought I could live proudly without relying on anyone, but in the end..." Song Zhixi's voice gradually weakened as he spoke.

He paused for a long time, but he didn't wait for Zhou Han's response.

The two have just been together for so long, and it is actually the first time that Song Zhixi has spoken his true words to him, including his question about his own life experience, and it is also the first time he has mentioned his own life experience to him.

"...In the end, I still lost to the secular world and reality. I always thought that you stepped on me and made me unable to turn over, but it turned out that you gave me a hand and made me leap over the dragon gate."

Zhou Han still didn't answer, he buried his face in Song Zhixi's back, feeling the coolness of the night wind, feeling very uncomfortable.

"You suddenly said that..."

Zhou Han didn't know how to reply to him. When he thought of what he had done during this period, he really had resentment in his heart, but he suddenly had such a good attitude to admit his mistake and apologize, maybe he really knew he was wrong.

"I also know that you did it on purpose during this time. I don't care if you like me or not. You can do whatever you want. I won't let you go. No matter what you do, I won't let go."

"I don't believe I've been like this all the time. You really won't be a little bit moved. After all, you liked me so much before, so you won't be completely immune to me..."

Zhou Han felt that he couldn't pretend anymore, especially his last sentence, which directly pierced his heart, was a true portrayal of his heart at the moment.

So he didn't want to continue this topic, so he continued with the previous topic, "I used to be... I didn't know much about it, I didn't have any skills, and I didn't think about what I could do in the future.

"Do you know why I never blame you for letting me leave the house? When I said I don't want those things, I really don't want them, not out of anger."

"Maybe there was resentment at the beginning, you don't give me a penny, you cut off all the roads that my Zhou family has paved for me... But after thinking about it, without those things, I realized that the most difficult thing to earn in this world The only thing I want is money, I am afraid of hardship, tiredness, eating too much and being lazy, and my young master’s illness..."

"It is only after leaving those things that the true human heart is revealed, and I can see the original appearance of this world clearly."

"The ivory tower, the canary... Heh, I realized something deeper after I came out."

Song Zhixi replied to him, "No, you haven't seen clearly yet, what you see is only the tip of the iceberg on this road..."

"Believe it or not, part of the reason why I kicked you out is to let you see the world and grow up. I really didn't expect you to go to nightclubs to sell..."

"...Can you not mention the nightclub?" Zhou Han murmured dissatisfiedly. It's hard for him to explain now, he couldn't tell him that he didn't want him because he was angry, could he?

"I gave you that scar, humiliated you, and didn't give you any money. I just wanted to tell you that that road is not a shortcut, and there is no right path at all..."

"It's not just the entertainment industry, any road in this world is not easy to walk, but you have to walk on the right road anyway!"

Zhou Han listened to him teaching him a lesson again, and he still looked like an old father who hated iron and steel, remembering that his father had said the same to him.

——If you don’t follow the right path, you will always go astray!

He knew that Song Zhixi was telling the truth, and that he really wanted to be good for himself, but he still insisted, "Oh, the way you told me is quite unique..."

"The method is indeed inappropriate. I was also angry with you at the time, and I didn't realize that I like you at the time."

"Oh, since we have to go over the old score, let's go over it today... I asked you for money later, why did you kiss me? After the kiss, you still treat me like that?"

He asked this question before, but he didn't ask it calmly, but asked it very resentfully, and he didn't answer it at the time.

But after waiting for a long time, he still didn't get an explanation, so he couldn't help asking, "Why don't you wash it, shouldn't you have a lot of excuses?"

"There is no rhetoric, I just do it." In fact, Song Zhixi didn't really want to talk about prescribing drugs, let alone what he did later was indeed doing it.

He didn't really want to bring up the old score, so he simply changed the subject, "It's all over anyway... Now that you have chosen your path, go on firmly. You are tired, and there is me."

"I can hug you or carry you on my back, and I won't let you be wronged."

Not everyone has to go through the unbearable darkness to be successful. Some people deserve to be protected.

As for Zhou Han, deep down in his heart, he wanted to protect the most and was the only person worthy of protecting with his life.

"It's really hard to change this topic of yours!" Zhou Han also heard that he didn't want to bring up the old score, so let's not turn it over, it doesn't matter.

What's more, what he said was so emotional, it was like a love story.

Zhou Han's face became hot in an instant, and he didn't know why he was teased into this by a couple of love words.

Sure enough, you should keep your distance from him.

[The author has something to say: The car is in the next chapter, cuties, please vote for recommendations and monthly tickets, I will add a chapter of the car with a double update. 】

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