Master dismantles CP with bare hands in the human world

Mu Chu looked at the dry old tree with snow-covered branches outside the door, his eyes were dim, and the long-term memories floated up and down in his mind, and he thought, if there were one or two people around him who he could confide in at that time. Just make good friends.

He raised his head and took another sip of the wine, the taste was bitter.

In the darkness, my thoughts drifted back to the roof of the teaching building many years ago.

It was also winter at that time, and the eyes were either bare branches or fallen leaves that were trampled by countless people and were about to rot.

On the roof, which was simply paved with cement bricks and tiles, the cold wind whizzed past, biting the bone.

Mu Chu stood barefoot on the narrow brick handrail, surrounded by deathly silence.

The neat blue and white school uniform jacket that he was ordered to wear in the past was casually thrown on the ground at this moment. In this icy and snowy place, he was only wearing a thin black short sleeve, and there were still The bruises left by the beatings.

It seemed that his thin body would be swept away by the ruthless cold wind at any time. He looked up at the dark clouds in the sky, and there was emptiness and despair in his sad eyes.

That was the second year he was wronged.

Mu Chu raised his head and took another sip of the wine, which tasted spicy.

He remembered that year when he was just in the first year of high school, his grades had always been good, and he went to a key high school. He stepped into the new school with full of enthusiasm.

He has already planned that he will spend these three years here well. After three years, he will be admitted to his ideal university. He will not leave any regrets when he was a student. Fight for a piece of light, fight for a bright world.

He was full of confidence.

But beautiful dreams are usually shattered very quickly, and the coming of nightmares is never announced, only caught off guard.

In a very important mock exam for class placement in the second semester of the first year of high school, something happened that made everyone /heart/panic/panic/-

The answers to the test questions were leaked.

This is an extremely bad case of cheating.The school attaches great importance to this, so it ordered the whole school to strictly investigate from the very beginning, and everyone's schoolbag will inevitably be checked inside and out.

He has always been a three-good student, and he clearly remembers the very trusting eyes of the teacher who checked his schoolbag before checking his schoolbag, and he smiled shyly in return.

However, under everyone's shocked eyes, the teacher took out a few pages of thin, crumpled answer paper from his schoolbag.

It took less than a minute for the teacher to turn from trust to suspicion to contempt.

The blood on his face faded, he was at a loss.

Afterwards, of course, he was criticized publicly.

Everything was going on in such an orderly manner that it seemed like a trivial incident of daily routine, not worth mentioning.

He tried his best to defend himself and proved his innocence, but what he got in return was the cold words "unrepentant".

Because the answer was leaked this time, everyone needs to retake the exam.

Those who did well in the exam complained about him, and those who failed in the exam despised him. He was completely reduced to a dirty rat in the pit that everyone detested.

Bullying seems inevitable on every campus.

And now he has become the target of bullying and bullying.

When he was beaten all over again and again, he fell to the corner of the wall, with only weak breathing to accompany him.

He saw the best friend he thought was his best friend knelt in front of him and wept bitterly, saying three words over and over - "I'm sorry".

He suddenly understood.

It is because he is not good at meeting people and knowing people badly.

That person babbled a lot in front of Mu Chu. It was nothing more than a school bully stealing answers, and he happened to bump into him. Later, the matter was exposed. The bully wanted to find a scapegoat, so he found him. He was threatened. No way, he didn't want to be punished, so he stuffed the source of his crimes into Mu Chu's schoolbag.

He said, you have always had excellent grades, and you are recognized as a three-good student. The teacher also values ​​you very much. If you are wronged, you still have a way out, but I, I am nothing. If I am wronged, it will be over. Maybe my life will be ruined. up.

The confession of the weak is always so pale and disgusting, like the black footprints on the white wall, like the rat droppings in the porridge.

Mu Chu clenched his fists tightly, his whole body was cold, but his words were so loud that the branches and leaves trembled slightly, "Get lost!"

From then on, this incident was like a sharp thorn in everyone's heart. No matter what Mu Chu did, it would attract all kinds of doubts and speculations from all parties.

All bad things, all things that should be condemned, people's first thought is "Did Mu Chu do this?"

Indiscriminate, there is no right or wrong.

He was alone, looking at his surroundings, walking alone in the frosty sky for two years.

Until he stood on the top of that tall teaching building, in the cold wind howling——

Everything becomes blurred in clarity.

Looking back on his life, he seems to have gotten nothing.

In the family relationship, he has an older brother and a younger brother.

Although my elder brother's qualifications are mediocre, he is very popular. He always gets along well among friends, and his parents always praise him for being a man. When he occasionally causes trouble, his parents just scold him, and they are still kind afterward.

The younger brother seems to be the object of love from birth. Although he is stubborn, he takes away most of the love from his parents for no reason.

And what about him?

The only thing that parents can look up to is that they are more worry-free than their elder brothers and younger brothers, not competing or grabbing, and the results that are used for comparison.

Later, the worry-free became no longer worry-free; the things worthy of comparison became stains, like dog skin plasters stuck to the body that could not be torn off, like a brand of sin that could not be restored in the flesh and blood.

They are ashamed of him.

The last thing they said to him was "Why don't you die!"

Vicious words, every word hurts the heart.

It made him bloody, and it made him restless day and night.

And what about friendship?

Forget it, it's not worth mentioning.

Suddenly realized that he seemed to have nothing in his life?

Oh, very pitiful.

He smiled miserably, his smile was pale and feeble, and he was the only one who felt sorry for himself.

Now standing on this tall building, one step further, you will be haunted by ghosts, and you will never be able to recover, but you are also free and easy, free and easy.

During the 24 hours when everyone thought he was skipping class, no one knew that he was on the edge of life and death for 24 hours.

He looked at the vast sky in despair, but not a single cloud was willing to stop for him for a minute and a half.

He slowly exhaled a mouthful of stale air, and the hot air instantly liquefied into ice-cold mist in the cold wind.

Forget it, he thought.

That's all.

Nothing to be pitied, nothing to be sorry about.

But at this time the first snow of winter fell in the sky.

Fluttering snowflakes fell from the sky.

In his empty and desperate eyes, this new snow fell on his black hair, on his red cheeks and ears, on his chapped lips, on his thin shoulders, and finally on his frozen eyes. On the red instep.

In his heart riddled with holes, he finally left a piece of pure peace.

The white snow all over the sky will finally stay for you, I hope you will take another look at this tiny world.

Tears suddenly ran down his face uncontrollably.

He squatted down slowly, hugging his knees helplessly, his thin body curled up in the white snow, crying heartbreakingly...

With a sudden weight on his shoulders, Mu Chu was able to escape from the shattered memories.

[The author has something to say: Jing Yuan is chasing and killing a man named Liuyan Feiyu with a 40-meter-long sword...

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