Shen Gong Ji

Zhao Yanshu only learned of Yang Juntian's death one year after his death.

In fact, he already knew that Yang Juntian did not die in that fire.He decided not to go to him, put him far away, far away.He thought that in this way Yang Juntian would be able to return to his previous appearance, that simple and brilliant fool who never knew what sorrow was.

But he didn't expect that what was waiting for him was the eternal farewell between heaven and man.

He didn't know about the bowl of bird's nest back then, but he didn't explain it.He didn't want to tell Yang Juntian that Yin Duanqing, who had taken care of him since he was a child, made the decision without authorization and brought him that bowl of highly poisonous bird's nest.Yin Duanqing had told him many times that Yang Juntian could not stay, he was the last person in the world who knew the secret of his life experience, if the secret was leaked out, all the arrangements and efforts he had made before would be in vain.

But Zhao Yanshu never thought about Yin Duanqing's proposal.

Has he fallen in love with Yang Juntian?Even he himself doesn't know.From childhood to adulthood, he only thought of one person in his heart, and he arranged everything just to stay with Du Ruo and give Du Ruo a legitimate title.He told himself that all grievances are temporary, and one day, he will have absolute rights and great power to protect his loved ones.

He loves only Du Ruo forever, he is so sure of this.As a result, he absolutely cannot tolerate his affection for anyone other than Du Ruo.

However, during the war with Qiguo, when he saw Juntian who sneaked out to find him, his heart was shaken.

Looking at his sleeping face, Zhao Yanshu felt that his heart had never been so soft.He caressed his long black hair, and unconsciously, he burned that baby-like sleeping face into his heart.

After returning to the palace, when he wrote the edict of the new queen's canonization, he suddenly shivered.

Why did he hesitate when writing down Du Ruo's name?

Why did he refuse to issue the edict after he finished writing it?

What is he afraid of?

He knew that Du Ruo couldn't wait any longer.It is absolutely impossible for him to let him down.So, he had to fail another person, a person who had already borne countless pains for him.

It's just that he didn't expect that the price of failing would be so high.

After Du Ruo's death, he forced himself to free himself from grief and concentrate on state affairs.He woke up countless times from his sleep, calling out Du Ruo's name.

But very occasionally, another name would escape from her lips.

He never went to find Yang Juntian, even after Du Ruo's death, he still felt that such behavior was disloyal to Du Ruo who had endured so many years of grievances.

But now, Yang Juntian is dead.

He has no reason to limit himself anymore.

He traveled day and night to the Wuxie tribe.Life without Yang Juntian for the past three years is real and illusory.Even until now, he couldn't really understand the news of Yang Juntian's death.

In my impression, he is always so upbeat, far away from the word sickness.

It wasn't until he saw the hut where Yang Juntian lived for the past three years that he felt a sense of reality.That reality was as ruthless as a knife's edge, cutting him bloody.

What filled the air, what bloomed among the camellias, and what dripped from the eaves, was Yang Juntian's breath.

His shadow is everywhere, his smile is everywhere.He seems to have integrated with the flowers of the alpine woods and creeks, as if he is smiling among the green leaves.

Zhao Yanshu stepped up, stepped on the moss-covered stone steps, and pushed open the somewhat dilapidated wooden door.A ray of sunlight shot into the dusty room with his movements, like a ray of holy light from heaven.

For a moment, Zhao Yanshu was overwhelmed.

The entire room, whether on the floor or on the walls, is covered with exquisite oil paintings of portraits of people.All kinds of postures and clothes are so lifelike that it is so realistic that it makes people feel the illusion, as if there are countless heavenly beings dancing in front of them.Among those portraits, some are playing the piano in the dim light, some are riding horses on the prairie, some are reading under the peach tree, and some are meditating by the candlelight.

Whether it is sitting or standing, whether it is sad or happy, what he draws is a person——

——Zhao Yanshu...

In a trance, he saw Juntian's light smile in the rouge-colored light again, and he looked at himself with a pair of dark eyes, and said angrily, "I don't know what's going on. It’s you. I even wonder if I can only draw you in the future.”

At that moment, Zhao Yanshu finally knelt on the ground, crying bitterly.

He finally understood that he still missed it after all.

Just like missing Du Qian's father back then.

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