Qing Dynasty Chronicle
Chapter 58 Yinzhen [[-]]
With gorgeous fireworks blooming in the night sky, the solemn capital city finally began to come alive because of the death of Emperor Kangxi. This was also Yinreng's first serious annual banquet after he ascended the throne.
In previous years, it was Kangxi who led the crowd to watch the fireworks, surrounded by his sons.Now, Yinfeng led the crowd to watch the fireworks, surrounded by his son and brothers.
Yinzhen didn't go to join in the fun, he also knew that Yinfeng didn't care, and probably didn't want to see himself appearing under his nose. Everyone knows in their hearts that as long as he makes Yinfeng unhappy a little bit, he can mercilessly clean himself up and go back to the county prince's mansion to eat himself, who wants you to hang out with Yinfeng!
But Yinzhen does not regret it, not at all, especially when he saw the back standing beside Yinfeng, Yinzhen firmly held a seal with a corner missing, and told himself in his heart that he did not regret it. You can't regret it, let alone regret it.It seemed that as long as there was a thought of regret in his heart, it would be like losing. As for who to lose to, Yinzhen dared not think about it, nor did he want to think about it.
Quietly retreated from the crowd, walked slowly to a leeward place and stood up, Yinzhen raised his head and squinted his eyes to look at the fireworks in the night sky, one after another, so gorgeous and lively, but this gorgeous This excitement is not my own, at best I am nothing more than a pile of scum like the fireworks boxes on the ground.
After watching for a long time, Yinzhen felt that his neck was a little sore. He lowered his head against the wall and closed his eyes, then opened them again, looked around, and suddenly remembered that in the 42nd year of Kangxi, he also stayed in this place. However, at that time, not only was he standing here, Yinzhen was also standing here.The child whose eyes were blinded by the wind and sand obediently raised his head and squinted his teardrop eyes to let Yinzhen blow the sand away for him, his face full of trust and dependence.Yinzhen can still clearly remember how Yinzhen, who was finally able to open his eyes, turned his head away because he accidentally said those funny words he said, and how angry he was as a child Puffed up and said that he would not let Thirteenth Brother give him a drink.And... There is also the temperature of the hands that were finally held together, that feeling of warmth in the cold wind, as if it is still left on the fingertips.Yinzhen looked down at his palm, it was empty, there was nothing there, even the remaining temperature was blown by the north wind that came from nowhere, and it all disappeared.No one stood beside me, no one asked me to blow his eyes, and no one said to myself in a puffed up voice, "You still don't let Brother Thirteen give me a drink", I can no longer hold the warmth palm.
Suddenly, Yinzhen closed her eyes, raised her hand and rubbed it, then shook her head and muttered, "Look at this good place that Yinzhen found, it can always blow sand into your eyes..." After finishing speaking, he took out his handkerchief Wiping away the moisture from the corners of his eyes, he turned and slowly left this place.
When I went to confess to Yinzheng and said that I would leave the palace first, the big guys were talking about the excitement around him, Yinzhen felt like a big ice lump, as soon as he entered, he splashed a pot of gurgling hot water There was no heat, and the atmosphere cooled down.
Yinzhen didn't care about it either, he just said respectfully and apologetically to Yinrong that his cold was still not healed, and he felt a little dizzy at the moment, so he wanted to ask for leave and go back home to rest, when he said this, Yinzhen She didn't look up, she only focused her eyes on the boots all over the floor, but even so, Yinzhen forced herself not to move her eyes to the pair of Ming Huanglong boots.
Yinfeng looked at Yinzhen who was bending over and standing in front of him, and asked with concern, "It's the cold winter, why did the ninth brother accidentally catch the cold? Is it okay? Why don't I ask the imperial doctor to show you?" Bar."
Yinzhen bent her waist even lower, "Thank you, Lord Long Live, for your concern. The servant just feels cold occasionally. He has prescribed a prescription before and eats it every day. It is already good. Today, his headache may be caused by the wind, so he is a little affected." I can’t help it, I don’t need to disturb the hospital, it’s good for the servant to go back to rest, but I’m afraid that it will ruin the happiness of the Long Live Lord and the big guys.”
Yinzhen spoke earnestly, so Yinfeng didn't insist, just nodded and said, "The body is the most important thing, as long as there is no serious problem. If the ninth brother wants to go out of the palace first, then I will allow it. Only one, go back and have a good life." To recuperate, take medicine when you need to take medicine, and then rest when you need to rest, and you don’t need to work too much.”
"Hey, I thank the emperor for his permission." Yinzhen knelt on the ground and kowtowed, then got up and walked out slowly with her head bowed and her head bowed, then she turned her head and walked out of the palace without any regrets.
As soon as Yinzhen left, the atmosphere at the scene became lively again, as if nothing had happened.
Yinreng noticed that Yinzhen standing beside him looked a bit ugly, turned his head and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
Yinzhen came back to his senses and looked at Shang Yinreng's concerned eyes, pursed his lips and smiled and shook his head, "It's okay."
"Is it uncomfortable to be blown by the wind?" Yinreng stretched out his hand to hold Yinzhen's hand under the cover of the cloak, "I told you to wear that silver fox fur cloak, but you didn't wear it. In the night of the twelfth lunar month, the wind is already strong, so what should I do if I breathe in the cold air? My body is not strong, and when the time comes, my body will be uncomfortable, so I worry about it.”
Yinzhen was dumbfounded by Yinreng's chatter, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Yinreng held it tightly, so he could only give up, and said helplessly, "Long live Lord, being a subject is just paper, Feng Yi Run away when it is scraped and rained when you hit it? Isn’t this enough to wear? Besides, the younger brother will not even be able to walk.”
Yinfeng didn't care that Yinzhen's complaint was half-joking and half-serious, but said firmly, "Later, I'll let someone make a bowl of ginger soup, you have to drink it."
When he heard that he was going to drink ginger soup, Yinzhen couldn't help wrinkling his nose, "Why drink that, the spicy throat seems to be burned."
"It's better to drink a bowl of ginger soup now than to drink that soup medicine later." Yinfeng settled the situation, "That's it, I will watch you drink it when I return to the palace, but you are not allowed to drink ginger soup. Watered the flowers again."
Yinzhen was confused by Yinreng, so he just muttered, "I know, I know, my younger brother is so old, and he is coaxed in front of a child. It's embarrassing."
Hearing Yinzhen's complaint, Yinreng's mouth curled up into a smile, he held Yinzhen's hand tightly, and whispered in his ear, "If you are already old, then I am not an old man. Could it be that Zhen'er thinks I'm old?"
He suddenly heard Yinfeng calling himself so intimately. Although he knew that the people around him couldn't hear the low voice, Yinzhen still blushed. Fortunately, it was dark and no one else could see it. His tone was full of annoyance, "You It's the Son of Heaven, why is he so unreasonable when he speaks? I'm not afraid of being laughed at by others!"
Yinfeng wanted to laugh when he heard it, but held back, only held Yinzhen's hand and stopped talking, only teasing Yinzhen was not annoyed or angry, the whole person almost exploded.
The close appearance of Yinreng and Yinzhen fell in the eyes of the people around, and it just made everyone envy Yinzhen even more - in the current Qing Dynasty, if it is said that Prince Duan's position in Emperor Tiancheng's heart is ranked first. If it was two, no one would be ranked first, and Prince Duan alone won the infinite honor and favor.Who dares to say anything, who can say anything?Not to mention Emperor Tian Cheng, even Prince Yong and Prince Yi are also protecting Prince Duan, whoever dares to break his mouth, that is the old birthday star eating arsenic and getting impatient!
So the active-minded man looked at the gap between Yinreng and the other brothers, and slipped to Yinzhen's side and said compliments, hoping to leave a good impression on Prince Duan's heart. Can remember that I am not.
The warmth, excitement, and flattery in the court had nothing to do with Yinzhen sitting in the carriage. He leaned on the cushion in the carriage, rubbing the seal with a missing corner in his hand over and over again, His eyes were slightly closed and he didn't say a word.
Until the rickety carriage stopped, the attendant outside said in a low voice, "My lord, the palace is here." Only then did Yinzhen open his eyes, and with a hum, he lifted the curtain and got out of the car and walked towards the mansion.
Yinzhen returned to the mansion ahead of time, the former Jiufu Jin and now the county princess Dong Eshi rushed out to greet her, covered her mouth with a handkerchief and coughed twice before saying, "Why did the prince come back so early?"
Yinzhen asked the servant girl to untie the strap of her cloak and bring water to wash her hands and face, and then said, "My head hurts, so I came back first." Yinzhen looked at Jiufujin, "You are not in good health. , so don’t welcome them out, you’d better go back to the house and lie down. In this weather where drops of water turn into ice, what should we do if we suffer from the wind and cold again?”
Mrs. Dong'e pursed her lips and smiled, "Suddenly when I heard that the prince is back, my concubine felt anxious, so..."
Yinzhen knew that the period from the last year of Kangxi to the first year of Tiancheng really frightened her, so she raised her hand and patted Dong'e's arm comfortingly, "It's okay, I'm fine, don't worry about it, take good care of me." A good body is the right thing to do."
Dong'e's face was still soft, "I know it myself."
Maybe because she felt that the atmosphere was really dull, Yinzhen raised her voice deliberately, "It's rare to spend thirty years in the mansion in previous years, this time I came back early, and I couldn't eat well in the palace. Let me use it together, and we two will have a good New Year's Eve."
Dong'e rolled his eyes, "Okay."
Said it was a good New Year's Eve, but in the end Yinzhen didn't let the people in the house make too much trouble, and only asked the kitchen to prepare a few dishes and a pot of wine.
For the first time, the husband and wife just sat together and spent a New Year peacefully.
The Dong'e family has been trying hard to give birth to a son for Yinzhen, but failed several times, and finally hurt her body. After the new year, the outside is bright and beautiful, but she is like a plant in late autumn and early winter, growing stronger every day. Day by day it went downhill.
Although the relationship with Dong'e's family is not deep, but after so many years of companionship, Dong'e's family already exists in Yinzhen's heart like a family. He never thought that if there is no such a mistress in this mansion, What would it be like? Thinking about it, Yinzhen felt extremely panicked. For a while, all kinds of expensive medicinal materials were bought in like flowing water, and the mansion was filled with the bitter medicinal smell all day long.
Even Yinfeng, after hearing that Dong'e's family was not doing well, asked the imperial physician of the imperial hospital to visit him several times, and rewarded him several times.But in the end it was terminally ill, and whatever was poured into it was just for psychological comfort.
Yinzhen's heart was heavy, but he couldn't tell others what he felt in his heart, even the smell of medicine in the mansion, he could smell a rotten smell, which made him almost go crazy.
Occasionally, Yinzhen felt that she couldn't take it anymore, so she went to sit in her own restaurant, looked down at the people coming and going on the street from the second floor, felt the vitality, and felt a little more relaxed in her heart.
This day, Dong'e vomited up the medicine he drank again, and Yinzhen watched the people in the room go back and forth in a mess, finally tidied everything up and let the imperial doctor sent by Yinfeng After a few needles, Dong E fell into a deep sleep.
Yinzhen looked at Dong'e's thin and bloodless face on the bed, her heart felt tense, took a long breath, turned and walked outside.
In the end, he let the carriage pull him to Ruyi Residence, as usual, it was the wing room on the second floor, with a pot of wine and a few side dishes, Yinzhen took a sip from the wine glass, staring out the window in a daze.
But after a while, the aimless gaze fixed on the man in the moon-white gown. After looking at it for a while, the man on the street downstairs seemed to feel something, and raised his head. He turned his head and met Yinzhen's gaze who was looking down.
"What a coincidence, I didn't expect to meet Brother Nine here." Yinzhen couldn't remember how many years it had been since he and Yinzhen sat alone in this wing of the restaurant.
"It's quite a coincidence." Yinzhen's tone was light, and he poured a glass of wine for Yinzhen, "Why does Prince Duan have time to hang out on the street today?"
Yinzhen pretended not to hear Yinzhen's voice of Duan Prince, just smiled and said, "I have a day off today, and I have nothing to do in the mansion, so I will tell you." Yinzhen, who was not so good, asked with concern, "I wonder if sister-in-law Jiu's health has improved in the past few days?"
Yinzhen took a small breath from his nasal cavity, "It's just a day."
The Wanyan family also went to visit the Dong'e family before, and Yinzhen knew more or less what was going on there, but he still said some words of comfort to Yinzhen, "Brother Jiu, don't think like this, the so-called illness comes like a mountain. Getting sick is like a thread, take your time, and you will get better if you take good care of it."
Yinzhen chuckled lightly, and raised his glass to Yinzhen, "That's the auspicious words from Prince Chengduan."
"Ninth brother..." Yinzhen opened his mouth, with a uncomfortable expression on his face.
"What?" Yinzhen looked at Yinzhen and asked.
Yinzhen wanted Yinzhen not to be so depressed, and Yinzhen not to call himself Prince Duan so unfamiliarly, but in the end, he just shook his head, raised his wine glass and touched Yinzhen, "It's okay, I Respect Brother Nine, wish Sister Nine a speedy recovery."
Yinzhen watched Yinzhen drink up the glass of wine in one gulp, then smiled and drained the wine in his own glass.
The two of them just drank wine and talked, the atmosphere between them was alienated as if they were strangers they didn't know each other well.Yinzhen was not feeling well, but Yinzhen hoped that this time would last longer, longer.
However, there is always a banquet in the world, and finally there is a knock on the door. It is Yinzhen's personal eunuch Sun Dongxi's voice, "My lord, someone is coming from the palace, and I invite you to come in."
Yinzhen put down the wine glass in his hand, and looked at Yinzhen apologetically, "Ninth Brother..."
Yinzhen still looked indifferent, "Business is more important, Prince Duan should go to the palace quickly."
Yinzhen felt that every sentence of Yinzhen's Prince Duan was like a needle pricking his heart, so he put his hand on the back of Yinzhen's hand and said softly, "Ninth Brother, no matter what, I am yours." Fourteenth brother, you are also my ninth brother. As a younger brother, I—"
Before Yinzhen finished speaking, Yinzhen pulled her back into her arms and hugged her tightly.
Yinzhen moved after the initial daze, "Ninth brother?"
"Don't move, just for a while, just for a while, I'm too tired." Yinzhen buried her face in Yinzhen's neck, greedily breathing the smell that belonged to Yinzhen, and mumbled.
Such a weak word made Yinzhen's nose sore, he relaxed his body and raised his arms to hug Yinzhen back, pressing his face next to his ear, and remained motionless.
Yinzhen knew that this was the time he wished for extravagantly, but when the knock on the door sounded again, he had the idea that he didn't want to let go and just wanted to hold Yinzhen in his arms until eternity.
However, rationality finally prevailed, as proud as Yinzhen, even if he lost, he would lose with his head held high, even if he gave up, he would have to let go first.
Taking a deep breath, when Yinzhen let go, Yinzhen had returned to the indifferent look of the county prince in the past, and smiled at Yinzhen as if nothing happened just now, "Go, don't let the people in the palace Wait so long, or it would be my fault."
Yinzhen stared at Yinzhen for a long time, then lowered his head, got up and left without looking back.
Yinzhen just looked at the back of Yinzhen leaving like that, pretending that he didn't see the sparkle in the corner of Yinzhen's eyes when he got up, pretending not to know the water in his eyes at the moment, he just looked like that, looked at Yinzhen Zhen left, watching him get into the carriage, watching him disappear into the noisy crowd and never to be seen again.
Yinzhen left, and Yinzhen was alone in the wing room for a while, even for a while, Yinzhen felt that the room was terribly empty, the wine was no longer fragrant, and everything was wrong. In the end, he still couldn't hold back. , threw the cup on the table and returned home.
I don't know if the imperial doctor's silver needle is stuck in the right place. Dong'e has been so peaceful since she hasn't slept for many days. When Yinzhen came back, she even got half a bowl of porridge. There was a smile on his face, and everyone in the house was relieved by the smile on the corner of the master's mouth.
At night, Yinzhen had a dream, the picture in the dream flashed very quickly, but Yinzhen could see it clearly, all the things in the dream were about the Kangxi Dynasty, but looking at it, he could see Something is wrong, this is a matter of the Kangxi Dynasty, not the Kangxi Dynasty that I experienced.Yinzhen didn't fall off the horse, and returned to Beijing safely. He still mingled with himself, the starling and the old ten as usual, and enthusiastically planned with everyone for the starling to become the prince. In 47, Yinfeng was still abolished. During this period, everyone recommended mynah to be the prince. Khan Ama got angry and was beaten, but it was not a board, but two slaps. It was Yinzhen, because he yelled at Khan Ama the most, saying inside and out that the starling should be the prince, and it was Yinzhen who Khan Ama raised his knife to chop at the end.Later, Yinfeng was reinstated as expected, but within two years he was abolished again, and he never stood up again after being abolished.Even the starlings were pushed into the mud by Khan Ama and couldn't get up again.The starling put out his thoughts of being a prince, but including himself, they all bet on Yinzhen's hope of winning the throne, and began to give him advice and advice with all their hearts.The most unbelievable thing for Yinzhen is that in 56 years, Khan Ama has not died yet, and is still alive and well!The following year, Yinzhen led the army and was sent to fight in Qinghai. The glory and favor given to him by Khan Ama made him, mynah, and the old ten in the dream firmly believe that the position of prince belonged to Yinzhen.However, in 61, the one who ascended the throne was Yinzhen who had always been silent!Those unbelievable and unconvinced, those doubts and guesses, disturbed and turbulent, in the end, only the one who was stripped of the yellow belt, removed his family name and changed his name four years after the new emperor ascended the throne, died a miserable death in Baoding. 'Seth Hei', who died in the same year as himself, was stripped of his ancestral status, seized the king's title, and changed his name to 'Aqina'.Even Yinji was imprisoned across the noble circle, and Yinzhen's younger brother Yinzhen was driven to guard the imperial tomb for Khan Ama.In this dream, none of the eight princes and one party will end well!
At the end of the dream, Yinzhen only saw that downcast self lying in a broken house with air leaks everywhere, sobbing and curled up into a ball, with a puddle of blood overflowing from the corner of his mouth, and those eyes, those eyes full of unwillingness and resentment, were staring at him intently. Where he was standing, watching him die in front of his eyes, Yinzhen yelled out loudly, and this yell brought him back from his dream to reality.
Hearing the movement, the little maid who came in with a candle used the candlelight to disperse the darkness in the room. She looked at Yinzhen who was sitting on the bed breathing heavily and sweating, and asked in a low voice, "My lord, what's wrong?"
Yinzhen turned her face to look at the little girl with a puzzled and worried face, opened her mouth to speak, but felt that her mouth was very dry, so she breathed a sigh of relief before hissing, "Bring me a glass of water."
"Yes." After hearing this, the little girl hurriedly put Lazhu aside, brought a glass of water and waited for Yinzhen to drink it.
After sitting and resting for a while, Yinzhen waved his hands and said, "Go down, you're fine."
The little girl took a sneak peek at Yinzhen, then backed away with a reply, and the light in the room became dim again.
Yinzhen lay quietly on the bed, he recalled that dream over and over again, that dream was so real, so real that when Yinzhen remembered those resentful and unwilling eyes again, he still trembled all over.
But in the next moment, Yinzhen froze, he remembered the sentence Yinzhen said to him a long time ago, as usual, they were arguing over whether to support the starling, and finally, Yinzhen looked at himself and said with a trembling voice, " I don't know what will happen if the crown prince becomes emperor in the end, but I know that if it weren't for the crown prince, none of us would end well. 'None of us ended well. This sentence, now recalled again, immediately made Yinzhen sit up suddenly, he knew, Yinzhen knew, Yinzhen knew everything!
At that moment, Yinzhen's mind went blank, he wanted to think of something, but he couldn't think of anything, and even found that his hands were shaking a little.Before he could figure it out, there was some noise outside the house, and the noisy voice made Yinzhen angry, she threw off the quilt, got off the bed, rushed to the door and said sharply, "What's the noise, there are still no rules, Tired of living one by one?"
Only this time, the crowd didn't calm down because of his angry shouting. An old woman who was serving by Dong'e's side cried and knelt down at Yinzhen's feet, "My lord, my lord, Fujin, she It’s about to die, so hurry up and have a look!”
"What did you say?" Yinzhen was fixed on the spot by the last sentence, only felt a gust of wind blowing through her body, freezing her internal organs.
"Fu Jin is about to die, go and have a look!" the old woman cried again.
Yinzhen didn't know how he had this servant girl to help him get dressed, and he didn't know how he was helped into Dong'e's house, but when he saw him lying on the bed, there was still a hint of rosy color on his face. At the time of Didong's E family, Yinzhen finally became active as if he had been pressed into a trap, "What's wrong with you? What's wrong? I'll go to the palace and invite the imperial physician..."
Yinzhen wanted to get up and go out when he said that, but Dong'e took his hand, "My lord, don't bother, you'd better talk to my concubine."
Yinzhen didn't move, just looked at Dong'e.
Dong'e smiled weakly, "My lord, sit down, I just want to talk to you two alone at the moment. Normally, I have never asked you anything, so you should do it this time. "
Yinzhen looked at Dong'e's steadfastly, and finally waved his hand, causing all the underground people in the room to retreat, and then sat beside Dong'e's hand and said, "What are you talking about now? The most important thing is that you take good care of your illness, and when you recover from your illness, you have to stay up all night and talk to me and talk with you."
Dong'e was amused by Yinzhen's words, raised his hand and touched Yinzhen's eyebrows inch by inch, Dong'e said softly, "My lord, I know you are suffering, but I don't know I can't share your suffering with you. This is the most painful thing in my life. I don't understand the affairs of your men in the court. I am a woman. I only hope that you are safe and healthy, my lord. Healthy and healthy. Now I know that my time is not long, and I don't even know if I can survive until dawn, and I want to ask the Lord to agree to the last thing for me, so that I can go with peace of mind."
"What are you talking about, you will be fine, you will be fine in a few days, don't think about dying all day long, bad luck!" Yinzhen hurriedly interrupted Dong'e's words, and said.
Dong E's mouth was smiling, but tears rolled down his eyes, "A concubine's own body, don't you know yourself? Lord, I beg you to accept my concubine's body. I beg you, will it work?"
Seeing that Dong'e's breath was almost out of breath, Yinzhen hurriedly followed the airway for her, "Okay, okay, I will answer you whatever you say, and I will answer you for everything, okay? I I promise you, you can recuperate in peace of mind, will it work?"
After getting Yinzhen's nod, Dong'e finally calmed down, looked at Yinzhen, "I beg you, just forget about him."
"What did you say?" Dong'e's words made Yinzhen stand on the spot in a daze, and he didn't even notice that he unknowingly let go of Dong'e's hand.
"I know this is hard, it will hurt you, it hurts like digging your heart." Dong'e's tears flowed more urgently, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "But as I said, I never married To you, my only wish is to hope that you are safe and happy, happy and healthy. As long as you are safe and happy, you will never say no to me. Those sisters, as long as they can serve you well, I will be happy Happy. But, the men in that yard, those are evils, they can’t be kept! Now, who doesn’t know that is the man that Long Live God puts on top of his heart, but the men you put in that yard, some people The eyebrows of some people, the eyes of some people, who is so small, who seems to be, will one day be seen and remembered by someone with a heart, if they are stabbed on it—” Dong E said hurriedly After taking a few breaths, I managed to regain my strength before continuing, "I can't watch you die forever, so before you come back, I made the decision to have everyone in that yard disposed of. This crime, this crime, let me bear it for you, and you will be fine from now on, okay?"
Yinzhen stared at Dong'e in a daze for a long time, then she shed tears and held her hand, "Yunniang, in this life, I—"
Mrs. Dong'e didn't let Yinzhen finish his sentence, and just wiped away tears for him, "I want to have many things in my life, some got it, some didn't get it, but the same thing, after I got it, I felt Those who don't get it are not important, you know what it is? That is to marry you. This is the best thing I have ever wished for in my life. It's a pity, it's a pity that I can't go on with you anymore ..."
Yinzhen watched Dong'e's voice getting smaller and smaller, watched her slowly close her eyes, watched her hands hang down on the side of the bed feebly, and couldn't breathe anymore...
From the very beginning, Yinzhen felt that she was right in everything, but in the end, everything proved that only Yinzhen was right, and what she had done turned out to be nothing but a joke.
Yinzhen once thought that Yinreng was just an ignorant, violent and licentious idiot. If he hadn't crawled out of the queen's belly, how could he be allowed to sit in the position of prince, but he just sat and watched with cold eyes for decades. , he can't sit still, and he's incompetent!Thinking that he would bow his head to such a person in the future, kneel down and call himself a slave, Yinzhen felt uncomfortable all over, so when Yinhu vaguely told him that he wanted to win the crown prince, Yinzhen hardly had much to say. After thinking about it, he agreed, and he used all his enthusiasm and energy to support Yinhu and plan for Yinhu.His starling, a gentleman, is as gentle as a jade, and his actions and affairs are all praised by others. Even among the people, his reputation is excellent.Isn't that what a prince should do?
So when Yinzhen came to persuade him, Yinzhen didn't look back, and he was even annoyed at Yinzhen's denial of himself. From childhood to adulthood, as long as he was looking for something, he never missed it once. In this matter On, more definitely not!Ever since he supported Yinhu to compete for the throne, more and more times, in Yinyu's eyes, Yinfeng is a guy who occupies the magpie's nest, and one day he will be kicked off the prince's position and trapped for a lifetime.However, one day, Yinzhen, who was the most important to him, even so important that he had developed some inexplicable emotions, came to Yinzhen and told Yinhu that it was because Yinhu had bewitched him, so he ran to seize the reserve in a daze, saying yes Because Yinhu promised himself a prince with an iron hat, he plunged in regardless and did not turn back.He said that he would not win, that Yinhu would not win, that he would become a prisoner, and even lose his life!
Such words successfully ignited Yinzhen's anger, he was angry, he hated, he felt that Yinzhen had betrayed him, so he ruthlessly pushed Yinzhen away, and never allowed him to come to his own realm.He tried his best to prove that he was right and Yinzhen was wrong, so he never thought about regretting it.
But what is the final result?Yinhu was fined to guard the imperial mausoleum, and he escaped by luck because he didn't know that Yinhu and Yinyi had conspired together in the end, and was rewarded as an embarrassing county king.lingering to live.
Looking at Dong'e who was silent, Yinzhen burst into tears. What he had been pursuing tirelessly had not been obtained. What he wanted to care about was pushed out by him and would never come back. He thought he would wait for him at the same place. also departed from him.
Losing with his head held high is also a loss, and she who let go first is also giving up. In the end, he has nothing and can no longer look back.
The smoke dissipated, and the bustling place finally became empty.
In the late spring, a major event happened in Beijing that caused a sensation in the whole capital. The princess of the British county died of illness.
Such a news stunned the whole capital, and the emperor and princes were so shocked that they didn't recover for a long time.
As soon as Prince Duan heard the news, he rode to the temple on horseback, but he went alone or came back alone. I heard that he didn’t even see each other. Only a young monk sent a note to Prince Duan. , Prince Duan looked at the note for a long time, then turned around and got on his horse and returned to Beijing. Prince Duan never mentioned this matter again.
Many years later, a monk in a temple in the suburbs of Beijing passed away. It is said that at that time the monk was still holding a seal with a corner missing.
Later, while the silver-haired Prince Duan was taking a nap on the recliner, his naughty little grandson found a small box with exquisite carvings in his study. Inside, I saw a piece of yellowed paper. After unfolding it, the child tilted his head and read the words on the paper in a milky voice, "This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was at a loss at that time."
The afternoon sun shone through the layers of leaves and turned into mottled light spots on the ground. The breeze blew through the treetops and made rustling sounds. The old man on the recliner fell asleep quietly, and the children in the house were thinking about what was going on for him. There are also some verses that are too profound.
Love is parted, resentment and hatred are met, and nothing is right.it's just what you see, but nothing deep.
In previous years, it was Kangxi who led the crowd to watch the fireworks, surrounded by his sons.Now, Yinfeng led the crowd to watch the fireworks, surrounded by his son and brothers.
Yinzhen didn't go to join in the fun, he also knew that Yinfeng didn't care, and probably didn't want to see himself appearing under his nose. Everyone knows in their hearts that as long as he makes Yinfeng unhappy a little bit, he can mercilessly clean himself up and go back to the county prince's mansion to eat himself, who wants you to hang out with Yinfeng!
But Yinzhen does not regret it, not at all, especially when he saw the back standing beside Yinfeng, Yinzhen firmly held a seal with a corner missing, and told himself in his heart that he did not regret it. You can't regret it, let alone regret it.It seemed that as long as there was a thought of regret in his heart, it would be like losing. As for who to lose to, Yinzhen dared not think about it, nor did he want to think about it.
Quietly retreated from the crowd, walked slowly to a leeward place and stood up, Yinzhen raised his head and squinted his eyes to look at the fireworks in the night sky, one after another, so gorgeous and lively, but this gorgeous This excitement is not my own, at best I am nothing more than a pile of scum like the fireworks boxes on the ground.
After watching for a long time, Yinzhen felt that his neck was a little sore. He lowered his head against the wall and closed his eyes, then opened them again, looked around, and suddenly remembered that in the 42nd year of Kangxi, he also stayed in this place. However, at that time, not only was he standing here, Yinzhen was also standing here.The child whose eyes were blinded by the wind and sand obediently raised his head and squinted his teardrop eyes to let Yinzhen blow the sand away for him, his face full of trust and dependence.Yinzhen can still clearly remember how Yinzhen, who was finally able to open his eyes, turned his head away because he accidentally said those funny words he said, and how angry he was as a child Puffed up and said that he would not let Thirteenth Brother give him a drink.And... There is also the temperature of the hands that were finally held together, that feeling of warmth in the cold wind, as if it is still left on the fingertips.Yinzhen looked down at his palm, it was empty, there was nothing there, even the remaining temperature was blown by the north wind that came from nowhere, and it all disappeared.No one stood beside me, no one asked me to blow his eyes, and no one said to myself in a puffed up voice, "You still don't let Brother Thirteen give me a drink", I can no longer hold the warmth palm.
Suddenly, Yinzhen closed her eyes, raised her hand and rubbed it, then shook her head and muttered, "Look at this good place that Yinzhen found, it can always blow sand into your eyes..." After finishing speaking, he took out his handkerchief Wiping away the moisture from the corners of his eyes, he turned and slowly left this place.
When I went to confess to Yinzheng and said that I would leave the palace first, the big guys were talking about the excitement around him, Yinzhen felt like a big ice lump, as soon as he entered, he splashed a pot of gurgling hot water There was no heat, and the atmosphere cooled down.
Yinzhen didn't care about it either, he just said respectfully and apologetically to Yinrong that his cold was still not healed, and he felt a little dizzy at the moment, so he wanted to ask for leave and go back home to rest, when he said this, Yinzhen She didn't look up, she only focused her eyes on the boots all over the floor, but even so, Yinzhen forced herself not to move her eyes to the pair of Ming Huanglong boots.
Yinfeng looked at Yinzhen who was bending over and standing in front of him, and asked with concern, "It's the cold winter, why did the ninth brother accidentally catch the cold? Is it okay? Why don't I ask the imperial doctor to show you?" Bar."
Yinzhen bent her waist even lower, "Thank you, Lord Long Live, for your concern. The servant just feels cold occasionally. He has prescribed a prescription before and eats it every day. It is already good. Today, his headache may be caused by the wind, so he is a little affected." I can’t help it, I don’t need to disturb the hospital, it’s good for the servant to go back to rest, but I’m afraid that it will ruin the happiness of the Long Live Lord and the big guys.”
Yinzhen spoke earnestly, so Yinfeng didn't insist, just nodded and said, "The body is the most important thing, as long as there is no serious problem. If the ninth brother wants to go out of the palace first, then I will allow it. Only one, go back and have a good life." To recuperate, take medicine when you need to take medicine, and then rest when you need to rest, and you don’t need to work too much.”
"Hey, I thank the emperor for his permission." Yinzhen knelt on the ground and kowtowed, then got up and walked out slowly with her head bowed and her head bowed, then she turned her head and walked out of the palace without any regrets.
As soon as Yinzhen left, the atmosphere at the scene became lively again, as if nothing had happened.
Yinreng noticed that Yinzhen standing beside him looked a bit ugly, turned his head and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
Yinzhen came back to his senses and looked at Shang Yinreng's concerned eyes, pursed his lips and smiled and shook his head, "It's okay."
"Is it uncomfortable to be blown by the wind?" Yinreng stretched out his hand to hold Yinzhen's hand under the cover of the cloak, "I told you to wear that silver fox fur cloak, but you didn't wear it. In the night of the twelfth lunar month, the wind is already strong, so what should I do if I breathe in the cold air? My body is not strong, and when the time comes, my body will be uncomfortable, so I worry about it.”
Yinzhen was dumbfounded by Yinreng's chatter, and wanted to withdraw his hand, but Yinreng held it tightly, so he could only give up, and said helplessly, "Long live Lord, being a subject is just paper, Feng Yi Run away when it is scraped and rained when you hit it? Isn’t this enough to wear? Besides, the younger brother will not even be able to walk.”
Yinfeng didn't care that Yinzhen's complaint was half-joking and half-serious, but said firmly, "Later, I'll let someone make a bowl of ginger soup, you have to drink it."
When he heard that he was going to drink ginger soup, Yinzhen couldn't help wrinkling his nose, "Why drink that, the spicy throat seems to be burned."
"It's better to drink a bowl of ginger soup now than to drink that soup medicine later." Yinfeng settled the situation, "That's it, I will watch you drink it when I return to the palace, but you are not allowed to drink ginger soup. Watered the flowers again."
Yinzhen was confused by Yinreng, so he just muttered, "I know, I know, my younger brother is so old, and he is coaxed in front of a child. It's embarrassing."
Hearing Yinzhen's complaint, Yinreng's mouth curled up into a smile, he held Yinzhen's hand tightly, and whispered in his ear, "If you are already old, then I am not an old man. Could it be that Zhen'er thinks I'm old?"
He suddenly heard Yinfeng calling himself so intimately. Although he knew that the people around him couldn't hear the low voice, Yinzhen still blushed. Fortunately, it was dark and no one else could see it. His tone was full of annoyance, "You It's the Son of Heaven, why is he so unreasonable when he speaks? I'm not afraid of being laughed at by others!"
Yinfeng wanted to laugh when he heard it, but held back, only held Yinzhen's hand and stopped talking, only teasing Yinzhen was not annoyed or angry, the whole person almost exploded.
The close appearance of Yinreng and Yinzhen fell in the eyes of the people around, and it just made everyone envy Yinzhen even more - in the current Qing Dynasty, if it is said that Prince Duan's position in Emperor Tiancheng's heart is ranked first. If it was two, no one would be ranked first, and Prince Duan alone won the infinite honor and favor.Who dares to say anything, who can say anything?Not to mention Emperor Tian Cheng, even Prince Yong and Prince Yi are also protecting Prince Duan, whoever dares to break his mouth, that is the old birthday star eating arsenic and getting impatient!
So the active-minded man looked at the gap between Yinreng and the other brothers, and slipped to Yinzhen's side and said compliments, hoping to leave a good impression on Prince Duan's heart. Can remember that I am not.
The warmth, excitement, and flattery in the court had nothing to do with Yinzhen sitting in the carriage. He leaned on the cushion in the carriage, rubbing the seal with a missing corner in his hand over and over again, His eyes were slightly closed and he didn't say a word.
Until the rickety carriage stopped, the attendant outside said in a low voice, "My lord, the palace is here." Only then did Yinzhen open his eyes, and with a hum, he lifted the curtain and got out of the car and walked towards the mansion.
Yinzhen returned to the mansion ahead of time, the former Jiufu Jin and now the county princess Dong Eshi rushed out to greet her, covered her mouth with a handkerchief and coughed twice before saying, "Why did the prince come back so early?"
Yinzhen asked the servant girl to untie the strap of her cloak and bring water to wash her hands and face, and then said, "My head hurts, so I came back first." Yinzhen looked at Jiufujin, "You are not in good health. , so don’t welcome them out, you’d better go back to the house and lie down. In this weather where drops of water turn into ice, what should we do if we suffer from the wind and cold again?”
Mrs. Dong'e pursed her lips and smiled, "Suddenly when I heard that the prince is back, my concubine felt anxious, so..."
Yinzhen knew that the period from the last year of Kangxi to the first year of Tiancheng really frightened her, so she raised her hand and patted Dong'e's arm comfortingly, "It's okay, I'm fine, don't worry about it, take good care of me." A good body is the right thing to do."
Dong'e's face was still soft, "I know it myself."
Maybe because she felt that the atmosphere was really dull, Yinzhen raised her voice deliberately, "It's rare to spend thirty years in the mansion in previous years, this time I came back early, and I couldn't eat well in the palace. Let me use it together, and we two will have a good New Year's Eve."
Dong'e rolled his eyes, "Okay."
Said it was a good New Year's Eve, but in the end Yinzhen didn't let the people in the house make too much trouble, and only asked the kitchen to prepare a few dishes and a pot of wine.
For the first time, the husband and wife just sat together and spent a New Year peacefully.
The Dong'e family has been trying hard to give birth to a son for Yinzhen, but failed several times, and finally hurt her body. After the new year, the outside is bright and beautiful, but she is like a plant in late autumn and early winter, growing stronger every day. Day by day it went downhill.
Although the relationship with Dong'e's family is not deep, but after so many years of companionship, Dong'e's family already exists in Yinzhen's heart like a family. He never thought that if there is no such a mistress in this mansion, What would it be like? Thinking about it, Yinzhen felt extremely panicked. For a while, all kinds of expensive medicinal materials were bought in like flowing water, and the mansion was filled with the bitter medicinal smell all day long.
Even Yinfeng, after hearing that Dong'e's family was not doing well, asked the imperial physician of the imperial hospital to visit him several times, and rewarded him several times.But in the end it was terminally ill, and whatever was poured into it was just for psychological comfort.
Yinzhen's heart was heavy, but he couldn't tell others what he felt in his heart, even the smell of medicine in the mansion, he could smell a rotten smell, which made him almost go crazy.
Occasionally, Yinzhen felt that she couldn't take it anymore, so she went to sit in her own restaurant, looked down at the people coming and going on the street from the second floor, felt the vitality, and felt a little more relaxed in her heart.
This day, Dong'e vomited up the medicine he drank again, and Yinzhen watched the people in the room go back and forth in a mess, finally tidied everything up and let the imperial doctor sent by Yinfeng After a few needles, Dong E fell into a deep sleep.
Yinzhen looked at Dong'e's thin and bloodless face on the bed, her heart felt tense, took a long breath, turned and walked outside.
In the end, he let the carriage pull him to Ruyi Residence, as usual, it was the wing room on the second floor, with a pot of wine and a few side dishes, Yinzhen took a sip from the wine glass, staring out the window in a daze.
But after a while, the aimless gaze fixed on the man in the moon-white gown. After looking at it for a while, the man on the street downstairs seemed to feel something, and raised his head. He turned his head and met Yinzhen's gaze who was looking down.
"What a coincidence, I didn't expect to meet Brother Nine here." Yinzhen couldn't remember how many years it had been since he and Yinzhen sat alone in this wing of the restaurant.
"It's quite a coincidence." Yinzhen's tone was light, and he poured a glass of wine for Yinzhen, "Why does Prince Duan have time to hang out on the street today?"
Yinzhen pretended not to hear Yinzhen's voice of Duan Prince, just smiled and said, "I have a day off today, and I have nothing to do in the mansion, so I will tell you." Yinzhen, who was not so good, asked with concern, "I wonder if sister-in-law Jiu's health has improved in the past few days?"
Yinzhen took a small breath from his nasal cavity, "It's just a day."
The Wanyan family also went to visit the Dong'e family before, and Yinzhen knew more or less what was going on there, but he still said some words of comfort to Yinzhen, "Brother Jiu, don't think like this, the so-called illness comes like a mountain. Getting sick is like a thread, take your time, and you will get better if you take good care of it."
Yinzhen chuckled lightly, and raised his glass to Yinzhen, "That's the auspicious words from Prince Chengduan."
"Ninth brother..." Yinzhen opened his mouth, with a uncomfortable expression on his face.
"What?" Yinzhen looked at Yinzhen and asked.
Yinzhen wanted Yinzhen not to be so depressed, and Yinzhen not to call himself Prince Duan so unfamiliarly, but in the end, he just shook his head, raised his wine glass and touched Yinzhen, "It's okay, I Respect Brother Nine, wish Sister Nine a speedy recovery."
Yinzhen watched Yinzhen drink up the glass of wine in one gulp, then smiled and drained the wine in his own glass.
The two of them just drank wine and talked, the atmosphere between them was alienated as if they were strangers they didn't know each other well.Yinzhen was not feeling well, but Yinzhen hoped that this time would last longer, longer.
However, there is always a banquet in the world, and finally there is a knock on the door. It is Yinzhen's personal eunuch Sun Dongxi's voice, "My lord, someone is coming from the palace, and I invite you to come in."
Yinzhen put down the wine glass in his hand, and looked at Yinzhen apologetically, "Ninth Brother..."
Yinzhen still looked indifferent, "Business is more important, Prince Duan should go to the palace quickly."
Yinzhen felt that every sentence of Yinzhen's Prince Duan was like a needle pricking his heart, so he put his hand on the back of Yinzhen's hand and said softly, "Ninth Brother, no matter what, I am yours." Fourteenth brother, you are also my ninth brother. As a younger brother, I—"
Before Yinzhen finished speaking, Yinzhen pulled her back into her arms and hugged her tightly.
Yinzhen moved after the initial daze, "Ninth brother?"
"Don't move, just for a while, just for a while, I'm too tired." Yinzhen buried her face in Yinzhen's neck, greedily breathing the smell that belonged to Yinzhen, and mumbled.
Such a weak word made Yinzhen's nose sore, he relaxed his body and raised his arms to hug Yinzhen back, pressing his face next to his ear, and remained motionless.
Yinzhen knew that this was the time he wished for extravagantly, but when the knock on the door sounded again, he had the idea that he didn't want to let go and just wanted to hold Yinzhen in his arms until eternity.
However, rationality finally prevailed, as proud as Yinzhen, even if he lost, he would lose with his head held high, even if he gave up, he would have to let go first.
Taking a deep breath, when Yinzhen let go, Yinzhen had returned to the indifferent look of the county prince in the past, and smiled at Yinzhen as if nothing happened just now, "Go, don't let the people in the palace Wait so long, or it would be my fault."
Yinzhen stared at Yinzhen for a long time, then lowered his head, got up and left without looking back.
Yinzhen just looked at the back of Yinzhen leaving like that, pretending that he didn't see the sparkle in the corner of Yinzhen's eyes when he got up, pretending not to know the water in his eyes at the moment, he just looked like that, looked at Yinzhen Zhen left, watching him get into the carriage, watching him disappear into the noisy crowd and never to be seen again.
Yinzhen left, and Yinzhen was alone in the wing room for a while, even for a while, Yinzhen felt that the room was terribly empty, the wine was no longer fragrant, and everything was wrong. In the end, he still couldn't hold back. , threw the cup on the table and returned home.
I don't know if the imperial doctor's silver needle is stuck in the right place. Dong'e has been so peaceful since she hasn't slept for many days. When Yinzhen came back, she even got half a bowl of porridge. There was a smile on his face, and everyone in the house was relieved by the smile on the corner of the master's mouth.
At night, Yinzhen had a dream, the picture in the dream flashed very quickly, but Yinzhen could see it clearly, all the things in the dream were about the Kangxi Dynasty, but looking at it, he could see Something is wrong, this is a matter of the Kangxi Dynasty, not the Kangxi Dynasty that I experienced.Yinzhen didn't fall off the horse, and returned to Beijing safely. He still mingled with himself, the starling and the old ten as usual, and enthusiastically planned with everyone for the starling to become the prince. In 47, Yinfeng was still abolished. During this period, everyone recommended mynah to be the prince. Khan Ama got angry and was beaten, but it was not a board, but two slaps. It was Yinzhen, because he yelled at Khan Ama the most, saying inside and out that the starling should be the prince, and it was Yinzhen who Khan Ama raised his knife to chop at the end.Later, Yinfeng was reinstated as expected, but within two years he was abolished again, and he never stood up again after being abolished.Even the starlings were pushed into the mud by Khan Ama and couldn't get up again.The starling put out his thoughts of being a prince, but including himself, they all bet on Yinzhen's hope of winning the throne, and began to give him advice and advice with all their hearts.The most unbelievable thing for Yinzhen is that in 56 years, Khan Ama has not died yet, and is still alive and well!The following year, Yinzhen led the army and was sent to fight in Qinghai. The glory and favor given to him by Khan Ama made him, mynah, and the old ten in the dream firmly believe that the position of prince belonged to Yinzhen.However, in 61, the one who ascended the throne was Yinzhen who had always been silent!Those unbelievable and unconvinced, those doubts and guesses, disturbed and turbulent, in the end, only the one who was stripped of the yellow belt, removed his family name and changed his name four years after the new emperor ascended the throne, died a miserable death in Baoding. 'Seth Hei', who died in the same year as himself, was stripped of his ancestral status, seized the king's title, and changed his name to 'Aqina'.Even Yinji was imprisoned across the noble circle, and Yinzhen's younger brother Yinzhen was driven to guard the imperial tomb for Khan Ama.In this dream, none of the eight princes and one party will end well!
At the end of the dream, Yinzhen only saw that downcast self lying in a broken house with air leaks everywhere, sobbing and curled up into a ball, with a puddle of blood overflowing from the corner of his mouth, and those eyes, those eyes full of unwillingness and resentment, were staring at him intently. Where he was standing, watching him die in front of his eyes, Yinzhen yelled out loudly, and this yell brought him back from his dream to reality.
Hearing the movement, the little maid who came in with a candle used the candlelight to disperse the darkness in the room. She looked at Yinzhen who was sitting on the bed breathing heavily and sweating, and asked in a low voice, "My lord, what's wrong?"
Yinzhen turned her face to look at the little girl with a puzzled and worried face, opened her mouth to speak, but felt that her mouth was very dry, so she breathed a sigh of relief before hissing, "Bring me a glass of water."
"Yes." After hearing this, the little girl hurriedly put Lazhu aside, brought a glass of water and waited for Yinzhen to drink it.
After sitting and resting for a while, Yinzhen waved his hands and said, "Go down, you're fine."
The little girl took a sneak peek at Yinzhen, then backed away with a reply, and the light in the room became dim again.
Yinzhen lay quietly on the bed, he recalled that dream over and over again, that dream was so real, so real that when Yinzhen remembered those resentful and unwilling eyes again, he still trembled all over.
But in the next moment, Yinzhen froze, he remembered the sentence Yinzhen said to him a long time ago, as usual, they were arguing over whether to support the starling, and finally, Yinzhen looked at himself and said with a trembling voice, " I don't know what will happen if the crown prince becomes emperor in the end, but I know that if it weren't for the crown prince, none of us would end well. 'None of us ended well. This sentence, now recalled again, immediately made Yinzhen sit up suddenly, he knew, Yinzhen knew, Yinzhen knew everything!
At that moment, Yinzhen's mind went blank, he wanted to think of something, but he couldn't think of anything, and even found that his hands were shaking a little.Before he could figure it out, there was some noise outside the house, and the noisy voice made Yinzhen angry, she threw off the quilt, got off the bed, rushed to the door and said sharply, "What's the noise, there are still no rules, Tired of living one by one?"
Only this time, the crowd didn't calm down because of his angry shouting. An old woman who was serving by Dong'e's side cried and knelt down at Yinzhen's feet, "My lord, my lord, Fujin, she It’s about to die, so hurry up and have a look!”
"What did you say?" Yinzhen was fixed on the spot by the last sentence, only felt a gust of wind blowing through her body, freezing her internal organs.
"Fu Jin is about to die, go and have a look!" the old woman cried again.
Yinzhen didn't know how he had this servant girl to help him get dressed, and he didn't know how he was helped into Dong'e's house, but when he saw him lying on the bed, there was still a hint of rosy color on his face. At the time of Didong's E family, Yinzhen finally became active as if he had been pressed into a trap, "What's wrong with you? What's wrong? I'll go to the palace and invite the imperial physician..."
Yinzhen wanted to get up and go out when he said that, but Dong'e took his hand, "My lord, don't bother, you'd better talk to my concubine."
Yinzhen didn't move, just looked at Dong'e.
Dong'e smiled weakly, "My lord, sit down, I just want to talk to you two alone at the moment. Normally, I have never asked you anything, so you should do it this time. "
Yinzhen looked at Dong'e's steadfastly, and finally waved his hand, causing all the underground people in the room to retreat, and then sat beside Dong'e's hand and said, "What are you talking about now? The most important thing is that you take good care of your illness, and when you recover from your illness, you have to stay up all night and talk to me and talk with you."
Dong'e was amused by Yinzhen's words, raised his hand and touched Yinzhen's eyebrows inch by inch, Dong'e said softly, "My lord, I know you are suffering, but I don't know I can't share your suffering with you. This is the most painful thing in my life. I don't understand the affairs of your men in the court. I am a woman. I only hope that you are safe and healthy, my lord. Healthy and healthy. Now I know that my time is not long, and I don't even know if I can survive until dawn, and I want to ask the Lord to agree to the last thing for me, so that I can go with peace of mind."
"What are you talking about, you will be fine, you will be fine in a few days, don't think about dying all day long, bad luck!" Yinzhen hurriedly interrupted Dong'e's words, and said.
Dong E's mouth was smiling, but tears rolled down his eyes, "A concubine's own body, don't you know yourself? Lord, I beg you to accept my concubine's body. I beg you, will it work?"
Seeing that Dong'e's breath was almost out of breath, Yinzhen hurriedly followed the airway for her, "Okay, okay, I will answer you whatever you say, and I will answer you for everything, okay? I I promise you, you can recuperate in peace of mind, will it work?"
After getting Yinzhen's nod, Dong'e finally calmed down, looked at Yinzhen, "I beg you, just forget about him."
"What did you say?" Dong'e's words made Yinzhen stand on the spot in a daze, and he didn't even notice that he unknowingly let go of Dong'e's hand.
"I know this is hard, it will hurt you, it hurts like digging your heart." Dong'e's tears flowed more urgently, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "But as I said, I never married To you, my only wish is to hope that you are safe and happy, happy and healthy. As long as you are safe and happy, you will never say no to me. Those sisters, as long as they can serve you well, I will be happy Happy. But, the men in that yard, those are evils, they can’t be kept! Now, who doesn’t know that is the man that Long Live God puts on top of his heart, but the men you put in that yard, some people The eyebrows of some people, the eyes of some people, who is so small, who seems to be, will one day be seen and remembered by someone with a heart, if they are stabbed on it—” Dong E said hurriedly After taking a few breaths, I managed to regain my strength before continuing, "I can't watch you die forever, so before you come back, I made the decision to have everyone in that yard disposed of. This crime, this crime, let me bear it for you, and you will be fine from now on, okay?"
Yinzhen stared at Dong'e in a daze for a long time, then she shed tears and held her hand, "Yunniang, in this life, I—"
Mrs. Dong'e didn't let Yinzhen finish his sentence, and just wiped away tears for him, "I want to have many things in my life, some got it, some didn't get it, but the same thing, after I got it, I felt Those who don't get it are not important, you know what it is? That is to marry you. This is the best thing I have ever wished for in my life. It's a pity, it's a pity that I can't go on with you anymore ..."
Yinzhen watched Dong'e's voice getting smaller and smaller, watched her slowly close her eyes, watched her hands hang down on the side of the bed feebly, and couldn't breathe anymore...
From the very beginning, Yinzhen felt that she was right in everything, but in the end, everything proved that only Yinzhen was right, and what she had done turned out to be nothing but a joke.
Yinzhen once thought that Yinreng was just an ignorant, violent and licentious idiot. If he hadn't crawled out of the queen's belly, how could he be allowed to sit in the position of prince, but he just sat and watched with cold eyes for decades. , he can't sit still, and he's incompetent!Thinking that he would bow his head to such a person in the future, kneel down and call himself a slave, Yinzhen felt uncomfortable all over, so when Yinhu vaguely told him that he wanted to win the crown prince, Yinzhen hardly had much to say. After thinking about it, he agreed, and he used all his enthusiasm and energy to support Yinhu and plan for Yinhu.His starling, a gentleman, is as gentle as a jade, and his actions and affairs are all praised by others. Even among the people, his reputation is excellent.Isn't that what a prince should do?
So when Yinzhen came to persuade him, Yinzhen didn't look back, and he was even annoyed at Yinzhen's denial of himself. From childhood to adulthood, as long as he was looking for something, he never missed it once. In this matter On, more definitely not!Ever since he supported Yinhu to compete for the throne, more and more times, in Yinyu's eyes, Yinfeng is a guy who occupies the magpie's nest, and one day he will be kicked off the prince's position and trapped for a lifetime.However, one day, Yinzhen, who was the most important to him, even so important that he had developed some inexplicable emotions, came to Yinzhen and told Yinhu that it was because Yinhu had bewitched him, so he ran to seize the reserve in a daze, saying yes Because Yinhu promised himself a prince with an iron hat, he plunged in regardless and did not turn back.He said that he would not win, that Yinhu would not win, that he would become a prisoner, and even lose his life!
Such words successfully ignited Yinzhen's anger, he was angry, he hated, he felt that Yinzhen had betrayed him, so he ruthlessly pushed Yinzhen away, and never allowed him to come to his own realm.He tried his best to prove that he was right and Yinzhen was wrong, so he never thought about regretting it.
But what is the final result?Yinhu was fined to guard the imperial mausoleum, and he escaped by luck because he didn't know that Yinhu and Yinyi had conspired together in the end, and was rewarded as an embarrassing county king.lingering to live.
Looking at Dong'e who was silent, Yinzhen burst into tears. What he had been pursuing tirelessly had not been obtained. What he wanted to care about was pushed out by him and would never come back. He thought he would wait for him at the same place. also departed from him.
Losing with his head held high is also a loss, and she who let go first is also giving up. In the end, he has nothing and can no longer look back.
The smoke dissipated, and the bustling place finally became empty.
In the late spring, a major event happened in Beijing that caused a sensation in the whole capital. The princess of the British county died of illness.
Such a news stunned the whole capital, and the emperor and princes were so shocked that they didn't recover for a long time.
As soon as Prince Duan heard the news, he rode to the temple on horseback, but he went alone or came back alone. I heard that he didn’t even see each other. Only a young monk sent a note to Prince Duan. , Prince Duan looked at the note for a long time, then turned around and got on his horse and returned to Beijing. Prince Duan never mentioned this matter again.
Many years later, a monk in a temple in the suburbs of Beijing passed away. It is said that at that time the monk was still holding a seal with a corner missing.
Later, while the silver-haired Prince Duan was taking a nap on the recliner, his naughty little grandson found a small box with exquisite carvings in his study. Inside, I saw a piece of yellowed paper. After unfolding it, the child tilted his head and read the words on the paper in a milky voice, "This feeling can be regarded as a memory, but it was at a loss at that time."
The afternoon sun shone through the layers of leaves and turned into mottled light spots on the ground. The breeze blew through the treetops and made rustling sounds. The old man on the recliner fell asleep quietly, and the children in the house were thinking about what was going on for him. There are also some verses that are too profound.
Love is parted, resentment and hatred are met, and nothing is right.it's just what you see, but nothing deep.
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