The male nanny of Professor Gong's house

After coming out of the hospital, several people were not in a high mood.Regarding the old man's sudden yelling in shock, the medical staff only gave an explanation that the sudden emotional fluctuation may be relatively large. As for whether to believe it or not, it can only be determined by one's own choice, and because the emotions are out of control, the family members are asked to go back temporarily.Qin Lin didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and he didn't even call "Mom". It was a rare silence. Even Professor Gong, who didn't pay much attention to him, noticed it, and pulled the little nurse's sleeve to tell him to look at Qin Lin. Lin.

Su Yike was also shocked, especially because he always felt that Qin Lin's mother had a sudden attack after seeing him, and it was very likely that the illness was related to him. He almost didn't scare him when he heard her call Seeing the shivering look of the old man who was so skinny, Su Yike really couldn't even hate him, he just felt pitiful.Professor Gong told him to pay attention to Qin Lin, only then did he realize that Qin Lin's face was as cold as a layer of frost, and his whole body was hissing.Zhang Damei, who was pushing the wheelchair behind, seemed to be affected by the low air pressure, frowning in silence.

Su Yike glanced at Professor Gong, and Professor Gong said knowingly that he was going to get the car and asked Zhang Jie to go with him.Zhang Jie was like a fine person, so he gave up the wheelchair to the babysitter along the way.

"Why don't you talk?" Su Yike pushed Qin Lin to an empty grass field next to the hospital, "Don't worry too much, Auntie will get better soon."

"Didn't the letter say that it's been ten years, it's better to be here soon!"

Qin Lin finally spoke, but his tone was not very good. Su Yike was a little surprised, but he didn't understand, and then persuaded: "When you are well, come and see her often, maybe someday she will be fine. Ah. You can't be in a hurry."

Qin Lin was silent for a while, and finally said after a while, "What happened? Su Yike, tell me the truth, why did she want to hide in fright when she saw you?"

Qin Lin who was seventeen or eighteen would only call him "A Ke", and Qin Lin who appeared and disappeared inexplicably at twenty-eight or nine would jokingly call him "Mr. Su" or "Little Su". Yike", when Su Yike heard this address, he raised his head and carefully confirmed who it was in front of him.With the unfamiliar face and serious tone, Su Yike doubted whether Qin Lin in front of him had recovered his memory for a moment.Of course, it was only for a moment, and the anxiety revealed in the eyes of the person in front of him was still the anxiety that the young man Su Yike was familiar with couldn't hide.

"I don't know either. Didn't the doctor say that they might be more afraid of strangers?" Su Yike said shyly.He doesn't want Qin Lin to bear all this, especially now that he is still in self-disorder, when he recovers his memory and truly becomes the mature version of Qin Lin who is unfamiliar to him, if he still wants to know, he can tell him later alright.What I tell him now will only burden him mentally for no reason.

Qin Lin obviously didn't appreciate it, grabbed Su Yike's hand, fixed his eyes tightly and said, "You really don't know why she suddenly lost control of her emotions? She said more than ten years ago that you were going to transfer to another school?" What's going on? How could you become abnormal when you knew she was crazy yesterday?! What are you hiding from me? You said it!"

Later on, the sound became louder, and the strength in his hands involuntarily increased. Su Yike felt the pain, and couldn't get rid of him. He just lowered his eyes and tried not to look at him. He didn't want to see Qin like this at all. Lin, and also afraid that his eyes would reveal the secret, just insisted that he didn't know.Qin Lin has always used "she" to refer to his mother, which also made him very confused.

Seemingly finally realizing that Su Yike didn't intend to tell himself what he really wanted, Qin Lin finally let go of his grip, and after a moment of silence, he sighed and said, "You don't want to talk about it, I'll figure it out. Then tell me about your relationship with Professor Gong — no, my teacher, he is still my teacher, right?”

Hearing this, Su Yike immediately raised his head and opened his eyes to look at him, then subconsciously opened his mouth and said, "It doesn't matter."

Hearing his quick refusal, Qin Lin relaxed his nerves, and even pulled a pale smile on his serious face, and said in a very soft tone: "You, tell a lie."

"Do you know that whenever you tell a lie, you habitually open your eyes, and your eyelashes don't blink on purpose, and when you get nervous, you speak very fast, like a machine gun." Qin Lin stopped looking at He turned his head and looked into the distance, "I remember when Banhua and I were together, you said that we were very suitable, that's the look on your face. At that time, I thought you were very good at lying. At first I thought you liked Banhua Hua, I found out later that you like me."

Su Yike opened his mouth to strike up a conversation, but Qin Lin seemed to have eyes behind him, and didn't give him the slightest chance.

"I never told you that I knew you liked me, even before you confessed. You may not know it yourself, you often sneak at me subconsciously, once or twice is okay, more times and you show up again I didn’t pay attention to my posture, so I guessed a little bit. Actually, I still remember the kiss I gave you on my birthday, and your reaction confirmed my guess, but I didn’t say anything if you didn’t mention it. Afterwards, I struggled with myself bit by bit. When will you confess to me, whether you should refuse, how to agree, but you are entangled and entangled to include yourself. I am also quite stupid, because you like it Me, and then I also fell in love with you, there is no logic at all."

Su Yike could only smile wryly, fortunately he still thought he was well-prepared, who knew that there were flaws all over his body.

"So that when you confessed to me later, I didn't think it was sudden at all, I just thought "ah, it really is like this", and then I was only happy in my heart, and I agreed without hesitation at all. I still remember the weather that day It's cold, and the wind is strong, like a knife, the two of us run to church like idiots, Christmas Eve or something, I've never been with a girlfriend before, but I'd love to be silly with you. You When you told me that you liked me, your face was so red that it was about to bleed, but your eyes were frighteningly bright, and you were so frenzied and excited like a patient suffering from a fever. Moreover, fever seems to be contagious. At that time, I was thinking, From now on, we will celebrate Christmas Eve and Christmas together, big and small, and it will last forever, as if it is something that is taken for granted."

Qin Lin's tone has always been very light, as light as the breeze in early spring, stirring the grass and leaves little by little, making Su Yike's eyes itchy and astringent.The so-called first love means that you know that it is impossible to feel it anymore, but it will still inevitably hurt when you get emotional.

Su Yike put his hand on Qin Lin's shoulder, without saying a word, paying homage to the past, and also to the past self, but poor Qin Lin, who was lost in the past alone.It was the first time that he was so grateful from the bottom of his heart for the car accident that made the mature Qin Lin forget about himself. He couldn't imagine what it would be like if Qin Lin had been alone remembering the past for 11 years.

At this moment, Su Yike also felt so strongly for the first time how much indelible pain he had brought to the people around him when he lightly gave up on life, those tiny and pure happiness, those young people who didn't know sorrow. The wish of taste and arrogance, spanning a long period of 11 years, has finally become a reality that no one expected.