The male nanny of Professor Gong's house

Professor Gong finally planned to be considerate, but it seemed that the little nanny didn't appreciate it.Su Yike didn't speak for a long time, his mind was too confused, he was pulled out ignorantly, and at this moment he didn't have time to notice the posture that Professor Gong thought he was very handsome.

Su Yike didn't know how Qin Lin's mother knew about her and Qin Lin's affairs.At that time, Qin Lin and himself had just communicated with each other, and they were officially in the stage of mixing oil with each other, and they wanted to stick together all day long. Suddenly, he said that he would ask for leave to go to his aunt's house for two days, and he would not be back until after New Year's Day.Su Yike felt a little bit shocked at the time, but he planned the arrangement for the two of them during the New Year's Day holiday early. Fortunately, Qin Lin comforted him by saying that his aunt was so kind to him and would give him a lot of money. He was earning money. Money, save a small coffers for the future date of the two.Su Yike couldn't complain anymore because of his naughty and dickish remarks.If he really knew that everything had changed after Qin Lin's departure, he probably wouldn't let him earn so much money.

First, the classmates in the class began to exclude him for no reason. Some boys who were closer to each other even wanted to go around when they met each other. The girls also looked at him with very curious and vigilant eyes. He was completely inexplicable, but fortunately soon It was going to be a holiday, but he didn't take it too seriously.

In the afternoon when the real New Year's Day was off, when the whole class was cleaning up, he accidentally sprinkled some water on a boy, and the boy almost jumped up. Su Yike apologized repeatedly, and reached out to pat him, and the boy slapped him Pushing him far away, he continued to curse: "Fuck, don't touch me with your dirty hands!"

Su Yike was unprepared, and pushed his back so that his back was on the table leg. It hurt, and he was a little annoyed, and then cursed: "Do you need a little clean water to be so persistent? It's not a woman, Men are also so sissy!"

"Who the hell are you talking about?!" The boy reacted very loudly when he heard that, his voice raised by more than one notch, and the students around him stopped what they were doing and paid attention to this side. .

At that time, Su Yike felt that something was wrong. In the past, this kind of occasion was not uncommon, but soon some classmates and class committees would come to mediate, and most of them would be left alone. But at this time, it is obvious that the people around have chosen Standing on the sidelines, with a kind of malicious indifference.

But this side is all over the nose, and Su Yike has no time to care about the surrounding crowd. Although the boy is tall and burly, he is a bit of a gangster in the class, and his confidence is a little lacking, but he still holds on. He took a deep breath and said loudly: "How dirty can a little water be? Don't drink water to wash your intestines if you have the guts!"

Su Yike thought that he would never forget the boy's expression afterwards. That expression was too high-level for them to be high school students who were sixteen or seventeen.He first glanced at Su Yike coldly from top to bottom, then folded his hands and squinted his eyes, his eyes were more white than black, and using his height advantage, he said condescendingly: "It's not that the water is dirty, I think you are dirty. "

Seeing that Su Yike still looked like he couldn't understand, the boy let out a "Qi" and said, "Pervert, a pervert who likes to be stabbed in the ass by men", then shook his hands and walked away, acting like I'm dirty with you The appearance of holding hands.

It has to be said that Su Yike was still very pure at that time, apart from kissing, the relationship between him and Qin Lin is now just a little flirtatious and shooting a pistol together. Vaguely using that part, a little disgusting, didn't even think about it, the word "stab the ass" was so exciting to him that he didn't react for a long time, With a pale face, he watched the boy walk away.

When he realized that he should rush up to fight the boy no matter what, there were only onlookers around.He suddenly felt that the whole classroom and the whole school were quiet. It had never been so quiet. Even the sound of the cold wind blowing off the leaves on the playground could be heard clearly, and it had never been so cold.All are like actors in a pantomime.In other words, they were all spectators watching a play, and he, Su Yike, was the only actor in this crappy play.

All the people didn't speak, just looked at them coldly, Su Yike turned his neck mechanically, and looked at familiar faces from the past, including his classmates from junior high school and even elementary school, and some who had confessed to him Girl, there are friends who have watched the game with him and have been scolded by the country. Now these people have blurred facial features and can't see their faces clearly. They only stare at him with contempt and disgust, just like looking at dirty things. Same.

Su Yike felt that he gradually lost his feet, then his torso, hands, neck, and even his vocal cords and eyeballs. He stood alone on the stage like a stone statue, like a doomsday judgment.

Then the trial did not come, I don't know how long it lasted, it was probably tens of seconds, but Su Yike felt that it was longer than decades, all the audience seemed to have been pressed on a switch, everyone moved up.Everyone was in a hurry to sweep the floor and wipe the table. The normal school cleaning in full swing seemed like the tens of seconds just now were all hallucinations.Su Yike sincerely hoped that everything was just an illusion, just a nightmare.

When a girl passed by Su Yike, she even accidentally kicked over the bucket in front of him, but she didn't say a word, just looked at the bucket, and left calmly.Seeing the clear water gurgling out from the ground stained with dust, Su Yike knew that he was indeed in a nightmare.

He originally thought that regardless of gender, he and Qin Lin being together was just a matter between the two of them, and the impulse of young people falling in love for the first time made him hardly anticipate the possible external harm.When he was secretly in love, what he considered the most was whether to confess his love. After confessing, what he considered was whether Qin Lin would accept him. After Qin Lin accepted him, the overwhelming joy had completely gone to his head. He could only see him and Qin Lin. The honey in front of you and the distant forever.As for other people, even the parents, in the eyes of the people in love, they are almost irrelevant until this incident.

The boy's blatant swearing was mostly an insult to him, but the crowd around him gave him the greatest shock and fear. At this moment, he really realized that his relationship with Qin Lin was not actually recognized by the world. The love between young people is not just a matter of two young people themselves. When you are a heretic, you are weak. Any ordinary person can step on the commanding heights of morality and trample on your insignificant dignity.

It has to be said that Su Yike was really scared. The feeling of being stripped naked and being naked in front of everyone was already as Lingchi as he could imagine.

Su Yike couldn't remember how he got out of the classroom, the things behind him were like silhouettes, they just passed by in a flash.

Then, when he was about to leave the campus, he was stopped by Qin Lin's mother, who was the teaching director back then.

At that time, Su Yike was almost a marionette, and followed him up to the rooftop without saying a word.It gets dark very early in winter, although the time is not too late, the sun has already disappeared, the west is a little red, with a little warmth remaining, and then it is slowly swallowed up bit by bit on the horizon.Su Yike's sieve-shaped heart was probably swallowed up together.

Su Yike almost admired himself, listening to Qin Lin's mother's harsh words of abuse and threats, he was able to maintain a deadpan expression.Only in this way can he keep himself from being lowered into the dust a little bit.He was even a little surprised. The dean in his memory was more dignified and unsmiling, while the woman who was Qin Lin's mother called "Aunt Wang" was kind and elegant. People are very different.

Qin Lin's mother first talked about his poor character and meanness to seduce her own son, all kinds of harsh words went straight to the vicious female supporting role in Qiong Yao's drama, and then looked at his indifferent appearance and even said that he was shameless and skinless as a good tutor To put it bluntly, Su Yike's family raised such an asshole son because they were heinous.In this way, Su Yike is slightly moved. When you suddenly find that you have nothing, you will care more about your family. Su Yike really can't stand his parents being dragged by him and being abused and insulted arbitrarily.So I finally couldn't help but replied, "Director, this is my business alone, please don't involve my parents."

Well, it can only show that Su Yike was still too naive back then. He had already taught him a lesson just now, yet now he can so simply think that he can handle this matter alone.So soon, Qin Lin's mother taught him another lesson. Unlike the expressionless onlookers just now, Qin Lin's mother sings and composes very well, almost with both voice and emotion.

Probably because she had scolded enough and vented her negative emotions, Qin Lin's mother finally regained her senses and didn't dwell too much on Su Yike's words. She sneered and said, "I saw it today."

Soon Su Yike understood what she saw, and felt a little flustered and angry. He wasn't sure what role the woman in front of him had played in the scene in the class.

She continued: "That's not a good feeling, it's the feeling of being stepped on by everyone's ridicule and sarcasm."

Su Yike glanced at her, but ignored her.

"It probably doesn't matter to you, anyway, you are thick-skinned. But have you ever thought about it, if Qin Lin is the one who is looked down upon by people today, what should he do? My good son, why should he be trampled on because of you? !"

Su Yike's heart tightened, and he said, "He won't. Isn't there your mother who is the teaching director?" Persimmons are always soft, and Su Yike really feels that Qin Lin doesn't want to be like himself awful.

Qin Lin's mother choked abruptly, let out a long breath, and said, "Then have you thought about your parents, how sad it will be when you know that you have raised such a pervert who likes men, and the people around you Knowing that there is a pervert in your family, how embarrassing your parents are. I really have to sympathize with your parents. How much eyes and jokes have been raised by others for raising such a perverted homosexual. I heard that the factory where your parents work is about to close down I'm going to be laid off, and it would be terrible if something like yours happened again. If I were your mother, I would have the intention of jumping off this building!"

The matter of the factory's imminent closure, Su Yike heard his family mention it occasionally, but it was quickly ignored.His parents wanted to be strong, and he felt aggrieved in his heart. Su Yike also saw his mother take out the award certificates and badges that had always been awarded to her and secretly made her eyes red. At that time, she was not sensible and thought it was just nostalgia. When Qin Lin's mother said this, Su Yike really felt sorry for his parents.If my own affairs make my parents look blank again, it will really make things worse.Moreover, they are all ordinary people with their own duties. I really don't know what they will think when the time comes, will they also feel that they are perverts like everyone else?

Su Yike's mind was really flustered at the moment, the possibility of being slighted by his parents almost made him panic.Qin Lin's mother saw that he had been shaken, and continued to coax her: "I know you children are naive, thinking that this kind of thing is just your own personal thing. Actually it's not, this kind of thing will definitely involve your parents and family. A homosexual, what is homosexuality, is a pervert, is a brain problem, is a neuropathy, absolutely the whole family will not be able to hold their heads up, and will be poked in the spine until death. Your parents have nothing wrong, why should you do it because You have been wronged and insulted so much? You are really their good son. It is not easy for your parents to support you. They have worked so hard to raise you to such an age, and this is how you repay them in the end. I feel sorry for them It's worth it, raising a son is better than raising a dog." The last sentence was almost whispered in Su Yike's ear, speaking the most vicious language in the softest voice.

I have to say, hearing these words, Su Yike's mood fluctuated a lot. After closing his eyes for a while, he finally suppressed it temporarily and opened his eyes and said, "Tell me, what exactly do you want me to do?"

Qin Lin's mother seemed very dissatisfied that he would return to normal so quickly, and she looked a little resentful, but fortunately she still remembered her original intention, raised her eyebrows and said, "Leave Qin Lin, drop me out of school immediately and disappear."

"If I say no, will you tell my parents about these things, or even the factory where my parents work?" Su Yike had long wondered if the woman in front of him made him unable to stay in class.

"Of course, I hope that I don't have to go to that step." The woman didn't answer the question directly, but she began to show a sense of complacency from the corners of her eyes and brows.

Su Yike finally began to feel anger at this moment, that anger seemed to have been hidden for a long time, starting from the woman threatening him, from her insulting him, and even from being surrounded by people and being pushed by the boy At first, this anger was so violent that he began to hate, especially this well-maintained middle-aged woman who was showing off her might in front of him.

He felt that he had never hated someone so much in his life. Every tone of voice, every look in her eyes, and even every strand of hair could make him gnash his teeth with hatred, and he even began to hate this woman's son, hated Like the self of this woman's son.If possible, he really wanted to push her off the roof at once.

But this anger came and went quickly, like a big fire was lit by the wind, and when the wind passed, everything was extinguished, leaving only ashes.The ups and downs of emotions made Su Yike feel disheartened at the moment, and he couldn't even get up the energy to hate anymore, so he could only stand there with a pale face and a sluggish expression.

Qin Lin's mother saw that her words had already had an effect, so she didn't say anything more, she just left a sentence "You don't come to school after the holiday, I will handle the formalities for you" and walked away.

It was already dark, and Su Yike stood on the pitch-black rooftop and blew the wind in the middle of the night. His current feeling was "tired", extremely tired. In just one day, he almost lost all kinds of negative emotions. After tasting it all over, the short-lived happiness that I once had because of this relationship has disappeared at this moment.The white eyes of the classmates, the insults from the director, and the possible contempt of the parents, all of them have already put a heavy load on the young man's not yet strong nerves.

Everything starts with your choice.So, the outcome of the matter is also up to you to choose.

So, on the last day of 1999, the young Su Yike finally chose to jump on the rooftop.Before, he and Qin Lin talked about the end of the world in the millennium like ordinary people, but in the end, he did not expect that he himself really did not usher in the first day of the millennium.