Gu Pei reborn

After all, the child in Mama Gu’s stomach was not saved. The house in her hometown was too far away from the hospital. When Mama Gu was sent to the health center in the village, there was no possibility of saving the child, and Mama Gu was also injured. It's hard to get pregnant.Because Gu's mother needed to recuperate, she could only stay in the health center in the village with a low level of medical care during this period of time.

Gu Pei felt that he was a walking dead during this time. Ever since he accidentally saw Gu's mother lying on the hospital bed sluggishly and weeping silently through the window, Gu Pei never had the courage to see her again.

In just four days, Mama Gu's round face, which was raised during pregnancy, was sunken, and her face took on a kind of bluish-gray, her hair was frizzy, her eyes were dull, and when she turned around occasionally, she would bring out a lot of tears .

Gu's father has also been haggard these days, his eyes are red and bloodshot, and there are green stubble growing around his lips.He is sadder than anything.He was sad that his child was gone, his wife was injured, his son caused his wife to miscarry, and even more sad that his mother hurt his wife.

Leaning against the pillars in the hospital where the paint was peeling off and the cement was exposed, Dad Gu wanted to take out a cigarette from his trouser pocket, but his hands trembled unconsciously, and he couldn't take it out for a long time. , I feel that my eyes are astringent.He has complained and hated in his life, but he has never regretted it like this.His wife, if it weren't for her, I would have been cynical and self-pitying all the time.But he hurt her for that ridiculous "repayment" reason.And my own mother, huh, what mother?Didn't my mother die long ago?Haha... That's right, she's not my mother, so it's normal not to see Amei... right?

"Dad..." Gu Pei squirmed his lips, but he only uttered one word, but it seemed that he exhausted all his strength. He didn't know that his voice had become so hoarse, like a machine that hadn't been greased for a long time. , crunching, as if going on strike soon.

Papa Gu didn't respond, just as he couldn't forgive himself, he couldn't forgive his son now either.

Seeing the vague reproach in his father's eyes, Gu Pei froze, and then slowly recovered, moving his lips and saying, "Let's have some food." He handed the takeaway he just brought back to Dad Gu.

"...Well." Papa Gu was silent for a while, then nodded slowly, took the meal, took two bites, and then stopped his chopsticks, "You can go back tomorrow."

"Dad?!" Gu Pei opened his eyes wide, but tears still filled his eyes.

"That's it." Papa Gu continued.

"I'm not going back!" Gu Pei stubbornly raised his head and looked into Papa Gu's eyes. At this moment, he seemed to return to the moment when he took a bowl and threw the old lady four days ago. Father, his eyes were also blazing with fire.Yes, he has been suppressed for too long!Four days ago he had vented because of his mother, only to feel sorry for himself again because of the painful consequences, but at this moment, facing his father's hatred, he could no longer remain silent.look!What did I do after my rebirth, so that my closest relatives would hate or even hate me!He has always been evasive about his rebirth. He feels that he can't change anything with his small body, and he doesn't even care about turning points in history. He thinks that as long as he is more obedient, their lives will become better. When encountering things that are not pleasing to the eye but he does not care about, subconsciously he will even comfort himself with the words "I am a person who is not greedy".ha!Thinking about it now, all this is so ridiculous!My lack of greed made me lose my younger siblings, and my lack of greed made my parents hate me!

I am really cowardly!He suddenly remembered the evaluation of his first love girlfriend in his previous life when he broke up.The flame in his eyes gradually extinguished, but he still repeated word by word: "I-no-back!" This time, his tone lacked the rebellious emotion at the beginning, but there was a lot more persistence.He was wrong, but he couldn't give up the opportunity to make up for his mistakes.

Gu's father looked at Gu Pei, wondering if it was an illusion, he always felt that his son seemed to have changed a lot at this moment.Looking into his son's dark eyes, he couldn't say anything against it.Taking out a cigarette and lighting it up slowly, Dad Gu looked at his son's face that had become resolute in an instant through the smoke, and he felt that he seemed much older.

Seeing that his father didn't speak, Gu Pei pursed his lips in disappointment, and then said to himself, "I'll go deliver food to mom." Then she didn't look after her father anymore, and only walked to her mother's ward.

The ward conditions in the health center are not good, and the smell of disinfectant is mixed with many inexplicable unpleasant smells. In such an environment, Gu Pei felt that his heart was in a mess again, and walked slowly to his mother's hospital bed Looking at his mother with his back turned away, he suddenly didn't know what to say. The courage he had accumulated with great difficulty dissipated when he saw his mother's thin body.

Until another woman on the adjacent hospital bed started to greet Gu Pei: "The food is delicious, is it fried in Zhang Ji?"

"Yeah." Gu Pei nodded to the woman, and then said to Gu's mother, "Mom, why don't you get up and have something to eat?"

Gu Ma moved, but she got her head into the quilt.

Gu Pei couldn't hold back the tears anymore.

"Mom..." he yelled again, "you can eat a little." He was very stupid with his own mouth, but what could he say, brother and sister wouldn't want to see you like this in heaven?This is to make her feel better.For dad and me?I'm afraid mother hates their father and son now, right?

"Alas..." The woman on the adjacent hospital bed sighed softly, "Big sister, you should eat some food, you don't want to stay in the hospital forever, do you? This woman, you must not be angry with your body. It’s too late to do anything when your body is broken.”

Then Gu Pei saw that the quilt moved, and Gu Pei knew that his mother must have been persuaded, so he said, "Let me help you up first, okay?"

"..."

no response.So it is agreed?Gu Pei gently lifted Gu Ma's quilt, and then saw Gu Ma's eyes were open but she was staring blankly at herself, as if she was in some kind of deep thought.

When Gu Pei was feeding her, she finally came back to her senses, looked at Gu Pei's red eyes, paused for a moment, then slowly reached out and touched Gu Pei's head, the tears that Gu Pei managed to stop flowed again down. "Mom!" He couldn't help calling out.

"Yeah." Gu Ma nodded, hugged Gu Pei's head and slowly shed tears.Have you hurt this child these days?There is nothing wrong with Xiaopei, right?Even if there was no Xiaopei that day, the child would be lost sooner or later, right?Even if the old lady was not so angry that she had a miscarriage, it would not be her own after birth.That child is not destined for her, Gu Ma thought so, but felt that her stomach began to hurt again, and her tears flowed even more fiercely.She definitely won't just let it go!

And Gu Pei, who felt his mother's warm tears, also secretly made a decision!

The author has something to say: Today the teacher released a documentary about the third year of high school, um, the name is also called "Senior Three", which records the real life of a graduating class. After watching it, I was very touched. You can watch it when you are free.