Hanyuzhi's new life

At the dining table, Shi Ai looked at Nick who was eating calmly and elegantly with a relaxed demeanor, and his curiosity really arose in his heart.You must know that the two of them know each other well, which also makes them very casual and sloppy when they get along in private, and they don't care about seeing each other's unknown evil side.

There will only be three situations for meals like his now, one is when there are outsiders, the other is in public places, and the third is that he has encountered very important things, so he can't relax at all.In other words, this time it was really a big game. She put away her original impatience, looked at him now, and suddenly thought of the time when they met.

At that time, one of them had just adapted to the fact that they traveled through time, while the other was living helplessly and passively.Meeting each other is really a huge gift, at least she/he is not alone in this world, they talked excitedly about each other's past, and when they said they have common memories, they would laugh and then laugh until they burst into tears... …

They rarely have the opportunity to meet each other, but the connection with each other has never been interrupted, and they have comforted and accompanied each other for several years.Now they have fully integrated into the world and have a comfortable life of their own.On the contrary, the contact has really decreased, and what remains the same is the habit of many years: each other's birthdays, festivals, and when we travel to various places, we will bring some interesting and favorite gifts for each other.And now seeing his silence again, although many people would think that he is no different, still so elegant and charming, but she understands that this time he really hesitated and struggled...

After he finished his meal, almost an hour had passed, and she silently handed him a glass of juice.He took it in a daze.After he took a sip.A strong sweet and sour taste bloomed on the tip of his tongue.The whole person trembled instantly and woke up.Looking at her, she smiled weakly and helplessly, "Ask if you have anything to say, I know you must have a lot of questions to ask! Tell me!"

Shi Ai curled her lips, poured herself a glass of juice, and after drinking half a cup, looked at him and asked with a look of hatred, "Aren't you rich? Why do you have to swipe my card? It's okay." Accepted, but why max it out!!! I'm not you!! Don't treat money like money! Remind me of your existence in this way. Is it a little idiotic? Your ingenuity? Your What about IQ? Where did it all go? No wonder people say that people in love have IQ..."

He didn't hear Shi Ai directly mentioning that crucial matter, he was slightly relieved and at the same time felt a little bit disappointed, he took out a card from his wallet and threw it to her, "There are about 100 million in the card, and the password is yours." My birthday is considered my accommodation fee during this period. I can’t use my card for the time being, and my whereabouts will be exposed. The living expenses will be deducted from it!

In addition, there are about 30 dividends in it, which are dividends I earned by helping you invest together when I invested before.Your principal is still floating around with me, and a larger amount should arrive in the account in a few months.As usual, I have drawn more than 10 yuan in advance and donated it.

Before coming to Korea this time, I went to western China.Well, anyway, I added some money and donated it to build a few elementary schools and some library equipment in your name..." After talking about some things, he sighed and confessed consciously, "This time I am really I'm tired and want to explain it to him thoroughly.

After all, I'm not young anymore, it's time to settle down.Although I felt tired and annoyed by being chased by him all these years, when I really wanted to speak up, I found that at some point, this person had already left too much in my life. The obvious traces can't be wiped off!During the most glorious and lowest moments of my life, I was surrounded by him... I was a little panicked, Shi Ai, what do you think I should do? "

Seeing him slumped on the chair without any graceful posture, Shi Ai rubbed her temples, she didn't know either!Only the person involved has the most intuitive feeling for this kind of thing. She is always a bystander, and she is still a girl who can only talk on paper.

However, she hesitated for a while and asked the question, "What are you afraid of? Since you already feel wrong, why are you still struggling? When did you become so indecisive? Since the person you guard doesn't know Your mind, so even if you change your mind, it won't make you lose your temper like this? You are not a gentleman... What is the reason? It makes you so afraid of two people being together? "

He froze all over, his eyes fixed on something, as if in a daze.Shi Ai didn't urge to disturb him either. After a while, he got up a bit staggeringly, walked to Shi Ai and squatted down, pointed to his face and said, "People like me because my face is handsome enough, and my behavior is elegant enough. Because my clothes are exquisite enough... But only God, you, I know what kind of existence is under this skin!

You know!In my previous life, I was just a technical nerd, but in this life I suddenly became a football player. Facing the teammate exuding testosterone on the training ground and in the lounge, my orientation was very different from ordinary people, and I was completely flustered. It's gone, it's dumbfounded, it's painful!That kind of feeling, it’s like, it’s like, you’ve become a boy, and you’re so comfortable with the male idols you like all day long, even making some colorful jokes in the shower...

How would you react?Do you know how much effort it takes to make yourself hold back the physiological reaction of blood rushing, hold back the panic of being noticed something is wrong, hold back... I can only wrap myself more tightly, and speak more concisely, I can only pay more attention to my behavior... I finally got to the highest position of the players, but I can only hold back the nostalgia for it and step back in time.Otherwise, I don't know how the fans and teammates will react if my orientation is exposed one day...

Thanks to this face, such a change made me look extra beautiful in the eyes of outside media audiences!So because of the so-called vanity, maybe it is also because of habit, just like you said, I am the kind of person who will die if I don’t pretend... But now when it comes to feelings, I don’t want to pretend any more, so I always keep it With such a person.Want to wait for him to enlighten.

Lance's appearance was an accident.I always thought so.His quest was nothing more than curiosity and competitiveness.But after all these years, it would be a lie to say that there is no feeling at all!However, what he likes is me in front of people, under the camera, not the sloppy, vicious, dead-eyed me in your eyes.Even ordinary men who are a little wretched.

How could he accept me like that?I can't pretend like that for the rest of my life. If I hadn't met you, there would still be a three-point possibility.However, I have been used to relaxing by your side from time to time over the years, to be my original self, and I can't guarantee how long I can pretend.I don't want to turn myself into, even when I'm stuck at home, a well-packaged craft. "

She was a little surprised that it was this question, but soon she fell into deep thought.In fact, this has happened to me myself.It's just because I was a newborn child when I came here, everything was pure white and undyed.So even if she slowly grows and changes, everyone will not have so many doubts, but think that it is a child's heart or that she has grown up.But he didn't have that much time to grow up, and he even had a previous self for comparison, so he could only force him to accelerate his growth.

However, this time is really troublesome, and she doesn't think Lance can accept this reason, but won't it be uncomfortable to miss it?She was deeply entangled, and sometimes she felt dazed when she looked in the mirror. Is such a beautiful face and such a rich life really her own?Did everything before really exist?

There was even a very pessimistic thought, if she existed here as an ordinary former self, would she still have intersections with those people?Will she still fall in love with that person? ...This is a very dangerous forbidden zone. She didn't dare to think too much, but silently avoided those assumptions that she didn't dare to touch. Today, what she wanted to hide was also revealed. This is really...

They really deserve to be each other's pillars relying on each other!The experiences and perceptions are so similar, and even the emotional problems are equally tangled.The two fell into their own thoughts silently, no longer speaking.

After Shi Ai answered Quan Xiansen's Cha Gang call, he saw him casually lying on the sofa drinking coffee, and when she saw her come in, he smiled and asked, "Have you finished talking with your boyfriend?" Shi Ai Nodding, he took a glass of milk and sat across from him, he was about to say something when he interrupted him, "You, are you planning to stay in Korea and not go back?

This country is too small and the market is limited!I stayed here for half a month, and took a closer look at the environmental market here. Although your company is a rare place to make music here, Shiai, this is not a good place for you to stay for a long time!Your company...you can't always pin your hopes on them, can you?You can't think that you can afford to wait just because you are young. Over time, your will will be worn away!This is scary! "

The topic jumped a little fast, Shi Ai paused to understand what he meant, their company!Thinking of this, she couldn't help sighing, she already knew the pros and cons of this place, and the longer she stayed, the more she understood!It's just that people can't be too clear when they are alive, and emotions are the biggest weapon!

She already has a deep bond here, friends, teammates, and love!

Seeing her expression, you can tell that she understands what he means. Very good, it seems that falling in love has not completely wiped out her IQ!Now that she knew it in her heart, he wouldn't say much anymore. Individuals have their own choices, so they can't be forced!

During the Chinese New Year, Shi Ai and Quan Zhen'er both went to Quan Wai Gong's house a few days earlier, Nick was called to her apartment by Shi Ai, but he found a moving company to help move things, all of which were daily necessities bought by him! !Halo, her money!But he didn't stay for a few days before leaving, because it was the Spring Festival and he didn't want to spend it here!

And he can't hide anymore, the winter break is coming to an end, he has to work too!I have to say that this is really the most uncomfortable year she has ever lived. Although everyone is talking and laughing as if nothing happened, there are some things that cannot be faked.For example, everyone's attitude towards the eldest uncle, such as Sejun's lowered figure and Sexian's smiley expression...

They are all human beings, and everyone knows such a beautiful illusion. The old man got angry and drove them all back.But after lunch on the second day of junior high school, everyone dispersed. Seeing the somewhat deserted room, she felt a little uncomfortable.

When she received Shixian's call, she had just finished communicating with her sisters at 21, and it was rare for everyone to have time to hang out together.After roughly finalizing the time and place, she was in a very happy mood, completely unaware of Shixian's discomfort on the phone.

When he arrived at the apartment and sat down to explain his purpose, she was completely dumbfounded.He said, "Shiai, I have an invitation here. There is a person who wants to meet you. If there is no special accident, you must meet this person!"