?? In one morning,? Yuan Xingyu had already smoked a whole pack of cigarettes.

?? But the stuffy and oppressive feeling in his chest just couldn't go away, and he longed for something to help him.

"Grass." Yuan Xingyu stood up, pulled on his slippers and entered the room.

??He took the phone,? and sent a message to Ruan Yiheng: [Where is the person you mentioned,? Send me the photo. ]

?? Ruan Yiheng quickly sent him a few photos. The photos are all well-maintained men. They look about 30 years old, but they are almost [-] years old.

??Yuan Xingyu flicked through the photos one by one, and stopped on the last photo.

?? This man looks gentle, with a pair of glasses,? Wearing a well-fitting silver-gray suit,? Looks ascetic and seductive.

?? He is not the best looking, but he is the most like someone.

??Yuan Xingyu touched his dry throat,? The feeling of irritability in his chest was even worse,? He wrote back to Ruan Yiheng: [That's all, let him come here quickly. ]

??[Ruan Yiheng: I know you like this, I already let him go out. ]

??[Yuan Xingyu: Did you wash it?Don't just let someone touch it. ]

??[Ruan Yiheng: Don't worry, it's absolutely clean. ]

??Yuan Xingyu dropped his phone, and entered the bedroom with a dark face. After a while,?the doorbell rang.

?? ......

??Ruan Shenhai and Cheng Ye came to the hot pot restaurant last time. After sitting down,??Ruan Shenhai ordered the dishes skillfully.

?? In their previous lives, the two of them often ate hot pot,? Ruan Shenhai loved it, especially in winter. As long as there was no schedule,? He would drag Cheng Ye to eat it.

??Of course, if Cheng Ye happens to have no time, then Ruan Shenhai will meet Fu Meng, and the two of them will challenge the spicy Jiugongge.

"Don't be too spicy." Cheng Ye reminded him, "You have a bad stomach."

?? Ruan Shenhai shook his head: "No, I haven't eaten spicy food for a long time."

?? He loves spicy food, but he really has a bad stomach. After eating spicy food, he often has stomach pains at night.

??When he was with Cheng Ye, Cheng Ye would always look at him and tell him to stop when it was enough, but once they met Fu Meng, the two of them didn't know the heights of heaven and earth.

??Twice, Ruan Shenhai ate Jiugongge behind Cheng Ye and Fu Meng's back, and his stomach hurt so badly at night.

??Scared, Cheng Ye rushed back from the set overnight and sent him to the hospital.

?? But Ruan Shenhai acted on his favor, and he was reluctant because of Cheng Yi, so he was disobedient.

??Cheng Ye was helpless, so he ordered two boxes of yogurt for him, and asked him to drink a small cup first, which could somewhat relieve the spicy taste.

??After a while, the hot pot boiled, and Ruan Shenhai ate the meat contentedly, the numb and spicy feeling filled his taste buds.

?? Just one word, cool!

??Cheng Ye was completely opposite to him, chewing cabbage in clear soup slowly, out of tune with the surrounding environment.

??Suddenly there were more small balls in the bowl. Cheng Ye raised his head and saw Ruan Shenhai smiling at him: "Would you like to try it? I think the spiciness is not bad."

??Cheng Ye smiled, put the small ball into his mouth, and chewed it twice.

??The next moment, a soaring spicy smell rushed up, making his eyes and nose sore at the same time.

??Ruan Shenhai stared at Cheng Ye's blushing face in a daze, a little at a loss.

??He really thinks that the slightly spicy food is okay this time, and in his previous life, Cheng Ye could actually eat a little spicy food later on.

??Cheng Ye raised his hand to support his forehead, sweating profusely all over his body.

"Hurry up and drink this!" Ruan Shenhai handed him the yogurt, blaming himself, "It's all my fault, I forgot that you haven't learned how to eat spicy food in your life."

??Cheng Ye took the yogurt and gulped down half a cup before feeling a little better.

??He shook his head, his voice was a little hoarse: "I forgot too."

"Are you okay?" Ruan Shenhai looked at him distressedly, fanning him with a tissue in one hand.

??Cheng Ye regained his strength and smiled at him comfortingly: "It's okay, didn't you just come here like this before?"

?? Ruan Shenhai is not in the mood to eat anymore, he is worried.

?? "Are you really okay? Do you want to go to the hospital? Your face is red now."

??Cheng Ye had already recovered a lot at this time, he stretched out his hand and pampered Ruan Shenhai's nose: "It's fine, your boyfriend is not so delicate."

?? Ruan Shenhai was downcast, he remembered.The reason why Cheng Ye was able to eat spicy food before was because he practiced it deliberately.

?? At the beginning, it was Ruan Shenhai who took the initiative to chase Cheng Ye. Otherwise, it would be absolutely impossible for someone like Cheng Ye to take the initiative to chase someone.

??From the very beginning, Cheng Ye was actually interested in Ruan Shenhai, and Ruan Shenhai could see it, so he took the initiative to post it again and again.

?? After the two were together for more than a month, Cheng Ye found out by chance that Ruan Shenhai actually likes spicy food.

?? Just to take care of Cheng Ye's taste, he always ordered light food.

??Cheng Ye said less, but did a lot. In order to cater to Ruan Shenhai's taste, he ate a little spicy food every day, and he trained himself until he could eat slightly spicy food.

?? At that time, Ruan Shenhai almost felt distressed, but Cheng Ye smiled lightly and said that he just wanted to try something he liked.

"You really don't need to eat spicy food anymore." Ruan Shenhai pouted and acted softly to him, "I won't dislike you just because you don't eat spicy food, and you didn't dislike me because I have a strong taste. Me, right?"

??Cheng Ye stared at him for a while, then smiled helplessly: "Got it. Let's eat first. Isn't there a surprise for me this afternoon?"

"Yeah!" Ruan Shenhai nodded, but then, he kept staring at Cheng Ye, for fear that he would accidentally eat something from the spicy pot.

??Cheng Ye lowered his head and smiled sullenly, and deliberately stretched his chopsticks into the hot pot, scaring Ruan Shenhai to grab his hand immediately.

?? After dinner, Ruan Shenhai changed to drive.

??The place he was going to was difficult to find, so I did it myself.

??The car turned around and turned, and finally stopped in a quiet alley.

??The alley is a bit narrow, so they parked their car in the parking space outside, got off and walked inside.

??Trees are planted on both sides of the alley, and the leaves have almost fallen off. There are a lot of red and yellow ones scattered in the alley, and it is a bit bleak after being blown by the wind.

?? "This place is especially beautiful in summer." Ruan Shenhai and Cheng Ye held hands and walked slowly in the alley.

??He pointed to the vine above his head: "This is artificially built. In summer, there will be morning glory and creeper. One year, we also picked wisteria, which is very beautiful."

"It's a pity that they are all naked now." Ruan Shenhai felt a little regretful, "We will come again next spring, you will definitely like it."

??Cheng Ye listened carefully, imagining the scene he described.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Cheng Ye suddenly asked, he and Ruan Shenhai have been together for two years, if Ruan Shenhai knew about this place earlier, he would definitely bring him here.

???

"Xiao Ruan." Cheng Ye stopped and reached out to grab Ruan Shenhai.

??He gently held Ruan Shenhai's side face with one hand, making him look at himself: "This is the place you found when I was not around, isn't it?"

?? Ruan Shenhai smiled dryly: "It's all in the past, it's not important anymore."

"I'm sorry." Cheng Ye hid deep sadness in his eyes, "I want to know how you lived during that time."

?? Ruan Shenhai puffed his face: "Are you going to spoil the atmosphere?"

??Cheng Ye reached out and hugged him into his arms, and patted his back tenderly: "Tell me, let me know how I hurt you."

"It's not your fault, it's good that you forgot those things." Ruan Shenhai hugged his waist and rubbed his face with him, "But if you want to hear it, I'll tell you."

?? "Let's go in first, I'll tell you slowly."

??Cheng Ye let go of his arms and looked at Ruan Shenhai's delicate and beautiful eyebrows. There was no despair in those eyes that pierced his heart.

??The current Ruan Shenhai is still that lively and sunny little sun.

?? "Okay~" Ruan Shenhai smiled and rolled his eyes, "Go in first, I have to surprise you."

??The two walked to the depths of the alley, and there was a small yard. Two plum trees were planted in the yard, and the red plums were in full bloom.

??There are stone tables and chairs under the tree, the residual leaves are scattered all over the ground, and various unknown flowers are planted in the well-divided fence.

??In this city of steel and iron, it is like a paradise of its own.

??The small iron gate carved and hollowed out is not like a thieves-proof, but a decoration.

?? There was a small bell on the door. Ruan Shenhai raised his hand and shook it. After a while, the door of the small shop in the courtyard opened.

??A woman in a gray woolen dress and a shawl came out.

??She looks about 40 years old, with a plump figure and not very beautiful, but she has a gentle temperament and a literary atmosphere that makes people dare not be profane.

"Hello." The woman brushed her waist-length hair and unlocked the door for them. "Do you two have an appointment?"

?? Ruan Shenhai nodded: "Yes, I contacted you yesterday."

"Mr. Ruan?" The woman led them the way with a smile, "I thought it might be you when I heard your name yesterday, but I didn't expect it to be."

??Ruan Shenhai smiled and said, "Are you paying attention to entertainment news now?"

?? "The times have progressed, and I can't lag behind." The woman replied with a smile, and was a little surprised after she finished speaking, "How do you know that I didn't pay attention to entertainment news before?"

??Ruan Shenhai paused, turned his head, and replied: "My friend told me, and he also introduced me."

?? "That's it." The woman led them into a studio, "All I come here are repeat customers, and there are new friends introduced by old customers."

"Have you done this before?" the woman asked Ruan Shenhai, "If you need help, you can find me."

?? Ruan Shenhai nodded: "I know, you can go to work, I will handle the process."

?? "Okay, all the goods are in the refrigerator." The woman smiled gently, "There are coffee and drinks in the room, please help yourself."

?? After finishing speaking, she walked out, leaving space for them.

??Cheng Ye took a good look at the room.This is a very simple studio, with two long wooden tables on which various tools are placed.

??The whole room is also in the tone of logs, and there is a strong fragrance of flowers.

?? "Are you here to take me to arrange flowers?" Cheng Ye was a little surprised, "You can still calm down and do this."

?? Ruan Shenhai proudly puffed out his small chest: "I don't look down on anyone. I can sit down and play chess with you and drink tea. How can putting a flower confuse me?"

"I underestimated us." Cheng Ye praised without bottom line.

??Ruan Shenhai ran to the wall, looked at the display containers, and called Cheng Ye: "Come and choose one, we can take it home when we finish."

??Cheng Ye walked over, the two discussed it, and finally chose a vase made of pebbles on the outside.

??The two carefully placed the vase on the table, Ruan Shenhai pulled Cheng Ye to choose the bouquet, and the two picked a large basket with a small basket before starting to work.

?? "Can you tell me now?" Cheng Ye was only responsible for handing flowers to Ruan Shenhai, and did not know anything else.

?? Ruan Shenhai looked at him sideways, and softly discussed: "Then let's talk about it first. After I tell you, you can't blame yourself. You can't blame you for that matter, it's not your fault!"

"Yeah." Cheng Ye nodded.

??How could he not blame himself? If he could persist more, if he could love Ruan Shenhai more, maybe he wouldn't be affected.

?? But in fact, no matter how much he loves Ruan Shenhai, it is always difficult for human resources to resist the power of the system.

?? At that time, if Cheng Ye was the person Ruan Qingyue wanted to replace, then Ruan Shenhai would be affected. As the protagonists, one of them would always be hurt.

?? Ruan Shenhai carefully selected the bouquet and put it in a vase one by one.

??The dark time, with Ruan Shenhai's relaxed narration, gradually emerged in Cheng Ye's heart.

?? When Ruan Shenhai thinks about it now, he just feels a little sad, but to him at that time, it was endless despair.

?? When he was driven out by Cheng Ye's indifference again, he walked aimlessly on the side of the street.

?? It has been a month, and he has not cried or collapsed, only helpless and overwhelmed.

?? He walked slowly, not knowing where he was, when suddenly it rained heavily in the sky.

?? The rain came quickly and fiercely. A pedestrian hurried past on the side of the road. He ran against the crowd, like a walking dead.

??Suddenly, someone bumped into him, and he fell powerlessly to the ground, with mud splashing on his face.

?? The emotions that have been there for a long time suddenly couldn't hold back.

?? He finally, in that violent thunderstorm, on the side of that muddy street, wept bitterly.

??Crying out his helplessness, crying for his lover, relatives and friends, he screamed and cursed like a homeless lunatic.

??He has really reached the limit, insisting on a memory that is denied by everyone. After a long time, anyone will feel that he has paranoia.

??He even felt that those beautiful memories were really fantasized because he was jealous of Ruan Qingyue.

?? But the traces left by some things cannot be erased no matter what.

?? Just like the suppressed love in Cheng Ye's heart, even though he has forgotten Ruan Shenhai, he still won't speak harshly to Ruan Shenhai.

?? He still habitually cooks two breakfasts every morning, and pours out another one foolishly.

?? Just like Fu Meng, he always goes shopping by himself and eats Jiugongge by himself. When he is halfway through his meal, he stares in a daze at the empty seat opposite.

??Just like Lao Duan and Xiaopang, they still get together inexplicably on the day of the weekly meeting set for Ruan Shenhai, and then leave separately with doubts.

?? Just like Yuan Xingyu, he would always feel lonely in the midst of the bustle, looking around in a daze, but he didn't know what he was looking for.

?? Just like Ruan Shenhai, no matter how many times he doubts himself, he will finally muster up the courage to fight against fate alone. Even if he risks his life, he will bring the world back on track.

?? "I cried for a long time in the rain that day, and the store manager brought me back." Ruan Shenhai said in a relaxed tone, summarizing the unforgettable pain in a simple way.

?? It was also the store manager that day. She held an umbrella, stood beside Ruan Shenhai, and said to him with a smile, "There is nothing that can't be solved by planting one or two flowers."

?? Ruan Shenhai stared blankly at her, and was led back to the shop by her hand.

?? She brought him hot milk tea, and asked him with a smile, did such a cute kid quarrel with his family?

?? Ruan Shenhai shook his head and said, "They don't even remember me."

?? "How come?" The store manager smiled, "They love you so much, how could they forget you. Just wait a little longer, maybe they will come back to you."

?? It was her words that pulled Ruan Shenhai, who was on the verge of collapse, back from the cliff.

?? "I don't know if it's right." Ruan Shenhai smiled and said, "After I left the store, I wanted to kill Ruan Qingyue. Maybe I would have gone crazy by then."

??Cheng Ye looked at him deeply, feeling chest pain even when he was breathing.

??His memory of that time is actually very vague.

?? For a long time, he was in a state of chaotic consciousness, like a programmed machine, doing things against himself.

"But it's all over. Not long after that, I dreamed of that temple." Ruan Shenhai said casually, "Maybe the Buddha saw that I was too stupid, so he couldn't help but help me."

??Suddenly his body sank, Ruan Shenhai looked down at the arms tightly wrapped around his waist, and laughed: "I told you, don't blame yourself, I shouldn't have told you."

"I don't blame myself." Cheng Ye completely hugged him into his arms, and put his cheek against his.

??His voice was low and hoarse: "I just feel bad, it really hurts."

?? Ruan Shenhai put the last gerbera into the vase, then reached out to hold his hand, and said softly, "Good boy, it's all over. We're doing well now. Don't think about anything else, okay?"

"Yeah." Cheng Ye responded in a low voice, but still hugged him tightly and didn't let go.

?? Ruan Shenhai did not urge him, let him cling to himself, and took care of the flowers by himself.

?? I don't know how long it took, and a shutter sound suddenly sounded in my ear.

?? Ruan Shenhai and Cheng Ye looked at the past at the same time.

??The store manager covered his mouth embarrassingly, and said with a smile: "Looking at the love between you two children, I couldn't resist taking a picture. I didn't expect to disturb you."

??Cheng Ye was finally willing to let go of Ruan Shenhai, but Ruan Shenhai was not embarrassed, and said to the store manager familiarly: "You really know how to use electronic products now."

??The store manager smiled and rolled his eyes: "Yes, the elderly also have to follow the trend."

?? Ruan Shenhai and Cheng Ye settled the bill, Cheng Ye carefully held the vase of flowers, and the two walked out of the shop.

??The store manager stood in the yard, looked at the direction they left for a while, and suddenly sighed in a low voice: "It's not easy for these two children, but they finally achieved a positive result."

?? She smiled and shook her head. When she lowered her eyes slightly, she couldn't tell the difference between male and female, and the tails of her eyes were slightly raised.

??Look carefully, it is somewhat similar to that Buddha statue.

?? ......

??Leaving the shop, Ruan Shenhai and Cheng Ye's whole day's trip was over.

?? "Are you happy with the date?" Ruan Shenhai looked sideways at Cheng Ye with anticipation.

??Cheng Ye took a look at him, and then stretched out his hand to hold him: "Happy, I've never been so happy in my life."

"Really?" Ruan Shenhai raised his eyebrows, "Why do I think you'll be happy if we're in the parking lot for the first time?"

??Cheng Ye refused to admit it: "Am I the kind of man who thinks from the lower body?"

"Isn't it?" Ruan Shenhai rubbed his chin, "That's a pity, those little clothes I bought online, it seems that I can only wear them for myself."

?? Cheng Ye: "..." Is it too late to take back what you just said?

"It's too late!" Ruan Shenhai knew what he was thinking, and giggled, "However, if you behave well, you can still think about it."

??Cheng Ye nodded seriously: "I must be doing well."

?? "Pfft!" Ruan Shenhai sneered, "How can you praise yourself so much, it's the first time you made me hurt so much!"

??Cheng Ye: "..."

?? On this side is Cheng Ye, who is despised by technology, and on the other side is Yuan Xingyu, who is bullied to the point where he can't move.

??Yuan Xingyu lit a cigarette, glanced at the weak man beside him, and said hoarsely, "Your cigarettes are good, where did you buy them?"

"I, my family planted it myself." The man paused for a while before continuing, "If you want it, I'll ask my family to bring it for you."

??Yuan Xingyu took a deep breath, and slowly exhaled light blue smoke: "Add me on WeChat."

?? The man froze for a moment, then raised a smile: "Okay..."

??Yuan Xingyu carefully looked at the cigarette in his hand. It was different from the one he saw in the hall that night. It seemed to be a small brand.

??He didn't think Ruan Yiheng would harm him, so he didn't think deeply about it.

?? The feeling of boredom in the heart has eased a lot now.

??He raised the corners of his lips in a good mood, and extinguished the cigarette in his hand.Then he rudely dragged the people around him, ignoring the other party's begging for mercy, and bullied them until they passed out again.

??The author has something to say: Dangtang wipes away tears: woo woo woo my Ruan Ruan was so miserable in his last life!

?? Brother Cheng's eyes were red, and his heart felt like a knife: I will not let him get hurt again.

??Xiao Ruan touched the two of them and smiled: Be good, be good, it's all over.

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??There is another update at [-]:[-] pm~ Don't forget~

?? And Brother Yuan, he will find out!

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??感谢在2021-02-07?20:55:00~2021-02-08?11:54:57期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

??Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: Jun Wuxie? 10 bottles; Little Ah Yue? 2 bottles;

?? Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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