The whole entertainment industry is knocking me and my enemy's CP

?? "...Qin You,?" Su Jiao looked calm, stepped forward and approached the French window, and stood opposite Qin You: "If you really like him, why don't you fight for it yourself."

??Qin You's eyes looked at him: "I'm not indisputable,? It's not yet time. I just think it's too wrong for him to be with you."

?? Su Jiao quickly pursed his lips and remained silent.

"Su Jiao,? I hope you can seriously examine your relationship and don't be so naive." With slender fingers, Qin You gracefully tapped on the cold metal fence, "With all due respect, what kind of person is your father? ,? You can find out after a little inquiry. You also have a younger brother who is not related by blood. He was a famous screenwriter before,? But according to the analysis of industry insiders,? The book in his hand was not written by him,? It was written by your father, Mr. Su Juan. Is there such a thing?"

?? Su Jiao's eyebrows skipped a beat, but the corners of his mouth were still drawn and he remained silent.

Seeing that he acquiesced, Qin You continued, "I also heard that Su Juan has suffered from bipolar disorder and other mental illnesses for many years. He is a lunatic who should have been locked up in a mental hospital. Thanks to your cowardice and courage." The little brother watched him take care of him. And you, it seems that you haven't seen him for many years, right?"

?? "...Does this have anything to do with you?"

??Su Jiao's fingers tightened involuntarily, and the strength squeezed the blood red and pale on the fingers and palm.

"It has nothing to do with me." Qin You smiled, "But it has something to do with Jian Shiyi."

??Qin You moved half a step closer to him, and looked into his dark eyes: "You will have no father or mother in the future, and you will be an orphan to the letter. If the young master of the Jian family and an orphan with a mysterious origin When he gets married, how many people will poke his back, and how much scolding he will have on his back, can you imagine?"

?? He smiled cruelly: "You can't. Because you have never seen those, those curses were blocked by Jian Shiyi alone, and he wanted to suffer the family law of Jane's family for you, you know that is What? A steel whip wrapped in thick cowhide can break even bones if you have [-]% strength, and you can lie on the bed without moving for at least a month. Even if you do this, you may not be able to get permission. "

"Don't you feel cruel? You can say you love him, but what have you done for him? Filming with him? People who want to film with Jian Shiyi can cross the ocean from here to Europe, you Sujiao Isn't it that you don't even have this self-knowledge?" Qin Youyou said faster, almost venting his emotions: "To put it bluntly, you are just a vase in his arms. Bondage, and the criticism that others can't get rid of for a lifetime, don't you understand?"

??Su Jiao's breathing was short for a moment.

??Qin You hurriedly pursued the victory: "Do you really want to give Jian Shiyi your dirty life experience?"

?? "Dirty life experience" stabbed Su Jiao sharply. The word was like a blunt instrument that pierced Su Jiao's chest with great brute force, causing him to be so painful that he couldn't breathe, his voice was blocked, and his fingers trembled. .

??20 years ago, one evening at the end of July, the scorching sunset glowed in the sandpit of the construction site, dazzling the eyes, and the street trees were luxuriant and crowded, which looked like intertwined green limbs from a distance.

?? The old sidewalks are dilapidated, and ordinary people pass by leisurely from time to time.

"...The one in the newspaper is Xu Lianyun's illegitimate son. I don't know who he had with a wild man. He's so dirty..."

?? "You don't know, Xu Lianyun was blocked, and he was having sex with many men in bed. Those pornographic photos, tsk tsk, female stars are the best, white..."

?? "Bah, you still look like that?!"

?? "... Just watching the news for fun... Hey, you know, people say that Xu Lianyun is still taking drugs! The police have found out! They have to be banned. Wife, why do you think she has a son? It’s better to kill them all, it’s better to die for this kind of disaster, it’s not a good thing.”

?? "Yes, why did she give birth to a son, why can't I give birth? Do you want to say this!"

?? "No wife..."

??Su Jiao lowered his head fiercely, grabbed the thin strap of his schoolbag and followed behind step by step, his small head seemed to be hidden in his chest desperately.

?? "Aunt Wang! I bought vegetables! Hey, did you hear that Xu Lianyun was arrested by the police! It is said that he was with many men... Oops, I can't even say it..."

"Isn't it? My son used to look at her posters at home all day long. Yesterday, he tore them all up and set them on fire. We couldn't persuade him, he was crazy..."

?? "Oh, but it's true, this kind of bitch, like her? What the hell, she must be floating with two dollars, and celebrities are like this."

"Tsk tsk... I heard that she has a child, and I don't know who it is. The police made those men stand in a row for her to identify, but she couldn't say a word. I don't know the father of the child, hahahaha, but Absolutely!"

?? "Really? Hahahaha, that's really..."

?? "Little evil, don't you have some kind of drug addiction, just like his mother, he is a bitch."

??…

?? "Jiaojiao, you're back. Mom made you some delicious food, including strawberries. Do you like it?"

?? "Mom... Is what they said true?"

?? Silence.

?? "... Don't listen to that, it has nothing to do with you, it's all, it's all mother's fault, huh? Jiaojiao is the best child, without a mother, you still have a father, live with your father, and your father also likes Jiaojiao very much arrogant……"

?? "I don't want to. I hate my father. He hurt you."

"Nonsense! Jiaojiao, no, it's my mother's fault. The bad guys are jealous of my mother. Everyone wants to harm me... I have wronged you. With a dirty mother like me, Jiaojiao, do you hate your mother?"

?? Hate?

??Su Jiao doesn't know.

?? Should be hated.

Hate Xu Lianyun for not being able to resist at the beginning, hate Su Juan for being cowardly and incapable of controlling his perverted desires, hate all passing feet stepping on him, hate the newspapers that published news all over the world, hate every eye that looked at Xu Lianyun...

??Until Xu Lianyun used cruel blood to cover up this indelible dirty trace.

?? People cheered the news of her death, as if they participated in the killing of a sinner through the ages.They have forgotten the pursuit and fanaticism they once had. The pleasure of judgment and sanctions from the moral high ground destroyed human nature and turned them into a flock of distorted hatred.

??But no one remembers that there is another child, as if his soul was also smashed together with Xu Lianyun in that sweltering midsummer 20 years ago.

?? The word "dirty" has been with Su Jiao for 20 years. It is carved into his inverse scales, and it is extremely painful to touch, let alone directly pierced into a sharp knife.

??Su Jiao subconsciously touched the pocket of the jacket, but he suddenly found that the watch that should have been there was gone.

??Certain ugly memories suddenly flooded into my heart, and Su Jiao's breath became stagnant——

"...Hey!! Teacher Su, what are you doing!"

?? "Calm down, Teacher Su!"

"... Qin You? Young Master Qin, why are you here?"

??Everyone heard the sound and ran over to see it.

??Qin You stood up in a bit of embarrassment, sat on the ground and looked up at Su Jiao with red pupils.

?? "Teacher Su, why bother to get angry." He rubbed the half of his face that had already gone numb: "Hiss - did I hit your weak spot?"

?? The most important thing is your momentary enjoyment."

??Qin You brushed through the dust, and although he was punched, he still turned around and left in a graceful manner.

?? Su Jiao felt that there were flowers in front of him, bright and dark for a while, and the faces of the people around him were blurred. He felt his brain slowly expand, as if he wanted to squeeze his head and blow himself out.

"...don't, don't touch me." Su Jiao said in a low voice, "I will go by myself."

?? Everyone was frightened by his dark face and stood silently against both sides of the wall, watching him walk to the ward over there with his back straightened, his back image only suffered a broken leg The crane, who insisted on walking in severe pain, was tall and dignified, but it made people's hearts ache to see.

"...Doctor, are you alright? Can I go see him now?" Su Jiao bumped into the doctor who had just treated Jian Shiyi's wound.

??Unexpectedly, the doctor rushed to the emergency room and only glanced at him: "Oh, you said Jane Shiyi, just now he woke up and went out by himself, didn't you meet?"

??Before Su Jiao could ask again, the doctor was hurriedly called away by the nurse.

??The hospital corridor was crowded with people, Su Jiao was like a lonely boat, suddenly felt powerless and wanted to sit on the ground along the wall.

?? But before he could finally hold himself up to the wall, a hand grabbed his wrist.

"So," Jian Shiyi stroked Su Jiao's somewhat messy hair with his fingers, "That's why you asked me about Qin You that day."

?? Su Jiao trembled suddenly when his eyes met.

??Jian Shiyi didn't give him any time to escape, he grabbed Su Jiao's arm: "Do you think so too? Are you... sick?"

?? Su Jiao was stunned.

?? The brain went blank.

"You don't have to do anything for me, Su Jiao. Because of you, I know what it means to like someone, what love is—" Jian Shiyi held his face, lowered her head to press against his forehead: "I don't care about anything. I've seen it before, I don't care about anything, except I never loved anyone, no one taught me what it means to be alive, I've never been so worried about gain and loss and afraid of leaving me alone, Su Jiao, Su Jiao..."

?? "Su Jiao, you are the first."

?? "I'm afraid you don't love me, I'm terribly afraid." Jane took a deep breath unsteadily, and reached out to hold him tightly regardless of the wound on her back, "Why don't you understand, I do anything for you, I am willing , I’m a bitch, can’t I?”

??Jian Shiyi gritted her teeth and endured the pain of the wound, but the tear that rolled down Su Jiao's eye was a hundred times more painful than falling Jian Shiyi again.

?? "Don't cry... I'm guilty of being cheap for the person I love. It's only right and proper. Why are you crying?"

?? Jian Shiyi rubbed the two tears with her fingertips, and two water marks smudged on her snow-white complexion.Su Jiao's eyes are as clear and perplexed as a fawn's, it breaks one's heart.

?? "...Jian Shiyi, will I harm you? Tell me... Will I harm you?" Su Jiao's voice was still cold, with an imperceptible tremor.

?? How can love turn a person into this?Weak and strong.

??Jane Shiyi looked at him for a while, then lowered her head and kissed his tearful eyes.

"Yes. You made me love too deeply, you made me unable to get out of this scene, you killed me, Su Jiao, you will spend your whole life paying off this debt, and you still want to leave me ?”

??Su Jiao shivered.

?? Su Jiao touched his pocket, then silently pulled out his hand.

?? He wanted to say, my mother's relics are lost, I can't tell her that I'm going to fall in love with someone else, but she is the only person in this world who wants me to be happy.

?? But I lost her.I lost her the night I got the last relic, and now she's completely gone.

??I'm afraid she's blaming me, blaming me for not being self-willed, for not going my own way and hurting someone who loves me so much...Is it right or wrong for me to choose this way?

?? But Su Jiao couldn't tell.

??He just nodded, wiped away his tears vigorously, and helped Jian Shiyi back to the ward.

??Jian Shiyi lay on the bed, looking sideways at Su Jiao who was sitting quietly beside the bed.

?? Su Jiao: "Go to sleep."

?? "... go to bed."

?? Jian Shiyi said, "You sleep with me for a while, and I will hold you."

??"No……"

"I'm very scared." Jian Shiyi looked at him seriously, "I'm afraid that you will throw me aside again and won't let me approach."

??Su Jiao and Jian Shiyi looked at each other for more than ten seconds, and suddenly the line of defense collapsed. He untied his coat, climbed onto the bed, and squeezed into the quilt with Jian Shiyi on the narrow hospital bed.

?? Jian Shiyi reached out to wrap his arms around his waist.

?? "Go to sleep..." Jian Shiyi gently kissed his hair, "Remember not to leave me."

?? Su Jiao's ears turned red quietly.

??Obviously I have done everything, but I will be emotional because I kissed my hair.

??Maybe it wasn't just a hair kiss at all, but a tooth mark on his heart.

?? Su Jiao woke up again, it was already nightfall, and he was the only one left in the bed.

??The light in the bathroom was on, and a faint light leaked from the glass on the door. Su Jiao sat up, and there was a sound from the bed, and the door of the bathroom was pushed open.

??Jian Shiyi walked towards him slowly, and took out a brass watch covered with cracks and scratches from his pants pocket.

?? "Your stuff. It fell on the set."

?? Su Jiao clutched the brass watch with the remaining temperature in astonishment, but Jian Shiyi smiled at him.

?? With such a serious injury, how many places did he have to go back, how many times did he bend over to find this watch?

"It's broken, I can't get it back..." Jian Shi felt a little regretful, and he took a careful look at Su Jiao, "It seems that he fell from a high place, don't be sad—hiss!"

?? Su Jiao hugged him violently, but Jian Shiyi gasped in pain.

??The wound on his back that hadn't fully healed opened again, blood soaked half of the shirt on his back, and some of it was dark red and dried up.

?? Su Jiao stared blankly at the bloodstain, Jian Shiyi hurriedly tried to cover him but refused.

?? For 20 years, Xu Lianyun's obsession has been stuck in Su Jiao's heart, but if this obsession has turned into sores, even those who love him will be infected with sorrow, will he continue to guard it?

?? A thorn, he is afraid of pain, unable to pull it out, and dare not touch it, but now it is rotten in the flesh, even love will make him hurt.

??Su Jiao stood up abruptly. He ran to the window barefoot. Outside the night on the eighth floor was the flower bed and artificial lake of the hospital. The flowers and plants could not be seen clearly. The plants looked pure and rotten, and the lake water was thick ink.

??Jian Shiyi was taken aback, and ran over to hug him: "Su Jiao, what are you doing!!"

?? Su Jiao opened the window, the cold wind blew away the warmth, lifted his hair, and blew through his Xu Lianyun-like eyes.

?? Both gorgeous and unique.

"Su Jiao..." Jian Shiyi's heart was about to jump out, he subconsciously grabbed Su Jiao, as if it was a shaky and fragile flame.

?? Su Jiao gritted his teeth and raised a rather bloody smile: "Jane explains."

??After he called this name, he raised his hand high, and threw the scarred watch down the eighth floor with all his might—and into the lake.

?? Like Xu Lianyun's fall, the same eighth floor, the same relief.

??Death is a kind of relief, choosing a new life is another.

??The author has something to say: Come to the bird~ Today is [-]! !

??Thank you for your comments, the dog author is so touched wwww

??在这里感谢一下投雷和营养液的老板:感谢在2020-03-26?23:13:56~2020-03-27?23:21:01期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

??Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 crab;

??Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: Zhe Hehe? 10 bottles; Crab? 1 bottle;

?? Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!