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??On New Year's Eve, fireworks are banned in the mountains, so Su Jiao and Jian Shiyi can only soak in the hot spring and stare at the night sky in a daze.

??The night in the mountains is very clean,? The haze that belongs to the bustling city seems to be wiped away by something,? What remains is the light of the stars in the mirror,? One counts as one, and each one is doing its best Flash,? Let the whole night become brilliant.

??Su Jiao couldn't help but lazily leaned against Jian Shiyi's arms, with his heart beating against his back. It seemed to be hotter than hot spring water, and Su Jiao's back was red and sweating.

?? "... You said,? I suddenly accepted such a serious script, will I not be able to hold it?" Su Jiao's voice caused a slight vibration in his chest, and Jian Shiyi couldn't help but want to hug him tightly, and pressed his palm against him. He raised his neck slightly, "Do you think you can move it?"

??Su Jiao leaned against him,? His eyes were quiet and far away,? His eyes were darker than the night sky, making people more intoxicated. This kind of focused expression was what made Jian Shiyi most addicted. He stared at Su Jiao's face,?? Eyebrow peaks, eyebrow tails, eyelashes, eye corners, nose tip, lip beads... I feel that sometimes he is like a quiet beauty lamp, so beautiful that people dare not be alarmed.

?? Jian Shiyi suddenly had the idea to kiss his eyes.

??Obviously before, he preferred that bright and soft lip bead.

??Su Jiao noticed his approach, raised his head and looked at him: "I don't know. If you want me to tell the truth,? I don't know." Su Jiao took his hand out of the water, dipped his hand in the water and picked up the slip Shiyi's chin, he carefully looked at Jian Shiyi's lip line and eyelids, and Jian Shiyi's arms hugging him, he could clearly feel that the distance between them has reached an unprecedented level - than yesterday Even closer, even though they're doing nothing now.

"Then... I don't know either. But I hope you can try it." Jian Shiyi's eyes glowed with a deep amber color, and Su Jiao always felt a little out of character when placed in his eye sockets Overly affectionate, he is like a gentle and tender man anytime and anywhere, he can unconditionally tolerate and handle suffering and pain properly, Su Jiao is very strange, very strange, why Jian Shiyi likes him.

??If someone like Jian Shiyi likes someone who is as gentle and happy as him, wouldn't he be happier??Why do you want to be close to someone like him who is full of shadows, burdened with too much and difficult to achieve.

??Su Jiao lowered his eyes and grabbed Jian Shiyi's hand in the water. Jian Shiyi immediately held him, his arms tightened, and warmth immediately surrounded Su Jiao's whole body.

?? "Jian Shiyi, I'm not a good candidate." Su Jiao said suddenly.

?? "Even if you think my acting skills were pretty good back then, but it's been a few years, and no matter how hard I try, it's hard to catch up. There are some things that only belong to the young age, and my best years are about to pass, Tang The teacher said, in the past few years, my aura has worn away a lot, and it may be difficult for me to return to the screen with the best posture." Su Jiao said softly, seeing Jian Shiyi's silence, he took care of himself He continued in one breath: "At the beginning, what I wanted to pursue with all my heart, I seem to have almost forgotten it. Now I hold the relics of my mother that I used to gnash my teeth to get, but I can't get back my desperate spirit. You You know, I have always naively wanted to cleanse her reputation of "wrongedness", to let her rest in peace, and to become a brilliant "revelation star" like her. She has reached the pinnacle of film and television art, and so far few people dare to claim to be on par with her , but she died so hastily, the only thing left for me is to let me follow my own will and do what I want to do."

??Su Jiao took an unsteady breath: "But right now, I'm a little bit powerless."

?? "Su Juan is going to find her, but I'm still alive. My best age is about to pass. How many more years can I last?"

"And..." Su Jiao's chest bumped suddenly, he bit his lips and endured it: "And you."

?? Jian Shiyi listened quietly.

?? "I have never asked you, because I think you are not serious, or just want...so I want to ask you, why do you... like... me?"

??Jian Shiyi looked at him, and didn't speak for a long time. Su Jiao and him looked at each other. Under Jian Shiyi's gaze, he couldn't help but his heart skipped a beat. He caught a clue in his eyes.

?? "Do you think so?" Jane explained.

?? Su Jiao was taken aback.

?? "So you think so." Jian Shiyi sighed, as if recalling something, adjusted his sitting posture.

?? "... When I first met you, you were a bastard who could return a girl's love letter with sarcasm in front of you without even thinking about it. The school organized an exchange for freshmen from the drama club, and you were the only one who was recommended by the teacher when you first entered school. From the drama club, I think you are very upset - because I gave Old Tang a cigarette back then and he was willing to write a letter of recommendation... Later you started to try to play roles, and those few unreserved things in the agency were shocked. God, I think our agency has picked up a treasure, and dare to openly 'betray' me all day around you as a freshman. I am really angry, and one day I brought someone to wait for you to go out to work on Friday night to block you on the road ;This is the first time I have done this kind of thing, and I am not proficient in business. As a result, the group of children I called did not dare to argue when they saw you, and secretly told me that you were beaten up by yourself in the back of the school for five or six days a few days ago. A little hooligan's 'Legend', we can only be ridiculed by you a few words, staring at you as you walk away. Since then, you have been cold-faced to me all day long, either rolling your eyes or being indifferent and mocking, and never called again I'm a 'senior', and I never called me 'Brother Jian' again." Jian Shi rubbed his Adam's apple pointingly, and Su Jiao's Adam's apple immediately slid up and down sensitively.

?? Su Jiao also remembered.

?? When he first entered school, he was a freshman. Jian Shiyi was handsome and had a very elegant temper. The first time Su Jiao met Jian Shiyi was when they bumped into each other face to face. His sunglasses were bumped by Jian Shiyi Broken on the ground.At that time the autumn was breezy, the old green came before the new red, the scenery around seemed to be concentrated in Jian Shiyi's eyes, it was the first time that Su Jiao was stunned on the spot and didn't know what to say, Jian Shiyi was still very Apologizing politely and gently, introducing himself with his name, dormitory number and grade, and asking him if he is a freshman, which dormitory he lives in, and buying him a new one to send over later, Su Jiao woke up like a dream, suddenly He was a little out of his wits in shock from his gaffe, he lowered his head wholeheartedly, picked up the broken sunglasses and quickly put them in place, saying, "No, thank you senior."

??After joining the drama club, I knew that Jian Shiyi was the president. When I saw him for the first time on the stage, Su Jiao subconsciously hid in the dark of the auditorium and watched him. I thought he was good-looking and a good person. If If it wasn't for a girlfriend, he might be haunted by him for the next four years... So Su Jiao deliberately avoided him, and tried to be brief and indifferent to him, but soon Jian Shiyi revealed her nature, and the young master started to look at Su when he got angry. Jiao was very unhappy with his cold face all day long, and then they started a life of "forming cliques" and attacking each other. Until graduation, it was the most popular post on the school forum. The phrase "thank you senior" was probably one of the few good things Su Jiao said to Jian Shiyi in his memory.

??Jian Shiyi saw that he lowered his head and his ears turned red, guessing that he must have recalled the childish and embarrassing deeds of the two of them back then.

?? "...So you know? I always thought you were a stinky, hard and frosty bastard. People like you deserve no girls. Being alone is the end of a beast like you." Jian Shiyi flicked her fingers under the water, and Su Jiao's breathing was disturbed by him.

"In the end, you really haven't been in a relationship for four years, and you don't care about anyone. You're like a monk. I sometimes suspect that you don't even need your hands." Su Jiao's ears became more and more heated by his words, But Jian Shiyi hugged him and didn't let him move: "But one time I accidentally saw you crying alone in the dormitory. I was so shocked that I thought the sun was about to hit the earth, so I lay down on the crack of the door and watched for a while. Taste; when I returned to the dormitory, the person next to me told me excitedly that you cheated someone of 300 yuan at the entrance of the cafeteria. Seemingly innocent, I begged him to give him a meal, and then took the opportunity to steal money, but you were also tricked. My roommate said that he was watching you being stolen, and came back immediately when he knew that I would not deal with you. I'm talking about this... Seriously, Su Jiao, before that day, I always thought that you were the kind of cold-blooded bastard who would kick away beggars on the street and let him go away. You will also show kindness, lose money and cry alone..." Jian Shiyi couldn't help but want to be happy, but Su Jiao glared at him with a blushing face, and held back: "So from that day on, I think you are actually a fool .”

?? Su Jiao was taken aback.

??Later, he discovered that there was an inexplicable extra 300 yuan on his desk. Of course, Jian Shiyi had already recognized this matter a few months ago, but Su Jiao never knew what he was thinking.

??Jian Shiyi raised the back of her wet hand and rubbed his face affectionately.

?? "In order to minimize the risk of harm, I would rather stay away from other people, pretending to be ruthless like a beast that does not need love, but the result will still be sad and fragile, love and hate, and greedy Sneaking strawberries in someone else's refrigerator in the middle of the night...I'm serious, Su Jiao." Jian Shiyi pressed his hand and said seriously: "Now you are hinting to me, saying that you are useless and can't act. It's a good show, I want me to stay away from you, I'm afraid that if I don't perform well, I'll embarrass you and me, I'm afraid you can't bear my feelings, I'm afraid you can't give me what I want and you will push me away—— He wiped Su Jiao's wet eyelashes, as if he was stroking his dark and trembling eyes: "How many times do you want me to say it before you believe it? I like you, not only because of your aura in acting , I also like that you are fragile and cry, like you swear, like you become angry with me... I like you even more that you can't help but insist on being tempted - Su Jiao, you are so good to others, why is Dudu so cruel to me? Do you want to push me away every time?"

"Su Jiao... Sometimes I feel that you are too restrained, don't be afraid, okay? Let me like you, and when you are sad, you will come to me to cry and make troubles and find me to lose your temper... Whatever is fine, don't treat me like that again. Push it away, huh?" Jian Shiyi lowered her head, and gently pressed her cheek against his wet side face, I don't know if it was from the hot spring or he was ashamed, that side face was hot, Jian Shiyi liked it more and more .

??Su Jiao's pupils vibrated. If Jian Shiyi looked at him at this moment, he would be able to clearly see the ice and magma rolling down at the same time, and humans, gods and demons awakening at the same time, like a shocking fireworks that can wake up the darkness.

"...I..." Su Jiao lowered his head and stared at the steaming water surface motionlessly. He felt his limbs gradually getting cold, and the temperature of the hot spring couldn't get into his cold bones at all. He murmured : "I...I can't do it."

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