Dressed as cannon fodder after attacking his mother

As soon as the official third year of high school begins, even the scumbags have the idea of ​​working hard, which can be regarded as making high school life from beginning to end.Even Lin Lele didn't forget to recite words every day when she came home on Father Lin's little e-Donkey.

Just finished half of the last semester of the third year of high school in one breath, and Jiang Ze's birthday is coming.

The two of them weren't together at this time last year, so Lin Lele didn't pay much attention to it, but when this time came this year, it was hard for Lin Lele not to forget about it.

But the problem is that Jiang Ze has made it clear from the beginning that he doesn't like the attitude of celebrating birthdays.And in Lin Lele's testing of him recently, Jiang Ze also expressed that he didn't care about birthdays.

But why would someone not like birthdays? Lin Lele felt puzzled, but Jiang Ze avoided talking about it, so he could only ask Jiang Hui and the others.

Big Monster: Birthday?My brother never celebrates his birthday. Anyway, at least after I remember it, I hardly see my brother celebrate his birthday.

Lin Lele: Your uncle didn't give it to them, did they?

Big monster: It has nothing to do with my uncle, my brother doesn't like it, he never liked it since he was a child.

Lin Lele thinks that no one is born to hate birthdays for no reason.

Jiang Hui also found it strange when he said it. After thinking about it carefully, he typed again: Hmm... I think it is very likely that it has something to do with my aunt. My brother doesn't like her very much, so maybe he doesn't like the days related to her. up.

Lin Lele lay on the bed and looked at her phone, feeling a little sad when she read this sentence.

The day circled by him on the calendar is today, Lin Lele poked Jiang Ze's wechat avatar, after thinking about it, he made a voice call.

The sudden ringing of the bell broke the speechless mother and son facing each other.

Jiang Ze took out his mobile phone and looked at it. He didn't think it was a good time to answer Lin Lele's voice call, so he reached out and pressed the hang up button, and sent another message.

Jiang Ze: I'm busy now, I'll call you later.

Lin Lele: [Pig nods]

The woman sitting across from her was pretty and well-maintained. If she didn't speak up, it was almost impossible to see the mother-child relationship between her and Jiang Ze.

The two haven't seen each other for more than ten years. Jiang Ze has long been used to the life without his mother, but he didn't expect that she would suddenly return to China and find himself.

Zhu Lulu was also a little dazed when she looked at Jiang Ze. She rubbed her fingertips on the wall of the cup. Regardless of Jiang Ze's face, she smiled and said to herself: "I didn't expect you to be so old. The last time I saw you You were only this big when you were born."

She compared her waist with her hands, drawing a childish height.

Looking at her, Jiang Ze didn't seem to have much mood swings: "Is there anything to do when I go back to China, when will I leave?"

"Your grandma is not feeling well. I'll come back to see her and leave after about a week."

Jiang Ze's grandparents are also from S city, but the family environment is very different from Jiang's family. His grandparents are all literati, and their personality is very non-controversial.When his biological mother fell in love with Jiang Chengping and gave birth to a child, Jiang Ze's grandparents did not agree very much, and the relationship between the two families was very weak.Later, Zhu Lulu divorced Jiang Chengping as vigorously as when she was in love with Jiang Chengping, and soon immigrated with others. Jiang Ze's grandparents also had no intention of getting too involved with Jiang Ze, a child whose biological mother didn't care about her.

From their point of view, since they couldn't compete with the Jiang family for custody rights, they might as well just forget about it.Zhu Lulu is not the daughter they are satisfied with, Jiang Chengping is not the son-in-law they are satisfied with, and Jiang Ze is naturally not the grandson they expect.

Since Zhu Lulu left, Jiang Ze has almost no contact with his grandparents' family.

Therefore, Jiang Ze didn't take it seriously when he heard the person on the opposite side talking about the old man's recent situation.

"Today is your birthday," Zhu Lulu said after being silent for a while, "Do you have any birthday presents you want, or if you have time this Christmas, you can go abroad with me for the holidays, my husband really wants to see you .”

Jiang Ze's hands slowly clenched into fists.

"I hate my birthday very much, and I don't have time for Christmas." Jiang Ze said concisely, but his chest felt stuffy, triggering anger.

He didn't understand why Zhu Lulu was able to sit across from him so calmly, without even an expression of apology.

Zhu Lulu frowned slightly, thought for a while and said: "I remember you when you were a child, you liked to hug me to sleep at night, and you wanted me to tell you bedtime stories, do you still remember..."

"I don't remember," Jiang Ze interrupted her, "I even forgot the fact that I have a mother, how could I remember those insignificant things."

Being pointed out as an irresponsible mother, Zhu Lulu didn't show any concern, she said: "I didn't come back to argue with you, I just wanted to make up for the relationship between the two of us, and to a certain extent Make up for you."

"You don't want to make up for me, you want to make up for yourself, make up for the dispensable sense of guilt when you accidentally think of me, and make yourself feel better.

But it's really not necessary, just like you come back to me now just by the way, I'm the one you occasionally think of, it doesn't have any influence on your life, and you are the same to me. "Jiang Ze was calm and restrained.

Only then did Zhu Lulu show a look of surprise and disbelief. I don't know if Jiang Ze accurately spoke of her psychology, or she realized that the rift between herself and Jiang Ze might not be able to be mended. A trace of sadness.

"Then I think, at least I should say sorry to you," Zhu Lulu sighed, "I am indeed a selfish person. I abandoned you and my responsibilities to you back then."

This topic made Jiang Ze very uncomfortable. He almost felt that the air was so dull that he couldn't breathe.

He stood up abruptly, ready to leave.

Zhu Lulu's eyes followed him, and there was still some concern in her.

Jiang Ze didn't take a step forward, he couldn't help but turned around and asked Zhu Lulu: "If you do it all over again, would you still make that choice?"

Abandoned me, left me where I was, made me feel unworthy of love.

The two stared at each other for a long time.

"I can't lie to you," Zhu Lulu turned her head away, her voice was soft but ruthless, "I will make the same choice again."

Jiang Ze had no more nostalgia, turned and left.

While Lin Lele was doing her homework and waiting for Jiang Ze to call back, her phone suddenly vibrated.

He thought it was Jiang Ze, but when he picked it up, he found that it was the yelling Jiang Hui.

Big Monster: Whoa!I just heard from my mother that my aunt seems to have come back to look for my brother.

Big Monster: Hastily!

Lin Lele was taken aback by his tone, and immediately imagined a rich and powerful family's bloody drama, so she hurriedly asked: She didn't come back to take your brother out of the country, did she? !

It's already miserable enough for the two of them to live in different places, so they don't want another country, right?

Big Monster: Hahaha, how is that possible? My brother is our family member and has nothing to do with her. I was just surprised. I was still breastfeeding when she left, and I don’t even remember her.

The fool has a lot of shit, and it scared me.Lin Lele scolded Jiang Hui on the phone.

Lin Lele put down her phone and picked up a pen, but she couldn't write any more.

The Jiang Ze he knew was full of advantages and armor, omnipotent and fearless no matter who saw it.But which child is born like this?

Jiang Ze doesn't like birthdays, and he hasn't celebrated birthdays for so many years.Lin Lele thought, the first time Jiang Ze made such a refusal was probably very small. The refusal at that time was probably mostly out of anger, but he didn't expect that the people around him would accept it as a matter of course.

No one seriously thought about why, and no one thought it was unreasonable.

This is not because everyone thought Jiang Ze was right at the time, but because no one really cared about it.

He will feel that no one likes him.

After Lin Lele thought about it for a while, she wanted to cry, so would the little Jiang Ze cry even worse at that time.

Lin Lele's ballpoint pen drew a mess of traces back and forth on the paper, feeling extremely uncomfortable, two small drops of water burned out when her head lay on her arms.

So much so that when Jiang Ze sat in the car in the parking lot for a long time, when he remembered the WeChat call in front of Lin Lele and called back, Lin Lele was already crying for a while.

When the WeChat call request rang, Lin Lele cleared her throat before answering: "Wow, are you done?"

Jiang Ze was surrounded by darkness and silence, only Lin Lele's voice was full of life.

He responded in a low voice, and then asked Lin Lele: "What did you have for dinner, have you finished your homework?"

Lin Lele really wanted to hug Jiang Ze through the phone and kiss him again, but there was still a distance between the two of them.

Lin Lele held the phone and whispered to Jiang Ze, but she answered irrelevant questions: "Jiang Ze, actually, I really want to celebrate your birthday, because you were born on this day, I think this is a very special day, as long as you think of You came into this world on this day, and I like this day very much."

Jiang Ze didn't speak.

Lin Lele sniffed and continued, "The thing I want to tell you is that I really, really like you. You are very important to me, an irreplaceable little baby."

Jiang Ze's eyes were red in the darkness.He'd been sitting in the car for so long that he'd almost gotten caught up in the past.

"Can you say it again?" Jiang Ze said softly.

"I like you very much, you are my most important and irreplaceable person."

"Ah."

"How about celebrating your birthday together next year?"

"it is good."

The cobwebs that bound Jiang Ze in the past have been cut off, and he can stride towards the light.