love is deeper than the sea

"

Li An smiled and pressed my shoulder: "Don't move. You were too tired last night, so you should continue to sleep. You can sleep up to any time, and the hotel will automatically charge me."

I was suddenly embarrassed: "Actually, I'm not tired, but my back is sore..."

Li An pushed me back under the quilt, bowed his head and kissed me goodbye: "Jiatu, Master is gone. Take care of yourself and don't make me worry."

I nodded: "I know."

I am sad to be separated from Li An again.He was going to fly to Tokyo, and I stayed in Beijing, and we could not see each other again for several months.I was so excited that I reached out and wrapped my arms around his neck, almost refusing to let go: "Master, loveu."

Li An listened and smiled.He pats me on the back: "metoo."

After a simple farewell, our respective journeys began again.

89. Start to go on the road

After returning to the rented house that day, I threatened Zuo Lengchan with his precious computer, trying to dig out some of his relationship history with his old love, but Zuo Lengchan refused to enter, and I couldn’t get bored if I was beaten to death, so I had no choice but to give up.

Because I made an agreement with Li An to disclose my engagement relationship after five years, I felt that it was not an option to work as a porter in Beiying again, so I printed out my resume and went around looking for jobs in suits and shoes, but after a month of searching, there was still no result .This annoys me.

When people are upset, they want to do something to torture themselves.Such as smoking, drinking, using tobacco and alcohol to paralyze the nerves, and change the mood of fuzziness and numbness.

I discussed with Li An, both of us quit smoking and drinking, and never touch these short-lived things again.I was so tired of being rejected ten times in a row that day, so I took out the money and bought a pack of cigarettes at the alley, and took them home to smoke.

As a result, as soon as I took out the cigarette, Zuo Lengchan looked at me like a ghost: "Bigfoot, why are you still smoking?!"

I said disdainfully, "I'm an old smoker, okay?"

Zuo Lengchan: "We've lived here for so long and I haven't seen you smoke!"

I lowered my head to light a cigarette, and hummed, "I'm upset, I can't hold it back anymore."

Unexpectedly, just after I lit the cigarette, Zuo Lengchan pulled the cigarette holder out of my mouth.I looked up at him: "What are you doing?"

Zuo Lengchan: "If you don't want Brother Health, you want more. You smoke a room full of cigarettes. Do you want me to smoke second-hand ones?"

I looked at him and held up the cigarette case: "Then you also come to give me a hand?"

Zuo Lengchan took my cigarette case, closed the lid, and threw the cigarette case into the trash can across the road with a baseball pitch.

I stood up: "Hey, the cigarettes are expensive! It's worth four lunches!"

Zuo Lengchan: "Go, go out with brother."

I frowned: "No. I can't find a job, and I'm not in the mood."

Zuo Lengchan grabbed my arm and lifted it up vigorously: "I only go out when I'm not in the mood, you have to be in a good mood, I don't have time to talk to you at all!"

Me: "What are you doing out there?"

Zuo Lengchan: "Let's go to the Internet cafe Heipi Heipi, I haven't released him for a long time, let's go and have a good time."

I lowered my head and thought about it, it’s been a long time since I’ve played CS, no wonder I’ve been restless lately, it turns out I’ve been suffocated.So I stood up, touched the money and went out with Zuo Lengchan: "Let's go. Brother, you threw away my cigarettes today, but let me torture you a few times as compensation."

Zuo Lengchan pinched the back of my neck while walking: "You boy, you have no conscience!"

After entering the Internet cafe and logging into CS, I scanned the room once I entered the room, but because I didn’t play games for many days, I was tortured to death.I played a few rounds in a row, and I died the earliest in each round.Finally tired from playing, I squatted in the corner and chatted in the team channel.

The people in the team are all my old friends, and they are happy to talk to me.After talking for a while, I came to the recent job hunting problem. I met the masses and poured out bitter water:

[Bigfoot doesn't smell bad]: I've been working as a porter for almost half a year. If I don't find some high-level jobs to do, what's the point of my coming back to China?

[Ghost Sniper]: What's wrong with porters?Brother, I’m tired of sitting in the office, and want to be a porter for a few days to exercise?

[Big feet don't stink]: I have developed all the muscles that should be trained, and I will soon become a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle.

[Left Ear Stud]: Brat, watching my brother charge forward, you're already basking in the sun!

[Big feet don't stink]: Brother, I'm in a bad mood.I really want to die!

[Left earring]: Want to die?It's not easy!

I saw that the left earring took out a grenade from his butt pocket and threw it lightly.The grenade rolled and hit me——

[Big feet don't stink]: Big brother, big brother, don't! ! ! ! ! !

"Boom!"—Bigfoot doesn't stink to death.

There was joy and encouragement in the team, and they were full of praise.As if it wasn't their teammates who died.

[Big feet don't stink]: Brother, even if I'm a ghost, I can't spare you!

[Left Ear Stud]: Bigfoot, brother, you came here from Heipi, can you stop worrying about work?

[Bigfoot doesn't stink]: But I'm so worried that I can't help but think about it!

After I was resurrected, Zuo Erding walked over in a big way and stabbed me to death three or two times.

He looked at me lying in a pool of blood, and comforted me earnestly:

[Left Ear Stud]: Bigfoot, no matter how bad you are, you are still messing around in Beiying, maybe one day a pie will fall in the sky, and you will be spotted by a nobleman?

God knows, such a nonsense sentence has actually come true.

The next day, I was working in Beijing Film Academy.Suddenly a person came over and patted me on the shoulder: "Little brother, are you free?"

I wiped my sweat: "I'm a little busy. What's the matter, what's the matter?"

That person: "Yes, I have a small matter to discuss with you. Would you like to stop and rest first?"

I put the equipment on my shoulders on the ground and straightened up: "Okay. But you have to hurry up, I still have a lot of work to do."

The man frowned and looked at my sweaty appearance, and said, "Little brother, that's right. I have a crew here who is recruiting people, and they need a scene record to help. I wonder if you would like to do it?"

I was taken aback: "The record?"

That person: "Yes, when the crew is shooting, record the situation on the set. When filming a movie, most of the scenes are shot in reverse order, and the later director will re-edit and arrange according to your records. This work It's quite cumbersome, but the salary is high, can you do it, little brother?"

I was happy in my heart: "Do it, of course! But why did you ask me to do it? I didn't take the cutscene!"

That person: "...Uh, the crew of this crew has seen you many times in Beiying, and thinks that you work hard and move neatly, so they want to promote you."

I was moved: "Really, who is the production manager? Can I meet him? For giving me such a good opportunity, I have to thank him face to face!"

The man waved his hand: "The production is very busy, so I don't have time to see you. Tomorrow, you will report to the XXX production team, and you will lead the bill and the recording board, and someone from the production team will explain to you about the salary. I'm still busy, so I'm leaving first." .”

I quickly nodded my thanks: "Thank you, brother, thank you, thank you."

The man looked at me with raised eyebrows, shook his head with a smile, and walked away.

Promoted from a porter to a field reporter, I am crazy happy.This is completely different from the feeling when I was an assistant director under my father when I first entered the film industry. At that moment, I felt like a scallion pancake the size of a hula hoop fell from the sky and smashed me to the ground.

The scene record is very important in the crew.Do you still remember that "click", it was called by the director of the field.He is responsible for recording key factors such as the number of scenes on the set, props, actors, lines, etc., and is the director's right-hand man in filming and post-processing.I don't know why others would pull me to do the scene record, but this is a stepping stone to enter the film industry. After finally being delivered to me, I have to hold it tightly and never let go.

In the evening, I went back to the rented house and gave Zuo Lengchan a bear hug, almost crushing his computer.

Zuo Lengchan panted hard in my arms: "Bigfoot, are you crazy?!"

Me: "Brother! I've made a record! I've made a record!"

Zuo Lengchan: "You're so happy to be a chicken?"

Me: "I'm almost ready to be a director!"

Zuo Lengchan: "The story is still far from the director, boy!"

I was so excited that I pushed him out of my arms and hooked my shoulders: "Brother! Let's go, I'm in a good mood today, I'll treat you to a drink!"

Zuo Lengchan chopped off my hand, with a half-smile: "Want to drink? Be careful, I'll tell your master."

Me: "No, brother, what kind of friendship do we have, you actually turned your elbow outward!"

Zuo Lengchan: "You kid, don't get carried away. If someone promotes you, remember it on the spot. It's a test of you. If you screw up..."

When I heard this, my whole body turned pale. After staying in Beijing Film Academy for so long, I have seen many crew members who have been dismissed.The workplace is no better than a school, or a crew under my father's command. You won't be given a chance to reform yourself here.Once dissatisfied, there is absolutely nothing but to pack up and leave.

A lot of my joy was gone at once, and I lowered my shoulders: "What should I do then?"

Zuo Lengchan fished out the money: "Let's go out with my brother to buy some snacks and a few cans of Wanglaoji. Although you have to be cautious at work, you have to be happy in time, right? Bigfoot, do you want to eat mixed cucumbers?"

From the second day onwards, I joined the XXX crew and started recording on the spot.The work of field notes is complicated and tiring, but I am no longer the Ricardo I was back then.Now I can bear hardships, endure scolding, and wink. When the director says to go east, I will never dare to go west, and do my job well wholeheartedly.

After working for a period of time, I feel that my self-cultivation is getting better and better, and I am as docile as a dog, not like myself anymore.

In the crew, the director is the first, and the star is the second.When the director couldn't shoot well, he looked for the temper of the entire crew. The first one to bear the brunt was the scene recorder like me. Being scolded and beaten became a common occurrence, and the head was knocked several times by the teacup lid.Now I can finally be like Li An, watching the teacup cover flying in a parabola without changing my face, and pouring tea on my head and face without being disturbed.

There are a few big names in this crew, but the big names are usually busy, and the schedule is very tight.