love is deeper than the sea

, don't be awkward like a child. "

Li An kept walking away: "I don't want to fuck you today. I'm done."

I:"……"

In the middle of the night, Li An fell asleep.I got up with my hair curled up and called my dad for help.

There was a ringing sound for a while before waking up: "Hello?"

Me: "Dad, my son has made a big mess this time! Help!"

Dad: "What's going on, did you have a nightmare?"

Me: "No! Li An proposed to me today! I didn't say yes!"

Dad was stupefied for a few seconds before murmuring: "So I was dreaming... Bye bye son, see you outside the dream."

Me: "Wait! Dad, I'm serious. I went to Stephen and Stuart's wedding today, and Lean proposed to me. I didn't think about it at the time, and I accidentally pissed Lean off."

Dad: "Annoyed? How hairy?"

Me: "...he won't fuck me anymore."

Dad: "Yo, it's serious."

Me: "It's urgent, Dad, help me!!!"

71. It is more dangerous to provoke him

Seeing that I was really in a hurry, my dad stopped joking and cheered up to solve his son's lifelong event: "Son, please explain to me the ins and outs of what happened today, especially what your wife said, and take it from the truth." .”

I told my father what Li An said today.Dad listened and fell silent.

I waited for a long time without hearing a response, so I urged, "Dad? Are you asleep?"

Dad: "I'm not asleep. Dad is reflecting on the education he gave you in the past."

I frowned: "Dad, what do you mean? I did this wrong? But Li An proposed so suddenly without any warning, so it's normal if I didn't react right away?"

Dad: "Son, don't blame yourself."

Me: "Dad is wise!"

Dad: "Dad made a mistake. Dad spoiled you."

I:"……"

I couldn't calm down anymore: "Dad, are you kidding! How many years have you lived with me since I was born? You want to spoil me, how can I have the chance to be spoiled by you?!"

Dad: "Think about it, since you were a child, what did you want that your father didn't buy for you? Did your father ever scold you for causing such a disaster?"

Me: "Dad, you know those are not what I want at all."

Dad: "No matter what you do outside, if you do well, your father will praise you; .So you can not care about anything and do whatever you want, because no matter what the result is, you will have my father as your backer."

I was silent.Because what my dad said was right, that’s why I was able to study my favorite film department when I was in college, and the reason why I could run amok on the set when I was an assistant director on the set.

Dad: "Think about your daughter-in-law again. What does he have? Mom died, and that old Wilson went there a while ago. He has nothing, only one person."

I:"……"

Dad: "If he messes up, he has to clean up. No money, so he has to figure it out."

I:"……"

Dad: "Even if he earns enough money, it's not interesting. Because he has no relatives. Besides himself, who can he spend his hard-earned money on?"

I:"……"

Dad: "There are so many people in this world, but no one cares about him. If one day he gets sick, no one will take care of him. If one day he dies at home, no one will know."

Me: "Dad, stop talking..."

Dad said with emotion: "This is the feeling of being homeless. Son, you are spoiled by me, you don't understand. Think about it now, what was in Li An's mind when he asked you if you want to be his family idea?"

Dad's words made me think deeply.

I didn't think much about it, I just thought that the world is so big, there is no one who can let Li An's arms fall asleep peacefully, and I feel that Li An is very pitiful.At the same time, after thinking about it, if there is really another person besides me who can make Li An sleep at ease, I will probably be even more irritable than now.Grumpy to death.

I always remember that when I saw Li An's back, I always thought of a sentence inexplicably: three times around the tree, there is no branch to rely on.

Mingming Li'an is not thin, but extremely strong, but I can always feel the helplessness and loneliness of wandering in the world, the indifference and longing of a lonely wanderer in him.

Standing alone, inseparable from each other.Three times around the tree, there is no branch to rely on.

Master, do you really want me, Ricardo, to be a branch that you can lean on, stay and rest?

Master, although my apprentice has a thicker waist, I am willing to be a branch under your feet.

As long as you don't go looking for another branch.

But although I have a solid heart for Li An, I have an instinctive fear of marriage.

I asked nervously, "Dad, do married people change their minds easily? I heard that many people, who were lovers before marriage, became enemies after marriage."

Dad: "What TV series are you watching? Li An doesn't care about you."

Me: "Some people say that marriage is a siege, people outside want to get in, people inside want to get out."

Dad: "Read less books."

Me: "Dad, I'm so afraid that Li An and I will become like you and mother."

The father who had been chattering stopped abruptly.

Me: "Dad, why didn't mom want us back then?"

Dad: "Because Dad is too young to give her a stable life."

Me: "Then why do you and your mother still get married?"

Dad: "Because I love her, and she loves me."

Me: "You married because you loved each other, and you still love each other after marriage. Then why are you still not together? Why did your mother leave without saying goodbye? Why did you leave me without saying goodbye? I was just weaned at the time, right? Can't even speak, can't walk the road."

Dad: "..."

Me: "If the end of marriage is destined to be separation, why do you both step into this trap?"

There was a longer silence on the other end of the phone.After a long time, there was a sigh.

Dad wiped his face and said, "Yes, son, you are right. Dad is not qualified to teach you."

Me: "Dad, I didn't mean that..."

Dad: "You make up your own mind. No matter what, Dad is with you. Hang up."

I held the microphone in my hand, and it took me a long time to react.

Oops, I messed with a BOSS again.

I held the microphone and thought hard about how to make my father happy. I wanted to come to him to confess my mistake, but I was afraid of being crushed to death by his god boots.I had no choice but to think of a scapegoat.

beep - beep - beep -

Yamashita: "Moshi Moxi?"

Me: "Yamashita-kun. Good news, great news!"

Yamashita: "Are you Ricardo? What's the matter?"

Me: "Ahem, it's like this. My dad wants to eat sushi. He said that he thinks the best sushi in the world is the nigiri sushi made by Mr. Yamashita. The shrimps are so delicious."

Drifting down the mountain: "Really???"

Me: "So he entrusted me to order a sushi takeaway. International express, it is best to send it to New York by Mr. Yamashita himself."

Yamashita: "No problem! When does Mr. Li want to eat?"

Me: "Well...the sooner the better, he said he was starving."

Yamashita boldly said: "Okay! Please tell Mr. Li that I will make sushi and fly to the United States now! Ask him to sleep for a while!!! Mako, book me the fastest flight to New York immediately!"

I really couldn't bear the condemnation from my conscience, so I coughed lightly: "Yamashita-san, actually... Actually my dad is not that hungry, you should come back when you are free..."

Yamashita: "No, Li Sang! I'll be free soon, and I'll come right away! Thank you for bringing this news to me!"

Me: "...You're welcome. You, you, remember to buy insurance..."

Yamashita: "???"

I hung up the phone.

Hey, Mr. Yamashita, if something unexpected happens during your trip, I, Ricardo, will remember to burn incense for you.

72. Roaring Emperors

When he woke up the next day, Li An was gone.

I called him and the person who answered the phone was his assistant who told me he had flown to an event on the west coast and wouldn't be back for a week.I said I wanted to talk to Li An on the phone, but the assistant told me that Li An was so busy that he didn't even have time to stop for a drink of water, and he would not answer any calls for the time being.

I put down the phone, and for a moment I couldn't tell whether it was the truth or a lie that Li An made up to avoid me, so I had to give up.

Another day of doing nothing.At night, I reckoned that Yamashita-kun had already charged ahead, and the shells were almost blocked, so I adjusted my hair and clothes, and went out to find my father.

To the father's house.

The door was ajar, I quietly poked my head in and looked around: "Father? Yamashita-kun?... Is there anyone alive?"

There was no one in the living room, no one in the kitchen.The table in the restaurant was covered with dishes.How much sushi did Yamashita-kun pack?

The room was eerily quiet.I went to the stairs and went up the stairs.

Upstairs is my father's bedroom and workshop. I walked upstairs and looked around for a while, just about to open the door of my father's bedroom to have a look.

The door opened, and Yamashita-kun came out.

I (stay): "You..."

Yamashita (stunned): "I..."

Yamashita-kun wears blue jeans, has a crew-shaven head, glasses, and no stubble.She looks much younger than before.What a painstaking effort.But the current situation is a bit subtle.Yamashita-kun's upper body was naked, and his white muscles were exposed, which really didn't match his delicate appearance.

But, that's not the point.

I looked at him: "What happened to your clothes?"

Yamashita-kun pursed his lips and remained silent.

I frowned: "Where's my dad?"

Yamashita-kun raised his hand and pointed inward.

I took a peek and saw that the bed was covered with a quilt, and there was a bulging figure in the middle of the quilt.