love is deeper than the sea

Don't look for me in the future, just treat me as if I disappeared. "

Me (stunned): "You stole their money?!!"

Li An: "It's not stealing."

Me: "Why are you stealing their money? How come you have no money?"

Li An: "Yes."

Me: "You are the young master of the Wilson family!"

A sarcastic smile suddenly appeared on Li An's face: "Master, heh."

34. Li An's Residence

LeAnn and I walked out of the fast food restaurant side by side.New York is very hot today, and the night is still hot. Lean's body is covered with thin beads of sweat, but I hold his elbow and refuse to let go.Li An was helpless: "Where do you live, I will take you back."

Me: "I want to walk with you, don't try to escape."

Li An started pulling out his arms again.

It's just that as soon as he pulled his arm, I poked his side.He was in pain and had to listen to me.

Li An: "..."

Me: "Master, where do you live now? Let's go together?"

Li An: "It's a long way from here, it takes two hours to walk."

Me: "It's okay, I have nothing to do, just go for a walk."

Li An stood at the corner and looked at me, and I stood in front of Li An and looked at him.

There are all kinds of people beside us, they come and go, and they are in a hurry.The streets are full of traffic and traffic.The neon lights on the side of the road refracted randomly on us, making our confrontation more dignified.

The street lamp cast down from Li An's back, casting a bright circle of light on the top of his black hair.

Under the radiation of the backlight, his lean muscles also look stronger.

Li An suddenly softened his voice: "Jiatu, don't do this."

Me: "What else?"

Li An: "Don't be obsessed with me. I'm... not worthy of you now. If you have good conditions, you can find better ones. Our past is over, and we will each go our own way in the future. Don't miss each other anymore."

I grasped the details keenly: "So you haven't forgotten me? You've been thinking about me too?"

Li An: "..."

He suddenly pursed his lips tightly, his pink lips drawn into a thin line.

But I was amused: "Master, why are you so shy with your disciples? I haven't seen what you look like? Is there any piece of meat on your body that I haven't touched? What can't you tell me. Besides, I will tell you what you have become. Whether I want you or not is up to me."

Li An was a little embarrassed, and fumbled for a cigarette in his butt pocket, only to find that the lighter was gone after he took it out.

I proudly gave him a two.

Li An sighed helplessly, and asked me to hold hands: "Let's go, let's go together. You will know when you go."

With one hand in his trouser pocket, Li An's legs were blown by the wind, and he walked as fast as before.

I tugged at his hand: "Master, walk slowly. Let's take a walk."

Li An: "I live far away from here."

Me: "It's okay, we will always get there. When we get tired from walking, we will call the police and let the police send us."

Li An: "..." Li An and I walked on the streets of New York, slowly, swaying, blowing the hot road wind.

I asked him, "Master, since you stole their money, why are you still standing at the corner of the alley smoking? You should have slipped away long ago."

Li An: "My companion is inside. I'm on the lookout."

Me: "Where is your partner now?"

Li An: "As soon as those people came out, it means that they have been discovered. They are probably detained in the bar now."

Me: "Aren't you going to save them?"

Li An: "It's okay, they will be released after a beating."

After walking for three hours, I walked out of the New York business circle and into the crowded black district.

On the way, I passed a clothes donation station, a large plastic room filled with old clothes donated by others.Li An bowed, poked his head in and rummaged through it, and took out five or six pieces of clothes that looked relatively new, and put them under his arms.

Not all black people live in the black district, there are also Mexicans, Southeast Asians, and indigenous people. There are jobless vagrants everywhere, and criminals who fled from all over the place to hide here.

The houses here are densely distributed, and there are often hundreds of people living in one apartment. The sanitation is poor, not to mention the safety.After nightfall, almost no one dares to wander outside, because if you are not careful, you will be dragged into the alley and never go back.

Li An led me through the barbed wire, into the area, and found an old apartment building.

The lights on the first floor of the apartment were on.

Li An stepped forward and knocked, and a dark-skinned woman came to open the door.

Li An handed her the clothes.

The woman thanked Li An with an inaccurate accent, Li An waved her hand, turned and went upstairs.

Me: "Do you know this family?"

Li An: "They are smugglers from Haiti. They used to be officials in Haiti. After they came to North America, they didn't have a job. They couldn't support their eight children."

Me: "So you help them?"

Li An: "I didn't help. I just took the clothes donated by others. It's here."

Li An lives on the fourth floor of the apartment.The hallway light was out, and he held my hand to keep me from falling.

After arriving at the place, he kicked the wine bottle at the door aside and opened the door with the key.

"Crack." The light came on.

It's not the one-person apartment I thought. In fact, there are several floors in the living room. On the floor, there are bedding, pillows, wine bottles, Playboy pictorials, crumpled clothes, syringes, slippers...

I didn't change my face: "Master, which one is your bed?"

Li An: "I sleep on the balcony."

I:"……"

Li An: "It's too smelly inside, you can blow the wind on the balcony."

Li An and I came to the balcony.The balcony is estimated to be only two meters long, and it is only a place where one person can sleep.But compared to the house, this place is heaven.

Li An still maintains the living habits of many years ago, and the daily necessities are as simple as possible.

A quilt, a pillow, covered with a tarp.Nothing else.

Li An leaned against the door frame and looked over coldly: "Did you see it? This is where I live. There is nothing to see."

Me: "You have so much money, why don't you find a better place to live?"

Li An: "I can't help it."

Me: "What do you mean?"

Li An: "..."

Me: "Master, move out and live with me. We are still the same as before. You are not suitable here."

Li An: "There is nothing suitable or not, it's just living."

Me: "Can't you let go of the past?"

Li An: "..."

Me: "Back then we were just two young, fluffy boys, what do you know? Your mother's illness was already dangerous, and even without your words, she might not be able to survive."

Li An: "Stop talking..."

Me: "You and I have been separated for so many years because of this matter, and we have been guilty of your mother's death for so many years, isn't it enough? The dead can't be resurrected, why do we living people have to suffer for the rest of our lives? Your mother is watching in the sky, isn't it? I just want to see you like this now?!"

Li An stared suddenly, and pushed me against the door frame: "I told you to stop!"

I also stared straight at him, panting heavily: "You treat me as that stupid apprentice back then, and you can get rid of me with just one sentence? After so many years, I've figured it out! I can't do without you, and I'll kill you!" Get it back!"

Li An shouted: "You idiot!!!"

I also yelled: "Master taught me stupid!!!"

We hated each other fiercely, and neither of us would back down.

In the dimness, his shoulders rose and fell violently with his breathing, but his eyes were astonishingly bright.

There were lights and shadows refracted by the street lamps in those dark eyes, there were anger, sadness, unbearable, resentment, and many other things that I couldn't clearly see.

His jaw suddenly felt warm.

I looked down and saw that it was his outstretched arm.

As before, calmly and gently, stroking my chin and the corners of my mouth.

I waited for him to lean in and kiss me, but he suddenly withdrew three seconds later, turning his head away.

Li An: "How have you been these few years?" He asked indifferently.

Me: "Finished college in New York and now runs a film packaging business with Steven. Not bad, not bad."

Li An: "Your boyfriend is very handsome."

I (stay): "What boyfriend?"

Li An faced the balcony, with his hands in his trouser pockets, his voice was as flat as paper: "I saw it, you kissed a man in that restaurant."

I:"……"

Li An: "He looks good, how is he treating you?"

Me: "That's Stewart, my partner, not my boyfriend!"

Li An: "You kissed."

Me: "What's wrong with kissing, it's just a game!"

Li An sneered: "Do you often play this kind of kissing game?"

I was furious: "by your mother!"

Li An said calmly: "My mother is dead."

I:"……"

I'm exhausted: "Believe it or not, I don't really have any camaraderie with him. I'm holding you back until now."

Li An: "..."

I glanced at him: "What about you, have you guarded yourself like a jade for me?"

Li An: "..."

Me: "How dare you say no?!"

Suddenly there was a noise in the living room, Li An shook his body, and the softness in his eyes disappeared instantly.

I opened my head to look into the living room, but Li An stretched out his arms to block it, walked into the living room before me, and hid me behind him.

"Damn, bad luck! That bartender saw it! You know, I almost got it all!"

"You've eaten too much fat lately! Your movements are slow as dancing!"

"What are you shouting, you can do it if you have the ability!"

"If I knew that damned hostess, I could get in and make a vote!"

Four people walked into the living room cursing, all of them were wounded, their faces were bruised and swollen, and they were still yelling at each other.

The air reeked of their sweat, wine, and filthy spittle.

they seem exhausted