love is deeper than the sea

Applause.

"I would like to thank all my colleagues in the crew for their tireless efforts to bring the characters in my script to life on the screen. I also want to thank Ricardo, who is not only my good brother, but also a passionate director. His Enthusiasm inspired everyone in the crew, which I have never met before. Finally, I would like to thank Chen Shaohao who is by my side."

Chen Shaohao was obviously extremely surprised, although his expression remained unchanged, his eyes were stunned.

"Thanks to him for realizing my movie dream. I am even more grateful to him for saving my life in the accident." Zuo Lengchan paused before concluding. He held up the trophy and said boldly: "Next year's screenwriter award It’s still mine, let’s wait and see!!!”

The audience all laughed and applauded.

After the Best Screenplay Award, the main event was finally staged.

The Academy Award for Best Director is about to be presented, and my heart immediately hangs high.Although it is an extremely rare honor to be shortlisted for the Golden Statue Award for the first time in charge of a film crew in China, there is still a hope in my heart, hoping that I can break through the sky like Zuo Lengchan and win the award in one fell swoop.

Winning the Best Director Award at the Academy Awards will not only be an absolute affirmation of my ability, but also a weight to boost my future, and it is also a promise I made with Li An.

When we were down and out, Li An and I made a five-year agreement.We made an appointment that after five years, both of us will mature, become stronger, and become strong enough to withstand all the hustle and bustle of the outside world and resist all gossip.At that time, we will make our relationship public, no longer be shady underground lovers, but live the life of a normal couple openly.

Today, Li An not only won the Oscar for Best Supporting Actor, but also his net worth is increasing day by day.He is no longer a fledgling new generation male star in Hollywood, but with one work after another, he gradually gained a firm foothold and moved towards a higher level step by step.

The good reputation he has won in the film industry and the many fans make him no longer easily destroyed by the news.He's ready for a five-year contract, but what about me?

I think my feelings for Li An will never be shaken. If I can win the Academy Award, I will be able to stand side by side with him in front of everyone.Therefore, I am more determined to win this award.

But even so, the competition for the best director award is still extremely fierce.Although Hong Kong movies are not as brilliant as they were ten years ago, there are still an endless stream of directors with different styles, and there are many talented ones among them.Their film may not be as popular as "Wolves", but it is highly praised in the industry.

Even though the outside paper media agreed that I had the best chance of winning this time, and even before the Hung Hom seat was seated, my colleagues in the industry came to celebrate for me in advance, but before I got the trophy, I was still very nervous.

The award presenter, dressed in a gown, walked gracefully to the microphone and began to speak.

Beauty guest: "This year's Academy Awards for Best Director is very competitive, and each one has a lot of supporters. Director Xu, who has made many classic works, and Director Wu, who has a unique gunfight style, are very good at filming the emotional world of marginalized people. Director Wang, and director Ricardo, the youngest nominated director since the establishment of the Academy Awards."

Every time she mentioned one, there must be applause from the audience.When I was mentioned, there were many girls screaming at the end, which made me blush a little.

The beautiful guest exclaimed: "Director Li, have you seen that, you have many young female fans, and you are as popular as a star. However, Director Li is so handsome and talented, which really attracts girls."

Everyone looked at me one after another and started laughing. I applauded and laughed too, but I was too embarrassed to take it anymore.

Beautiful guest: "Recently, "Wolves" has swept Southeast Asia with the tough guy style. Director Li is really successful in his career and proud of himself. And I heard that having someone you value by your side today makes you feel more honored to win the award." Are you confident?"

Zuo Lengchan bumped into me and winked.

Beautiful guest: "Okay, okay. Look, it's all because the director is so handsome, so I'm going to talk about him alone. Don't be angry with the other directors. I'll present awards to everyone."

I smiled and clenched my hands into fists, palms wet with sweat.

"His directing style is ingenious, bringing a fresh and crisp wind to the current film world of martial arts and monster films. The men in his films are fearless warriors, overcoming obstacles and righteousness. His films are characterized by a refreshing rhythm and intense The fighting scene has been loved by countless fans. The winner of the Best Director Award at the XX Hong Kong Film Awards is—”

Chen Shaohao looked at me with a smile, and Zuo Lengchan began to elbow me, urging me to go to the podium to win the award.

There was a small noise around me, and many people around me looked at me with expressions of admiration and envy in their eyes.

I smiled and rejected twice, and wanted to stand up.

Beautiful guest: "The winner of the Best Director Award is--Wu XX, director Wu!!!"

There was a moment of silence in the audience, and then burst into warm applause.

People cheered and looked towards Director Wu in the front row. He stood up and hugged and shook hands with his colleagues one by one. Then, under the attention of everyone, he walked steadily onto the podium.

Director Wu is a director I admire and appreciate very much. His film style is tough and ruthless, and he is very popular in Hong Kong.He is no longer young, but his back is straight, his steps are brisk, and he is full of energy when he comes to the stage.

I watched him walk onto the stage without blinking, until Zuo Lengchan pushed me: "Bigfoot, why are you so stupid?"

I opened my mouth and looked away.Looking down, he found pain in his palm.

Zuo Lengchan: "Don't be stupid, applaud quickly. At this time, the camera is facing you."

I shivered all over, recovering from the shock just now.Smiles on faces, loud applause.

After a while, Zuo Lengchan pressed my hand: "Okay, don't worry about it. Seeing how disappointed you are, you just lost a director award. We will fight again in the next year. What are you afraid of? Director Wu is a mess in Hong Kong." It’s been so many years, it’s not surprising that he beat you to win the award.”

I nodded slowly: "I know."

Zuo Lengchan: "Then why are you so sad?"

me……"

I looked up at him, my nose was sour, and my eyes started to turn red.

Zuo Lengchan immediately panicked, looked at Chen Shaohao helplessly, and started to glance at the auditorium again.My phone vibrated, and suddenly a text message came.

I handed the phone to Zuo Lengchan.He was surprised: "Bigfoot, don't you read the information from your spy?"

I shook my head and said in a hoarse voice, "I have no face to look at."

Zuo Lengchan: "Tsk, brother will watch for you. Your sniper god said that awards are not important, just do your best. In his eyes, you are the best director."

I:"……"

Zuo Lengchan: "He will wait for you to complete the agreement, so don't worry."

I:"……"

Zuo Lengchan: "Sniper God also said that Ye Xiao would peel the shrimps for you personally! Wow, big feet, what a great benefit!"

I:"……"

114、Stay by my side

I was at a loss for the time after that.

The entire awards ceremony ended with the ending song of "Wolf Pack" sung by Chen Shaohao. The audience cheered wonderfully, and they reluctantly left until late at night.

It was different from when I came here, and I suddenly lost many people around me.Even though "Wolf Pack" won six awards in one fell swoop, there are still many colleagues flocking around our crew.But those who originally planned to congratulate me for winning the Best Director Award all went to congratulate others.

"Wolves" won a big victory, and as the producer, Chen Shaohao is the most popular, and he wants to throw a big celebration banquet for the crew.I didn't want to socialize any more, so I waved my hand and said I was uncomfortable, so I took a step first.

The higher the hope, the greater the disappointment.I have experienced it myself.A person seems to have suddenly fallen from a cliff, smashed into pieces, and his whole body hurts.

I can not be reconciled.

I have done my best.He sacrificed his life for the effect of the movie, worked hard for the production of the movie, and traveled all over the world for the promotion of the theater!It's already a hit, and everyone thinks I should get this award, why did I lose it?

It's like seeing a person secretly staring at you all the time, thinking that she must have a crush on you.When you were planning to start a relationship with her, it suddenly became clear that this beauty actually likes someone else!You watched her flit away hooking another man's arm, leaving you alone in the cold.It feels so bad.

When we left Hung Hom, there were no reporters, no red carpet.

I still have the same neat suit as when I came here, with a diamond watch on my wrist, shiny leather shoes, and glued hair.It's just that the cheering crowd is gone, and the smiles are gone.

The entertainment industry is like this, one side is glorious, but the other side is lonely.Suddenly withdrawing from the bustle, the sense of loss that fell silent in an instant made people feel chills all over.

In the dead of night, I walked out of the stadium in silence.The night wind is a bit cool.I looked up at the starry sky, and the cool air was inhaled into my lungs, which calmed down my mind a lot.I remembered that Li An was in the auditorium just now, but now I don't know where he went.Just about to make a phone call, the familiar smell has already caught up.

My tense nerves instantly relaxed.

I walked a few steps slowly, needless to say, Li An's five fingers had reached into my palm, and they were intertwined with mine.

His fingers were warm and strong.Lightly hold my palm a few times, and my mood has improved a lot.I turned my head to look at him, and called softly: "Master, I lost face this time."

Li An patted my head: "No. You think too much."

Me: "I won a bunch of small awards, but I didn't win the actor award, and I didn't win the director award. The jury is playing with me."

Li An: "It's okay. The future will last forever."

I took a long sigh and bent the corners of my mouth: "Yes, the future will be long. I am still young, and I will have opportunities in the future."

Li An wore a low hat and a windbreaker.Although most journalists are now crammed into banquets, the