Trivial Skin of Rebirth

Xiang Qingyun asked strangely: "What house?"

Ye Jiawen wanted to make up a reason to fool him, but he was afraid that Lu Qing would expose his lie, so he scolded Lu Qing in his heart for a while.Not sure how far Lu Qing was going to tear down his platform, Ye Jiawen said cautiously: "You mean...?"

Lu Qing looked curious: "Isn't it the one you bought for your parents?"

Ye Jiawen's thoughts changed quickly, and he immediately said, "We haven't renovated that house yet, and it doesn't even have a bed. I'm afraid it won't work. I'm sorry, Mr. Lu."

Lu Qing smiled meaningfully, and shrugged pretending to regret: "Forget it, I'll find a way for him."

Ye Jiawen rolled up the car window, blocking Lu Qing's sly smile from the car window.He nervously observed Xiang Qingyun's reaction through the rearview mirror, while Xiang Qingyun gave him a questioning look, frowned slightly, waited for a while, started the car and left without saying anything.

Xiang Xiaolong doesn't like to eat well-behaved meals at this age, even if Xiang Qingyun always finds ways to change him to new dishes, but it can't match the nature of children, he likes to eat Western fast food and snacks.Xiang Xiaolong had been making trouble for a few days, so Xiang Qingyun and Ye Jiawen had to take him out to eat Pizza Hut today.When children grow up, they eat more than adults. They ate half of a pizza and a pile of fried chicken and roast chicken by themselves.

During the meal, Xiang Qingyun didn't ask Ye Jiawen a word about the house that Lu Qing mentioned, but Ye Jiawen himself was quite nervous, and wanted to speak up several times, but couldn't find the time.

After dinner, the family of three went to the park again. When Xiang Xiaolong was full of energy, he played at the fitness equipment for a long time, climbing the horizontal bar and playing the space walker. When he returned home, he was exhausted. Picking him up, he fell asleep on Xiang Qingyun's shoulder.

After returning home, they put Xiang Xiaolong to bed, Ye Jiawen and Xiang Qingyun returned to the house, and Ye Jiawen finally had a showdown.He said: "My brother and I bought a suite for my dad and Aunt Han. I paid a down payment of 5 yuan, and the remaining 10,000+ was loaned to my brother to pay back."

Xiang Qingyun asked him: "When did it happen?"

Ye Jiawen said: "Just two years ago, Lu Qing's friend introduced me to that real estate company. He said he could give me a 4% discount. I discussed it with my brother and bought it. The money is At that time, I won the piece of land in Shengshi, Lu Qing gave me a bonus of [-] yuan, and I took some down payment from home to pay."

Xiang Qingyun frowned: "Then why have you never told me?"

Ye Jiawen couldn't answer.why?Because I was afraid that you would be unreliable and use all the money to subsidize your family, so secretly saving private money?Because I was reborn once, I know how hateful vampires like your younger siblings and Haiping are, am I afraid?Ye Jiawen suddenly felt that there was no difference between him now and Xiang Qingyun who gave 4 yuan to his younger brother in his previous life, and Xiang Qingyun's inner feelings were probably similar to him in his previous life.

Ye Jiawen, like Xiang Qingyun in his previous life, could only say: "I'm afraid you won't agree."

Xiang Qingyun sighed, wanted to say something, but didn't say anything, shook his head, and went to take a shower.

Ye Jiawen suddenly regretted it.What fears the most in relationships is the test of trust. Xiang Qingyun trusts him, so he entrusts all the economic power to him.Ye Jiawen really hated Lu Qing's narrow-mindedness in his heart, but everything happened. As early as when Ye Jiawen decided to do this for the first time, he had already planted a mine in their relationship, and sooner or later this mine would be destroyed. Stamped.

Xiang Qingyun didn't say anything about Ye Jiawen, but Ye Jiawen knew that he cared about it, and their relationship began to become stiff.Xiang Qingyun is such a person, he likes to bury something in his heart, he doesn't say it out loud, he doesn't praise others for being good, and he doesn't scold others for being bad, he just keeps digesting them all by himself.

Ye Jiawen was extremely awkward.The two slept in the same bed every day, but they began to have different dreams in the same bed.They had quarreled many times over the past ten years, but nothing like this.

In fact, Xiang Qingyun didn't want to do this either, but he just had a lump in his heart, and he couldn't help it.He didn't want to affect his relationship with Ye Jiawen because of these things, but he couldn't help but wonder, how many things did the person next to his pillow keep from him?

After two days of cold war, Ye Jiawen couldn't take it anymore, locked the door one night, and talked to Xiang Qingyun seriously.He said: "I'm sorry, I regret hiding it from you. I have been very sad for two days. I really don't want to affect our relationship because of this kind of thing. If you are angry, you can tell me and you can forgive me for what I do. .”

Xiang Qingyun looked at him with complicated eyes, and asked after a while: "Jiawen, do you dislike my family background?" In fact, Xiang Qingyun himself knew that he was born in the countryside, and his family background was not as good as Ye Jiawen's. His younger brothers and sisters all need his help.Although Ye Jiawen didn't say anything, he should be dissatisfied in his heart.

This time it was Ye Jiawen's turn to be silent for a long time.

Xiang Qingyun said: "It doesn't matter, just tell the truth."

Ye Jiawen said: "I'm telling the truth, don't be angry. I have never disliked you. Of course, I know that to love someone is to love all of him, but it is difficult to do. I don't mean to dislike your family, I It’s just dissatisfaction and injustice. Your parents are eccentric. When you were still in college, you earned your tuition fees by working part-time, and neither of your parents ever went out. When you get a scholarship, you still need to support your younger brother. Eating steamed buns, saving money to buy things for your sister, I can see all of this. After graduation, we went to the big city to work hard. The two of us slept on a single bed, but your brother had a full-pay room and full-pay You, your sister, and your parents paid for this car, but they didn’t give you a penny. You are very filial, I know, but I’m really unbalanced in my heart. I’m afraid that if I let you know about this , you will also pay for your younger brother to buy a house——things given to your parents will eventually fall into your younger brother’s hands. I’m really not reconciled."

He lowered his eyes to Qingyun and said after a long time: "You buy a house for your parents. I have no objection. You earned the money. Your salary has always been higher than mine. You should be filial to your parents. But you Hiding it from me... makes me feel very insecure."

Ye Jiawen grabbed his hand and put it on her face, and said repeatedly: "I know, I'm sorry, I regretted it a long time ago, but I don't know how to tell you. There will be no next time, please forgive me , I really don't want this matter to affect our relationship."

Xiang Qingyun sighed: "I don't want to either."

In the end, Xiang Qingyun forgave Ye Jiawen.More than ten years of relationship, not to mention Ye Jiawen took tens of thousands of dollars to buy a house for his parents, even if Ye Jiawen took all the money away, Xiang Qingyun still loves him, it is impossible to let him go because of this .But he can't really let him go completely, he always has a knot in his heart, like a knot in his throat, he can't swallow it or spit it out, he can only hope that time will slowly smooth it out.

Xiang Qingyun said to Ye Jiawen: "Don't hide it from me in the future. You always tell me that you have something to discuss with you. I hope you can do the same. The two of us live together. If you do this, you will always Makes me feel bad."

Ye Jiawen said, "Okay, I won't lie to you again."

A few days later, when Ye Shangxue called again to urge the marriage, Ye Jiawen told Xiang Qingyun, "I want to come out to my family."

Xiang Qingyun was a little surprised: "Have you thought about it?"

Ye Jiawen said: "If you think about it, it's not an option to procrastinate. We are almost 30 years old, and we have Xiaolong again. I don't accept fake marriages. Sooner or later, I will let my family know. Instead of letting them doubt , why don't I confess first, maybe it can make my dad feel better."

Xiang Qingyun asked him: "Are you going to make it clear in person or over the phone?"

Ye Jiawen said: "Say it face to face, but the emotion cannot be conveyed properly on the phone."

Xiang Qingyun thought about it for a long time, and said: "The end of the year is coming, why don't I go back with you during the Chinese New Year this year, and confess to your parents. Take Xiaolong there too? Maybe your parents like Xiaolong, they know you are doing well now Well, you can rest assured."

Ye Jiawen said: "I thought so too. In fact, my father and Aunt Han are very easy to talk to. They won't embarrass us, but my father will definitely be very angry and sad. He will be angry with himself. I don't want him to be too sad. I hope It can reduce the stimulation to him. Although I want to take Xiaolong to show him, but I am afraid of stimulating Xiaolong."

Xiang Qingyun said: "You decide."

Ye Jiawen also hopes to come out to his family as soon as possible. Now that his relationship with Xiang Qingyun is facing a test, coming out will undoubtedly give his lover a kind of confidence and protection. He is afraid that Xiang Qingyun will doubt his determination to love and stay together. He needs to do something What to prove.

Now that he decided to come out, Ye Jiawen first called Gu Shangxue to confess.Gu Shangxue has a very clear view of people's sophistication, and he had doubts about Ye Jiawen and Xiang Qingyun in the early years.He has studied abroad, and his views are more open than that of Chinese people. He has seen many such things, so he is more open-minded.So now when he heard Ye Jiawen say it himself, he was not surprised, but heaved a sigh of relief: "You are finally willing to say it? Every day you don't say it, I feel uncomfortable every day. I don't know when this landmine will explode. "

Ye Jiawen said: "Brother, help me find out at home first, and vaccinate my dad and Aunt Han. I plan to come back and confess this year during the Chinese New Year."

Gu Shangxue said: "From the day I doubted you, I have planned for such a day. Dad has a bad heart and high blood lipids. I am afraid that you, a little bastard, will make something difficult for him one day. The vaccinations are always on. In the past few years, I have often shown him some domestic and foreign news about homosexuality being misunderstood by the society and leading to tragedies. One piece of news made my mother cry and told me that if I was gay, she would definitely not stop me. Look at me. Dad, although he didn’t say anything, he always loved you very much and would not force you. I was always worried about what happened between you and Zhou Lian. I thought you were going to have a formal marriage. If you lie to your family, it will be even worse if you are smashed by your parents."

Ye Jiawen was moved: "Brother... Thank you."

Gu Shangxue said with a smile: "You're welcome, tell me before you come, I will definitely prepare the board for Dad, remember to wash your butt before you come back."