Trivial Skin of Rebirth

Xiang Qingyun stayed on the rooftop all morning, completely unaware that Xiao Xue had already sold him out.When he received a call from his parents, he was dumbfounded.

Ask your father, "Are you with a man?"

Xiang Qingyun denied it dumbfounded: "No, no."

He scolded his father: "No fart! Just now your colleague called and said you are a disgusting homosexual! What is the relationship between you and that Ye Jiawen?!"

Xiang Qingyun is silent.

Xiang father kept asking and scolding, Xiang Qingyun wanted to argue, but he didn't know where to start.His hand holding the phone was trembling, and his mind went blank. He never expected that Xiao Xue would be so cruel. It would be fine to make his affairs public in the company, but he even called his parents to tell him that he must force him to He has nowhere to go.

When I put everything together to my father, I understood.From the first time he came to S City, seeing Ye Jiawen and Xiang Qingyun living together, until he came to S City again, he had to ask Ye Jiawen about everything about Xiang Qingyun, and then to Xiang Qingyun's adoption of Xiang Xiaolong... ...Good guy, Xiang Qingyun lied to him so hard, for four or five years, Xiang Qingyun didn't ask for a wife, didn't help his younger brother, just because of a man!

He scolded Xiang Qingyun severely, and hoped that Xiang Qingyun could refute and explain, but Xiang Qingyun didn't refute. When he scolded badly, he said "no, no", what if it's not like this?Xiang Qingyun couldn't tell.

Xiang's parents were so angry that they knew Xiang Qingyun was not a good guy ever since he was mischievous when he was a child. He was such a bastard, and he even sent him to college!

He scolded Xiang Qingyun and said that his cell phone turned off automatically when it ran out of battery, and it didn't stop in Xiang Qingyun's ears.At this time, his ears were already hot from the phone.He was shocked, he was confused, he was sad, he was angry, and finally all turned into powerlessness.He returned to the office, ignored all the strange eyes, silently wrote his resignation letter and submitted it to the manager.The manager accepted it without saying a word.

Xiang Qingyun didn't wait for the arrangement from the HR department, and started to pack his things when he got back to his seat.During this period, Xiao Wang wanted to come over and talk to him, but the atmosphere in the whole office was very oppressive. Everyone kept their heads down and did their own things. He hesitated for a long time, but still sat in his seat and did not move.

Xiang Qingyun quickly packed up his things, and then walked over to Xiao Wang with a bunch of documents. This was his unfinished work.Xiao Wang was a little surprised and embarrassed, but he didn't ignore him. Xiang Qingyun briefly told him about the progress of the work, and then put all the relevant documents on his desk.After all, Xiao Wang had been friends with Xiang Qingyun for more than a year. At this time, he still couldn't bear it, so he whispered a few words of comfort to Xiang Qingyun.He thanked Qingyun plainly, went back to pick up his things, and prepared to leave the company.

Before he left, he hesitated for a moment, but still walked up to Xiao Xue.Xiao Xue was a little surprised, and immediately took a protective action, but Xiang Qingyun just looked at her coldly, and said slowly: "I have nothing to do to you. Goodbye." After saying that, he left the office.

His last clear and cold look made Xiao Xue's heart skip a beat, and some indescribable feelings passed through her heart, but soon disappeared with Xiang Qingyun's departure.

Xiang Qingyun was walking on the side of the road with his belongings in his arms. The glare of the sun turned the road into grayish white. He was waiting for the green light when a car quickly passed by his eyes.He suddenly felt that the world was ridiculous.He was finally sure that he had indeed done something wrong. If he hadn't made a mistake, this result would not have been possible.But where did I go wrong?

From parents and brothers, to friends such as Haiping, to strangers or casual acquaintances such as those colleagues in the office, he thought that he had been working hard and living an optimistic life. He thought that he had always been kind to others, but what happened?The fault is that he shouldn't be kind to others?Or is it his fault...it doesn't matter?Parents can despise him, friends can betray him, and strangers can betray him, so who else in this world is worthy of his friendship without getting hurt...

He thought for a long time, until the traffic lights alternated seven or eight times, and finally came to his senses.He remembered that he should pick up Xiang Xiaolong from school.

Back home at night, Xiang Qingyun made a dinner as usual, when Ye Jiawen came back, after eating, coaxed Xiang Xiaolong, he pulled Ye Jiawen into the bedroom, when the phone rang, Xiang Qingyun walked over Seeing that it was a call from the countryside, he thought about it for a few seconds, and then unplugged the phone line.Ye Jiawen was dumbfounded.

Xiang Qingyun pulled Ye Jiawen to sit down.After being overjoyed, sad and shocked, he couldn't express his excitement anymore, and said calmly to Ye Jiawen, "I have something to tell you."

From sending Xiao Xue home yesterday, until today when he resigned from the company, Xiao Xue called his home, and his parents called and scolded him.Ye Jiawen was terrified when he heard that, and asked Xiang Qingyun: "Have you admitted to your parents?"

Xiang Qingyun said: "I didn't admit it or deny it. They swear by it, and I have nothing to say." Then he asked Ye Jiawen, "Jiawen, I'm sorry, I messed up things. You, are you still willing to talk to me? Shall we bear it together?"

Ye Jiawen frowned and said, "Whether I want to bear it with you or not is my business. It's not your turn to ask. Think about yourself first."

Xiang Qingyun shook his head and smiled wryly, burying his face in his palms.After a while, he said, "Thank you..."

Ye Jiawen said: "It has reached this point, have you thought about how to solve it?"

Xiang Qingyun said: "I will find another job, my parents' place... I will admit it to them. Soldiers come to block, water comes to cover up, life is my life, and this is the only way to go."

Ye Jiawen was very dissatisfied.The abuse, harshness, and exploitation from Xiang's parents in his previous life are still vivid in his memory. In order to stay out of the closet, he had to use his brains to change the direction of history, but now, he was exposed casually because of a woman.At this time, he suddenly thought of Zhou Lian.

He said to Xiang Qingyun: "No, no, I can't admit it to your parents. Do you remember Zhou Lian? She is also urging marriage at home now. She once mentioned to me that she has a fake marriage intention. You can find her. As long as she is willing to cooperate, you will have a fake marriage and hide it from your parents."

"Fake marriage?" Xiang Qingyun was a little surprised, but he immediately denied it: "No."

Ye Jiawen asked urgently: "Why not? If your parents knew you were gay, this matter would be over? Do you think they are so talkative? Is our life easy now?!"

Xiang Qingyun said: "I can hide it, but I don't want to lie."

Ye Jiawen was very angry: "You are talking about integrity now!"

Xiang Qingyun shook his head: "This is not a matter of integrity. I can lie for a while, can I lie for a lifetime? I told a lie, and I have to use hundreds of lies to cover it up. Now that I have concealed it, what should I do in the future? How do I account for getting married and having children, how do I deal with all kinds of relatives in the family, and I will have a "wife" wherever I go in my life. "Wife" attends... This kind of life is performed every day, how can I live on. In the eyes of others, husband and wife are bound together. Regardless of whether there is love or not, a certificate is not for nothing. You have to be tied up with this fake wife. This kind of thing is far more worthwhile than confessing."

Ye Jiawen was stunned.On this point, what Xiang Qingyun said is absolutely right, if you spend your whole life acting, then you will live your whole life for others.If the real self can only live in a space of one inch square, what is the meaning of living such a life.

Xiang Qingyun grabbed his hand, moved it to his lips and kissed: "I'm sorry, I wanted to deal with this matter myself, but you have already suffered a lot because of me. I will find a way to deal with it, give me some time. "

Ye Jiawen sighed heavily.He also felt very tired.He said: "Okay, you handle it yourself, don't let me down again."

The two sat in silence for a long time, Ye Jiawen asked Xiang Qingyun: "What lessons have you learned from this incident?"

Before he came back, Xiang Qingyun had thought about this question for a long time.He smiled wryly, "It's my fault that I don't know people clearly."

Ye Jiawen said to him very seriously: "Don't try to be nice to everyone, it's too tiring to do so. I told you, think about yourself first. You also know that you don't want to act for others for the rest of your life. You can’t be liked by everyone if you live for others. In the future, treat those who deserve it, and those who don’t, what kind of person does he think you are, so what?”

Xiang Qingyun took his hand and pressed it to his lips for a long time.He has been wandering for so long, his whole body covered in blood from being pricked by thorns, and only when he is deeply hurt can he know who he should live for.He suddenly felt that he was too tired to live and always wanted to do his best, but in the end nothing was good.It's hard to get a complete understanding without hurting completely.

Ye Jiawen was afraid that Xiang Qingyun would do something stupid, but after all these years of his rebirth, he could see Xiang Qingyun's changes.It doesn't matter if he does something stupid, if he can learn his lesson and never make the same mistake again, then it can be forgiven.

Xiang Qingyun didn't answer the phone and didn't dare to turn on the phone, because it happened so suddenly. He had thought about many things after coming out of the closet, but he didn't expect that being forced to come out so suddenly would really catch people off guard.He thought about it all night, and finally thought of some words. The next morning, he sent Xiang Xiaolong to school, and after returning home, he thought about it for a long time. In the afternoon, he guessed that his parents should be taking a nap, so he mustered up the courage to fight. call back.However, no one answered the phone, and people in the village told him that Xiang's parents had gone out this morning and hadn't come back yet.

No one expected that Xiang's parents called several times at night and no one answered. After thinking about it, they couldn't get angry, so they immediately packed their luggage, and went to the city together to take the train to S City the next morning.

On the third morning, Xiang Qingyun squeezed soy milk, made egg pancakes, and the family gathered around the table for breakfast. After eating, Ye Jiawen went to work, Xiang Qingyun sent Xiang Xiaolong to the kindergarten, and then read the newspaper to look for recruitment notices.No one expected that misfortune would strike before a day's ordinary life had begun.

Suddenly there was a loud knock on the door, Xiang Qingyun and Ye Jiawen looked at each other, naively Xiang Xiaolong jumped off the chair with milk on the corner of his mouth, and yelled vaguely: "I'll open the door!"

Ye Jiawen had a bad premonition in his heart, so he hugged Xiang Xiaolong: "Hey, sit down and eat well."

Xiang Qingyun agreed with him, put down the bowl and chopsticks and went to open the door.Standing outside the door were Father Xiang and Mother Xiang with unfriendly expressions.

"Slap!" Raising Xiang's father's hand was a slap in the face, the rural manpower is strong, even though the old man is 50 years old, with a slap, Xiang Qingyun was slapped against the wall, his eyes were dazzled and his ears were ringing, and it took him a few seconds to wake up.

Xiang's father and mother rushed into the house cursing, and seeing Ye Jiawen who was helping Xiang Xiaolong wipe his mouth, the three of them met six pairs of eyes, and there was a flash of lightning and thunder, and the earth was shocked!

Father Xiang picked up the chair by the table, threw it at Ye Jiawen, and shouted, "You two bastards!"

Ye Jiawen was stunned for a moment, his first reaction was to press Xiang Xiaolong's head into his arms, and he closed his eyes tightly in fright.Xiang Xiaolong was still in a daze but couldn't recover, he forgot to scream, and forgot to cry.

Seeing that the wooden chair was about to hit Ye Jiawen, Xiang Qingyun rushed up and raised his arms to block Ye Jiawen. "Bang!" The leg of the wooden chair slammed heavily on Xiang Qingyun's arm, he let out a muffled grunt, and his right hand drooped feebly.

Xiang's father was stunned for a moment, he raised the chair and wanted to smash it, Xiang Qingyun switched his left hand to block, but he still blocked Ye Jiawen's face.

He scolded his father: "Bastards! I'll kill you two bastards! I've completely disgraced you to the Xiang family! How dare you have sex with a man! I told you to have sex with a man, and I told you not to marry a wife. Call you ungrateful!"

Xiang Xiaolong's soul returned to his body at this time, and he burst into tears with a "wow".

While blocking the stool, Xiang Qingyun shouted, "Take Xiaolong into the room and lock the door."

Ye Jiawen didn't expect it to be all this battle, his legs were a little weak, Xiang Xiaolong's crying gave him strength, he quickly picked up Xiang Xiaolong and was about to rush into the room, at this time Xiang Mu rushed over to pull Ye Jiawen, Ye Jiawen wanted to resist, but found that the strength of a 50-year-old rural woman was not something that a person like him who sat in an office every day and only relied on running for fitness could resist.Xiang Xiaolong fell from Ye Jiawen's arms to the ground, also cried and rushed to help, pushed his mother's leg, and shouted: "No, no, don't hit Ye, Ye!"

At this time, Xiang Qingyun flashed out of the battle, shouted: "Stop!" and pulled his mother away from Ye Jiawen.Father Xiang's chair fell down again, and before he could stop it, it hit his forehead, causing blood to flow profusely.

Xiang Qingyun shook his body, stood still barely, Xiang father saw the blood, and was also a little terrified, the chair was put down, but when he jumped up, he was slapped again, and angrily said: "You fight your mother for him? We raised you for nothing It's so big! Beast! Beast! Not as good as a pig or a dog!"

Ye Jiawen was terrified, took this opportunity to push Xiang Xiaolong into the room, hesitated for a moment, then flashed into the room, locked the door, and then rushed over to pick up the phone and dial 110.

Xiang Qingyun was in the living room, clutching his bleeding forehead, gasping for breath, staggering to his knees: "Yes, I'm gay. I'm your son, if you want to beat me, I'll stick to it, I won't hide. I want to live with him, it has nothing to do with him, you can't hit him, let alone hit Xiaolong."