Li Daitao

Chapter 205

Although Liang Xiang put aside his harsh words before and wanted to take Qin Shu away anyway, but now that he really saw Qin Shu, he might not be able to be so cruel. All the words just now were thrown out of the blue, and only the heartache and pity were left.As soon as he let go, the crutches fell to the ground.

Liang Xianglao was in tears, and he could still care about Yi Zhen, but he stretched out his hand tremblingly, wanting to touch Qin Shu's face, and murmured uncontrollably: "Little Shu? Are you really Xiao Shu? How can you be so thin? How can you be so sick?"

Qin Shu heaved a sigh of relief, he didn't have much strength, just now he was in a hurry, and walked out of the house with amazing willpower.At this time, I could barely stand upright, and slid to the ground.Most of his body was still leaning on Yi Zhen's body, so he didn't fall down.The hand he held on Yi Zhen's fist just now has been quietly held by Yi Zhen, tremblingly conveying a little strength of wishing to support each other and advance and retreat together.

Qin Shu didn't know whether he didn't realize it or didn't have the strength to struggle, so he let him hold it without moving, but gathered all his energy and looked at the old man in front of him.Although the father and son had seen each other every day for the past two months, it was the first time that Liang Xiang woke up and recognized him.

So there was a faint gratified smile on his astonishingly thin face, and he gently said to Liang Xiang: "Father, you recognize me..."

His skin was originally fair, but after being ill for many days, it became paler and paler, as if it would melt under the sun at any time.

Liang Xiang's fingers finally touched him, making sure that his son was really in front of him, so he carefully hugged his head in his arms. On the other hand, he was so excited that he called Qin Shu's name over and over again incoherently. However, Qin Shu seemed much quieter than him. He closed his eyes peacefully and enjoyed this rare tenderness for a while.After a while, he opened his eyes, agreed softly, struggled out of Liang Xiang's arms, and seemed to want to sit up straight.

His pale, bloodless face, and his bony appearance, even without Yi Zhen's explanation, Prime Minister Liang could tell that something was wrong. Although his heart ached, he didn't dare to force it. When he sensed his actions, he reluctantly let go over him.

"Father, you remember everything, it's good...I'm also very happy..." Although he tried his best to restrain his emotions just now and didn't show too much fluctuation, it still consumed a lot of his energy. The voice was even lower and weaker.He seemed to understand it himself, so he spoke very briefly.

"Father, when you wake up, you should see many things more clearly..." He changed his address to a more serious one, and after hesitating for a long time, he finally said: "...From now on, you and Uncle Zheng will move out of the city. Go ahead, find a place that no one knows, I beg you for this matter... There is no point in being attached to the past, many things will never come back, and a lifetime will pass soon..."

When he said this, Zheng Bo and Mingzhu's expressions became a little loose. After the two of them experienced the ups and downs of human relations these years, they naturally felt that Qin Shu's plan was not unreasonable.

Liang Xiang looked solemn and did not answer him immediately.Qin Shu knew that his physical strength was weak, so he didn't try to persuade him too much, but just continued what he wanted to say intermittently.He turned his gaze sideways and glanced at Yi Zhen.Yi Zhen felt pain in his heart, and held his hand slightly harder.

Qin Shu smiled slightly: "Back then, each was his own master. Even if some things were done too much, it's just that the matter has come to this point, and it's useless to be angry. Father can complain or hate, but he doesn't have to suffer..." He paused for a while, and said He said softly in a lower voice: "Actually, later on, no matter whether I want to admit it or not, he sincerely repented and wanted to save me. It was very good for me. In those few years, I was really happy... I don't want to be happy again..." Pursued..."

His confession was almost like last words, no matter how many grievances Liang Xiang had, he had to hold back for the time being, choked up and said: "Don't talk too much, when you recover, our family will go together, don't pay attention to these. '.

He glanced at Yi Zhen resentfully, only to see that the man seemed to have forgotten everything, and he didn't remember the existence of other people, and his eyes only stopped on Qin Shu, with a heartbroken heart Destroyed appearance.

Qin Shu looked at the two children again. They were very clever and had already crawled over to cuddle up to him.

Liang Xiao could still call out 'Daddy' with a crying voice. 'Xiao Ji, who was always the most coquettish, bit her lips tightly and said nothing, but the tears were uncontrollable, and kept falling one after another.

Qin Shu really wanted to touch them, but he raised his hand and found that he couldn't do what he wanted, so he had to give up.He sighed inaudibly: "Even if daddy doesn't like it, don't embarrass them, the two of them are indeed my children, and they have nothing wrong with themselves... It's us who are wrong... I really want to keep watching... …they grow up…”

Yi Zhen was out of his wits, stretched his arms to hold him in his arms, and hurriedly blocked his words: "You will definitely see it, we will watch them grow up together, marry wives and have children, and there will be a house full of children and grandchildren, okay? You I also promised to see Jian An, he is really coming soon..."

Qin Shu showed him a very faint smile, stopped talking, and just looked at the two children and then at him.There is reluctance for the child in his eyes, and there is also a vague love for him.One of his hands was still held in Yi Zhen's, and he didn't seem to want to break free.

Liang Xiang was in tears, seeing all this in his eyes, but at this moment he couldn't bear to say anything against his will, and said secretly: "These two children, I will never make things difficult for them..." He saw Qin Shu's stubbornness Looking at himself, it seems that there is still something to ask for, and he sighed: "I treat them as my grandchildren, you can rest assured!"

Qin Shu's pale face showed a slight joy, and he softly ordered the two children: "Go over, kowtow to grandpa..."

Liang Xiao was still obedient, and obediently went over and stepped in front of Liang Xiang with tears in his eyes.With lingering fear in his heart, Xu Ji turned his head to look at the two fathers with some hesitation, but finally decided not to hold grudges, followed Liang Xiao and kowtowed respectfully.

After he finished kowtowing, he saw that his grandfather was not as vicious as when he hit someone just now, and he also saw that Prime Minister Liang didn't hold his crutch in his hand.He became bolder, and after calling Grandpa, he went forward and hugged Xiang Liang's foot, muttering in a low voice, "We are grandsons of Grandpa." He also felt sad for no reason. After thinking about it, he pulled Liang Xiang and begged: "Grandpa, don't be angry with Dad and King Father. Can you make Dad recover from his illness? Grandpa..."

His childish acting like a baby only made Liang Xiang's nose sore again.If he could, he certainly hoped that he had the ability to make Qin Shu recover as before.

Xu Ji was still eagerly waiting for him to agree, as if Qin Shu would get better immediately if he nodded his head.

He couldn't face the child's innocent and expectant eyes, so he had to cast his gaze on Qin Shu. Qin Shu seemed to have settled a huge worry, and looked relieved. At this time, he was looking at the two children reluctantly, and his mind gradually became a little bit Distracted, he didn't seem to notice his gaze.

And Yi Zhen didn't say a word, but carefully supported him on his body, trying his best to make him more comfortable.His movements are light and focused, as if what he is facing is a rare treasure.

Liang Xiang's eyes lingered on him for a long time, before he let out a long sigh with tears: "Forget it, let you go, if I don't interfere..."

Liang Xiang finally let go, but Yi Zhen couldn't find a feeling of overjoyed. He knew Qin Shu's situation better than anyone else. There is no absolute certainty.Looking at Qin Shu again, it seemed that he had fulfilled a great wish, his expression relaxed, and the energy he had been holding on for all this time finally failed, and his mind gradually fainted.

Yi Zhen carefully picked him up from the ground, with bitterness in his heart, he reluctantly said to Liang Xiang, "Thank you dad!"

The cry of father made Liang Xiangda frowned, but he looked at Qin Shu in his arms, and finally turned his head and endured it.

Although he gave in, he did not insist on taking Qin Shu back.The group stayed temporarily and took over the care of Qin Shu, guarding against Yi Zhen like a thief.Yi Zhen wanted to keep guard all the time like a few days ago, but that was no longer possible.

In the end, he begged and begged, the children couldn't stay up all night for a long time, Zheng Bo and Liang Xiang were getting old, and they couldn't stay for a long time, so he won the opportunity to watch at night.

When he came in, he thought Qin Shu had fallen asleep, so he kept his movements very light and just sat down beside the bed without making a sound.Qin Shu seemed to have a feeling in his heart, opened his eyes, and looked at him quietly.

Yi Zhen paused for a moment, then bent down to get closer to him, and reached out to caress his forehead.Qin Shu didn't resist either, and looked at him quietly.

Yi Zhen forced a smile, and said softly, "You're awake, do you want to eat something?"

Qin Shu shook his head slightly, only looking at him fixedly.Yi Zhen knew that he ate something during the day, and his heart was a little more stable, and he didn't force it. Ever since he said it that day, Qin Shu seemed to let go of his heart disease, and his spirit was better than a few days ago, but he was still getting better day by day. day haggard.Yi Zhen vaguely feels that he is like a firewood, which is still burning right now, but he doesn't know when it will run out of oil and will suddenly go out.

He was so shocked by his sudden thought, he didn't dare to think about it, and couldn't help himself, he lowered his head and kissed Qin Shu lightly. When he raised his head, Qin Shu was looking at Looking at him, he didn't show any displeasure, and seemed more gentle than usual.

On the contrary, Yi Zhen felt a little uncomfortable, and there was always an inexplicable uneasiness in his heart. He coughed dryly, but became honest, and just pulled Qin Shu's hand over and held it in his hand, so that he could feel at ease.Seeing that Qin Shu's expression was a bit dull, but he was still looking at him quietly with his eyes open, not intending to sleep, so he found something casually and said it to Qin Shu slowly.

When it comes to Jian An's itinerary, he can arrive tomorrow at the most. Seeing Qin Shu smiling slightly when he heard the words, his face seemed to be a little brighter. It would be great if we could raise another daughter in the future..."

But Qin Shu whispered: "What did you say..."

It was only then that Yi Zhen realized that he had spoken the words unconsciously, and quickly changed his words: "I'm not talking about ourselves...that... let's go and bring a girl back to raise her?" , All of a sudden cold sweat came down his back.

Qin Shu slightly opened his eyes and looked at him, as if he hadn't expected it. A faint blush appeared on his face at first, but it quickly faded, and was replaced by paleness.His expression was complicated and tangled, but in the end it slowly returned to normal.

Yi Zhen heard him say clearly and clearly: "What do you want to do when you mention your sister?"

His expression was too calm, and Yi Zhen couldn't tell whether he was aroused or secretly unhappy. He secretly regretted that he was talking too much, and said hurriedly: "I just said it casually. I really didn't say anything to her back then. So, there are many people who can testify..."

Qin Shu pursed his lips tightly, obviously really upset, shrank back under the quilt, turned his head as if he didn't want to pay any more attention to Yi Zhen.

Yi Zhen only felt that he was committing a crime on his own, and it was not easy to force him out of the quilt. He was thinking about how to turn around, but saw Qin Shu poking his head out of the quilt, looking at him, eyes circled. Slightly reddened.He grabbed the corner of Yi Zhen's clothes, and said softly in a slightly hoarse voice: "I miss my sister, where did you bury her?"

Yi Zhen was slightly taken aback, seeing that Qin Shu's expression was still calm, he held his hand and comforted him softly: "She is in the southern outskirts of the capital, and the arrangement is very good, you don't have to worry. If you want, we will go back to see her every year in the future. "Yi Zhen knew that his sister had always been an intractable knot in his heart, and felt that this topic should not be continued, so he changed the subject and said: "Don't think too much, Jian An will be here tomorrow, you sleep and wait until you wake up You can see him."

Qin Shu shook his head stubbornly. He looked at Yi Zhen quietly, sighed calmly, but what he said made Yi Zhen inexplicably uneasy: "I don't want to see Jian An anymore, I want to see my sister. She is old So young, if you walk alone, you will be bullied..."

Yi Zhen held his hand with unswerving force, even his voice was trembling, he forcibly interrupted him: "Don't talk nonsense!"

Qin Shu felt a pain in his hand, and seemed to have come back to his senses, glanced at Yi Zhen, and said nothing.

Yi Zhen collected himself, tried to divert his attention, and stop focusing on his younger sister, he always felt that mentioning his younger sister at this time was inexplicably inauspicious.

Fortunately, Qin Shu didn't mention it again.He was not in good spirits, but he couldn't fall asleep steadily, and he fell asleep and woke up all night.After finally dawning, he seemed to regain some energy, said he was a little thirsty, and troubled Yi Zhen to get a glass of water, there was always warm water by the stove on the table, it was only a few steps away.

Yi Zhen didn't call anyone, he did it himself, just as he picked up the small pot, he heard a rush of horseshoes and human voices from outside the courtyard.Many of the voices were familiar to him, and they came from afar.

Yi Zhen listened intently for a moment, and was rarely happy, and then said with distress: "Jian An has arrived! This child must have come overnight."

Behind him, Qin Shu didn't answer a word.

Yi Zhen turned around.Qin Shu faced him, closed his eyes quietly, not knowing when he would fall asleep.

He froze there, feeling cold all over his body.

The footsteps outside the door approached quickly, and Jian An didn't bother to knock on the door, and rushed in like a gust of wind.

Jian An accompanied Hui since he was a child, and when he was by Qin Shu's side, he vaguely remembered things, and Qin Shu's departure back then greatly stimulated him, so after all these years, he can still remember Qin Shu's appearance Clearly, with a glance, he recognized Qin Shu's appearance at a glance.

He was only slightly taken aback for a moment, then his eyes were filled with tears, he called Daddy, and ran to the bedside.

Qin Shu still didn't make any sound, as if he was unaware of his arrival.

Yi Zhen could hardly breathe, and felt that what happened before his eyes was a nightmare from which he could not wake up.

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Qin Shu only felt that he had had a very long dream. He didn't know where he was. If you catch up and get a better look, those people will be farther away from him, and when he is no longer approaching, it seems that there are many people around him.

He gradually recognized several familiar faces, and those people looked indifferent, as if they didn't know him.He looked around in a daze, and suddenly saw the figure of Emperor Jingwen flashing past in front of him.He wanted to catch up, but the figure disappeared, and what appeared in front of him was his old friend and old friend.Gone again...

He lingered for a long time, and realized in a trance that what he saw in his dream today were all dead people.Although he vaguely understood this point in his heart, he didn't feel very frightened.Just a little dazed, he walked randomly in the fog, trying to find some people he wanted to see but never saw again.

He saw his sister, mother, emperor, concubine Shu, and even Yi Zhen's mother and others.They seem to be in the fog, or they seem to be separated by a river, with figures running back and forth on the opposite bank, talking and laughing, while seeing a weird and blurred scene, but it seems that no one can see him aside, no matter how much he shouts, they will No one looked at him more than once.

He was stranded on the other side of the river with no way to cross.

There are layers of darkness behind him, and there seems to be some voice calling him in the darkness, and some power seems to be trying to pull him back.But he flinched, unwilling to listen, and unwilling to go back.

He lingered on the bank of the river for so long that he almost forgot the faint and uninterrupted calls in his ears.But finally saw the little figure that I often think of recently, but never came to dream.

The younger sister was still not very good-looking or even ugly at the time, her small body was floating in mid-air strangely, and she opened her small arms, as if wanting to block Qin Shu's way, or asking for a warm embrace.

The baby girl opened her mouth slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but no sound came out.Qin Shu hugged her into his arms with sobs, and the tears dripped on her body and disappeared without a trace: "I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well at the beginning, but now I won't, never again..."

The little baby was quiet in his arms for a moment, and raised his hand to his chest. It was so light that it was weightless, but it had such strength, pushing Qin Shu away little by little.

Qin Shu wanted to call her to stop, but couldn't make a sound, and wanted to hold her, but couldn't move.In desperation, the younger sister raised her head, showed him a very happy smile, turned around and drifted away, quickly crossed the fog and disappeared on the other side of the river.

Qin Shu was pushed by a huge force, and fell heavily into the darkness behind her. Her figure gradually disappeared in the mist, but her body became heavier and heavier, and the voice in her ears became louder.

Xu Ji was the first to notice that he was awake, and squeezed Liang Xiao to come closer, calling anxiously for Dad, his mind was still buzzing, and he had a severe headache.Yi Zhen lost a lot of weight, and seeing his unkempt appearance, he was obviously relieved, and even a little ecstatic, and murmured: "Xiao Shu, you finally woke up after sleeping for three days, okay When the doctor came in time, he pulled you back from the gate of hell." He had lingering fears, and he almost didn't dare to recall his feelings at that time, he didn't know if he could really maintain his sanity if it wasn't for luck, if it wasn't for the doctor's more optimistic diagnosis, He might do something.

Moreover, although the doctor said that Qin Shu's condition was improving, Yi Zhen was still worried after he had been in a coma for the past few days. Seeing him wake up at this time, he couldn't help but feel the ecstasy of regaining what was lost.

After being dazed for a while, he woke up suddenly, turned his head and called for the imperial doctor.

There was a sudden commotion in the room.Qin Shu just felt like a lifetime away.He closed his eyes, but he could no longer see his younger sister, but he still remembered clearly when he saw us in his dream.He never believed in ghosts and gods, but at this moment his heart was terrified.He knew how degraded his body was, and he also had the thought of dying, but at this moment, apart from feeling extremely weak, there was no such constant tearing and burning pain in his lungs.

He is indeed much better than he was three days ago.Yi Zhen was naturally willing to believe what the imperial physician said, because Qin Shu's life was wrong.But he knew that was not the case, at least, definitely not within three days.

Thinking back carefully to all the situations in the dream, he felt that he was not simply having a dream, maybe he really walked on the Yellow Spring Road just one step away, and what he saw was the soul of the deceased.

He remembered his sister's actions, and remembered that she pushed him away with a smile on her face. He thought that she didn't blame him in the end, and he thought that she probably hoped that he could live...

There was a look of pain between his brows, and although his eyes were closed tightly, tears still flowed from the corners of his eyes little by little.

Yi Zhen panicked and wanted to call the imperial doctor, but the children surrounded him in a panic, Liang Xiang rushed over after hearing the news, and hurriedly called his nickname...

Qin Shu held Yi Zhen back in the panic of everyone, and said with a choked voice, "I'm fine." Naturally, Yi Zhen was worried, but Qin Shu calmed down quickly.

He sat down with Yi Zhen's help.Looking at the few children in front of him, he gathered up a little bit of strength, and finally mustered up the courage to smile calmly at Yi Zhen, and tried his best to speak clearly: "Xiao Ji and his generation should rank Cheng."

Yi Zhen was taken aback for a moment, and when he came back to his senses he couldn't believe it, and he said in a stuttering voice, "You, are you willing to recognize them?" Qin Shu would have been happy when he woke up, and if he heard such news at this time, if he didn't know Qin Shu Shu's body was extremely weak, and he didn't want to make mistakes. He almost wished he could wrap his arms around Qin Shu twice.

After finishing, I remembered that Xiang Liang was also there, and I couldn't help but look embarrassed.Liang Xiang's face was bluish and white, and in the end he just snorted heavily, and turned his head as if he didn't see it.

Yi Zhen knew that he was looking at Qin Shu's face, and his heart softened after all, so he quickly called out "Dad" with a shy face, and pinched Xiao Ji who was still standing aside, the little guy came back to his senses from the pain, Busily tugging at Liang Xiang's robe, he called softly, "Grandpa! Grandpa!"

Liang Xiang endured and endured, but turned his expression back, said nothing, looked at Qin Shu, picked up Xiao Ji, and called the children to go out together.Before leaving, he gave Yi Zhen another hard look.

Qin Shu smiled wryly, but he didn't have any grievances in his heart anymore. He leaned against Yi Zhen's arms, was so tired that he really fell asleep.

He didn't know whether he would have a peaceful dream with a younger sister, but he knew that after waking up again, what he would face would be an ordinary and peaceful life.

I only hope that the years will flow like water in the future, and there will be no joys and sorrows.

The author has something to say: Bow!

Well, although it's a bit hasty, it's over here.Thank you for your support all the time, I know that sometimes I am a scumbag, and I am very sorry for everyone.

Covering my face, I finally finished it, finally finished it, ouch~~~~

Maybe there will be one outside the episode, maybe there will be none, ahem, no need to wait.Top the pot and walk around...

Next, I will update the news, and then I will talk about the next childbirth article after a while.

This book starts to fix typos, so you don't need to click in after reading it.

In the end, the same as ever, jump on the bed, good night!

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