Li Daitao

The orange light shone on Xu Ji's face, bringing dreamlike warmth.Qin Shu was in a trance for a moment, almost unable to tell whether everything in front of him was real or just a dream.

It wasn't until Xu Ji pressed his feet numb that he felt something real.

Qin Shu carefully moved Xu Ji to sleep on the pillow, and covered the two children with quilts carefully.He himself fell asleep, sitting on the head of the bed hugging his knees and looking at the two children, he felt his heart was disturbed like a mess.

He suddenly felt a lot of guilt towards Meng Zhang.It can be said that Meng Zhang also gave up everything for him, but for everything Xiao Hei has done, apart from being grateful and apologetic, he has no way to force himself to have a deeper relationship. But even more at a loss.

No matter how many times he told himself in his heart how many cruel things this person had done, when things came to an end, when he heard such news, he would still feel worried and confused about this person.

He thought that he was really sorry for Meng Zhang. He would never be able to give Meng Zhang what he wanted, and no matter how bastard that person was, he still had another feeling that could not be erased in his hatred.

After all, the positions of these two people in his mind are different, and it is not a matter of priority.Meng Zhang is his younger brother and friend, a very important person to him, and that person quietly occupies a corner in his heart, hidden but deeply rooted, no matter who he is, he can't replace him.

He clutched the corner of the quilt and froze there, but gradually began to tremble.

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He didn't sleep well that night, and the next day was naturally gloomy.This time, even Yi Zhen couldn't help asking whether he should rest here for an extra day.He politely refused.

Today there is no pony to ride, and the two children can only ride in the carriage honestly.Liang Xiao had no objections.Xu Ji only heard about the misfortune yesterday, so he was surprisingly safe today, but Qin Shuyu insisted on getting him into the car.And when he got into the car, he still put his arms around Qin Shu's neck and refused to let go. He kept saying, "Daddy, come up, come up and sit."

Qin Shu was a little out of spirits, but he wanted to take advantage of the wind to blow him, maybe he could wake up a little bit.He gently pulled the child's little hand down, avoiding Yi Zhen's caring eyes, walked aside and got on the horse, walking on the side of the carriage.

After a while Xu Ji raised the curtain of the car.The whole person lay on the window of the car, called Daddy, first looked at Qin Shu, then turned to look at Yi Zhen, and then turned to look at Qin Shu, his eyes were shining when he looked at people.

After repeating this several times, Qin Shu couldn't help but feel a little strange. After thinking about it, he realized that Xu Ji was thinking about the matter of Jian An mentioned last night, and was eagerly counting on him to talk to Yi Zhen.

Qin Shu understood what he meant, but felt embarrassed.He thought about things that he couldn't make a decision all night, so naturally he couldn't easily agree to Xu Liu at this time. In all fairness, it was not that he didn't miss Jian An, but he was also very worried about the situation in his palace.According to Xiaoji, although the little prince Qizhang is a few months younger than Xu Ji, he is very powerful. With two fathers like that, this is also conceivable. In this way, that pampered son of heaven whom Qing Emperor wished he could hold in his palm still doesn't know how to be arrogant.The little prince was not easy to get along with, and he was very afraid that Jian An would suffer some kind of grievance if he accompanied the little prince.

If he didn't know the truth about Jian An's entry into the palace, he might still be unable to restrain himself, and finally asked Yi Zhen to bring the child to him.But knowing the price to be paid behind seeing this side, he hesitated.He felt that he really didn't have the right to make such a decision lightly, and to make Yi Zhen pay such a high price, even if Yi Zhen was willing, he couldn't accept it.

Moreover, after opening this mouth, after Yi Zhen gave up his original power and preciousness for this, can he still turn a blind eye to this sacrifice? How could he still be indifferent to Yi Zhen and the children?At that time, what kind of expression should he face Yi Zhen and the child.

Therefore, facing Xu Ji's expectant gaze, he could only silently pull him off the car window, push him back to sit on the couch.

Xu Ji was obviously very disappointed, even a little unbelievable. He felt that he had said it well yesterday, but he didn't understand why Dad seemed to have completely forgotten about it today.

He called Daddy again, and stared at Qin Shu with wide eyes. Finally, he was sure that Qin Shu didn't seem to have any intention of mentioning this matter at all, so he just sat there.

After being quiet for a while, he threw himself on Liang Xiao, started moaning, and finally wept. Liang Xiao shook his head when he asked him anything, but couldn't coax him.

Yi Zhen thought to himself that he was angry yesterday, so he acted a little harder. In fact, he felt very distressed. When he heard Xu Ji crying, he quickly stopped the carriage by the side of the road, picked him up, and asked him if he was hurt.

While crying, Xu Ji looked at Qin Shu with his eyes, and leaned into Yi Zhen's arms and said softly, "I miss Brother Jian An..."

Yi Zhen was slightly taken aback, but he didn't expect him to mention Jian An suddenly.Although the two children raised and played together, they were no different from brothers.But there are some differences in temperament between the two. Although they are close, they are not so close that they cannot be separated from each other.

At the beginning, he told Xu Ji that he would take Jian An over to live with him only after they settled the place to live. After Xu Ji heard this, he never made a fuss about this matter along the way, but only occasionally asked about it. When will he bring Jian An along.Who would have thought that he would suddenly mention it now.

Liang Xiao sat in the car at a loss for a while, seeing that Xu Ji hadn't stopped yet, he climbed out of the car and ran towards Qin Shu.

Qin Shu got off the horse and stood beside him for a while, expressionless.I saw Xu Ji's eyes sneaking towards him, and he didn't dodge when he saw him, his eyes rolled on his face, as if to make sure whether he was angry or not.

After a while, the little guy made up his mind, sobbing and shouting: "Daddy..."

Qin Shu's body couldn't help but tense up. After knowing his voice, there must be nothing good.

Sure enough, while howling, Xu Ji was still able to speak neatly: "... woo... I miss Brother Jian An, I think about it so much... Daddy, tell your father, let your father take Brother Jian An Bring it... woo woo..."

Qin Shu's expression was slightly strange, but he didn't speak.

Yi Zhen hugged Xu Ji and coaxed: "Okay, don't cry yet, Father Wang will send someone to pick up Brother Jian An..."

Xu Ji grabbed his skirt and asked, "When?"

Yi Zhen said, "Soon."

"How soon is it, and how long will it take?" Xu Ji was a little dissatisfied with Qin Shu's failure to speak, and still asked relentlessly.

"It takes a few days to prepare for sending a letter from here to the capital, and with the time spent on the road, it will take a month at the earliest..." Yi Zhen had no choice but to explain to him in detail.

"Yi Zhen." Qin Shu couldn't help shouting from the side.The father and son looked back, Xu Ji was a little guilty, but Yi Zhen was full of surprises.The two men met each other's eyes, both startled for a moment.

This is the first time he has called Yi Zhen's name since they met. He originally wanted to prevent Yi Zhen from making a rash decision, but he also longed to see Jian An in his heart. Under a moment of conflict, the name that he blurted out naturally was Yi Zhen's. name.As soon as the words fell, Qin Shu had already reacted, but unfortunately he couldn't take back what he said. He was a little embarrassed. After calling Yi Zhen to stop, he didn't know what to say next.

The author has something to say: Well, Shaoxuan is actually the son of Emperor Qing. He was born in an affair when he was young. Zhen's cousin, Xiaoji's uncle...