Li Daitao

Although Qin Shu was no longer afraid of him, he didn't want to spend more time with him, even if it was just for a while.

As soon as Yi Zhen put down the bowl, Qin Shu didn't delay for a moment, and immediately glanced at Xu Ji who was sleeping soundly on the bed: "Take him over."

"Ah, oh..." Yi Zhen agreed absently. "He just fell asleep, now if he moves, he will make trouble again when he wakes up, wait for him to sleep more deeply." As he spoke, his gaze fell on Qin Shu's face uncontrollably, and he just wanted to take another look.Even though he tried his best to restrain himself, his eyes still couldn't hide a bit of obsessive infatuation.

Xu Ji is young, and this day's itinerary is really exhausting for him. He fell asleep like a pig. Just now he was asked to sleep in the bed, but he couldn't wake up no matter how much he called. Finally, Liang Xiao had no choice but to push back. He watched him roll twice on the bed, and finally got into the bed, still snoring his little one.Don't talk about hugging, I'm afraid it won't be woken up by thunder.

How could Qin Shu not know that what Yi Zhen said was just an excuse.It was difficult to restrain my negative emotions in the face of him, plus I really didn't like the way he looked at me, and I was a little annoyed.

The two guest rooms opened today are adjacent to each other, he just chose one at random, and Yi Zhen will not leave right now.He really wanted to carry Liang Xiao out and give up this room to his father and son.But after thinking about it, no matter how you put it, I came first, so why should I go out by myself.Thinking of this, he refused to bow his head to show weakness, and sat still.

Yi Zhen stared at him in a daze, but Qin Shu ignored him with a sullen face.

The room fell silent for a moment, only the sound of the two children's soft breathing remained. It actually had a bit of peace and happiness, and made people's mood gradually calm down.

"Is Xiaoji good tonight? Did he upset you? He's still young, and a child of this age is meant to be naughty." It was Yi Zhen who came to his senses first, he felt that the atmosphere at this time was very good , wanting to stay for a while longer, but also afraid that Qin Shu would be annoyed if he could figure it out, so he had nothing to say in embarrassment.Seeing that Qin Shu's expression was not good, he coughed to defend Xu Ji. "You see, he is not sensible yet. If he does something wrong, you can teach him slowly and tell him well, and he will be obedient."

This child is almost as smart as a monkey. He is clearly willful and reckless, and he is not sensible there.Qin Shu remained silent, and compared Liang Xiao and Xu Ji at this age in his heart, and it was immediately clear whether they were superior or inferior.Immediately, he didn't take Yi Zhen's statement seriously: "Master Hou has self-knowledge about him."

Seeing that his expression was unfriendly, Yi Zhen quickly explained: "He suffered from a serious illness when he was very young, and he almost couldn't be saved..." Whenever he thinks about it, even he himself feels very scared, coughing lightly : "That's why I pampered him so much that he became a little self-willed..."

"Ill?" Qin Shu turned his head abruptly to look at the child on the bed. Xu Ji was sleeping soundly, his little face exposed outside the quilt was flushed and flushed. This little boy doesn't know his true nature, he is really a healthy, lively and lovely child.

Shu turned his head to look at Yi Zhen, and there was panic and worry in his eyes that he couldn't hide: "What's wrong?"

"That means he was infected with a cold and had a high fever for several days." After all, it was a thing of the past, Yi Zhen saw that he was worried, so he deliberately kept his words simple. "That is?" But Qin Shu was obviously dissatisfied with his understatement, and came up full of anger. "He's still a child. Don't you know that the wind and cold can kill people? How many days have you had a high fever? What did you do so early? Aren't you afraid that he will burn out and become a fool?!"

"He wasn't even full moon at that time..." Yi Zhen knew he was wrong, and after he finished interrogating him, he said softly: "I was looking for you everywhere in a hurry, and I almost went crazy at that time. I have never raised you. For such a small child, he would stop and cry for a whole day, and I couldn’t coax him. I really didn’t have the energy to take care of him. I had to hand him over to the nanny. Several nanny took care of Jian An, and they were all seasoned people. , I thought it would be much better than taking him by myself. It was a rare day of sunshine at that time, and the nanny blew a little wind when he came out to bask in the sun..."

Qin Shu clutched the chair tightly, unknowingly exerting force until his knuckles turned white, and when he heard him mention that Xu Ji was not yet full moon at that time, he was suddenly speechless.Although he still had resentment towards Yi Zhen in his heart, at this moment he suddenly felt that he really had no right to criticize Yi Zhen in the matter of taking care of the child.Although he was the one who brought the little life into this world, he didn't fulfill the duty of a father to this little life.

No matter what unforgivable crimes his other father committed, how many mistakes he made, the child who knew nothing was always innocent.His arrival was a decision he personally made, and his birth was once something he was looking forward to sincerely, and even entrusted all his good expectations and longings for the future, all the expectations in the past.

From the time he learned that Xu Ji was that child back then, those dusty past events that he buried deeply in his memory and tried hard not to touch, were like a beach washed by huge waves, each grain became moist and fresh. .He even remembered when it was still in his body, every time he stretched his limbs, he felt the throbbing, and the slightly painful but happy and satisfied mood at that time.No matter how unreasonable it is, even though he desperately wants to forget, the river of memory most faithfully engraves all his emotions, solid and indelible.The more you want to forget something, the more fresh it is.

Even though he wished he could kill that person's child with his own hands at that time, when he actually saw the cute little guy, even if he was asked to do it, he still couldn't bear it, let alone imagine that such a cute life was almost out of his sight. When he knew it, he disappeared without a sound, and would never appear in front of him alive and kicking like today.Thinking of this, my heart trembled, and then I was a little breathless in pain.

Yi Zhen saw that his body tensed up involuntarily, his breathing became a little short, and the fingers holding the back of the chair trembled imperceptibly.I don't know if he was nervous or angry, so he quickly stopped talking, forced a smile to comfort him: "Fortunately, Doctor Bai was there all the time, prescribed a prescription, took the medicine for a few days, and finally healed. I didn't dare to No matter how careless he is, I will always take him by my side and take care of him personally."

Yi Zhen didn't mention how he frantically searched for him at that time, even if it was a tiny bit, he might not want to let it go, even if he went to heaven and earth, he wanted to find Qin Shu again, if it wasn't for Xu Ji's illness, He never stopped to rest for a moment.

This child was the only one left by his side, and it was the only thought Qin Shu left for him.He couldn't imagine if he lost this child, would he be able to live anymore, even if he managed to survive, he might really go crazy.In a daze, he remembered that he had inflicted the same injury on Qin Shu.If he hadn't become a real parent, he wouldn't have been able to understand the heart-piercing pain. When he finally understood what kind of harm he had caused, it was too late to regret it.

He had been sleepless for many days at that time, no matter how good his physical foundation was, he could barely hold on, and then he kept guarding Xu Ji, even Bai Wei at that time was very surprised, this had already surpassed the physical strength of a human being. limit.At that time Xu Ji was rescued and came back, but because of his exhausted mental and physical strength, he had a serious illness and stayed in bed for more than a month. When he got better, he had already missed the best time.After many years, there was no news of Qin Shu.

For the past few years, he has been thinking about guilt day and night, and he dare not think about how he got here.Even though there are countless people around, without that person, it's like digging out a piece from the softest part of my heart, which is empty and painful.The days are dull and boring, and there is suffering all the time.

He watched the child grow up day by day, and he missed him more and more day by day.Since the day this child could call someone, he has never concealed the matter of his other biological father, and always told him all kinds of things about the past in a nostalgic tone.So much so that Xu Ji, who had never met Qin Shu, was very attached to this father who only existed in his father's words.

The wick exploded with a "chick", waking up the two people who were in a trance, only to realize that no one had spoken in the room for a long time, and the two felt a little embarrassed.

The two children were sleeping soundly, completely ignorant of the intricacies between adults.Xu Ji was dreaming his carefree dream, murmured in his sleep, first called Daddy twice, then called Father Wang, finally giggled, turned over, hugged Liang Xiao's arm and rubbed Rubbing, wipe the saliva from the corner of his mouth onto Liang Xiao's clothes.Yi Zhen took this opportunity to break the dull atmosphere between the two, walked over to the bedside to look at him, and hurriedly said: "It's not too early, you go to bed early, I'll carry him back."

Qin Shu seemed to want to go over to see it too, but he was a step behind, and then just stood there with his hand on the table: "Don't bother."

He lowered his eyes, his eyelashes covered all his emotions, his tone was calm, and the look on his face was also light: "Aren't you afraid of waking him up, just let him sleep here for a night."

Yi Zhen only suspected that he had heard it wrong, and desperately tried to see a clue from his face, but he didn't answer for a long while.

Qin Shu waited for a while, but there was no movement, and impatiently raised his eyes and gave Yi Zhen a look. It was this half-embarrassed, half-annoyed look that broke his pretended calm.

Yi Zhen was still pondering whether he wanted to spend the night with the child out of father-son relationship, or whether he would spank Xu Ji's ass in the middle of the night out of revenge.He was hesitating between the two, seeing his unkind expression, his attitude softened immediately.Said embarrassingly: "That's good..."

After a pause, Yi Zhen went on to say: "He will wake up once in the night, and he needs to drink water when he wakes up, the water should be warm, don't give him cold water, and don't give him tea, he won't be able to fall asleep after drinking tea If he can't sleep, he will make trouble. He is still young, and drinking too much tea is not good for his health. Don't worry, he won't wet the bed..."

Qin Shu's brows gradually frowned, and Yi Zhen stopped talking, honestly waiting for him to explode.However, Qin Shu didn't say anything. After a while, seeing that he stopped talking, he asked, "Is there anything else?"

"He needs to listen to a story before going to sleep, you can coax him casually, he will be very good when he falls asleep..." Yi Zhen couldn't hold back for a moment and said a few more words, seeing his expression, he quickly shut up. "Nothing else."

"I see." Qin Shu nodded, first looked at the door, then at him, the meaning was very clear.

Yi Zhen glanced at the two children again, and then reluctantly went out.When he passed by Qin Shu and was about to cross the threshold, Yi Zhen heard Qin Shu softly say in a more relaxed tone: "You are really long-winded."

He was taken aback for a moment, but Qin Shu ignored him and closed the door behind him unceremoniously.He stood blankly at the door for a while, with a smirk on his face uncontrollably, until Qin Shu's room could no longer hear any noise, and then he left lightly with a sense of ecstasy.

This night, except for the two children who had dreams again and again, the adults were all tossing and turning, and no one could fall asleep peacefully.