Li Daitao

There are not many customers in this store, and there are three or two people sitting together and talking.Qin Shu chose a location in a secluded corner. He poured wine quietly by himself, and then drank it quietly. He ignored others, and naturally no one paid attention to him. After a few glasses of wine, everyone around him felt The voice of the whispered voice was a little bit farther away.

He was really happy when he heard that his boss proposed marriage to Xiao Hei, half of it was for Meng Zhang, and the other half was for himself involuntarily.

Meng Zhang has been by his side for many years, and he is completely willing without complaint or regret, and has no complaints at all.

However, Qin Shu is no longer the innocent boy who was ignorant and ignorant of love.As time goes on, it is natural to see that Meng Zhang secretly has a different kind of admiration for his selfless kindness.That is unspeakable, but it is everywhere like growing vines.

However, in these years, Meng Zhang has really helped him a lot. If there was no such a person as Meng Zhang by his side silently by his side, even though life was hard and difficult, even when he was the most downcast, he would not have had to live like this. But he has never left, he doesn't know if he can survive until now, he really owes Meng Zhang too much.

Although he couldn't imagine that he and Meng Zhang would have such a future, he secretly made up his mind. If Meng Zhang spoke, he would just follow his wish. Although this is not something worthy of praise, but look at it Yes, that's all.After all, apart from himself, he really had nothing else to offer in return.

But I can't help but feel pimples in my heart. After all, gratitude is gratitude, and feelings are feelings. The two can be forcibly switched without intention, and there is such a tragic past, so when it comes to love, they are extra light.As long as Meng Zhang doesn't open his mouth, he will pretend to be ignorant and indifferent, rather self-deceiving, thinking that after a day, it will be the sky, and the idea of ​​repaying with his body, after all, has not come up. .Or one day, it would be best for Meng Zhang to let go of such unreasonable thoughts.

And Meng Zhang didn't know if he understood his panic, and he was able to keep silent for many years, but those caring and obedient words were really there, even if he deliberately ignored them, it would be impossible There is always a heavy burden on my heart, and I don't know when it will be, and it will eventually be overwhelming.

Therefore, regarding Meng Zhang's marriage, it was like a ray of sunshine peeking out from the long-accumulated clouds. He felt more or less relaxed in his heart, and was very happy to see it come to fruition. However, he also felt that his thoughts were a bit selfish. It was a little sorry for Meng Zhang's kindness, and he felt anxious as if he had done something wrong, but after thinking about it, he felt that this was the right way, and if he really got entangled with himself, it would not be a problem.

It's just that what happened tonight was really unprepared, but Meng Zhang is at his age, and after so many years, and has lived so many years with abstinence, some needs are understandable.Just thinking about the scene that he saw in the crack of the door, although it was only for a moment, it also made his cheeks burn.

Qin Shu was taken aback for a moment, as if he hadn't expected that after much deliberation, this was what was left in the end, and he couldn't help but feel a little disgusted at himself.

After thinking about it like this, he was suddenly happy and sad, and he actually drank up a large jar of wine, and he didn't realize that at some point, there was only one guest left in this small hotel.

As if he couldn't see the light, he sat far away in a darker corner on the other side. He didn't order any food or drink, only a cup of tea was placed in front of him.I don't know if I don't like the crude tea in this shop or I am full of thoughts, I haven't moved a sip, but I have been looking here, with an eager face when I look, it seems that I don't even want to blink.But he himself seemed to know that this behavior was a bit disgraceful, and he was inevitably a little evasive, and after a while, he had to look around with a guilty conscience.In Xiaoer's eyes, he felt that this guest's behavior was a bit weird, not quite like a gentleman, but he had already collected a lot of money from this guest, and the rest of the guests were also sent away by this man. Follow him.

This man was a little absent-minded about other things. He saw that although Qin Shu drank very slowly, the cup never stopped. Although he set up this game, his care was chaotic, and he couldn't guarantee that nothing would go wrong. He was still following Qin Shu in secret , Seeing Qin Shu walking staggeringly all the way and tripping at the gate of the city, he couldn't help but give him a hand.Although the sky was dark, this move was still risky, maybe Qin Shu would still recognize him, but Qin Shu didn't even look at him, so he couldn't help but feel a little sour. , Knowing that it is unlikely, but still bitterly thinking: Why is Xiao Hei getting married, are you sad?That's why Xiao Hei had to marry his wife.

Seeing Qin Shu now, he touched another wine bottle with his hand.The bad wine in this small shop is afraid that drinking too much will hurt his body, he finally couldn't bear it any longer when he saw this, and went over to take the wine jug from the table.

Qin Shujue noticed that someone was coming beside him, raised his head in a daze, and looked at the visitor with a dazed expression.

Although Yi Zhen stood in front of him, even though he had a thousand words to say, he still didn't know what to say for a while, so he said softly, "Don't drink."

Qin Shu squinted his eyes and still looked at him, remained silent and did not speak, his face obviously had no expression other than bewilderment, but his eyes became more and more blurred.

Yi Zhen was uneasy at first, seeing that Qin Shu didn't respond at this time, he was afraid that Qin Shu would be angry and hate him when he saw him, but seeing him like this now, he couldn't help feeling anxious, wondering if Qin Shu had completely put himself Forgot all about it?Standing in front of him, such a big living person, I can't recognize him?Thinking of this, the burning heart that was originally joyful and frightened was like being soaked in the cold ice, and the bitterness was unbearable.

Fortunately, he is still one of Qin Shu's most important enemies, even if he turned into ashes, he still recognizes him. Now Qin Shu is dizzy, and everything in front of him is like a dream, but he still vaguely recognizes this person, it's just time slightly longer.Hearing Qin Shu's voice hesitantly, with unbelievable confusion, as if trapped in a dream, he tried to open his mouth almost inaudibly, and softly uttered a name: "Yi Zhen?"

Yi Zhen was a little excited right away, but he was still not sure whether Qin Shu, although obviously confused, would wake up immediately once he confirmed himself, turn his face around and put the empty wine jar on his head.Sit down properly in front of him, as honest as a sheep, but he doesn't even know how to talk, and after talking for a long time, he shrank his neck and whispered: "It's me..."

Qin Shu was stunned for a moment, then sat up suddenly, his face changed several complex expressions in an instant, his voice suddenly became sharp, but he didn't say anything else, just bit his name heavily: "Yi Zhen!"

Even though Yi Zhen had already prepared in his heart that he would not fight back, that he would not fight back, that he would let him vent, even if it was thrown at him by the jar, he would still greet him with his head, but he still couldn't help but let out a layer of anger in his heart. Cold sweat, whizzing chills, if this can relieve his hatred, it is still very light.But he couldn't answer, so he had to lower his head even more, and said in a low voice, "I'm here..."

However, the expected storm did not arrive for a long time.He only listened to Qin Shu's voice and continued to listen, and still called his name again, as if he had finally woken up a little bit, and there was a slight hatred in his voice, but it was more like a sigh, with complicated and subtle details. , but it was something that even Yi Zhen couldn't distinguish for a while.

Yi Zhen couldn't help feeling all kinds of feelings, and called him softly: "Xiaoshu..."

Qin Shu was silent again.

Looking up, the man woke up with his own arm lying on the table and closed his eyes, finally passed out drunk.