Li Daitao

It began to snow thinly at dusk, and the winter in the Northern Jin Dynasty was always cold, and Yi Zhen felt that this year's winter was going to be extraordinarily cold.

Yi Zhen sat in the living room in a daze, the tea in his hand was already cold, but he didn't realize it, he held it tightly in his hand blankly, and felt his mouth was full of bitterness, as if the tea in his hand was not clear tea but strong tea.

From time to time, the servants lived in the back room to deliver soup and medicine for the stove, rushing in and out, but their movements were cautious and did not dare to make any loud noises.

In the inner room, there are doctors diagnosing and servants taking care of him. He is willing to do it himself. He has never served anyone before, and what he can do is no better than others.He was very worried, and he didn't want Qin Shu to suffer any more harm. However, he couldn't help him except to find the doctor and take all the precious medicinal materials.He was in pain, remorse, but helpless.This feeling of helplessness is almost maddening.

He asked carefully about the situation that day one by one, and became suspicious of Jing'an, and if he wanted to arrest this person, there was no trace of Jing'an in Beijing.The medical record rented a single-family upper courtyard in Beijing. The neighbors only knew that this man was a doctor. He was usually silent and seldom spoke. He traveled abroad for many years. For example, ordinary doctors go out to treat diseases, and prescribe medicines for others.There are quite a few patients who have been treated, and no one has ever doubted his identity, but after this investigation.No one really knows his background.

As for the doctor who recommended him back then, the whole family has already moved back to the countryside, and the local government was asked to find him, but there was no trace of the family.It was only then that Yi Zhen realized that he had fallen into someone else's trap long ago, and now the truth came to light, but he regretted it too late.

Putting this matter aside, the son who fell into Qisha's hands made him even more worried.Even though Qisha has a deep affection for Qin Shu, who knows if he will turn his hatred on innocent children.But he couldn't do it anymore, he could only hope that Qi Sha would see Xiao Shu's sake, don't embarrass that child, and treat him better.

He couldn't help thinking about where the little baby was now, whether it was cold in Zeguo in winter, whether he was dressed warmly, whether he was hungry or cold.Every thought and imagination is like a knife piercing into the heart, making people restless.He finally tasted the feeling of worrying about their children as a parent, and it was so bitter that it was unbearable.He can also understand the feelings of Xiaoshu guarding the sickly baby girl waiting for him to come back.

"Master Hou." A servant walked up to him and saw that he was in a daze and did not respond, so he had to call out twice more softly. Yi Zhen seemed to have suddenly come to his senses, and jumped up: "He wakes up!" Is it? Is he awake?"

The servant was startled by him, and it took him a while to say: "No..."

Yi Zhen looked disappointed, and sat down slowly while leaning on the table.The servant faltered and said again: "Master Hou, the young master's medicine can't be fed..." In fact, what the doctor said had another meaning. Qin Shu's illness started from the inside, and now the patient is unconscious. Unclear, he gritted his teeth tightly, the medicine couldn't go in, and his body was weak, so no one had much confidence in the delay, the meaning of letting this servant to pass on the message was to let Yi Zhen have a bottom line.Only this person dares to speak out.

Yi Zhen suddenly felt powerless, with a painful look on his face, and said in a low voice, "Even if you force-feed, you have to feed the medicine in." His words were low-key, and there was no room for argument.

That young man is thin and bony, with no blood on his face, even if the servant is not skilled in medicine, he can tell that this man is already sick and weak like a kitten.They are careful even in serving, where they dare to force-feed, if they are not careful, the life-saving will be turned into death.The servant was stunned for a moment, and had no choice but to go down to discuss another idea with the doctor, and would not follow Master Hou's words unless it was a last resort.

Yi Zhen was stunned for a while, then got up and followed the servant, and staggered into the room.

The doctor inside was pinching his chin with his hand, trying to make him open his mouth.In desperation, he didn't care too much, and pinched two bruised fingerprints on his cheeks.The doctor was sweating profusely, but Qin Shu still clenched his teeth. The porcelain spoon collided between his lips and teeth, bleeding out a line of blood.The soup fed in was only a small part, and more of it flowed down the corners of his mouth to his neck, and there were still tears on his face.

Yi Zhen glanced at it, only to feel heartbroken.He couldn't help reaching out and stroking his left wrist, where a layer of gauze was wrapped and blood was oozing.Inside was a deep tooth mark.

It was Qin Shu's bite. When he saw Qin Shu in the prison, he was so confused that he couldn't recognize anyone. He was so anxious that he was going crazy. He didn't have time to think about it for a while. His first reaction was to take Qin Shu away as a treasure. The straw in his arms, he wanted to tell Qin Shu that it was not his sister, their son was not alive in Qisha's hands, and he had seen their son's baby in swaddling clothes with his own eyes.

Unexpectedly, this action made Qin Shu, who was still smiling just now, look crazy, and he didn't know where his strength came from, he rushed over and bit Yi Zhen's left wrist tightly.

He was like an angry but helpless little beast, he tried his best to bite, and he didn't give up until his mouth was full of blood, as if he wanted to tear off a piece of meat before he was reconciled.It seems that the hatred and pain are all vented in it.As he bit, tears dripped from his dazed eyes, mingling with the blood dripping from his wrist.

The cell bosses screamed and stepped forward to pull him, but Qin Shu refused to let go.He wanted to make a move, but was stopped by Yi Zhen.He looked at Qin Shu, feeling completely numb in his hands, only in pain in his heart. If this would make Qin Shu feel better, he would be willing to be bitten countless times by him.

In the end, it was Qin Shu who was exhausted and collapsed. Since then, he has been clenching his teeth tightly, as if he still had the flesh and blood of his enemy in his mouth.

The wound was deep, and the doctor took a look at it, saying that he was afraid that it might hurt the bones, but he didn't care, and he didn't apply medicine, preferring to let it hurt.The doctor didn't dare to force it, so he had to use a simple bandage.

He stood behind the doctor for quite a while, and the doctor saw him now. Yi Zhen's gaze fell on Qin Shu's face, and he waved his hands indiscriminately first, "Excuse me for etiquette."

The doctor agreed, but Yi Zhen didn't bother him, watching the doctor and the servants busy for a while, finally finished feeding a bowl of medicine, splashing half of it, but at least he fed some.

After all, he is also a well-known doctor in Beijing, as long as he can feed the medicine, he is [-] to [-]% sure, and he immediately breathed a sigh of relief.As for the root causes of various diseases caused by physical weakness and postpartum disorders, it can only be recovered slowly in the future.

Yi Zhen didn't say a word, waited for them to clean up, pulled up a chair and sat down in front of the bed, stretched out his hand to wipe off the remaining tears and sweat on Qin Shu's face, and carefully tucked in the corners of the quilt.His movements were gentle, and his expression was gentle but mixed with unspeakable pain.

The doctor coughed lightly, hesitated a little, and said in a soft voice: "Master Hou, in fact, the disease of insanity is mostly a temporary attack of qi and blood, and it will be relieved if you try to resolve it later. Since the young master can drink medicine, As long as you take care of it carefully, you will always turn around slowly, that medicine, right? You don’t need to feed him..."

Yi Zhen didn't raise his head, he just paused his hands slightly, his fingers trembled slightly, but he tried his best to control it, and said slowly: "It's fine to let him forget. Since he is only happy in his dreams, then Let him live in a dream." He was actually somewhat selfish, according to the doctor, Xiaoshu's illness may not gradually improve.He hoped that he would wake up as before, but he had to think that if he woke up, what he would have to face would still be the tragic death of his sister, and that he gave birth to a son for himself whom he hated deeply.

Qin Shu's body was so weak that he was already worried at any time. If he woke up and still couldn't bear such a blow, whether his body could bear it again was one of them.In addition, if a person, especially a person with a temperament like Xiaoshu, has the determination to die, no one can always be on guard against it.If he is not careful, he may lose Xiao Shu forever, which he never dared to imagine.

Instead of this, he can only let Xiao Shu forget all of this first, and the future can only be discussed in the future.He didn't intend to let him forget for a long time. When Qin Shu was still pregnant with Liujia, he loved and looked forward to the fetus in his womb so much. When he finds his son back, he will let Qin Shu be cured. For the sake of his son, no matter how desperate he is and how much he hates himself, he probably won't give up his life again.

Hearing what he said, the doctor was still a little confused. There is no medicine that can make a person forget the past, but after all, this is not in line with the duty of a doctor to cure the disease and save the patient.However, he looked at Yi Zhen's expression, honestly shut his mouth and chose to remain silent.

Yi Zhen wiped Qin Shu's face clean, looked around for a while, seemed to be satisfied, and finally smoothed Qin Shu's slightly frowning brows, looked at him reluctantly, got up and walked out.

There is a kind of quiet hall in the backyard, which was originally used by the old princess for meditation when she was at home.Yi Zhen never believed in ghosts and gods, so he rarely went to these places.After the old concubine became a monk, this quiet hall was vacant, and he never came here again.

But at this time, he has to believe that there is God's will in the dark, and there are gods three feet above the ground, who can see all the right and wrong of a section, and the sky's net is full, and it is sparse.

That night, Yi Zhen knelt down devoutly in the main hall, begging God not to take that person away, and to give him a chance to save and make amends, no matter what price he has to pay.

In any case, under the doctor's wholehearted treatment, Qin Shu was finally alive, Yi was naturally overjoyed, and everyone in the mansion also breathed a sigh of relief.

Yi Zhenmi had seen the similar effect of the medicine on Emperor Jingwen's concubine before, and after Qin Shu forced Qin Shu to hand her over, she was kept in custody for a few days, and the woman woke up completely.Responds fluently during interrogation.It's just that looking at her at the time, she was a completely dumbfounded and ignorant village woman.

But Yi Zhen can't take care of that much anymore, after all, a living ignorant little Shu is better than a clear-headed little Shu who is determined to die.Much better.

Probably this time I used a lot of good medicine, and the doctor tried his best.Qin Shu didn't fall asleep for too long, and he seemed extraordinarily quiet when he slept in public.Yi Zhen had been by his side almost for several days, and when he realized that he had opened his eyes the first time, the ecstasy at that time was indescribable.

Qin Shu seemed to be waking up from a long sleep. Although he was depressed, his eyes were calm and dazed.

He didn't have much strength yet, he just turned his eyes to look around, and finally landed on the face of Yi Zhen who was too overjoyed to stand on the spot.His eyes were blank and aimless, but his expression was still calm.

"Xiao Shu." Yi Zhen's voice changed a little, his outstretched hand trembled slightly, he hesitated for a while, and then tentatively touched Qin Shu's face.

He was already prepared to be bitten by Qin Shu again, but Qin Shu just lowered his eyes and looked at his hand with some puzzlement.At that moment Yi Zhen was ecstatic.He stroked Qin Shu's eyebrows and the corners of his mouth carefully with trembling fingers, to make sure that this person was still there, that he could open his eyes to see him, and that he no longer knew how to hate him to the bone.Yi Zhen couldn't help weeping with joy at that moment, even if there were doctors and servants present, he acted like no one else was present.

Qin Shu is like a doll, quiet and silent.But some things still left traces after all, he occasionally spoke, and would call his sister once or twice.He didn't seem to remember Yi Zhen, nor did he remember anything else.However, although he does not repel him, he is not too willing to get close to him.

But for Yi Zhen, it was already very good.He finally had enough time to treat him as well as he could and make up for the many things they missed between them.