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When Zhan Zishu returned to Zhanyi Villa that night, he said that he was leaving early tomorrow morning, and Xiao Jincheng would come to pick him up to the airport.Without the slightest doubt, Zhan Yi agreed.Then, under the resentful eyes of Vincent's abandoned wife, Zhan Yi blushed and greeted Zhan Zishu, then went back to his room to sleep.The corners of Zhan Zishu's eyes twitched, and at that moment he could even see the tail protruding from the back of Vincent's ass.

Zhan Zishu was the only one left in the guest room.After turning off the light, the moonlight came in coldly. Zhan Zishu just stared at the ceiling without feeling sleepy at all.When he thought of where he was going tomorrow, he seemed to already feel the coldness and depression.He wouldn't even think about that place if he could.But...he had to.

Zhan Zishu's hands and feet were cold, even though it was late autumn, he wasn't that cold, but he couldn't get warm all by himself wrapped in a quilt.

Even though he warned himself not to think about it again and again, he had already started again, but the imprint deeply imprinted on his soul left him nowhere to escape.

Zhan Zishu curled up, his body trembling uncontrollably, he was obviously not there, but in the darkness, he could even smell the rust.His heart was beating violently, and the severe pain in his chest made Zhan Zishu feel like he was suffocating. He whimpered in pain, but tried his best to bury his voice under the quilt, not wanting anyone to hear him.He didn't have a nightmare, it was more like an immersive hallucination.

Can't stand it, he really can't stand it.Rebirth may just give him a chance, but for him, those things that happened will always exist for him, including the hopeless pain and unwillingness, they have not disappeared, but seem to be pierced The wound cut deeper and deeper, intensified.

Zhan Zishu knew that he was not as strong as he thought.That kind of loss and dislocation... was a weight he couldn't bear.He is really spoiled, everything is arranged for him, everything goes smoothly, he can do whatever he likes, and he never needs to worry about others.So he couldn't deny that he was scared when he saw the family members who had always protected him fall down one by one in front of him.He was really scared.He was overwhelmed and even horrified to find that he was so useless!What kind of dual-line top student, what kind of rising star in the political circle, what kind of son-in-law... At that time, he was just a prisoner, letting others slaughter his fish.He didn't even have the freedom to raise Zhan Yi...

Rebirth gave him a chance, every chance to come back.But can he really come back?He knew very well what kind of people and what kind of forces he would face. Those people would be afraid of even his grandfather, but he... could he do it alone?If, if he fails... Then, will those things, even more serious things than those, happen again?Will he kill his most important family?

Zhan Zishu couldn't answer himself.

Finally, he stood up, walked barefoot to the window sill, opened the window, and let the deep autumn wind blow him.With a trembling hand, he drew out the cigarette and lit it.The flames flickered, and the smoke drifted away with the wind... Zhan Zishu smiled wryly when his whole body was blown cold.He has no choice.Is not it?

Zhan Zishu's eyes fell on the mobile phone on the windowsill, thinking that at this time last night, he was calling Xiao Jincheng.That person will always know what he is doing, probably he will never hesitate like him, right?Therefore, Xiao Jincheng is the truly strong person.He could endure all kinds of ridicule, insults and even destruction from himself, but he still insisted on it... There was no change until the end.Xiao Jincheng... If he was a woman, or if he was a woman, maybe he would not hesitate to be with him, right?that man...

did he sleepZhan Zishu subconsciously took the phone and fiddled with it in his hands. For a moment, he even wanted to hear Xiao Jincheng's voice that would never hesitate or be confused.It was like a sharp knife that could pierce all of Zhan Zishu's disguises...

"Zi Shu?" A slight voice sounded from far away.

Is it hallucination?Zhan Zishu was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that he actually dialed Xiao Jincheng's number just a few seconds ago...

"Zishu? Is that you? Speak!" The phone in Zhan Zishu's hand glowed faintly, and the words Xiao Jincheng were clearly visible.

Zhan Zishu froze there, what did he do?Why is he calling?he……

"Zi Shu! Zi Shu! Talk! What happened? Where are you? Zi Shu?" Xiao Jincheng's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Hold...Sorry...Dial...wrong..." Zhan Zishu held up the phone stiffly, stammered as if he was talking into a walkie-talkie, and then hung up.

Zhan Zishu stared blankly at the phone in his hand, completely unable to reflect what he had done.

And suddenly, the phone rang again.Zhan Zishu almost dropped his phone on the ground.Look at the caller's name again, Xiao Jincheng.

……catch?No answer?

Zhan Zishu was at a loss.Ren's phone rang for a long time before he realized it, and then hurriedly pressed it off.But just as soon as he pressed it, the phone rang again.Zhan Zishu pressed again, but it rang again... Pressed again, rang again...

"What do you want to do in the middle of the night?" Zhan Zishu was instantly angry. He picked up the phone and yelled into the phone without thinking.

"You're fine..." The voice on the other end of the phone seemed relieved.

Suddenly, Zhan Zishu's heart seemed to be tightened. The previous severe pain was no longer there, but there was an involuntary choke in his throat: "Shut...it's none of your business. I'm at my uncle's house. , what could happen! It’s just a wrong press!” It’s just that what he said was not exactly what he thought.

"...It's good that you're fine. It's so late, go to bed early. There's something else to do tomorrow. Don't think too much." Xiao Jincheng's tone was as steady as ever, revealing an unobvious gentleness.

"I... I want you to take care of it!" Zhan Zishu suddenly felt a little tired.

"Go to sleep." Xiao Jincheng's deep voice came from the other end of the phone.

Zhan Zishu hung up the phone without saying a word, then went to bed, wrapped himself in the quilt, and felt the slightest warmth in his cold body.Close your eyes, Xiao Jincheng's deep voice seems to be next to your ears, "Go to sleep..."

Zhan Zishu really fell asleep.It wasn't until the next day that Zhan Yi called him and said that Xiao Jincheng had arrived, and Zhan Zishu woke up in a daze.After washing and arranging in a hurry, Zhan Zishu came to the living room with the small bag he had brought on his back.

Xiao Jincheng has been waiting for him in the living room for a long time.Zhanyi and Vincent were talking to him.Seeing Zhan Zishu coming, Zhan Yi smiled and said, "Look at you, you've overslept again. Ask someone to come at nine, it's almost ten o'clock at 09:30."

Zhan Zishu smiled awkwardly, scratched his head, and said to Zhan Yi, "Sorry, I overslept."

Zhan Yi glared at him, and said, "Is it useful to apologize to me? I'm not the one waiting for you. I didn't say, Xiaobao, it's really hard to ask you to do this. If you go any further, you won't even be able to catch the plane."

Zhan Zishu smiled "hehe", but still didn't look at Xiao Jincheng.

Seeing this, Zhan Yi seemed to want to say something else, but Xiao Jincheng said, "Uncle Zhan, it's okay, there's time." After speaking, Xiao Jincheng turned to Zhan Zishu and said, "Zi Shu, eat something first before leaving."

Zhan Zishu didn't answer, just nodded, took the breakfast set on the table, and ate it carelessly.Now Zhan Yi has become a bit of an old lady, chattering endlessly, taking care of all kinds.He thought Xiao Jincheng was here to take Zhan Zishu to the airport.

Seeing this, Zhan Zishu speeded up his meal, and after swallowing it in three mouthfuls, he gave Zhan Yi a big hug, said goodbye to Vincent, and finally waved to Xiao Jincheng, saying, "Let's go."

After Xiao Jincheng and Zhan Yi Vincent nodded their goodbyes, they silently followed Zhan Zishu's footsteps.

The author has something to say: Yo~wrong dial~wrong dial~

Mushroom: Xiao Xiaogong, have you ever studied hypnosis?

Xiao Xiaogong was silent.

Mushroom (laughing): Yo, I will take it as your default if you don’t speak~

Xiao Xiaogong remained silent.

Mushroom (Star Eye): Can you hypnotize readers to leave long comments for Mushroom?

Xiao Xiaogong turned his head and left...