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Zhan Zishu himself didn't understand why things suddenly became like this.Sitting in the taxi, the only thing he thought of was to find Xiao Jincheng quickly.The distance between Xiao Jincheng's hotel and Zhan's house is not too far, but in just a few minutes, Zhan Zishu felt sad all over his body, and felt very annoyed in his heart, but he couldn't explain the reason.

It stands to reason that his grandfather and father would think of this, and it's not too outrageous.If it wasn't for him knowing that Xiao Jincheng was gay and liking him, anyone would agree to this matter.After all, one is an upstart and capable, and the other is from a noble family, and she is also outstanding in all aspects.It is not an exaggeration to be said to be a man of talent and beauty.

But how did this happen?Zhan Zishu knew in his heart that Xiao Jincheng could not have any plans for his sister, but... thinking of Zhan Zifeng's reaction... Zhan Zishu couldn't help frowning.His sister wouldn't really have anything to Xiao Jincheng, would she?This bastard Xiao Jincheng, what kind of hormones is he emitting indiscriminately?Really... Besides, with Grandpa's toughness, I'm afraid this matter is really difficult to solve.If the second sister is really... Zhan Zishu has a headache.

After finally getting out of the taxi, Zhan Zishu rushed into the hotel, almost bumping into someone.The man immediately supported Zhan Zishu and saw that it was Xiao Jincheng.Zhan Zishu instinctively said, "What are you doing here?"

Xiao Jincheng thought that something happened to Zhan Zishu, and wanted to pick him up, but Zhan Zishu hung up the phone too quickly, so he was anxious, so he went downstairs to the hotel and waited.Sure enough, Zhan Zishu came after a while.But seeing that everything was fine, Xiao Jincheng was slightly relieved, and then said, "I'll wait for you here. What's the matter? In such a hurry?" They had originally arranged to meet tomorrow afternoon, but who knew Zhan Zishu I'll come to him tonight.

Zhan Zishu froze for a moment, then pushed Xiao Jincheng and said, "Go back to the room and talk. Let's go." He first pulled Xiao Jincheng to the elevator.

After returning to the room, Zhan Zishu wandered around the room like a headless chicken.This person has seen it, but what should I say about it?He scratched his hair with a headache.

After watching him for a while, Xiao Jincheng went to pour a glass of water, then pulled him into his arms and sat down on the sofa, ignoring Zhan Zishu's struggle, and said, "Okay, don't wander around. I'm dizzy looking at it. What happened? Hard to say? About me?"

Zhan Zi suddenly stopped, and looked at Xiao Jincheng and blinked fiercely.Xiao Jincheng's guess was accurate.He already knew Zhan Zishu to a certain extent, especially in the past two years, he was probably the only one who could annoy this person to such an extent.Xiao Jincheng is actually quite proud of this recognition.Who else could be treated like this?

Xiao Jincheng handed the water glass to Zhan Zishu, looked at his widening eyes, chuckled lightly, and said softly, "Stop staring, it looks like you're going to eat people. What's wrong? What's the matter? Annoyed like this?" Xiao Jincheng carefully slobbered the people around him.

Zhan Zishu finally came back to his senses, and then Xiao Jincheng said angrily, "Cannibalism? I really want to eat you and finish the job!"

Xiao Jincheng laughed when he heard the words, and then moved closer, so close to Zhan Zishu that he could touch his lips with every move, and he said, "Then how do you want to eat me? "

Zhan Zishu's face flushed red, and then he stretched out his hand and pushed Xiao Jincheng's face hard, scolding: "Be serious! Bastard! Do you know what my grandfather said?"

Xiao Jincheng saw that Zhan Zishu's face was flushed red, his eyes were shining with moist light, and his heart was moved. He didn't care what Zhan Zishu's grandfather said, but he just moved over to Zhan Zishu and said, "I So serious. Zishu, give me a kiss?"

Zhanzi was so relieved, he stretched out his hands and grabbed Xiao Jincheng's cheeks heavily, and said, "It's all because of your face! Tell me, why are you so handsome? I've never seen you hook up like this! "

Xiao Jincheng's cheeks were stretched to both sides by Zhanzi's Shula, and he was a little bit dumbfounded when he heard this, what did he do?How could Zhan Zishu say this?So, he said inarticulately: "Zihu (Zishu), what's the matter with Lihuoshi? (What are you talking about?)"

Zhan Zishu patted Xiao Jincheng's cheek angrily, and said, "My grandfather asked me to tell you to go on a blind date with my sister!"

If Zhan Zishu hadn't made a sound, he would have been a blockbuster.Xiao Jincheng was stunned for a moment, and blurted out: "What? A blind date with your sister?"

After Zhan Zishu said it, he saw Xiao Jincheng's completely out-of-the-ordinary expression again, and felt a little more comfortable, so he said with a little sarcasm: "Yes! My grandfather said that you and my sister are right. My dad also so!"

Xiao Jincheng was really dumbfounded when he heard this. He looked at Zhan Zishu and said anxiously: "Zishu, this... this... no such thing! Me and your sister? This... how is this possible?"

Zhan Zishu snorted, and said, "How is that impossible? You are young and promising, and you are considered an upstart in the capital, and you are going to take over the bad idea from my grandfather. If you marry my sister, won't you Is it just right? Fame and fortune. Besides, my sister is outstanding and beautiful. What can't be worthy of you?"

Xiao Jincheng frowned and said, "Zi Shu! This is impossible! You know that I like you." Xiao Jincheng obviously didn't expect such a thing, and now he is a little upset to hear Zhan Zishu say that , he didn't like Zhan Zishu's tone, as if the two of them had nothing to do with each other.

Zhanzi choked for a moment, Xiao Jincheng was always simple and straightforward, and he also heard the displeasure in Xiao Jincheng's tone.Although Xiao Jincheng seemed unhappy, Zhan Zishu was inexplicably relaxed.The phrase "I like you" finally made him feel a lot more comfortable.

"...I didn't say what would happen to you..." Zhan Zishu just looked at Xiao Jincheng and muttered.

Xiao Jincheng heard it, sighed slightly, raised Zhan Zishu's face slightly with his hand, looked carefully, and said, "Don't say that next time. What fame and fortune? What can't be matched... Zishu , My thoughts, you should understand. I've always liked you alone. I can't go on a blind date your grandfather said. It's impossible now, and it won't be possible in the future. "

Zhan Zishu looked at Xiao Jincheng with complicated eyes, of course he knew what Xiao Jincheng said was true.In the past, Xiao Jincheng came out to his family a long time ago, and the Xiao family also persuaded Xiao Jincheng to get married later.Especially after Zhan Zishu got married, according to his understanding, Xiao Jincheng was also forced by his family to go on a blind date.In their circle, even if you really come out, sometimes it is not uncommon to get married for profit.No one even cares whether you like men or women.Homosexuality is nothing more than impotence, even if impotent can marry a wife, let alone a person with normal physical function?

However, Xiao Jincheng still didn't go after all, he kept his sexual relationship with his male companions and refused women.No matter how strong the interests were, he never compromised.But at that time, Zhan Zishu was married, for the sake of his family, and he thought he still had some affection for that woman.

"Jincheng..." Zhanzi opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say anything in the end.He didn't know what to say to Xiao Jincheng.If... If in the future... Zhan Zishu didn't dare to think about it.

"Huh?" Xiao Jincheng obviously calmed down a lot, and he took Zhan Zishu into his arms. They lived in S City for the past two years, although they were semi-cohabiting, both of them seemed to be busy.Xiao Jincheng was busy with his career, while Zhan Zishu was a little busy for no reason, and he always pretended to be studying.Seeing that others were fine, Xiao Jincheng didn't interfere.

Sometimes, it is a rare opportunity for two people to be together, and they both toss each other passionately.Therefore, the two of them don't have any other things to bother them like now, and they spend less time together quietly.Xiao Jincheng enjoyed the intimacy now. Seeing that Zhan Zishu didn't speak, he kissed his forehead and said in a low voice, "What do you want to say?"

Zhan Zishu sighed, leaned into Xiao Jincheng's arms, shook his head, and said, "It's nothing. I just thought about what my sister should do."

"Huh?" Xiao Jincheng didn't understand what Zhan Zishu meant.

At this moment, Zhan Zishu poked Xiao Jincheng's waist again, making Xiao Jincheng flinch uncomfortably, and said in a choked voice, "Zishu, don't do this."

Zhan Zishu snorted, and then said, "How many times have you met my sister? Why does she really remember you?"

Xiao Jincheng was stunned for a moment, thought for a while, and said, "Your sister and I? Probably only twice? The first time was in the capital... When I was a child... and the other time, I should have been in S city, right? What's wrong?"

Gritting his teeth, Zhan Zishu took a bite of Xiao Jincheng's arm that was on his chest, and said through grinding his teeth, "Who knows! My sister didn't refuse your blind date. I guess she must be interested in you." ?”

Xiao Jincheng tensed up when he heard it, and hurriedly said: "Zi Shu! You can't talk nonsense. I don't mean anything to your sister. I almost forgot what she looks like."

Zhan Zishu glanced at Xiao Jincheng, and said, "You forgot, but my sister remembers it. I guess I didn't mention it because you were in S City before. You bastard, what's so good about you? Why is my sister thinking about it?" up!"

Xiao Jincheng smiled wryly, how could he explain this kind of thing?I had no choice but to say: "Zi Shu, I promise, I don't mean anything to your sister. Don't be angry. If your grandpa wants to ask me to go on a blind date, I will directly refuse."

Zhan Zishu made a bitter face again when he heard the words, and said, "You can refuse. But..."

"What's wrong?" Xiao Jincheng asked.

"Hey! Didn't you see it? The reason why my grandfather asked you to go on a blind date with my sister is because you might take over those things!" Zhan Zishu said angrily.If Xiao Jincheng didn't go on a blind date with his sister, then Xiao Jincheng would have added a lot of trouble to get into that plan.How to win the trust of the adults in Zhanjia became the primary issue.But Zhan Zishu couldn't lose such a person he trusted.

Xiao Jincheng frowned again when he heard the words, and said, "Zi Shu, does it have to be like this?"

Zhan Zishu looked at Xiao Jincheng and said nothing. Although he didn't have to go on a blind date, what would he do if he didn't?

Xiao Jincheng understood Zhan Zishu's unspoken meaning, his face became a little gloomy, and he said, "Zishu, although I don't want to say that, but if you really want to rely on blind dates or marriage as capital, then I will not compromise." What he hates the most is being blackmailed.

Zhan Zishu knew Xiao Jincheng's tough temper, and only in front of him could he soften it a little.So Xiao Jincheng's answer was basically not what he expected.Only listening to Xiao Jincheng say it himself is much more comfortable than guessing by himself.

But he still said lightly: "Of course you don't have to compromise... It's also okay not to join this plan. But what about me? You promised me on the plane that you want to be together."

Xiao Jincheng froze for a moment, frowned even deeper, and said, "Zi Shu..." Even so, it was impossible for him to go on a blind date, or even get married.Xiao Jincheng's bottom line and principles are here.

Zhan Zishu took a deep look at him, and then said: "Okay. I understand what you think. Even if you don't join this matter, I won't force you to go on a blind date with my sister...I don't want to put my sister on a blind date. Sister pushed you into this big pit of fire." After speaking, he gave Xiao Jincheng a blank look.

Xiao Jincheng breathed a sigh of relief, hugged Zhan Zishu even harder, and said, "It's good that you know. Explain to your sister as soon as possible, I don't want any other misunderstandings. However, I will also ask your grandfather. Don't worry. I'll be with you."

Zhan Zishu nodded slightly, and said, "Yes. I'll talk to my sister tomorrow. Let's see what she says."

Xiao Jincheng thought of something at the moment, and suddenly said: "Zi Shu, your old man is afraid of my future...in case of something, that's why he thought of this?"

Zhan Zishu gave another "hmm" and said, "Yes. What's the matter?"

Xiao Jincheng immediately looked at Zhan Zishu seriously, and said, "Zishu, tell me, if we tell your grandpa...our..."

As soon as Zhan Zishu heard Xiao Jincheng's words, he understood what he wanted to do.He immediately interrupted Xiao Jincheng and said, "Stop talking! How is this possible!"

Xiao Jincheng froze when he heard the words, and said, "Zi Shu..."

Zhan Zishu said a little impatiently: "What are you thinking about? It's not like you don't know what's going on with our family. Look at my uncle, you should understand." I don't know why Zhan Zishu is saying these words At that time, I was in a bad mood.

And Xiao Jincheng was silent for a while after hearing Zhan Zishu's words.Zhan Zishu felt even more uncomfortable. He glanced at the expressionless Xiao Jincheng, frowned, and said, "What are you doing? Don't talk? Do you still think I'm wrong?"

Xiao Jincheng was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Zi Shu, are we going to continue like this?"

Zhan Zishu was stunned for a moment, and then he burst into an unknown fire.Xiao Jincheng, what does this mean?Force him?Does he still expect the whole world to know that Zhan Zishu and Xiao Jincheng are in a relationship?Zhan Zishu frowned, and said to Xiao Jincheng, "What do you mean by going on like this forever? What else do you want? At that time, I said that the two of us are in a relationship. What else do you want?"

Not to mention that at the moment Zhan Zishu couldn't imagine how his family would react if he came out like Xiao Jincheng.Zhan Zishu felt that the hurdle that was difficult to overcome was still in his heart.In the past 30 years of his previous life, Zhan Zishu had never realized that he would actually like a man.He is a straight man who loves women.Moreover, regarding homosexuality, Zhan Zishu still had feelings for it.He also never admitted that he would be gay.As for Xiao Jincheng, so far he has only reluctantly admitted that he cares about Xiao Jincheng, and maybe he really likes it.But that's enough.He couldn't imagine that he was like Zhan Yi, telling everyone that he was gay.Moreover, Zhan Zishu had never had any sexual fantasies about men other than Xiao Jincheng.Therefore, Zhan Zishu always believed that he should like Xiao Jincheng halfway and repay his kindness, right?If it's just Xiao Jincheng, and the relationship is only to that extent, he thinks he can afford it.But as for other things... Zhan Zishu never thought about them, or rather, he always avoided thinking about those things.

However, these two sentences "What else do you want?" To Xiao Jincheng's ears, it was like a blow to the head.yes!What else does he want?At the beginning, when Zhan Zishu began to accept him gradually, he was grateful in his heart, that kind of joy came from the heart.Until now, in the past two years, after Zhan Zishu recognized his relationship, the two became closer.But at this time, the increasingly unsatisfied desire that gradually emerged in his heart had caused Xiao Jincheng to endure extreme pain.Every time he sees Zhan Zishu, he can't wait to tell the whole world that this person is mine, and other people should stay away.

Yes, possessiveness.Xiao Jincheng knows that there is a beast lurking in his heart, he wants to monopolize everything from this person around him, he wants this person!But... "what else do you want"?Xiao Jincheng smiled wryly, to be able to reach today's situation, he should be snickering!But he is still wishing extravagantly!What is Zhan Zishu's feelings towards him?Do you like it?Or... something else?

Xiao Jincheng has always had a question in his heart, that is why Zhan Zishu suddenly changed his attitude towards him. Since Zhan Zishu's birthday several years ago... Zhan Zishu's attitude towards him has been different.But Xiao Jincheng sensitively noticed that Zhan Zishu didn't like him as much as he imagined, but... Zhan Zishu seemed to be forcing himself to be with him all the time.But why?

And in the past two years, perhaps because of the time, Xiao Jincheng felt that Zhan Zishu did have feelings for him, and he probably liked him.However, just like before, Zhan Zishu rejected his suggestion of coming out without hesitation.Although, Xiao Jincheng also knew that it seemed that it was not the time for him to mention it this way.It is impossible for Zhan Zishu to do this... However, Zhan Zishu's attitude still deeply makes Xiao Jincheng...disappointed?Or...disappointed?

The two fell into a dead silence.After Zhan Zishu finished saying that, he already noticed that Xiao Jincheng's expression was wrong.He was startled in his heart, suddenly as if he had realized something.After all, Zhan Zishu was not as young as he appeared on the surface.Therefore, he could somewhat guess what Xiao Jincheng would think of him.

However, Zhan Zishu didn't know how to explain or what to say at this time.Those words were indeed what he was thinking right now, and just blurted out like this.Will it hurt Xiao Jincheng?The answer is obvious.But he could only watch Xiao Jincheng remain silent.

What Xiao Jincheng wants, Zhan Zishu can't say that he knows 100%, but at least he can guess it pretty well.If Xiao Jincheng is the only person who needs to repay in his life, then maybe he will really do that.However, the reality is not like this.he can not!He still has too many things to do... The people he wants to make up for, the people he can't let go of... and the people he hates... and the future, so many uncertain factors, the current him can't give it to him at all. Make any promise Xiao Jincheng wants.

Zhan Zishu suddenly felt very tired, really tired...Do it again...Facing everyone again...However, he is the one who owes the most...Why is it like this...

"Jin Cheng..."

After an unknown amount of time, Zhan Zishu broke the silence with a hoarse voice. He didn't like to see Xiao Jincheng's depressed expression.

Xiao Jincheng froze for a moment, then seemed to come back to his senses, and looked at Zhan Zishu.Zhan Zishu's expression was not good, he frowned and looked at himself, feeling very tired.Xiao Jincheng panicked, stretched out his hand and grabbed Zhan Zishu's shoulder, and said, "What's wrong?"

Zhan Zishu shook his head and said, "I thought you were unhappy."

Xiao Jincheng smiled wryly, and said, "I don't. I just... think too much. Don't worry about it. I'm not unhappy."

Hearing this, Zhan Zishu seemed relieved. He suddenly approached Xiao Jincheng, put his chin on Xiao Jincheng's shoulder, then reached out his hand and hesitated for a while, but still hugged the person in front of him tightly, and said in a low voice: " Jin Cheng, wait. Okay? Wait..."

Zhan Zishu didn't know why he said such words suddenly, let alone what he wanted Xiao Jincheng to wait for, but he still repeated it several times.It seems that only by saying this, not only can he catch his breath, but Xiao Jincheng may also feel better.

After hearing Zhan Zishu's murmur, Xiao Jincheng silently reached out and hugged him, and then responded: "I will wait. No matter how long. Zishu... I will wait. Trust me."

Zhan Zishu smiled slightly, said "um" softly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I believe in you." I only believe in you...

"Would you like a kiss?" Xiao Jincheng hugged the person in his arms, just wanting to rub the person into his body fiercely, and never separate.He didn't even know why he loved Zhan Zishu so much, that feeling was so strong.Ever since seeing Zhan Zishu's small size, Xiao Jincheng felt that that child was as dazzling as the sun.Then, as time passed, his eyes became more and more fixed on this person, his every move, his smile, his... all... were like magnets, attracting all his attention .Until one day, he realized that he liked this person so deeply.It's love, it's monopoly, it's... He can't extricate himself.

"A kiss, okay?" Xiao Jincheng murmured in a low voice, he never forced Zhan Zishu to do anything he didn't want to do.Even kisses are the same.

Zhan Zishu slowly raised his body and looked deeply at Xiao Jincheng. There was affection and cherishment in this man's eyes that he could not ignore... He kissed Xiao Jincheng's lips lightly, again and again, and then Xiao Jincheng suddenly hugged Xiao Jincheng fiercely. Hold him, and use undoubted strength to deepen this kiss...