Bai Yueguang has an evil heart

Did Qiao Xuan let go of herself?

Gao Zhuo was not sure because Qiao Xuan moved into the room next to him.

Gao Zhuo was sure that Qiao Xuan had re-asked the front desk for the room next to him.If Qiao Xuan lived next door, with his temperament, he would have told him when he came to see him before.

Gao Zhuo was in a trance, irritable, and a little sad.

He was very happy at night, and he dragged Shang Nanfeng all the way back, making him so happy that he carried himself away.

It has been a long, long, long time for Gao Zhuo, and he has never been this happy.

But this happiness is too short-lived, it is short-lived, and before there is time to confirm it, the passion was strangled to death halfway by accident.

Gao Zhuo didn't blame Qiao Xuan.To Qiao Xuan, Gao Zhuo has always been sorry.

Being with Qiao Xuan was an accident.

Gao Zhuo and Qiao Xuan met in college.

There is a bar next to the university, and Gao Zhuo met this exquisite and beautiful boy several times in the bar.

Qiao Xuan was working there. Once, he was given alcohol by a group of people, one cup after another. The group clearly had malicious intentions.

At that time, Gao Zhuo was still an enthusiastic young man, he stretched out his hand, and took the wine glass that Qiao Xuan was about to drink down in one gulp.He pulled Qiao Xuan behind him, and with a few words, he relieved Qiao Xuan.

This is the first time that Gao Zhuo has met Qiao Xuan.Later, every time Gao Zhuo went to that bar, Qiao Xuan would buy him a glass of wine.

After going back and forth, the two get to know each other better, and when they are slightly drunk, they will gradually talk about each other's topics.

It was also at that time that Gao Zhuo knew about Qiao Xuan's life.

Qiao Xuan was an illegitimate child, his mother died when he was very young, and his father didn't like him.But he worked hard and refused to admit defeat. He held his breath and worked part-time to earn tuition and went to college, living a decent life.

The similar life made them start to have more topics, and gradually developed into friends who talked about everything.

After graduation, Gao Zhuo went abroad to work, Qiao Xuan said that he had nothing to do, so he went to England with him to find a job.Gao Zhuo ran all over the world during that time, but every time he came back, Qiao Xuan would definitely greet him.

Later, Gao Zhuo met one of his tourists——Chen Hang.

To Gao Zhuo, Chen Hang is more like himself than Qiao Xuan.Not surprisingly, Gao Zhuo and Chen Hang became friends and introduced Chen Hang to Qiao Xuan.In their spare time, the three of them would also go to the bar to drink together.

Once the three of them drank in a mess at the bar, and Gao Zhuo didn't know how he got home that day.

When I woke up again, I was on the bed with Qiao Xuan.

It was a mess, completely an afterthought.

Gao Zhuo was dumbfounded.But Qiao Xuan just squinted her eyes and bewitched, "Try it? We can't always be single, right? Anyway, there is someone in your heart who won't fall in love with me, and I don't love you, so there is no need to be burdened. Let's try." Give it a try, wouldn't it be great if you can live on?"

Gao Zhuo was still in the daze of having a relationship with his good friend. After being told by Qiao Xuan, Gao Zhuo, who was not fully drunk, fell silent.

Gao Zhuo wanted to refuse, of course he should.

But under the influence of Chen Hang during that time, Gao Zhuo was particularly eager for feelings.And Qiao Xuan is indeed a friend he cares about.Demented for a while, Gao Zhuo agreed to Qiao Xuan's proposal.

This became Gao Zhuo's most regretful decision.

What made Gao Zhuo so painful was not that he was hurt during this relationship.

But in this relationship, Gao Zhuo has never been tempted by Qiao Xuan.

But Qiao Xuan was moved.

Obviously at the beginning it was just an absurdity, a joke, and in the dark, they didn't want to give up hope and accepted a person who was as desperate as themselves, absorbing each other's warmth.Why would anyone be tempted?

Qiao Xuan loves him so much that he doesn't look like himself, but Gao Zhuo can't respond to Qiao Xuan's love.He can't give Qiao Xuan love.

Gao Zhuo admits that he has been flirtatious, soaked in bars, and had one-night stands.But in these years, no one has ever made him feel like falling in love.

The only thing that moved Gao Zhuo's heart was his junior high school classmates who were deeply in his memory.

He is obviously a dull boy, but he always warms himself up by coincidence when he is sad.

As if the only treasure bestowed by God to Gao Zhuo, the boy in his memory is engraved in his heart, irreplaceable and irreplaceable.

A ray of moonlight is in the bottom of my heart, no matter how many people I meet since then, it will be overshadowed.

So Gao Zhuo was just playing.

But when Gao Zhuo played, he also played clearly and clearly, and never had any emotional ties with others.

Because in this world, Gao Zhuo hates one kind of person the most, that is the person who obviously has no feelings for a person, but still wants to be with that person.

Over the years, the reason why Gao Zhuo came here alone is thanks to such a person.

Many years ago, during countless days and nights, Gao Zhuo also thought that if his father hadn't married his unloved mother back then, his mother would not have died.Then he wouldn't be alone for so many years.

This is a deep scar in Gao Zhuo's heart, no matter how he tries to avoid it, when the lights are out, when he is lying on the bed tossing and turning, this scar will bite every nerve of Gao Zhuo along with loneliness.

Gao Zhuo didn't feel sorry for himself.

When he was sad, he would remind himself over and over again that he wanted to live a good life and be a good person, but he must not live like his blood-related father.So the principle that Gao Zhuo sticks to is not to play with feelings.

But he still agreed to be with Qiao Xuan who he didn't love, which made Gao Zhuo feel that he was still the same as his blood father.

parefull.

What was even more painful was that Qiao Xuan was moved and took it seriously.

Even after dating for a year, Qiao Xuan said that she had enough fun and proposed to break up.Gao Zhuo will still blame himself and be sad.

Coupled with the sudden outbreak of Chen Hang's incident.

Chen Hang is obviously the happiest of the three of them, but Chen Hang is too fragile.

Two things weighed on Gao Zhuo's heart. Gao Zhuo had no choice but to stay in the UK, so he fled in a hurry and returned to China.

It's really embarrassing, and I can't bear to look back.

But God seemed to have played a joke on him. When he returned to China, he met the person deep in his memory.

From the time we met to the present, although we only spent nearly three months together, these three months have made Gao Zhuo very happy.

Shang Nanfeng is his source of warmth.

Just at this time, when Gao Zhuo felt that Shang Nanfeng had feelings for him, how could Gao Zhuo seize the opportunity and seize the opportunity to attack?

But if Qiao Xuan didn't let him go, how could he be with another person in front of Qiao Xuan?

My thoughts became chaotic and tangled, and the more I rationalized, the more chaotic I became.

The doorbell rang, and Gao Zhuo opened the door.

Qiao Xuan also held a bottle of milk and biscuits in her hand.

"Here, I brought it for you by the way."

Gao Zhuo said calmly, "I've eaten."

Qiao Xuan put the things on the table for him: "Oh, then put them away first, in case you get hungry at night."

Gao Zhuo turned on the phone, found out the strategy he had made, opened it, and handed it to Qiao Xuan.

Qiao Xuan took Gao Zhuo's cell phone and browsed it up and down.

After reading it, Wei Wei was a little surprised: "You played for seven days, it's just such a simple strategy? It's very flat, why didn't you see that you spread around a certain characteristic."

"It's not about taking guests to meet their individual needs. I come to play by myself, so I just made a guide."

Gao Zhuo thought that Shang Nanfeng was brought here to play by himself, and he also said that it would be fine to do as he pleases, probably it doesn't matter how many places Shang Nanfeng plays.What's more, Gao Zhuo's guide is quite satisfactory, it doesn't diverge along any characteristics of the island, it just connects a few interesting places with places with delicious food.

He monk Nanfeng came out to play, which was already the best trip, and everything else became icing on the cake.

Qiao Xuan returned the phone to him.Qiao Xuan knew Gao Zhuo too well. He could see many details even from Gao Zhuo's strategies.

Gao Zhuo's strategy seems to be detailed, but in fact it is a bit messy, and there are no different colors of markings. It can be seen that Gao Zhuo completed it by himself.If Gao Zhuo had asked the other party's opinion, no matter whether the two of them had the same or different opinions, he would definitely mark them with different colored pens.

Qiao Xuan's mood rose slightly.Gao Zhuo has only returned to China for three months, so what can happen.

Gao Zhuo asked him: "How many days are you here to play?"

Qiao Xuan smiled: "I don't want to have fun for a few days, it depends on my mood. But it should not exceed five days."

Gao Zhuo nodded, knowing what to do.

"Thank you for your strategy. Go to bed early, good night."

Qiao Xuan didn't bother anymore, said goodbye and left.

Qiao Xuan still has a lot of work to do.He also didn't expect to meet Gao Zhuo and Shang Nanfeng on Simba Island.

This made Qiao Xuan feel that the progress of the things he had been planning was too slow.Even if he knew Gao Zhuo's personality, knowing Gao Zhuo's slowness would always have a bunch of strange concerns, but the other man was not another man, but Shang Nanfeng.This still made Qiao Xuan not dare to be overconfident.

Moreover, the way Shang Nanfeng looked at Gao Zhuo...Probably only Gao Zhuo couldn't notice it.

Qiao Xuan smiled sullenly, how could he tolerate Gao Zhuo being with other people.

After Qiao Xuan left, Gao Zhuo looked at the milk and biscuits that Qiao Xuan brought.

Qiao Xuan knew that his sleep quality was poor. In the past, Qiao Xuan would warm him a cup of milk every night.

Is Qiao Xuan's habit also a conditioned reflex after seeing her?

Gao Zhuo always thinks a lot unconsciously.

He would be scruples about Qiao Xuan, firstly, he didn't know whether Qiao Xuan had let go of herself.If he didn't let go, Gao Zhuo didn't want to be intimate with Shang Nanfeng where Qiao Xuan could see him, he didn't want to make Qiao Xuan more sad.Second, Gao Zhuo was also afraid that Qiao Xuan would announce his relationship with anyone who was close to him like before.Although if it is announced now, of course it can only be announced as the ex-boyfriend. ——But it's not like Qiao Xuan didn't do this kind of announcement before.

Gao Zhuo was still sitting on the sofa until late at night, and he turned off the lights, and the dark room could only see the little waves of light on the sea outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Gao Zhuo kept using his chaotic brain until the middle of the night.The only conclusion that can be drawn is that he is concerned about Qiao Xuan's feelings, and he also cares about the affairs between himself and Shang Nanfeng.

He was really sorry to Qiao Xuan, for the sake of both of them, no matter whether Qiao Xuan let go of herself or not, their lives are destined to never have any intersection again.This chance encounter was nothing but an accident.

And for Shang Nanfeng...

Gao Zhuo felt that he had made a turn in his head and didn't turn around!

First of all, Qiao Xuan didn't know Shang Nanfeng, nor did she know that Shang Nanfeng was someone she had liked for many years.What's more, Gao Zhuo felt that he and Shang Nanfeng were not very close, so why should he worry that Qiao Xuan thought they were close?

——Gao Zhuo himself only felt lucky tonight that Shang Nanfeng had feelings for him!

Secondly, I and Qiao Xuan have already broken up!Even if the past between himself and Qiao Xuan started absurdly and ended in a hurry, so what?It's all over!

Gao Zhuo shook his head, suddenly laughed stupidly by himself.

He stood up and took a glass of ice water to drink. The cold water washed away all the entanglements in his head.

Gao Zhuo kept worrying that Qiao Xuan wouldn't be able to get out. In fact, it was Qiao Xuan who was trapped in the past, and he himself was one of the people shrouded in the shadow of the past.

That's why he couldn't see the pattern in front of him clearly, and he was thinking wildly.

Gao Zhuo felt that he didn't need to worry too much at all, there was nothing between him and Shang Nanfeng, it was just that he had a crush on Shang Nanfeng.As for whether Shang Nanfeng has such thoughts about himself, he is still about to verify it.

So why do I feel guilty in front of Shang Nanfeng?If Shang Nanfeng has a good impression of him, it means that Shang Nanfeng himself is bent, so why would he mind that he had a relationship with a man.

Shang Nanfeng also applied for a membership card for all the restaurants in N city for one person, who hasn't passed yet?

Yes, who hasn't passed yet.

sleep!Gao Zhuo waved away the dark clouds hovering above his head, went to bed and had a good sleep.

The author has something to say:

Gao Zhuo: IQ is arrears in love.

Shang Nanfeng: Puzzling.

Qiao Xuan: Read the article

PS: To explain the past, Gao Zhuo was not afraid of things like feelings from the very beginning.

There is another update tonight, which is a big progress.

qwq's writing power is not enough, maybe the shape is not very good, I will work harder!