The actor wants to get a divorce

Lin Zhaozhi heard his mechanical answer: "...it's all right."

"No, brother, why does your voice sound weird, what's wrong?"

Lin Zhaozhi hung up the phone upset.

He sat by the bed, his heart felt like someone had pressed a heavy boulder, every time his heart beat, the heavy weight made it harder for him to breathe.

At this moment, he thought of too many things.

Ji An's first meeting with him, Ji An's smile, Ji An's tears, Ji An's letter of self-criticism...

And Ji An's last words to himself.

"Director Lin, are you back?"

It was the day before Christmas Eve, and a few hours later, he must have seen the gossip about himself having a room with another man on the Internet, and then left the house peacefully without saying goodbye to anyone.

Almost half a year.

How did he live outside?

When being bullied, does anyone help him?He didn't bring any money, so what would he eat when he was hungry?

I don't have my ID card with me. Where does he live?

The more Lin Zhaozhi thought about it, the more anxious he became. In the middle of the night, he couldn't fall asleep anymore.

He picked up his coat and left the hotel.

As soon as he arrived at the entrance of the hotel, Liu Bo called again.

"Lin Zhaozhi, did you post that weibo yourself? Could it be that your account was hacked?"

Lin Zhaozhi took a deep breath: "No."

Liu Bo was puzzled; "Didn't you never like to play Weibo? What does that Weibo mean? I see that you and Lin Xi are being fired on the Internet. Didn't Lin Xi go to the North Pole to shoot the aurora recently?"

Lin Zhaozhi frowned: "It's not him, it's not..."

"Who is that?"

"A... child, if there is a chance, I will bring you to meet."

Liu Bo suddenly realized; "There was a quarrel, right? Then why don't you hurry up and get him back? Also, you have to respond to the matter between you and Lin Xi on the Internet, otherwise your children will see it and the misunderstanding will be even bigger? "

"I know."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Zhaozhi took out his mobile phone and reposted a Weibo.

[Lin Zhaozhi V: It's not Lin Xi, but a liar.Hey, little idiot, I don't know if you can see this Weibo, but I still want to tell you that I miss you very much.If you are angry enough, go home quickly. 】

After Lin Zhaozhi's Weibo was posted, Lin Xi reposted it half an hour later.

[Xiao Linxi who likes photography: We are in the North Pole, don’t cue, I grew up wearing a pair of pants with someone, and I’ve grown tired of seeing each other, and I want to kill each other when we meet, if we can spark, how can we wait until today?Don't press the head group cp for me, I have the master!And that little brat surnamed Ji, if you've had enough fun, don't hurry to go home. Look, director Lin is making us anxious. Is it okay for the entertainment industry to openly search for people? 】

This is the first time Lin Xi and Lin Zhaozhi publicly responded to the scandal on the Internet.

The two masters who were originally determined to refute the rumors one after another, many people said they were surprised, but more people's attention was shifted to Lin Zhaozhi's mysterious little boyfriend.

What kind of cutie is it that can drive the always low-key director Lin Da into a corner and want to come to Weibo to post a missing person notice?

[The surname is Ji, do any sisters know the inside story? 】

[How could there be only insider information? Director Lin must have protected his privacy very well! 】

[I didn't know that Director Lin was in charge at all, woo woo woo. 】

【Oh my god, even though you call him a little idiot, why do you read it so pamperingly?Is it my illusion? 】

[It's not an illusion!It's really sweet even through the screen. 】

【Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" 】

[Blessings with tears. 】

Lin Zhaozhi looked at the "swish, swish, swish" comment, turned off his mobile phone, put it in his pocket, and sighed heavily into the night.

I hope Ji An can see it.

Xihuai City.

This generation is an abandoned bungalow area, crowded with a large number of migrant workers.

A tall and thin man in his 20s held a bowl of fried rice with eggs and several bottles of beer in his hand, yawned and pushed open the low door, stooping slightly and walked in.

It has been raining here for the past few days, and the old house in disrepair is leaking everywhere. The house is very damp and cold, and there is still a musty smell that can't go away.

Guo Zi reached out to touch the light switch on the wall. The light had just been turned on when he saw Ji An hugging his knees in a daze, curled up on the single sofa, clutching a cell phone in a daze.

"Fuck!"

He was taken aback, clutching his heart, "Ji An, you don't sleep in the middle of the night, why are you sitting here in a daze? The lights are not turned on, I almost scared you to death."

Ji An came back to his senses and looked up. There was a five to six centimeter scar across his fair face.

He smiled at Guo Zi: "You got off the night shift so early today?

"Well, there's no one in the store today, so the boss told me to come back early." Guo Zi yawned, sat down on a chair, took out a can of beer from his bag, opened it, and drank most of the bottle : "I'm exhausted, and today I met an idiot customer who insisted that the fish he ate was not fresh, and almost threw the table off.

Ji An absently said "Oh".

Guo Zi looked back at him: "Hey, do you want to come and eat?"

"I don't eat. If I eat in the middle of the night, I will gain weight."

"Just the two or three pieces of meat on your body, how skinny are you, are you still afraid of gaining weight?" Guo Zi smiled: "Come on, eat some with me, there is also barbecue."

"Oh."

Ji An just got up and walked over slowly.

As soon as he sat down, Guo Zi said, "Don't tell me, a lot of things happened in the store today, and there are a few little girls who are crying so much."

"what happened?"

"You didn't read the news, just that big star named Lin Zhaozhi, who seems to be in a public relationship or something, makes those little girls feel uncomfortable..."

Ji An's hand paused for a moment, and then silently took a bite of the roast lamb.

"Hey, you said that the person Lin Zhaozhi is looking for is the young master of which family, I heard that he has the same surname as you.

Ji An smiled unnaturally, "How would I know?"

"That's right, wage earners like us who earn more than 3000 yuan a month may never get in touch with people in their circle for the rest of their lives."

Ji An gave a soft "hmm".

"I'll have a rest tomorrow, let's call Erxi and the others to go fishing."

Ji An's eyes lit up, and there was a bit of joy on the brows: "Okay, okay!"

"I'm full." Guo Zi burped.

"Go to sleep quickly, I will clean up."

"It's hard work for you, Xiao An'an."

"It's okay, if you didn't take me in back then, I still don't know where to beg for food." Ji An smiled "hehe".

Three months ago, Ji An met Guo Zi.

At that time, he was rummaging through trash cans on the side of the road to sell scraps when he was suddenly stopped by this man.

"Little brother, what did you do? I haven't met anyone worse than you in 800 years. Let's go, brother will take you to buy something to eat."

He took himself to the supermarket to buy bread and milk, and after that, Ji An met Er Xi, Dong Ge and a group of people.

In fact, Ji An could have gone back to find Ji Rulang.

But he... just didn't want to go back.

On the night of Christmas Eve, he was completely hopeless. He felt that his life was like a joke. At that time, he walked to a river, and jumped into it as soon as his brain got hot.

He didn't die, his instinctive desire to survive made him thump and climb ashore, and he stayed shivering by the haystack by the river all night.

He suddenly hated himself.

Resenting his own weakness, cowardice, escaping, and encountering difficulties, he can do nothing but commit suicide again and again.

He hugged his cold and trembling body to welcome the winter dawn.

This Christmas day, he made a decision.

He wants to live well.

He won't let anyone bully him again.

Fortunately, later, he met Guo Zi and the others.

Seeing that they were young, they took the initiative to take him back to the rental room.Guo Zi cleaned up the room for him, Er Xi asked someone to help him get a fake ID card, Dong Ge helped him find a job...

Ji An likes his current life very much.

Although life is hard, but...he has friends.

He is not alone anymore.

They took him fishing and to the movies. When he was sick, Erxi got up in the middle of the night to buy medicine for him, carried him to the hospital, and stayed with him all night. A friend accompanied him on his birthday.

On that night when the candles were flickering, he was surrounded by Guo Zi, Er Xi and Dong Ge. Looking at the simple but sincere gift, his tears couldn't help falling down.

Guo Zi said, Ji An, from now on, my brothers will protect you.

If we go back a few months, and see Lin Zhaozhi's Weibo post, he will rush back desperately.

but……

The current Ji An is no longer the original Ji An.

It was as if the heavens let him be robbed of the ring in the dark, are you also reminding yourself... don't look back?

He no longer has the courage to give up everything he has now, and plunge into his love with Lin Zhaozhi again.

Although sometimes, when thinking of that person, he still secretly shed tears, but...he still prefers the life he has now.

He took out his phone, looked at Lin Zhaozhi's Weibo quietly, took a deep breath, and canceled his follow.

Lin Zhaozhi, goodbye.

He was going to live his own life, Ji An's.

In the blink of an eye, Lin Zhaozhi has been in Xihuai City for almost half a month.

Ji An still has no news at all.

Lin Zhaozhi couldn't help but began to wonder if Ji An had left Xihuai City?

And Weibo.

The weibo he posted has been on the hot search for several days, and it has such a great influence, but why didn't Ji An contact him?

Did he not see it, or... He doesn't want to contact him anymore?

Or... Did something happen to Ji An outside?

Just when Lin Zhaozhi was in panic all day long, Huang Mao's phone call came suddenly.

"Brother! There's news!" Huang Mao shouted excitedly on the phone: "I have been inquiring at the farmer's market for the past few days. There is a fish seller over there. The guy who delivers food is called Ji An!"

We are going to meet.

Congratulations to Director Lin for mentioning three brothers-in-law.