The actor wants to get a divorce

Lin Zhaozhi froze for a moment, then bent down and picked it up.

Although the paper was folded squarely, it was crumpled, with folds and creases all over it.It's like it's been seen countless times.

Lin Zhaozhi put the notebook aside, and then unfolded the letter paper little by little.

Who knows, another thing fell out of it.

Those are some inspection reports.

There is a test report for AIDS.

The test came back -- negative.

The remaining few sheets are all inspection reports of various sexually transmitted diseases.

He is very healthy, he has no diseases.

Lin Zhaozhi's heart seemed to be clenched tightly.

He took a quick look at the dates on the inspection report, all of which were done within a month or two of their breakup.

Lin Zhaozhi could barely breathe at this moment, holding the hands of these reports, he couldn't help trembling slightly.

He remembered that when they broke up at the banquet, Ying Qi accused Ji An of being unclean and sick. At that time, he might have felt ashamed in front of his parents, or because he was angry with Ji An and Ying Qi. I was annoyed and angry about the fact that I was in bed, so I also said that kind of... insulting words to Ji An at that time.

He said he was lucky not to have sex with Ji An.

That's why Ji An...would he go to the hospital for this kind of examination?

His throat seemed to be stuffed with a ball of wet cotton wool, he couldn't spit it out, and couldn't swallow it, as if it was stuck in his throat, he felt uncomfortable and irritable.

He could imagine how many strange and contempt Ji An stared at, went to the hospital alone, and finished these unspeakable examinations.

What kind of mood is he in...

Clipped these reports in his diary.

He's been...waiting for him all this time, right?

That's why he went to prove that he didn't have those diseases, just to give Lin Zhaozhi an explanation?

Lin Zhaozhi exhaled tremblingly.

He put the report card aside, and went to look at the letter.

Lin Zhaozhi recognized it at the first glance.

It was Ji An's self-criticism.

Yes……

He should have read the review paper half a year ago.

[Review!Reviewer: Ji An!First of all, I have to apologize to you for my mistake. It was a good day for the two of us to get married, but because of my stupidity, I made such a mess, and I made you lose such a big face in front of your uncles and aunts... really sorry. 】

[I did have sex with Ying Qi, I don't know if you believe me or not, I don't want to, I don't want to have that kind of relationship with him, but I can't beat him.If it wasn't for your phone call, maybe I would have jumped off the building earlier, but I admit that I am greedy.What you said on the phone made me think that I shouldn't have, I can't bear to die.I can also be with the person I like, and I don't want to die. 】

[After he finished his work, he asked his two subordinates to come to me too. I didn't care about anything at the time. I climbed up with all my hands and feet, and jumped off the building while holding on to the window. I'm not going to take advantage of that scumbag anymore. 】

[You know the rest, I woke up, you put a ring on me, you said you would be with me forever, you were going to marry me, I was so happy, I felt that I was hurt in the past Those hardships are nothing, I am the happiest cub in the whole world! 】

【At that time, I looked into your eyes, and I told myself, I will lie to you for the last time, really... Just the last time, I don't want you to know that Ying Qi and I... had that kind of relationship. 】

[I know you always want a clean boy, I can't do it, but at least, concealing the matter with Ying Qi can make me look a little bit clean. 】

[But I was so naive, I even forgot that paper cannot contain fire.A lie requires another lie to disguise, I... still lied to you. 】

【It's just such a request you made of me, but I didn't do it, and I hate myself. 】

[I don't know if you will forgive me after reading this letter?But I really want to be with you, I beg you to give me one last chance, this time I will definitely send you a completely unreserved Ji An. 】

【Contact me! 】

At the end of the letter paper, there was a kneeling figure drawn by Ji An with a pen.

This little idiot's handwriting was distorted, but his paintings were vivid. Lin Zhaozhi looked at that villain and always remembered the last time he saw Ji An.

That smile that always reveals a cautious heart makes people feel extremely distressed.

Lin Zhaozhi's heart seemed to be slashed open with a knife, and his eyes were red in an instant.

In fact, after so long, his anger and anger towards Ji An had been calmed down and extinguished over time.

Sometimes he would ask himself, is his request of Ji An too much?

He never seemed to think about the reasons and reasons for "lying" from Ji An's point of view.

Could it be that he was also unconsciously showing an imperceptible sense of superiority towards Ji An, which gave Ji An a sense of pressure and anxiety that he couldn't control himself...

Lin Zhaozhi held the paper tightly, his nose sore.

If he could have read Ji An's review earlier...

If he could give him a word back while he was waiting for him, wouldn't Ji An not leave?

He couldn't imagine that when the DNA results came out, if that person was really Ji An...

He can't accept it!

Ji An...

It must not be you.

As long as you are safe and sound, nothing matters.

Lin Zhaozhi sat at Ji Rulang's house for several hours, until Wen Ling came over and called him in a low voice: "Rulang is awake, do you want to chat?"

Lin Zhaozhi's voice was hoarse: "...OK."

He and Ji Rulang Ye hadn't seen each other for a long time, the man looked extremely tired, he opened a can of beer, and poured more than half of it with his head raised.

Lin Zhaozhi is not in the mood to drink, he is not a person who likes to drink away his worries.

He just stared at Ji Rulang, not knowing what to say for a long time.

Ji Rulang held the beer bottle, his eyes were red: "Actually, I had a premonition early in the morning that Ji An...something would happen sooner or later. One time when he was having dinner with me, he suddenly asked me how long the sentence would be for murder..."

"I think if it wasn't for Christmas Eve when he suddenly decided to leave temporarily, maybe he would have slaughtered Ying Qi by now."

When he said this, he shook his head with some self-deprecation: "I am not a qualified brother. He once begged me to help him find you and have a good talk. I refused... because it is my elder brother In my heart, I don't think he is worthy of you, I think he deserves to be dumped by you."

"Actually... Ever since I was a child, Ji An has never begged me. Just this one time, I refused."

Ji Rulang finished his beer and reached out to get it again, his eyes became extremely sad: "During the past few months of his disappearance, I have been thinking that I, like you, always asked Ji An not to Lying, but we never seem to have seriously considered it, why did Ji An lie? What exactly is his lie?"

"That's his scar."

Lin Zhaozhi's face suddenly turned pale.

Ji Rulang smiled wryly: "You can ask a child not to lie and say that he didn't eat candy, but how can you ask Ji An to say that he was raped by another man?"

They are tearing Ji An's scars.

Even if Lin Zhaozhi said, he doesn't care, but can he really not care?

He still thinks of Ji An and Ying Qi... His heart will be so congested that he can't breathe.

He couldn't even fool himself, so how could he fool the delicate and sensitive Ji An?

Not to mention...

Over the years, how much did Ji An feel the discrimination and alienation under the friendly surface?

What Ji An wants is to forget the past, bury that dark experience, and start over.

Instead, someone said to him with a sense of superiority, "It's okay, I don't care."

Every time he said it, Ji An's wound was torn open.

His guilt will increase, and he will feel that he...is not worthy of Lin Zhaozhi.

Both Ji Rulang and Lin Zhaozhi now understand this truth.

only……

too late.

Even if the corpse wasn't Ji An, they didn't know where Ji An went.

Lin Zhaozhi tightly clenched his fist, his pale fingers were pinched with red marks one after another.

Ji Rulang threw the beer can irritably, and said sarcastically, "Forget it, if it's really Ji An... it's a relief. His whole life, it's a fucking joke."

Lin Zhaozhi silently clenched his lower lip.

No, it must not be Ji An.

If he is still alive...

He must do everything possible to find him, and he will never let Ji An's rest of his life be a joke.

Lin Zhaozhi stayed until after three o'clock in the afternoon, ready to get up and leave.

Just as he walked to the entrance, Ji Rulang's phone rang suddenly.

Ji Rulang and him were stunned almost instantly, staring at the "buzzing" mobile phone, neither of them dared to move for a while.

They all understand that the phone call at this time is likely to be...

Lin Zhaozhi frowned fiercely.

I don't know how long it took before Ji Rulang grabbed the phone.

From Lin Zhaozhi's point of view, his fingers trembled violently.

He glanced at the screen, took a deep breath, and put the phone to his ear.

"Hey?"

"...Yes, I am Ji An's family member...The result came out, right..."

"Well, you said."

Lin Zhaozhi saw Ji Rulang's eyes shake violently, and then he said tremblingly, "Thank you...I'll be there right away."

He hung up the phone and sat there for a long time.

Lin Zhaozhi's voice became hoarse, and his heart almost froze: "How to say?"

Ji Rulang sat quietly on the spot, as if he was stupid.

Lin Zhaozhi walked back and shook him: "Ji Rulang! What do you say!"

Ji Rulang seemed to come back to his senses, he blinked, and said hoarsely: "They said...the DNA...matched..."

Lin Zhaozhi's brain exploded with a "buzz".

Hold your head and run away...

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